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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004

Subject:Down by the Riverside...
Time:1:21 pm.
Mood: horny.
Music:tap tap tap (keyboards).
So, last night I went and met some co-workers at the bar (Rob, Romit, Michelle, Frank, Tracy, Kei, Chris, Brian...). It was cool. I had a bloody mary to start off with and then did some shots of Cabo Wabo with Kei and Frank(my boss, haha!). Then I had a beer and another shot. Frank and I talked a while, he's really cool. We discussed bands we like (he's into the same stuff) and what CD's we'll borrow to listen to. I told him about Soilwork, so I'll let him borrow some. It was a good time, and I was kinda forgetting my worries when all of a sudden I feel someone sit down next to me. I didn't realize it at first, but then I saw that it was Tom, and aside from being startled at first, I was surprised and I'd have to say a little glad. I looked into his eyes and realized that he really does care and, well, after coming all that way it proved it. He didn't know I was there, so he must have gone on a hunch. We talked outside for a minute and everything fell into place. I won't complain so much, and he won't be an asshole. ;) Good deal! I'm going to see him after work, so I'm happy now. Hopefully everything will be continue to get better. More work to be done!


Steph
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004

Subject:Lust Chance
Time:2:32 pm.
Mood: bored.
Hello. This is another one of my semi-primitive journals. This is for own private use and for those who actually read these things. I am tired of sharing my inner most feelings/bitchiness with those close to me, especially when I'm ranting about them! So, I'm here at work now. Something really freaky just happened! Well, Soo, who works in the risk dept. was not here today. His is 3 offices down from underwriting. Well, his shelves just fell off the wall, onto his desk and into his PC! Had he been sitting there, he could have been killed. Good thing he didn't come in! We've got some activity going on here...and it's not of the natural kind! Last week or so, a light fixture fell right out of the ceiling. Well then, maybe the building is just falling apart. hehe. *looks up at overhead neon light hanging above head* ehhhhh...

This day is so slow. I keep receiving calls and emails from the hubby. We've seen better days. I don't really want to talk to him right now. He is really upsetting me. He just doesn't care what I think anymore, or how I feel. He doesn't hesistate to call me nasty names, and does anything in his power to make me feel unimportant. He goes back on his word about things. When I complain about these problems, he says I'm trying to be his jailer more than his gf. Well, if he really feels that way, and doesn't consider my feelings anymore, he can look elsewhere. It's not right. And I feel like our connection is fading away. When I try to talk to him about this, he jokes around or refuses. I am no longer upset, I am just numb.
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