12:31am 08/11/2003
mood: lonely
music: Anthrax - Caught in a Mosh
Yes yes yes, a few of my friends from my old store stopped by today to shoot the shit. Pretty cool, i hadn't talked to them in awhile. I miss my old store but i'll live. Hell i've noticed the store i'm at has potential, but it just may take awhile to unlock it fully. Oh well, it's still takin up a lot of my free time, and like i said before it's a conspiracy! cause when i do have free time, i plan stuff, and it doesn't ever happen! lol... oh well, jonathan davis may have put it best "all i want in life is to be happy" and well i havne't been all that sad, i'll survive... late

it's a goddamn conspiracy!   
10:26am 06/11/2003
mood: angry
music: Mr. Bungle - After School Special
I swear, everytime i make plans they fall through! I mean it hasn't happened only once or twice, it happens every damn time! I get soo pissed lol. i'm just like, this sucks! oh well, i need new friends i guess... most of em suck lol. late

what the fuck?!?   
01:18am 22/10/2003
mood: aggravated
music: Cat's in the Cradle - Ugly Kid Joe
Man i just got back from seeing Texas Chainsaw Massacre, and omg talk about horrible! I've seen the old one probably like 100 times and i expected it to live up to my expectations, well i was sadly disappointed. hmm plus i was hopin' jessica biel would get off'd, but i guess none of us are that lucky. well fuck i think i'm gonna pop the original in now and watch it... LATE!

02:03pm 09/10/2003
mood: nauseated
music: CCR - Midnight Special
Man i got fucked up like hell last nite, some crazy shit! I went to this bar with one of my friends, it was karaoke nite... And well uh the DEBACHERY ensued. That was some funny ass shit! Hell i had a good time, but fuck i can't drink that much next time lol. that's about it for now, i'm fucking hungover... late

lies and alibis...   
01:48am 07/10/2003
mood: contemplative
music: Faith No More - As The Worm Turns
back again for yet another post, hopefully i can keep this shiznit updated more, hell that would be cool... work work work it is, yeah i got my ass chewed out saturday at work for a bunch of shit, parts of it were my fault, but i got chewed for all of it, which was kinda unfair, i'm still pissed about it somewhat... But i just have to work on one thing, sticking to my goals... See i'll be all pumped up about it, then slack off, this in in relation not to pizza hut standards or anything, it's the store's success in the long run... see i have probs with other management there that don't do their job like they should... now that we all got chewed out, they will all be working good for about a week, then back to normal... It's hard to run a store when YOU are the only person enforcing a lot of stuff, and throwing out a lot of ideas which aren't adhered to or even accepted... oh well i will live... Even tho as of today i was thinking about not getting anyone in trouble, i think in the long run it will be needed, so my guns will be stuck to this time lol... ok, well it is now time for me to bust out with a few things, i shall return to blurt more again soon!

yep yep   
01:05pm 03/10/2003
mood: relaxed
music: Body Count - KKK Bitch
here for my weekly post... As usual been fucking busy... See at the store where i work we have me, the gm, and two other shift managers... I'm asst if you didn't know. Well One of the shift managers doesn't even manage anymore, SOOO me and the GM have to pick up the slack, pulling like 55-60 hours a week each, which really really sucks. All i need to work for my salary is 46-49 hours a week, very very easy shit, but i'm workin a lot more than that which sucks. Well we've got plans on the horizon to fix this, since the other manager that CAN work, is pregnant and taking her leave in december, when we will be TOTALLY fucked! I recently checked out two movies i had never seen, house of 1000 corpses, and the omen. House of 1000 was ok, i wasn't totally blown away or anything, but it's work a rental. Now the omen fucking freaked me out... Pretty damn good movie, some parts are cheese but what do you expect from 1973 i think??? sometime around then... That one's worth a buy. Allrighty it's time to do some cardio... LATE

