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[09 Jun 2005|08:24pm]
i'm not gonna lie, mother nature is being so nice.

i love warmthhh.


and five more days until summer.
love and tears!

[21 Apr 2005|03:09pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | easy way out : elliot smith ]

prom with conor tomorrow. i can't tell whether i'm excited or not. whooo knows. we'll see how it goes.

less than one month until prom with the best john wade in this entire universseeee! i can't wait.

and less less than one month until MY BIRTHDAY! i can't wait. man, i'm young.

the past few weeks have been really good...

jacob comes home in like...two weeks. soo excited.

alicia got a job for the summer! in new hampshire, she's gonna be a "crew leader" in the white mountains. whatever the hell that means. and she comes home for two weeks before it starts! i can't wait. when she's home, jacob will be home. and we'll all be home together. and i miss that and i'm so excited.

AND I START WORK NEXT FRIDAY. i was supposed to start this friday, but i can't becusae of prep prom.

hmm. i wonder what i should do with my hair...

peace, man.

-becky

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[11 Apr 2005|03:11pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | modest mouse : black cadillacs ]

the most incredible weekend ever just ended.

such a shame to go back to school.

love and tears!

[07 Apr 2005|10:15am]
im in photo and bored.

kamps.
1 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

[05 Apr 2005|06:35pm]
[ music | elliot smith : wouldn't momma be proud ]

spring break is over.

i hate school.

i had four babies in school today, no joke.


and josh is so punk rock that he had a safety pin for kevin's broken pants.

love and tears!

[02 Apr 2005|12:14am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | moe. and trey : boogie on, reggae woman ]

i haven't been here in a while.

ummm

i saw my brother!

and i'm going to prom!

and i't spring break!

yeeep. )

two days left of spring break. man it's going by fast. and sober.

later.

love, becky

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[19 Mar 2005|09:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | matchbox twenty ]

chillin at home tonight.

ali sophie maddie and liz are at ashlee simpson, and the boys are in florida. jenna and i are in medford, but doing nothing.

oh well. i'm almost done cleaning my room (which i've been working on all day), and i did the base coat for my art project.

i'm really excited for summer to come. i feel like the topic of everyone's conversations lately is what it's gonna be like when the boys leave this summer. i'm not gonna lie, i'm kinda worried. i'm nervous to see what we do. i know we're not gonna like, sit at home and wait for them, but i just..i don't know. i'm going to miss them so much. they're away now, in disney for their senior trip. they're having so much fun, i'm so happy for them. i mean, i do miss them, but they're having fun and that makes me happy. there's still so much time left before they leave. this summer is going to be amazing. and the going away parties will be awesome. i just need some warmth. we're getting there...

only 57 more days of school left.

we'll see how it goes.

i need to see the salvador dali exhibit again. reall bad.

next weekend i'm going down to virginia to visit my brother. i'm so excited, i miss him so much. i miss my sister, too, but i won't be seeing her until may. it bothers me how i never know what she's doing. like, she has absolutley no idea what she's going to do once this job is over. all of her jobs only last for a year or so, and then afterwards she spends the next five months deciding where she watns to travel next. she never has a plan. i doubt she'll be coming home after she's done her job in california. she'll probably go to boston and live with shay for a while, which is okay, becuase i wouldn't mind going up to MA and seeing her there.

i need to go..somewhere. just get the hell out of new jersey for a little while. i'm excited to go to virginia, just becuase it's not medford. i mean, this place in virginia sucks. they've got a college and a waffle house, and that's pretty much it. a few hotels thrown here and there. i'm just so bored of seeing the same things every day. like, i want to be able to get lost. i can't get lost in medford. i know my way around. and i hate it. i LOVE exploring new areas, learning my way around, figuring out directions. i think getting lost is so much fun, it's so exciting to see where each road leads. i dunno, i'm just excited to see some new scenery down in virginia.

i would be leaving for italy this week coming up if i weren't so fucking stupid. i didn't save ANY of my money from the summer. since it was all in cash, i would spend all of it the next night. it was so annoying, but i just can't save money. i would attempt to put 50 dollars away here and there, but it would never work. i really wish i could be going to italy.

i still haven't started at leo's again, but i think i will be soon. it's starting to get warmer out, so kids will start coming into the store after school and maybe i can start working the 5-9 shift on weekdays. but probably not, i'm probaby gonna end up working every friday night from 5-10, which sucks major balls. oh well. atleast i'll get to eat free ice cream.

habitat applications are due tomorrow. i'm so excited for habitat. this is the LAST year of habitat with everyone. word on the street is that francis and ethan don't want to come, which is a little upsetting. alot of people from last year aren't going to be there. but i think the new people will be just as great. i know it can't be the same as last year, that would never work. but i'm sure it will be the same amazing experience.

i'm gonna go paint some more.

love, becky.

