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[26 Mar 2005|11:29am] |
So yesterday Me and Eric just hung out all day thats it! Today my mom is taking me to the mall because she saw this really cute purse that would match my dress perfect <3 And then later me eric and Kelsey are dying eggs!! haha.
I can't imagine all the people that you know And the places that you go When the lights are turned down low And I don't understand all the things you've seen But i'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams It's always you in my big dreams And you tell me that it's over I wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers And your Restless and i'm naked You gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking No Could you let me go? I didn't think so And you don't wanna be here in the future So you say the presents just a plesant An eruption to the past And you don't wanna look much closer Cuz your afraid to find out all this hope You had sent into the sky by now had... CRASHED And it did Because of me
And then you bring me home Afraid to find out that your alone And i'm sleeping in your living room But we don't have much room to live
And I had these dreams In them I learned to play guitar Maybe cross the country Become a rockstar And there was hope in me that I could seek you there But damnit you're so young But I dont think I care And if I hurt you then I'm sorry Please don't think that this was easy
And then you bring me home Cuz we both know what it's like to be alone And i'm dreaming in your living room But we don't have much room to live
And konstantine is walking down the stairs Dosen't she look good? Standing in her underwear And I've was thinking What I was thinking That we've been drinking And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs And all that I could do was touch her long blonde hair And I've been thinking But it hurts me that these nights We were drinking Though they never got us anywhere
This is because I can spell confusion with a "K" And I could like it It's to dying in anothers arms Why I had to try it It's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car When the first star you see Make I be a star Im not your star Isn't that what you said What you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes Just to lie with my mistakes And live with what I did to you And all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 Now you wanna talk It's not hard to dream You'll always be my konstantine My konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do No they'll never hurt you like I do No no no no no no no no
This is to a girl that got into my head With all the pretty things she did Hey ya know You keep me up in bed This is to a girl who got into my head With all these fucked up things I did Hey Maybe baby You could keep me up in bed My konstantine
Spin around me like a dream We played out on this movie screen And I said did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you God I miss you
And then you bring me home And we go to sleep but this time not alone no no And you kiss me in your living room Oh no I know you miss me in your living room Cuz these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room But we don't have much room I said does anybody need that room Cuz we all need a little more room to live My Konstantine
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[25 Mar 2005|09:52am] |
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Sorry, I've been busy so i haven't had a chance to update. Wednesday was a half day of school so after school me and my mom went dress shopping. It was a good day because i found 3 dresses I liked. The first dress was purple and it tied up the back, It was awesome. So we put that dress on hold and then went to another store. While we were there i tried on this blue one and i thought i was gonna get that. But i looked in the window before we were ready to leave and i asked her to take down the dress in the window so she did. Its so great its Dark purple up top and light purple at the bottom. Its fluffy and i love fluffy dresses <3 So we bought that. And it was a good price. Only $189.00. And comapared to the two other dresses which were $290.00 and 300.00 thats a good price. So then my mom put a deposit on it and we went home. And all night all I did was well i started some of my homework because I have a ton and I just talked to Eric. Thats about it.
Yesterday my sister had a two hour delay so that pushed back me and Gabe's plans. Well Gabe came over at 10:oo and we left for the steamtown mall at 11:oo. When we got there the first store we went in was Abercrombie and Fitch <3 Then we went back and forth from hollister back to A&F. At hollister it was so funny, I was checking out and I gave this (really hot) check out person my club cali card and everything was all good. Then gabe went to go check out and he's like you two are buying the same jacket and we're like uh huh and then he's like do you want a club cali card? and Gabe is like no. And then she goes to me how much money does it cost? and im like none. So she's like wait i'll take one. So he's like ok make sure it gets activated and fill this out. And Gabe's like ok. So she starts filling out the paper and she's like do i have to fill all this out now? And he's like you only have one more question. And then she goes what is the date? And he's like March 24th and gAbe's like wait!? And he goes really slow thats 3... 24....05 lol it was sooooo funny!! Then she's like wait britt whats my email? hahaha good times. So then we finally were leaving and hes like make sure you activate that. Gabe is like i will. So then we went back to Abercrombie and Fitch to get those two shirts I wanted. Well we bought then and guess what? Im so proud of myself! Between Hollister and A&f I only spent 100 dollars!! yay! That's a first. mom my even said she'll take me back up in like 2 weeks because i was so good with the money! So then me Gabe and my mom went out to eat at ground round. And we went to the bathroom before our food came and there was this really weird lady in there. When we were done and washing our hands the lady goes to her kid "you go hun i'll be right out" So she just stared at me and gabe and left. It was weird so we went back to the table nd told my mommy. haha. Then our food came and it was soooo good <33 yummm. Then we went back to hollister to show my mom the hot guy. And while we were in there i bought another shirt. Who would have guessed? -- haha. So anyway then we left to go home and while we were at this red light these to wakko guys were like going up to people and asking for money so we locked our doors and then the guy came up to the car behind us it was scary we were so scared that they were gonna come to our car. So then the light changed finally. So then we got home and met Eric. We were supposed to meet Dave but he wouldnt call gabe back. So we just walked around with Eric. Then we went home and make 4 "giant" cookies it was fun so we ate them and then we got like sooo sick. So we layed down and watched the Notebook. We called ryan and and we're like Ryan your gonna cry.. haha. So we watched the notebook and then gabe left ay 7:oo. After that me eric my mom and joe played scattergories it was fun. And then at 12:oo i went to bed. Now today me and my mom are going shopping to look for an easter outfit. And then I have to go somewhere with eric and his dad. Ill probably write later
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[19 Mar 2005|12:38pm] |
I just got a new Myspace.. ADD ME!!
