| 12:15p |
I really just don't give a shit anymore. I'm so sick of people walking all over me, and
lying to me. I can't even believe it this time. I could count on all my fingers and toes
how many people have lied to me, and i'm pissed beyond belief. I put so much
effort into our relationship, even after you fucked me over. I FORGAVE you.
And I NEVER forgive people. I tried to help you, and in the back of my head,
I've been worried sick about you for months. You're lying to my face now, when
I know the truth. You can't expect me to feel sympathetic towards you when
I know that you're lying. Are you disgusted with yourself? You should be. You
dragged yourself into this, and iregardless of the countless efforts that I put
towards helping you, you rejected it, and you just dragged yourself deeper.
I don't even know what you're doing anymore. You want attention? Because
you have it now, and I don't care. |