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nothing is real. nothing to get hung about... [08 Mar 2005|06:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | beatles : strawberry fields forever ]

so yesterday was absolutley beautiful. it was 65, maybe even 70 degrees out all day.

what's the temperature outside right now? 26 fucking degrees.

grr. i need fries.

love and tears!

[07 Mar 2005|07:31pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | moe. : lost along the way ]

hey guys. how's it goin?

so this weekend wasn't the best of weekends, but it's alright. i didn't see my friends much. but jacob was home, which is always an adventure. i don't even really remember what i did.

but i do know that today was the nicest day ever. i LOVED it. it was beautiful out. it was like, 70. and i was in a t-shirt and flip flops and my new comfy pants and i was in love. oh love. we went to the park after school, and then went to burger king so i could get my fries fix. then we on a dollar store extravaganza. it was splendid.

and. biggest news of all. Leo's Famous Yum-Yum and Homemade Ice Cream is now OPEN for the season. Yes, you read right, ladies and gentleman. I haven't been there yet, and I don't know why the fuck not. I will go tomorrow if it kills me. Well, if someone will come with me. But yeah, they're open. I start working next month. Hooray!

See ya later.

love, becky

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[28 Feb 2005|06:47pm]
i loved the 30 hour famine. i really did. i felt so...good. like, sure, i was hungry. it was only for 30 hours, though. the people in Africa go 130 hours without eating. and when they do eat, it's usually only a small bowl of rice or one piece of corn. can you imagine? i can't. it seems so unreal. it's so hard for me to be happy with what have when i know that there are people who need it so much more than me. but aside from that, it was just alot of fun.

then on saturday, after eating a huge feast, i went over kevin's. then we all went to mcdonalds and then me, john, and ethan went to thier friend john's house. it was nice. he played ben harper, my second favorite song, diamonds on the inside. it was absolutley wonderful. and apperently he has THE BIGGEST COLLECTION EVER of national geographics, but i didn't see them.

and saturday night josh got into some trouble. it hurts me to see him get in trouble. i really care about the kid, and i don't want bad things to happen to him. i would really sleep better knowing that he was alright.

on sunday i just chilled at home all day, took a nap or two and watched the food network. at youth group we watched passion of the christ. i loved it. i really did. it was confusing, though. like, i know the story, and i knew it was that...gory. like, so many people are surprised by the gore in this movie, but i didn't find it surprising. sure, it was hard for me to watch. but i expected it. when i read that story in the bible, i thought of it as that gory. i don't know, i guess it just depends what you see in things.

oh. oh man. thursday. how can i even explain in words. salvador dali. what an amazing experience. i'm so lucky that this exhibit was in philly. that man is just so...fucked up. it's terrible, but i really wish i were that fucked up. i wish i had talent like him. i mean, i know i have talent. i'm not saying that in a cocky way, but i do realize that i'm not art-illiterate. but nothing can compare to salvador dali's artwork. it's so real, but so....fake. i really felt like i was part of him, in the middle of his dreams. in this different world...it was amazing. i wish i could have that effect on people through my art.

i'm going to OAR! eep i'm very excited.

leo's opens in march. even MORE excited. i can't wait to have a job again...

that's all for now...

love, becky
1 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

[21 Feb 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | ashlee simpson show. haha boima likes ashlee simpson. ]

four day weekend! ohh love.

i don't even remember what i did on thursday night. uhh. OH YEAH I DO. i went to an art honors society thing and got inducted into that...then i went to jenna's house for a minute. then we went to starbucks and met up with all of our friends. mrs.schaad and chinn and clark etc. were there. then we went to friendly's. i saw julie grubb and dan from work. weird. anyway, then we went to bill's house. whatever.

uhh friday..i went to band practice, then kfc, thenthe rest of the day continued. eventually ending up at bill's for the night watching jerry macguire. good movie. i love cameron crowe.

saturdayyy i just chilled at home until the lock-in, which was soo much fun. i had a really good time there. i <3 dodgeball. i even played for a little bit. i got tired pretty early though, i fell asleep for a while. it was super broken sleep becuase ali and kevin are the two LOUDEST people ive ever met in my entire life. oh well.

around 7 we all got up and went home and slept for a little while. then ali took me and kevin out to brunch (at 3 in the afternoon..) and then we went to wawa/coneheads/ethan's house. we stayed at ethan's for a while. people came. whatev. i left.

i wanna go visit my brother, but my parents won't let me. i was talking to bob, and he wasn't at the lock-in becuase he was visiting his brother in delaware. ohh well. i also want to visit my sister. i've never been to california. she's going to costa rica soon.

im out. i hope you had a good four-day weekend.

love, becky

2 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

[09 Feb 2005|06:50pm]
my mom thinks i'm depressed.

i'm sick of this.


atleast it's warm outside.

happy ash wednesday, and good luck with whatever you may be giving up for lent.
love and tears!

