well today was another crappy day. when we got to school we had to get off of the bus and stand outside for like 10 minutes in the freezing cold...which sucked. then when i got to prenursing, i had to do my presentation but i forgot alot of the stuff that i was supposed to say but didnt write down on my notecards. so i think i screwed that up. but i know i did ok on the paper so its ok i guess. then i cut my finger on my prenursing locker when i went to hang up my nursing jacket thingy. so i get to third period and mrs. keiossean is bitching about people not doing their work and blah blah blah and i just felt like walking over to her and being like...look. if we dont want to do the freaking paper then we wont do it and we'll just get a bad grade. ok? fuck you. gosh that woman drives me crazy. and then, for the second day in a row i got all depressed after 3rd and was depressed until i got home. in lunch i cried. but jubs made me feel better so its all ok. in chorus ashley wouldnt shut up about her supposedly getting a penguin. like that will ever happen. in mr. hedgers class the stupid preppy girls were pissing me off. and then in chem. we got our report cards. I got a 69 in prenursing, a 74 in english, a 96 in math, a 96 in chorus, an 87 in history, and a 62 in chemistry. the only really bad ones were prenursing and chemistry. english i could have gotten up higher too. but other than that, theyre acceptible grades. but my mom didnt see it that way....she flipped out saying that almost all of my grades were lower than last time and that i cant go anywhere or be on the computer anymore until i get my grades up. i just found out now that its mainly because it costs less on insurance if i get good grades. but it would have been nice of her to tell me that before she flipped out on me and got me all upset. so for the second time today, i cried. i called tim to tell him that i couldnt come over tonight and told him all about it. he helped me get settled and said that i was freaking out about something that wasnt that bad. which hes probabally right, my mom usually flips out one day and then the next she barely remembers it. but this time cuz its about money she'll remember it. yeah so im either gonna have to sneak on or lie my way on to get online anymore. ah wells. i guess ill go before i get caught.
Boo-the world is right when youre arms are around me.
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