~*~Beautiful¤Jeanna~*~'s Journal

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hey! well, i went to the mall today with mary to get the warped ticket for matt... that i had to pay extra for! you owe me matt! lol. but its all cool. after that then we hung out at mar mars for a while. then i called my ma to come and get me, but she was like busy until like 10:00. she came and got me then and we stopped at tops for bottled water for tomorrow. at tops i seen this girl from my school and we talked for a while. =OD
i never really got a hold of kevin at all. i called and steven answered:
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me- hey! whats up? this is jeanna (thinking it was kev)
steve-hey whos this?
me-jeanna, oh im sorry! you sounded like kevin.
steve-oh hey, um kevin isnt here, but speaking of kevin, if you see him at all, let him know that my parents called the cops and reported a stolen car.
me-are you serious. oh god ok thanks.
steve-sure bye bye
me-bye
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yeah, so until like 10:00 i called and he still wasnt home. i know hell call me tonight.
i am so fucken pumped up for tomorrow, it so UNBELIEVEABLE! lol well, i have everything i need ready, except my bug repelant and a rain coat. ill be fine though. i got my hair up in sponge rollers. lol i hope--- i know ill do good tomorrow.
well, im gonna go. i need my beauty and muscle rest =O)

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Current mood: excited

Current music: *Coheed*and*Cambria*Devil¤In¤Jersey¤ i love this song

12:41PM - Day 8

im home from cheerin' practice. it was good, and i think that my very best position is fronting. not because its easy, but because i am so much better at that than anything else.
i am like so pumed up! camp starts tomorrow at 7:30am! i cant wait lol. i hope its fun. i know it will be. if ts not, then i make it FUN! lol
im supposed to go to the mall today to get matts warped tour ticket. im thinking about going to the boulevard mall with mary. kevin called me last night, we talked like forever. seriously. but its all cool. he might hang out with me and mary today too. which is also cool. :oD i called mary and kevin, but none of them are home yet. im waiting to hear from one of them.
in the meantime, i guess i should get together what i need for tomorrow. that would be smart :o)
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Current mood: energetic

Current music: ¤The Forever Endeavor*The Beautiful Double Sided Sword¤

11:57PM - Day 8

hey im not gona spend too much time writing tonight. i need to get to bed soon, im tired. i went to darien lake this morning at like 10. me and jenny had so much fun! :o) we spend like $20 on games and won NOTHING! ugh. we went on some rides, but then it started to rain, hard. so we kinda hung out in little tented things. we left around 4, so i got to brians house at 4:30 so ma could drive me to cats at 6. i got to the party on time, and i had a lot of fun. we decorated our shirts and ate a lot. but thats cool. im home now. duh.
i was supposed to call brian but i know he went to his aunt joys house today, so im not sure if hes sleeping over or what. i know hell call me tonight if he comes back home though. he called me the other night at like 3! lol
i am more excited than ever about the new cauterize cd coming out on aug. 19. i really cant wait. im so happy that im gonna be here to get it too! ive been waiting all summer long fo rhtis :o) its funny too because out of everyone i know, im the only person who knows them, and im the only one thats REALLY into them. like, i like them as much as i like Simple Plan and Gob! lol yeah, so thats pretty extreme!
is it extreme or extreame? questionable. i so confused! lol i need school! noooo! im pretty sure its extreme. but oh well. no it is definitly extreme. it looks better. wait... now is it defanitly or definitly? OMFG! lmao! my brain is in need of some good edu-cati-on! lol i said that funny and it ried to syllablize that for ya. is syllablize even a word? well, it is now :o) wow i need sleep. i need lots of things. too many to tell.
mary just got on, ill talk to her now :o)
woah shes telling me about a dream that she had with tim in it. tim is our friend who recently died. :o\ isnt that freaky? i would have shit my pants. i swear. well, im gonna go :o)
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Current mood: excited

Current music: *Cauterize*¤Something.Beautiful¤If.You.Go¤Choke¤Killing.Me¤

5:57PM - * § ¤ § ¤ § ¤ B o R e D ¤ § ¤ § ¤ § *

wow. there is seriously nothing to do. kevin called, and we were going to hang out, but he doesnt have enough gas in his car to get me. i watched All Star Cheerealing on ESPN. i had fun. i suppose i could get everyting i need for tomorrow together, or do some laundry, but im just not in the mood to do anything. i conditioned a bit. but i wanna get out of this house. im so sick of the mall, and i dont have any $ for a movie. i already took a shower, shaved, and cleaned up the house a bit. any other ideas? i suppose i could go for a walk. but around here theres nothing amusing to see, and theres no where to walk to. im wathing spongebob. this is the 4th episode ive seen so far. none of them are any of the new ones. thats ok. me and bob were going to hang out on mon. but he has a bday party to go to. thats ok. im going camping in another week, and on tues. im off to cheerleading camp. wish me luck. i still need to get a black or white wife beater for my "fun day" routine. i also need to get some chips or something for the cherr party tomorrow night. oh... im going to darien lake tomorrow with jenny and stuff. but if it rains, were not gonna go. i have my .p.e.r.o.i.d. still, so im not quite sure if im gonna go swimming yet.