[06 Feb 2005|02:23pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | nothing. headache. ]

i miss warm rain.

like, when it rains in the summer. and you're sitting inside. playing cards or something. it's so boring, you have absolutley nothing to do. but you don't care..becuase i'ts the summer. and it's raining. and you know that if it were the winter, this rain would be so terrible. it'd just be wet and cold and annoying. the bottom of your pants would get wet and you would want to change once you get inside, with hopes of being warm. but those hopes suck, becuase even if you do change your pants, you're still cold. forever. a constant feeling of cold. you don't have to worry about the bottom of your pants getting wet in the summer, becuase you're wearing shorts or a skirt. and even if you are wearing pants, it doesnt matter if they're wet becuase it's warm outside and you just don't care.

ugh.

this snow needs to go away. real quick.

on a better note, last night was alot of fun. and i am suffering through the consequences, and probably will be all day.

happy super bowl. too bad i hate football.

love, becky

2 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

wouldn't momma be proud? [05 Feb 2005|11:24am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | elliot smith ]

im bored. leah woke me up at 10:30 by coming to my house. if i didn't love her, i'd despise her.




one
first name: rebecca
middle name: rose
nickname(s): becky, beck...etc.
birthplace: plymouth, MA
current Location: medford, new jersey
height: 5'4"
righty or lefty: right
Zodiac sign: taurus

two
your heritage: irish and scottish..hooray
your fears: feet, my apendix exploding, falling from a high point, killing someone on accident, etc.
your perfect pizza: eggplant and mushroom. mmmmm.
goal you'd like to achieve: open my pub. and go to tyler. and everything.

three
your thoughts first waking up: "who the hell is at my house."
your thoughts at bedtime: "why the hell did i come home at 10:30 tonight."
your most missed memory: summeeerr and habitat

four
pepsi or coke: diet coke
mcdonald's or burger king: neither. i like mcdonald's fries better, though
single or group dates: i don't think it matters.
adidas or nike: adidas
lipton iced tea or nestea: lipton
chocolate or vanilla: depends. i like the vanilla plain, or when it's mixed with another ice cream. but i like the chocolate when it has a wet topping, like caramel or fudge or wet walnuts. but i like mix when it's with reeses, or butterfinger, or twix or a topping like that.
cappuccino or coffee: coffee

five
DO YOU:
smoke: no
curse: too much
sing: phht
have a crush: actually...at the moment, not really.
do you think you've been in love: no
want to go to college: yeah
like(d) high school: i love the time i'm having, with friends, etc. but i hate shawnee high school more than anything i've ever hated before (except for still lifes.)
want to get married: yes
believe in yourself: more or less. more more than less.
get motion sickness: i did when i was little, not so much anymore.
think you're a health freak: i eat massive amounts of junk food. but in certian ways, i am a health freak.
get along with your parent(s): i get along with my mom...but never my dad..he's just so god damn annoying..
like thunderstorms: sometimes

six
IN THE PAST MONTH, HAVE YOU...
drank alcohol: yeah
smoked: nah
done a drug: no
gone on a date: nope
gone to the mall?: yeah
eaten an entire box of oreos: my spit would be black for days.
eaten sushi: no
been on stage: no
been dumped: no
gone skating: no
made homemade cookies: yep
gone skinny dipping: no
dyed your hair: nah
stolen anything: noope
seven
EVER...
played a game that required removal of clothing: no
if so, was it mixed company:
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: heh. yeah. quite a few times.
been caught "doing something": i don't..think so...
gotten beaten up: no. well, kind of, by jacob when he was home. but not really.
changed who you are to fit in: nah

eight
age you hope to be married: 27. i want my wedding to be on june 1.
numbers and names of children: 2, maybe 3. i love the names patrick and dominic, and hope and ezekiel and jasmine. i dunno.
how do you want to die: in ireland..of old age
where you want to go to college: tyler
what do you want to be when you grow up: artist/pub owner.
what country would you most like to visit: ireland

nine
IN A GUY...
best eye color: blue
best hair color: blonde or light brown
short or long hair: i like long hair, but it has to work for the person.
tall or short: tall
best articles of clothing: tighter clothes. and i think thin hemp necklaces, in the flat stitch, when they are tight, but still just along the lining of their shirt. i think that is so attractive.
best first date location: south street. or boston. or the beach. eeep if a boy took me to nauset beach at night, and we went and sat on the rocks on the south side. oh man.
best first kiss location: either that bridge between south street and penns landing..when it's raining. or on the rocks at nauset beach.

