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"He shuts the door it locks behind. He checks his watch third past nine. He thinks to himself "Im late again" He climbs the steps he takes his time. Then all at once, the door swings wide to his new life. Wonder if tomorrow he wont go, but they'll both know they're under the same sky in the same life. She said "go forward you can't wait for this" Walking backwards doesnt get one very far. Summer came and went so fast. The leaves all changed, and after that Fell blankets of snow. He lies her bed and paints her ceiling. Half awake but barely dreaming. Besides him she sleeps. Wonder if tomorrow he wont go, but they'll both know they're under the same sky in the same life. She said "go forward you can't wait for this" Walking backwards never gets one very far." ah...that song. How i love spitalfield. Ok..so today was an interesting day. I woke up 20 minutes late cuz i forgot to set my alarms cuz i was really tired from working on my paper all day yesterday. finally done! woo! but i made it in time before colin came to pick me up. got to school and went to the wrong class for midterms. found the right class and the stupid test was really really hard. ugh. went to my english midterm and talked to krystal alot. I dont know what were gonna do girl. I like this, but then again I dont. and i know that you know what i mean. anyways...went to lunch and got to see colin. :) went to math and did nothing. went to chorus and did nothing. went to history and watched ice age. went to chem. and did nothing. colin picked me up as usual and we dropped off sam and ron and jubs. i called my mom to tell her that we were coming home and she asked where i was and i told her by jubs's house and she yelled at me for colin having to drop off jubs...which isnt anyones fault. and then colin got all pissed cuz she was yelling and then we were talking about how the argument was gonna happen between my mom and i once i got home and i was saying how i can handle her but i do sometimes cry in my room about it and he was like oh yea, you can handle her real well..go up and cry about it...and that just pissed me off..i was already trying to hold back tears from my mom yelling at me but then he had to go and say that too..and i just sat there for awhile cuz i was trying not to say something that would make things worse but then i finally said "well colin if you can handle her so well why dont you go in there and talk to her for me." and he was like "you dont have to get all pissy with me just because you have to deal with her."...what the fuck? youre the one that got pissy first. whatever..im sure itll be fine tomarrow...everything always is. Im not letting it bother me anymore. wow its 5:00. i have to get working on my project. more updates later guys. |
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