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Current mood: bored

Current music: ¤MY¤MIX¤STILL¤

1:11PM - Day 7

::YAWN:: god morning yall. brians out with bryant, marys at her grandparents house, deannas celly is off, i think. well, i dont think mikes dad would appreciate me calling and leaving a message for deanna on his machine. i should call kevin and see what hes up to, but hes porbably busy or sleeping. everyone else has something to do, and im home ALONE. with no food. isnt that the worst? alone with no food?
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You are without a doubt.......... a cupcake. You
seem good and all, but you are bad, real bad!
You know what I'm talking about.


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YOU ARE JUST LIKE ME. weee. you love food for all
its worth. good for you. SCREW THOSE ROCK HARD
AB'S. at leest you know good taste when you see
it! *gives golden star*


are you obsessed with food?
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Are you a dinosaur? coz u certainly enjoy ur food-
especially meat! at least u no how 2 live


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ur godilla! ud eat anything moving or stationary or
in someones else fridge or ....(goes on and on
forever)


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woah am i really that hungry? wow. i feel more lonely than hungry though. i know this whole day will be so lonley. :o\
oh boy...

There's a 51 - 75% Chance You'll Cheat!

Sound about right?

Chances are greater than not that you've cheated...

Although, probably not all that often.

If you haven't cheated yet, then you've probably been tempted.

Even if that temptation was "just" a drunken kiss.

Bring your sweetie around more often, and you won't have to get flirty with others.



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Congratulate yourself for keeping it together...



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Your Hottest Body Part is Your Butt!

From the back you're mistaken for J-Lo.

You are a rump-shaking dynamo on the dance floor.

Thongs were invented just for you.

You're able to please your man sexually in all sorts of ways - especially through your back door.

You put the ass in ASSett.

Baby, you got back, and you're proud of it.



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The surgically enhanced Playboy girls will be jealous of your perfect tits.


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Current mood: lonely

Current music: my/mix/used¤coheed¤lostprophets¤savestheday¤brandnew¤eve6¤

4:05AM

You Have a Wet Pussy!

You've got the type of pussy guys never forget.

No need for flowers or foreplay, you're already wet.

You call yourself "natural Astroglide."

You're always ready to have something inside.



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ha! try to tell me how tired i am! fook naw!

You're tired, but that doesn't seem to slow you
down. You're always up for whatever is headed
your way as long as it's interesting.


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Taking Back Sunday
9-14
Albany, NY
Saratoga Winners
SAVES THE DAY & MONEEN

me and mary are going on a road trip! lol :o)



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A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love

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as many say "Your head is in the
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You are Chasey Lain! A classically beautiful
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force and are more than willing to take it
blind and silent. ^_-


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Current mood: numb

Current music: Coheed & Cambria-Devil In Jersey City

2:16AM - ¤HOT¤HOT¤HEAT¤

tired. cant sleep. im roasting in this heat. im just sittin' here listening to the used-blue and yellow. i love this song so much. it reminds me of me and brian. :o\ i wonder why its called "blue and yellow" ya know? i mean, why? its cool though, it must mean something. hay... i wonder which used song i am... brb

~ ¤ . : * : . ¤ ~ o H ¤ y E a H ¤ b A b Y ~ ¤ . : * : . ¤ ~



You are "blue and yellow"
You are really into love. "well you are never
never going to find it if you are looking for
it"


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Current mood: hot

Current music: The Used-Blue and Yellow

11:48PM - rest of day 6

oh man! dinner at mama dellas was fucken awesome. 6 hot dogs, corn, mashed tatoes, and chips. mmm cantalope, grapes and a banana. iced tea and faygo.
brakes are fixed. thanks brian.
i brung home the big tank and the cat fish was dead. :o\ its o tay.
the other live fishies are having fun. im tired and my whole family is fighting with everyone, so im gonna leave you and take a shower to cool me down. then ill go to bed. if i can.