ten
NUMBER...
of drugs taken illegally: one
of people i could trust with my life: 6. no more, no less.
of pets you have, kind, name: one. dickface. aka gus. he's a cat.
of piercings: none
of tattoos: none
of scars on my body: i have scars on my knees. and a scar on my middle finger from burning myself when i was 6. i probably have more, i just don't know what they're from.
of things in my past that i regret: i don't know, a few things. stupid little things. fights, etc. not quitting my job to go to phish is a main regret.

k done.

last night was shitty. it was fun, but shitty. we went to the new subway in medford. i didn't like it. i mean, sure, it's cool that we have a subway for meateaters. but i'd rather we go to mcdonalds so i can eat fries and apple pie. then we went offroading and to starbucks. i got tortured all night for last friday. oh well.

leah came by this morning collecting money for the souperbowl. she woke me up, that ass.


tonight will be good.

later doods.

love, becky

1 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

[04 Feb 2005|06:27pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | ok go, of course. ]

it's been a good day.

nahs+art major+picture being chosen for deborah heart art= good.

hooray!

love, becky

p.s. it has been exactly one year since i met...




him. oh love.
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i can make peace on earth with my own two hands. [30 Jan 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | ben harper: my own two hands ]

this update is for the beautiful rory elizabeth monaghan.

so doods, hows it goin?

this weekend was kinda shitty..but alot of fun. friday night we went to soph's and that was super fun. saturday night we went to livie/katie/lindsay/shell's birthday party. we left early, it as alright, though. we left around 9:30. then we just went to starbucks and sophie's. me, maddie, liz, and ali slept at sophs. we watched resident evil 2...which sucked. and maddie cobb is THE BEST PERSON EVER to be with when she can't sleep and you can. Well, if she can't sleep...she won't let you. But whatever. And apperently I made death threats to Maddie in my sleep.

exams are over. done. forever. i failed..literally..every one. my highest grade was a 77. yeahhh. it's reall awesome. i got a fucking 62 on bio and studies my ass off. i should have been more prepared. oh well.

youth group tonight. im excited to see everyone. later.

love, becky

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[26 Jan 2005|07:36pm]
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iay7yh1kb530


i love christine schaad.
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i'm running out of patience...i just want to know... [22 Jan 2005|02:10pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | counting crows : come a little closer ]

it's snowing. i hate it. make it stop. it's making me so depressed and annoying and grr.


i don't want to talk about that.

things haven't been going my way. everything was good until yesterday, when exams started. i thought i would do fine on them, especially bio, but apperently not.

today it's snowing and that just sucks.

noone's gonna be around tonight.

noone's gonna want to drive tonight.

i'm sick of everything.

but i did apologize to katie today, and that made me feel 32597 times better.

the end.

love, becky

1 will sing it 'til the darkness dissappears love and tears!

[17 Jan 2005|10:25pm]
The Rap (the heretics)
lyke supaman, wes unstoppable
impossible to make us docile, we always hostile.
4 suave motherfuckas on a mission
if ya cant stand da heat get outta da kitchen.
headsup ladies, and give a listen
i got new shoes and my teeth are glisten
drop a couple lines
try a couple times
ill make ya mine
with a couply fly rhymes
you so fine you blow my mind
ill gut cha from behind
try to make ya blind
dont care if your 16 or 83
a graany or a teen make no difference to me
i just need som lovin and i need it quik
so slob on my knob
and eat my meat stick, just
eat it.


this rap has effectively made my life better.

thank you, josh goodsell, for writing this masterpiece.


love, becky
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[15 Jan 2005|10:54am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | modest mouse ]

i love my life and everything about it right now. well, almost everything.

last night i went to cotillion. john wade was my date. hahah he was the best date ever. we had so much fun. i'm hoping our friends had as much fun as we did.

before cotillion we went to ali's house. at first, it was me, liz, sophie, and ali. we got "girl pictures" (without jenna becuase she was slow.) and then the boys came around 7. johnny, dirk, scotty, josh, and kev...and jenna. and we just..took lots of pictures. it ws lots of fun.

then we went to the school. john got his mom's navigator..so we were all pimped out. we blasted dr. dre and drove around the parking lot with our windows down for a little while..then realized that it was really cold and the heated seats couldn't even help that. we went in, and you know, all the girls "oh my god you look so gorgeous!"..for lack of anything better to say. alot of people i actually really really did think they looked gorgeous, but most people i just said it for lack of anything better, and for avoidence of awkward silences. it was just...such a good night. after we went to red lion. mmmm. goodness. then i just came home. the end. so much fun. love.

2005 is coming off to a great start. i just wish i was closer with certian people, and didn't say so many stupid things in the end of 2004. oh well.

ima go eat.

love, becky

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