Ryan's Blurty

Urgh groggy
I just woke-up. It's 5:53. I went to bed at around 12 in the evening ... today. Thats what I got for a nights sleep. I think I fucked up my computer I started download some codecs and I downloaded Kazaa Lite again and now it is running slow as we speak. I should've just not have given in like I did. Urgh my grandmother gave me something I told her NOT to give me, I don't need anymore crap in my room. I went to a diner this morning becuase I wanted breakfast and I didn't want to stay home awake all day long. I think when the warm weather returns I'm going to skateboard. I want to skateboard. I also sent an e-mail to my old teacher asking her for letters of reccomendation. I need to pick up transcripts tomorrow and send her more info and what she has to write inside the letter to help me out. Thats twice I know she'll be helping my ass out big time. I have to buy her a cake, or a Carvel cookie puss. Latly all I want to do is play sonic video games, I just borrowed Sonic Battle from my job it's the best fighting game on gameboy advance yet ! I can't believe I just woke-up I feel like I wasted a day. Hopefully I can go by Jeffs house to play the Naruto game.... that game always makes me like ... giddy ? It's so cool becuase I see my favorite characters do all their crazy awesome moves.

Looking around my room I just want to throw almost everything that I don't like about my room ( even the carpet and paint on my walls ) and just throw it out. It's so plain ... it still looks like I live in a kids room. I'm fucking 19. I hate it in my room sometimes. I'm probably going to take down my posters soon of whatever I have... but to put new ones back up I need to BUY more. Thats cash I don't want to spend.

I need a haircut. Yeah I remember for Christmas my mom told me that all the video cameras were sold out that were in my price range so she didn't buy it yet. I still have no camera and I tell her almost everyday to give me the money for it and she won't. If I would've known she isn't going to give me money for the camera I should've asked for more stuff for christmas becuase I lucked out becuase of the camera.

God damn, I was trying to fill out an application this morning and try to decribe the best way possible about me in less than 200 words. Now I don't know about everyone else, but at almost 9 in the morning trying to write 200 words ABOUT YOURSELF ( and I'm negative when it comes to me ) I had no clue where to start. So I just opened up notepad and wrote random lines down and have to put them into a good paragraph sentance form. I wish there was Microsoft Word or something on my computer becuase it would make things a lot easier for me.

... and yes I know who does this art. Jermaine Rogers, I heard he does work with Radiohead but I like The Mars Volta and At the Drive In. I think it's cool this guy does so many band posters. I also need fish food for my fish. I don't need air in my tires anymore.

I'm still so tired but I can't go back to sleep I'll update sooner... or later.

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - The Vampires Will Never Hurt You