~ . : * : . ~ n I g H t Y ¤ n I g H t S ~ . : * : . ~


Ode To Summer


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Current mood: bitchy

Current music: Eve 6-Think Twice

5:34PM - random

well, im going to get my brakes fixed. brians going to do it so its not $100 at Midas. good thinking eh? im kinda excited because my family is having dinner with everyone there. my theory... large mass of people + mama della + food = happiness. i gg ttul hun xoxo

Current mood: excited

Current music: Brand New- The Things No One Ever Talks About (on repeat)

2:19PM - ¤ T a k i n g ¤ B a c k ¤ S u n d a y ¤

your "great romances of the 20th century"



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Current mood: drained

Current music: Brand New-Failure By Design¤Things That No One Ever Knows

1:29PM - TESTING

Current mood: weird

Current music: Brand New-The No Seatbelt Song

1:07PM - fun stuff

http://www.limmy.com/playthings/xylophone/

http://www.limmy.com/pictures/threehands/

http://www.chunkideas.com/snowball/

http://www.johnsmiths.co.uk/

http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/smurf.htm

Current mood: amused

Current music: Plain White T's-your Fault

1:03PM - fuck it.

that damn horoscope shit doesnt work :o\

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: Face to Face-Dissapointed

12:52PM - ~ ¤ ~ H o R o S c O p E ~ ¤ ~

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Current mood: curious

Current music: Rufio-Set It Off

12:39PM - Days 5 and 6

oh boy. i have a lot to tell you about. not really, but ill get into something. well, i guess michelle (the lady who lives downstairs form brian) and his mom know about our *seeing other people plan* and michelle agrees and stuff, but mom, she is pissed about it. shes like "thats bullshit! i love jeanna, jeanna is mine! shes not going ANYWHERE!" lol. but now i feel weird. like everyone knows, and i dont know. i mean like i dont know. its just weird.
i guess lori is ok now, billy was so psycho the other day. matt found out that shawn, bryant, and andy rode his brother, johns bike over with the riding lawn mower. so they all had to fix it. yesterday, me, brian and bryant went swinning at brians next door neighbor, joes house. i went home last night and i COULD NOT sleep at all. i was just thinking about everything going wrong in my life. at first, im like "oh everythings not so bad" with such a possitive additude. then im like "what the fuck NO ONE else i know has it this hard. everything is going so wrong in my life, i fucked it all up, im such an asshole. everything kicks my ass..." so i was pretty upset last night. i fell asleep around like 3:30. but when i woke up i felt like i didnt get ANY sleep at all. i hate when that happens.
this morning i had this dental evaluation thing for my teeth. it was at 8, so we got there at 8. the room was this small ass waiting room with like 70 people in it. we get in this line of like 20 people, and finally get to the lady at the desk. she hands us this number on this piece of paper. 47. and in the waiting room, the numbers went up to 59 and then back to 1, 2, 3... so i was 47 from the second round. we waited for ever, then this lady called the numbers ten at a time. finally my number was called and i went into this HUGE room off hundreads of dental chairs. one, count it, one orthodontist doing the evaluation. im like what the fuck is wrong with you people? so im in this line and the guy sits me down. he goes "look to the ceiling, say ahh. bite down, ok your good" im like "thats it?" hes like "yeppers kiddo, have a great summer" i was so pissed off. im like "you should have more orthodontists to rush up the speed here, this is ridiculous. you dont have to be a great orthodontist to just do that, you really should have someone else helping out." and i got steamed and walked out. then we headed straight to cheerleading.
cheerleading was so bad. i was liek shaking, i couldnt even get a prep. i was so tired and worst of all, i was thinking about everything else that was going wrong. see, that what sucks with me. if too many things go wrong at once, i get really upset and i lose it al. i was crying through out the whole thing. i was so upset. so i dont know whats going to happen now.
my car has no brakes. yeah i found that out on wed. when i had to drive some girls home from cheerleading. today my family is going to brians for dinner and brian is going to fix the brakes. after i want to go to marys but im not sure if ill have a ride home.
sunday im going to darien lake with jenny, then at 6 on sunday i have to go to the cheerleading party at cats until 10.
ive been making plans with everyone and i cannot keep them. this sucks.
i keep on trying to call mary, but its busy. i know she left the phone off the hook. i know she did. but, if you see this before i talk to you mary, just give me a buz. im gonna go surf the web or something.

~ ¤ . : * : . ¤ ~ F i N ~ ¤ . : * : . ¤ ~

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: MxPx-Foolish/Flashlight Brown-Looking Away (radio aol)

2:26PM

You are the Pink Bunny!


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Current mood: indescribable

Current music: All-American Rejects-My Paper Heart

2:06PM

Grow Up


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Aren't you speciaL.....


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You are Marzipan. You're the only female character
and kind of bossy. StrondBad calls you "A
dirty Hippie without the dirt". You are
the musical, artsy, advice giving friend. Will
you ever admit that HomeStar is your
boyfriend???


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You are Pom Pom. Your intelligence helps out all
your friends. Apparently you have 27
girlfriends, but sometimes you make us wonder.
. . Big and bouncy, who could ask for a better
friend, especially when you sound like bubbles!


