| 5:35p |
I haven't actually written in a while. Ryan just texted me and told me that he got into an accident; which not only scares me...because well, it's the matter--but, I strangely had a feeling that he got into one before I even got home; or I just sensed that something was up. I guess that's weird, I'm not trying to sound harsh or anything but I don't know, that scares me. He's okay though, or so he told me. I hope he is, I love him. I just got home from Megan's/ Coffee culture. It was good I guess, I hadn't seen her for a long time. She just moved in right beside where Melissa lives. Speaking of her, she's such an idiot now. I don't even want to talk to her. Shit has been really weird and my moods are all over the place again; I can't wait for the summer. I get to see Misery Signals, August Burns Red, As I lay dying and evergreen terrace on the 14th too. I've been excited for a while because I haven't been to a concert since November. I'm waiting to hear from Ryan, I'm scared. It's okay, well I love you the same like when we were just kids" |