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Run Run Run
Did I mention how much I enjoy One Piece ? I do !
I didn't enjoy much of today. The weekend was good. I liked it much enjoyed. I found out my credit card balance today is clean .... *evil grin* OR WILL IT ! What to get ? Oh I know video games, there's a never ending supply of that. I shouldn't, but I probably will ... eventually. Yeah I should really kick my own ass. I sit home complaining how much I hate it, yet when I think of a place to go out ... I need money, so I don't leave my house. Than I always say how I want to draw. I'm such a ;WLIGHW;GJN waste.... I feel that everytime I bring up the word draw, I feel like I'm laughing at myself. It's like "hahaha you USED to do that buddy, why are you still thinking about it, didn't you like give it up like a year ago ?" Thats what it feels like, but my lust for drawing feels like a cigarette addiction. You have to bury, smuther, and .. bury it some more to finally go away. I havn't begin to bury my artistic abilities.
( on a side note e-mail rutgers admissions office AGAIN becuase it failed to go online .. or call again tomorrow , get transcripts wednesday )
My summer job is coming up. How do I feel about it ? FUCK. Thats exactly how I feel about it. Meaning I will get screwed over for a good amount of cash. I don't want that !!! EEIIII ... I used to have a job where everyone was my friend and I had great hours. Shitty pay, but... I actually enjoyed it. I ENJOYED WORKING. I NEVER said that ... NEVER. Since when does work become enjoyable.... I threw that away. I throw a lot of things away. Paper, grades, jobs, and time. *shrug* I dunno' I say I don't care yet thats a total lie.
Shit these animal crackers are good as hell. Hahaha I never use that pharse but I decided to keep it. Haha good as hell thats fucking stoopid. I feel like when I get older I'm going to be even more lazy. If I had one of the seven sins tattooed on my forehead at birth it would be SLOTH.
Hrm ? What seven orginal sin would you be most committed of ?
Well I gotta' go to bed. Class tomorrow. Night.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: The Cure - "Frday I'm In Love" |