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[06 Aug 2003|05:36am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

all mixed up don't know where to go
Today, today, today.. I've been up since 1:30 ish in the AM. I can't sleep. I want to but I can't. I woke up because my room was to hot. It was an awful thing to have happen to anyone. heh yes it was.. nothing new has happened. nothing will happen blah.. I tried to call Claudette to go to lunch yesterday, but she didnt' answer the phone. Oh well, another day another lunch. I shouldn't worry about it, but I do. It's been over a week since I've did anything with her.. maybe even more.

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[02 Aug 2003|12:43pm]
kids suck.. I don't know why people have them. I didn't even like kids when I was a kid though.. I guess it's just one of those aquired tastes like eating roaches or monkey brains. Some people aren't quite sure about it, but figure they'll give it at least one try. Hello world, I'm experiment by bringing a child into the world. Lets fuck it up & make it eat roaches yay! Yeah.. you know what's what your parents were thinking when they decided to have you or.. damn that condom broke or shit if i'd known you could get pregnant we could used protection.. how did this happen? slip of the tongue & it all went to hell..

yeah i dont know what i'm talking about either..
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[31 Jul 2003|07:58am]
I woke up at 6am. I went to bed around 2. Why can't I get any sleep? I think it's because I'm addicted to coke! They sell me coke I drink lots of it then I stay up allllllllllllll night.

Today we get the little shit. I'm dreading this weekend. I have to babysit her till my mom & dick get back from vacation which mother said would be on sunday pretty much. That child is a lot to handle too.. but I have my grandma to pawn her off on. I'm doing this only because my mom gave me the 100 dollars i needed for a room deposit. I should have gotten a job.. Reasons to get a job: 1. so mother doesn't have to give you 100 dollars & remind you of it everyday until the day you die even if you pay her back because she's a mean bitch

I think it's time to break into song you threw out my nancy drew books my modle horses from massachuesettes.. all my barbies & all my kens.. my stuffed animals my childhood friends
that was enough
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[29 Jul 2003|08:41pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | weezer - buddy holly ]

I signed up for my classes today. I'm taking six classes which is sixteen hours. For some reason, I felt like the lady was trying to talk me out of majoring in criminal Justice & Sociology. I think it's because I came in there not really planning on answering a lot of questions. Why should I have to answer her questions? I don't fucking know why I chose this to major in. I'm dedicated & I'm very capable of doing the work. I'm not one to fuck around with money I'm going to have to pay back eventually. Why would I waste? I hate when people look down on me. Who is she to judge me? & just think I have to deal with her every time I sign up for classes. Oh well I'll live. She might just not like me who knows.

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[28 Jul 2003|11:57am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Heather Nova - London Rain ]

I try to call the people from the sociology department today. She's on vacation. Why the fuck is everyone always one vacation? No one will talk to me it's not like that's their fucking job. Oh well.. I guess I'll just piss & moan about it then camp out side their door till they fix my damn schedual. I hate being given the run around. I haven't heard anything back from the dorm room either. I'm hoping for a private in the air conditioned dorm. My luck they are all gone, but hopefully I'll get one. My mom's supposed to be on vacation. It looks like she has went to work too. SHe said her and dick were going to go to San Antonio. I hope he has a heat stroke! I also hope while they are at sea world shamoo eats him. My mom said "we aren't going to sea world with out the kids" the other day.. I was like yeah fucking right.. this translated is "we aren't going to sea world with out our beloved crystal and fuck my only child cassie because she's nothing compared to pysco cunt & dicks child" Fucking bitch.. and she thinks she's so much better than terri. Well, I hate to break it to you mom, you're not.

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[27 Jul 2003|05:09pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Jimmy Neutron boy genius ]

I baby-sitted for a little while today. My mom and her asshole boyfriend went to see Pirates of the Carribean. She told me I had to babysit. She said I owed her for the 100 dollars she gave me for my dorm room deposit. She told me last week that I would have to watch the little shit this coming weekend. They are going to vacation & aren't planning on being back till after Thursday. She's already arrange for Heather to pick the child up. I don't know if she will or wont. I really don't want to have to pick the kid up though. The crazy cunt of a mother still doesn't know who I am. I really don't want her harrassing me or trying to be my buddy. I bet she would too. Why do crazy people have children? Why does my mother have such bad taste in men? Why do I always get dragged into the middle of these things?

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[25 Jul 2003|01:01pm]
I'm going to the movies in an hour. I'm going to see Tomb Raider 2. I know I said I wouldn't see it because i didn't like the first one, but I lied. This one looks pretty good. The other one did also, but it just wasn't.. Oh well, I guess we will see. I don't really have high expectations for it or anything so maybe it will be good. I probably should be taking a shower. I don't want to though. I need to.. I must.. Grandma bought me towels today for college. Flamingo pink towels.. I wanted the hawaiin blue ones, but they were out of course.
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another day another journal... [23 Jul 2003|07:10pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | silverchair - steam will rise ]

I've decided to start all over on the journal thing. I've not wrote in my journal here in a while.. I might still, but I'm in the mood for a change. I don't want to feel like I have to write in my journal & I don't want to feel like I've got to comment on people's every entry. I'm loosing intrest in the whole journal thing. I have a journal at almost every journal site. I use livejournal the most, but alas I'm getting bored of it. I hate the drama & all the bitching & all the friends lists cuts. I'm not good enough to be on their friends list.. yet I'm not mean enough to do this to people. Why not? I should just delete my journal for a week & keep all the people who keeped me. no more gripping about that though.. As I said Another day another journal..

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