blah blah blah   
09:47am 30/09/2003
mood: geeky
music: Sepultura w/ Mike Patton - The Waste
Yes, well work is fucking owning me as of the moment lol... like that ever will change?!? Well we played our show the other day it went ok, but we need a shitload of more practice... we owned all the other bands there tho so that was cool. Yes i am getting more organized finally! i had to go to this time management class, and i think i'll be keeping my stuff planned and ready... see the problem wasn't really so much work things i'd forget... siince i have such limited off time it was my personal life that was suffering... so i'll be using my personal time now planned out lol... hell i have to, when you are working 60 hours a week, you just have to.... well i'm out, i'm off and have stuff to do... LATE!!!
12:35pm 17/09/2003
mood: content
music: Slayer - Raining Blood
Long ass time no write on this thing... well uh yeah i joined a new band called DEVINCI... Our first show is coming up on friday, should be kick ass, i'm on vocals by the way lol. Other than that i've been busy as hell... work work work all the fucking time... oh well i'll live... LATE!!!
debachery is my middle name?!?   
02:11am 15/08/2003
mood: crazy
music: David Lee Roth - Yankee Rose
Man i don't know what the hell happened to me, but I've been partying hard... It seems that every time i go out crazy shit happens, i'm just like wow! I've been workin a lot, havin some fun sometimes lol. I've been going over to san marcos like weekly to party with some friends over there... Fuckin INSANE!!! We've been going to do karaoke on wed's over there. All i know is the crowd was going insane, i sang hank williams jr, which was ok... then later on i did loverboy - workin for the weekend, people were going CRAZY! there were people gettin up and dancing and shit, i couldn't beleive it! but nothing topped it off until me and justin got up there and did bohemian rhapsody. The crowd went totally insane! plus we were going insane on stage too... then later that nite i end up at this table full of chicks and was like omg hahahaha! oh well, i'll post more later, did i mention i started wearing eyeliner and nail polish?!? what a weirdo! lol
02:24pm 03/08/2003
mood: drained
music: Pantera - Cat Scratch Fever
Yeah I haven't posted in forever cause i've been busy. But I'm back for a quick post once again. I've been workin like 55-60 hours a week which sucks, but i'm ok. Money is good and whatnot, i just don't have much of a life lol. Yesterday i went over to the summer sanitarium tour, hell i had a free ticket so i said why not. Ah it was ok, i've already seen metallica twice, they were pretty good, cept for that new st anger shit lol. Limp bizkit was limp bizkit, i hate fred durst so whatever. Mudvayne i'm not too fond of either. Deftones were good, along with linkin park, i'm not really a big LP fan, but they were good. A highlight of the night was this cowboy dude jammin out to linkin park and metallica. I mean he was fucking doing backflips and shit, it was awesome. that dude ruled! oh well, i'm gonna lounge out here for a few before i have to go to work. I shall post more at any given time lol... late

i want my shit?!?   
12:48pm 13/07/2003
mood: blah
music: Bloodhound Gang - Fire Water Burn
Yeah man i am sooo fucking worn out from work, this schedule is killin me lol. Well i've got like 2 more days of it then back to normal, thank god! Yeah i've got this very long list of shit to do, it seems to be gettin bigger and bigger... i'm like fuck when the hell am i supposed to do it... I have like tuesday off, so i'll get some of my shit done then, but i'd rather have it open to do other shit... oh well i'm gonna get in an hour of grass cutting, so i'm out.... late

02:32pm 12/07/2003
mood: pleased
music: Velvet Revolver - Set Me Free
Yeah work is work lol... I had to close last nite, and still have to close today, tomorrow, and monday lol.... then tuesday off which is good! I finally got all my benefits crap in since i'm promoted now lol, very cool. Now i just enrolled so i have to wait for em to send me all of my cards and shit now... Then the surgery will be on, i'm having like a major reconstruction surgery to fix my underbite which basically was a birth defect, plus they are doing some plastic surgery shit too... yeah should be fun lol... aight well work calls my name once again... be back later

we gotta get out of this place?!?   
11:12pm 08/07/2003
mood: creative
music: The Cure - Love Song
Yes back again... Well today a lot of stuff was accomplished, well workwise.... We all know what needs to be done, and are going to do our best to accomplish it... PLUS i made a major breathru today, i found a roommate!!! Yes now i'll be able to move sooner than last thought... It's lookin like november sometime... I am soooo ready!!!! ahh well i gotta get off of here for now, i'll write more later