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Pleasure Nymph! OOLALA!!!! hey you sexay thang,if you werent a
nymph you might havea shot at being Aphrodite!
you hot mama 'Pleasure Nymph' . you can
sexually pleasure any person you meet! your
hormones is a natural aphrodisiac. you have a
taste for the erotic and sensual! gimme your
number!!!


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this desnt make any sense! lol


Total Cheater!


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Current mood: tired

Current music: All-American Rejects-The Last Song

1:13PM - Day 4

day 4 hasnt started yet. i called brians and left a message. its likely he wont check it, so ill just call back later. or maybe hes still at shawns, who knows.
i got home from cheerin' late because i had to drop tina, jessica, and melissa home :o) practice was pretty good, i had fun :o) but my .p.e.r.i.o.d. was kicking my ass like you would not believe. it was a bitch to do all those crunches. :o\ but i did them with no complains.
my plans for today are so wacko. im not going to get into them because i know theyre gonna change last minute and ill confuse you guys like crazy. lol.
i seen this comercial for Zelnorm. its this medicine that helps relieve abdominal pains, constipation, and cramping. mary has problems with stomach aches and abdominal pains and stuff. so mar, if your reading this go to www.zelnorm.com :oD
well, i dont really have much to do right now, but my day will get hectic in like an hour. so in the meantime, ill play online. not like that you perv! lol

Current mood: okay

Current music: Ataris-Boys Of Summer (cover of Don Helen's Boys Of Summer)

11:45PM - ¤ day 3 ¤ and the rest of ¤ day 2 ¤

*i got an email with this, oh i hate chain letters, so dont ever send me FWD emails, i WILL delete them. (this one was marked (no subject) lol) i just want to see what happens tomorrow at 2:25*

send this to 10 people and tonight @ midnight your true love will find you.  Something good will happen to you @ 2:25 tomorrow.  Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.  Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed w/ 10 relationship problems for the next 10 years.  Tomorrow is National Kiss Day

day 2~ last night. well i went to brians house afterall, <~ is that right? o well. well, i went to brian house, and bryant was there. then bryant left and me and brian had a chance to talk alone. we talked about the whole situation, how we wanted it to be, and what we really want from it. he wants this to be for A YEAR OR TWO. can you belive that? so in other words, we cried all night. oh, but he wants me to come over right after cheerleading to sleep over, im not so sure he can pry himeself from me for 2 years. lol
i have been having the worst cramps lately, not from the pepper, but like even before then. i also noticed that that occasional acne has popped up. the kind that pops up every time my period shows up. well, during the night, i was laying down. duh. and i had the urge to pee. so like normal people, i got up to go to the bathroom. as soon as i got up i felt a really wet spot on my butt. "oh shit!" i screamed, then ran to the bathroom. yep. most of you guessed it by now, but my .p.e.r.i.o.d. decided to just fall .i.n.t.h.e.m.i.d.d.l.e. of a bad time, once again :o) lol. so i asked brian "do you think michelle is still awake?" (michelle is the lady who lives downstairs) and he goes "maybe" so we go downstairs to see if she had a tampon or ten. thank God she had at least 3 which lasted me until i got home.
today, day 3, was pretty good, no fights or anything. we watched the food channel all morning. i did brians eye brows, so he doesnt look like bert anymore. lol. then bryant came over, and then we all went to shawns house. we played volley ball, and ran a bike over with this tractor thing, and brian blew stuff up with flamable stuff. but, not long after we arrived there, maybe like 1/2 hour, after we did all that stuff, shawns mom got in the car and left. well, apparently she went to kill herself. so we called the cops and all this shit went down and shit. andy, bryant, and shawn went after her on bikes. well, me, brian, billy, (shawns little brother) and bobby, (shawns gf) stayed at shawns house. they fed my this pepper that "wasnt the hot hot hot ones" so i ate it and my mouth burned for like an hour after that. my stomach is STILL on fire. shawn and bryant "jetted" (lol bry) down center and found her well, the cops called and said that they were taking Lori, (shawns ma) and her son, shawn to ecmc for evaluation. yeah, bryant rode the bike back and then brian and bryant rode me back to brians house because i was going to get picked up at 11:00. well, we got there and waited a half hour for my ride and in the meantime i ate a corndog and some pizza rolls. and went home. oh yeah! and i had the best mix of team cheerios and apple cinnamin cherrios mMmMmMmMmMmM :oP
brian might be working at Centerview again, you prolly dont care, but o well. man i have the worst cramps. geeze it is so UNBELIVEABLE, there is nothing COMICAL about this! wow what a great line. my entire grion aches and is all bloated and crampy. i have heart burn from that fucking 2" pepper that burned my insides like crazy. shit. my shit is gonna burn my asshole. great. i fell like ful, from eating a lot, and being bloated, im like gonna burst. i need sleep
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Current mood: full

Current music: Milencolin-Pengins and Polarbears