My Space
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[18 Mar 2005|03:47pm] |
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I'll start with yesterday I went to school, nothing great happened there. After school I needed to get a blood test. So we were in the car getting ready to pick up eric, well my whole body got numb and it felt like i waas in a dream and my mom said i had an Anxiety attack because i hate needles so much. Then after we picked up Eric I had another one. Then we went to the hospital and Eric was holding my hand so that made everything better. And this is the weird part, when she put the needle in I was all good. When she took it out thats when i felt dizzy again. So my mom got me a drink and i had to sit for like 15 minutes so i could regain my energy. Then we left and we went to go look at the two dresses that I put on hold. Well it turns out that I dont want either of them anymore. So my mom is taking me up to steamtown this week. Then after we were done looking for dresses Eric came over and we hung out until 8:3oish because i was tired and wanted to go to bed. Today I woke up at 6:oo and took a shower and made things for Courtney's locker. I went to school early to help decorate her locker it loooked so cool. There were even balloons in it! It was awesome. Today we had this really gay assembly. It sucked it was about our "calling" wow it was gay. Anyway after that i went to science and totally failed our quiz and then west civ was so much fun! Maloney left us work to do and I had the same exact worksheet in my book that another girl had from last year so me, Mickey, Jackie, Gabe, and Jamie all copied off that. Then when we were done with that we were talkign about all these people. And just our luck because Micky is so loud they could hear us in the other classes. So becca texts Mickey and shes like omg really? lol like as in she heard us. And right after we left that class Becca told us that pretty much all the people we were talking about were in her study hall. Hahaha. So anyway i gotta go because I gotta get ready for the movies. We have to be there at 6:3o because were going to see the ring 2 and it's the first day out so its gonna be packed. So ill write after the movie
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[09 Mar 2005|03:43pm] |
Yesterday, i went to school it was snowing so bad and we should have even had school. Anyway after school i picked up my glasses <3 THEY ARE SOOOO CUTE!! I love the case. Then me and eric went to erics house and i met his moms cousin. Then after that we walked back to my house. I bet eric up ;] and then me and my mom died my hair. I HATE IT SO MUCH! ITS TOO DARK!! I dont like me with dark hair at all. But all my friends said it looked nice so i guess thats fine. Today I woke up at 5:oo and i went to go take a shower. My mom is like what are you doing and im like takign a shower and shes like you have a 2 hour delay so i went back to bed until 7. I woke up got dressed straightened my hair. Went to school at 9:3o. Classes were shortened. English-sucked French-that class still went by soooo slow Library-me and Nat did a music report lunch-i ate their shitty food =( Algebra-quiz, that i failed Science-quiz that i actually knew what i was doing on study with big jones- fucking boring music-last class-GAY i cant stand that class
And now i have to go get ready for ballet.. yay great my toes get to hurt me twice this week.
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[13 Feb 2005|09:50am] |
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Well yesterday i had work from 12-5. It was so boring! At least eric came and ket me company! Well anyway Ryan was supposed to releve me at 5. But he wasnt there. At 5:3o still no sign of Ryan. So i caleld my mom and she called danny (my boss) then Laura (from pizza bella) got someone from over there to work. So then me and eric went to the mall and i got him a v-day present but i cant say what because hes gonna be reading this.. Anyway i found this PERFECT dress for erics sophomore party. Me and my mom are going up the mall to get it soon so ill update later maybe with pictures!
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[09 Feb 2005|02:57pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA!!
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[04 Feb 2005|03:52pm] |
Happy Birthday Carrie Happy Birthday Johnny Happy Birthday Rachel Happy Birthday frankie
holy shit there was alot of birthdays today
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[04 Feb 2005|02:33pm] |
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Today was awesome! Classes were only a half hour today! English was ok, French took forever, study hall with ryan we talked... then lunch at 10! We got free pizza! Algebra we had a quiz, Science nothing i hate that class,Study hall i recopied my notebook, music.. o so boring. Then we went back to homeroom. Then we went to the talent show. I sat by Ang and Amanda. Tim was in the talent show! He was so good! That was like the best act!! Timi s awesome!! This girl Stephanie was singing and ang is like omg !! lol she actually wasnt that bad. So tonight im going to the movies with a bunch of people. ill update later.
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[25 Jan 2005|04:20pm] |
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So tonight im dying my hair!! ill update with pictures later <33 im so scared!!
blonde back to brown = drastic!!
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[07 Jan 2005|06:00pm] |
Rach's Party is tonight!!
cant wait its gonna be awesome!
<33 ill update later
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Happy New year!
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My life is just getting too personal and i want to know who reads my journal. So if your one of my CLOSE friends you can comment and ill add you
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