2nd round...   
02:40pm 06/07/2003
mood: exhausted
music: sOre - Grace (Force Fed)
Ah yeah man i had a day off yesterday (sat) and well it seemed to go by soooo fucking quick... kinda sucked! I did get to go check out sOre and Leroy the Prophet at the engine room which rocked! sOre is the shit, always will be and always has been... Plus they jammed out with a new song that fucking rocked! lol it was cool, but other than that i'm burned out... work all the time and shit, it's killin me... I'm puttin in a total of 60 hours this week, and probably the same next week, goddamnit! I'm fucking dyin here lol... ah well at least i'll have big $$$ when my check comes in, which is a good thing.... well fuck i'm of of here, it's time for work once again! I just have to make it through today, tomorrow, and tues, then i'll have yet one more day off... then i'll have to make it through monday without another one... fuck... well late

02:07pm 02/07/2003
mood: restless
music: Tomahawk - Point and Click
Man this shit is killer... I've been working right now 7 days straight, and i'm not off until saturday, which will make it a total of 10 days, holy hell!!! and what really sucks about is, is the fact that when i am home, half the time i'm workin on pizza hut stuff for work, so i'm basically still working... fuck me running! oh well, i've got one more hellacious hour week next week, then one of my managers is back from vacation and my schedule will get back to normal lol.... that will be kick ass... ah as of now i have no life, i work all the time and do nothing.... perhaps that's the reason i've been sorta depressed lately... oh well, as you guessed it i have to get ready for work now... late

eat steel bitch!!!   
01:48am 30/06/2003
mood: awake
music: Spin Doctors - Jimmy Olsen Blues
Yes, I found out finally how much i'll be making on salary pay at my job... Farily pleased cause it's more than i thought lol. Cool with me lol... I've been doing the motherload of crap for the store when i'm not there, like stuff to build business, cause that's a big prob there lol.... they are way off on from their sales plan lol... I give it 2 months of hardkore work and it will be back to plan.... maybe even a bit over if we're lucky lol... After i takle that shit it's tim to work on more scheduling shit... that's a major thing that pisses me off lol... haha... ok well i gotta be at work at 8am so i'm off of here... LATE

Much to be done!   
12:30pm 29/06/2003
mood: depressed
music: Mr. Bungle - Squeeze Me Macaroni
Man i've got the motherload of stuff to do for work, plus it doesn't help that i'm working like 52 hours this week either lol... I've got a list of like 100 businesses to contact, plus i've got to go door to door with buisness cards and coupons to contact more businesses... Man this is gonna kill me! Plus it also doesn't help that my depression thing is coming back... I'd better go grab some st john's wort or something cause this is gonna suck.... ah Well i'm off of here to go work on pizza hut shit.... late

word up   
12:50am 28/06/2003
mood: mellow
music: Leadbelly - Where Did You Sleep Last Night
Yeah i've been slacking on my posts, so here ya go... Nothing much going on here, i feel i'm fitting in well at the new store... Everything is going smoother and smoother... Tomorrow is my first day to open there so it should be interesting lol... I'm kinda pumped cause tomorrow nite i'm going to Jillian's which is a plus lol... ahh ok well i'd better get to bed now cause i have a long day tomorrow.... late

Back again!   
06:59pm 26/06/2003
mood: calm
music: Brujeria - Consejos Narcos
Ok now i'm back again with more shit to talk and more bombs to drop lol... Ah the meeting wasn't all so bad, just more stuff to do, hell it will only help the store anyway, and believe me every little bit we can do to help this store will help! Yeah i've got to type up a letter and fax it over there soon, but yeah i don't have a fax program lol, so i'm fucked aren't i?!? I'm downloading winfax but with dialup it's gonna take me an hour and a half lol, they'll just have to wait! Ok well i'm off of here for now, more to post later!!! Becoming sOre in 8 days!

01:47pm 26/06/2003
mood: indifferent
music: Tomahawk - Aktion 13F14
Yeah I need to get adjusted to closing and stuff... Everytime i do i don't wake up till like noon the next day and am like damn... kinda sucks but i'll live... Yeah i'm gettin ready to go to work for this meeting we are gonna have about some shit... I get off early so i should prob post more later... Well i gotta get ready... late