| 11:23p |
okay so i don't really understand how this is my fault
a) i don't even want to go in the first place because:
-what's the point?
-I don't even like my art work; it's probably the worst i've ever done
-why would i want to go to a long speach about a bunch of crap that doesn't
apply to me?
b) i don't want my father to come because:
- to even be seen with him is embarassing, especially when the people around me know
who i am. i can't control that.
- he pretty much made me develop my eating disorder in the first place, it's nice to
see that he would want to come out and see what it's all about. fuck that.
- how many times have i told you that i don't want anything to do with him?
i have to say that i've been pretty nice to him so far but all i'm asking for is space
i've told you that i hate him for multiple reasons, and after what recently happened when you
went away, it doesn't better the situation at all
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chantel, you keep fucking yourself over and i'm sorry but you need to stop
drinking. saturday is my two years. i start driving school next week. i'm failing school. |