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Hah [12 Jun 2004|05:50am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance - Cemetery Drive ]

I made a new funny looking icon of myself. I also drew a shark in Paint the other day he looks Jawsome !!

Here you go everyone, I hope you like it. Comment on it, hate it, love it, go to the park with it, or simply just say Hi. He's still awesome. Other than that, I ended up seeing My Chemical Romance this Friday. IT WAS SO GOOD. They played more old songs which sucks. It's almost 6 o'clock I should be getting some sleep, and do the right thing. So I shall. Goodnight everyone, update sometime later.

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Woop Woop I came back. [04 Jun 2004|04:47pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance ]


Yeah go microsoft paint for helping draw that fortune cookie. That took like 10 minutes or so. And wow I'm eating it and I got this fortune again "When both feet are planted firmly nothing can shake you." I'm not used to drawing with a mouse. Well tell me what you think.

I always seem to be awake. I might try to sleep I like drawing in painter I'll do some more if I can't rest.

Awesome awesome.

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Well well well .. [31 May 2004|03:43am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | fan click click click ]

I havn't updated here in awhile and I think I shall. I started up a Livjournal yet I'm still keeping my blurty and will update in here just as much. I use both bats_bullets for both accounts if anyone really cares aboot that.

As of lately I've been doing ANYTHING to keep me from boredom. I feel like if I don't keep myself busy I will collaspe and just fall asleep all the time. I've been drawing later and later into the nights, I've been read more books that I think I've ever have and I don't feel satisfied with any of it really. I did go to the arcades tonight which was pretty awesome. I didn't end up getting back until real late though. 8 on the Break is the best NJ arcade around. Even playing Golden Tee 2000 golf is fun for the whole family, and the machines are CHEAP. On the ride home this kid John just started singing all the words to "It's raining men" and that was the funniest shit I've heard, other than remembering what the cartoon Street Sharks were the other day. ( if you didn't know they were humans who ate radioactive burgers who mutated into sharks that ONLY wore pants ... or spandex. ) I'll post a picture of it later.

In other news I realized how awesome my beta fish is. I wake-up every morning and that fucking tropper is still living large in such a small tank. I think next pay I get will go to it for a large fish tank with a filter and all. Hopefully she'll have more room to move around in.

Harry Potter comes out this Friday you fuckers better see it becuase I know I will !!!

Well I'll update soon .. later.

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YEAH [27 May 2004|03:57am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | woop ]

I don't think I'll be using blurty that much.... not going to be updating in a real long time. You can keep me on your friends list still but don't expect me to be here everyday right now.... I don't know... Well i'm off.

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Yeah [26 May 2004|04:26am]
Yeah , loosing in touch with someone whos really important REALLY sucks. I don't think I'll ever get close to another person ever again. I don't even want to see anyone for awhile after this weekend, I don't even know...
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So many things to do , there's just one thing that I'd spend my time on ... [24 May 2004|12:05am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | One Piece opening ]

Yeah. Things right now ... I thought summer would be awesome, but it's turning into a suck fest. Well not really it's just ... I want to yeah. I want something, I can't have it anymore, or can I ? I don't even know. I started using some inks the other day for drawing. I used quilts, fine pens, and brushes which is awesome. I got more ink all over my room than on the paper. I set a goal for myself to have 5 pages of a comic book or illustration penciled and inked and it's already the end of monday. I've done nothing so far.... WHAT PROGRESS I'M MAKING. I should start smaller.... *Sigh* I miss her, I hope she miss's me and wants to be friends still.

Other side note ... CONCERNTS. A shit load of them two. There's Hellfest coming up. I wasn't a big fan but The Misfits are playing along with The Bronx, Andrew W.K., and Folly. There's also a skateboarding, a tattoo convention ( maybe I'll get one !!! ), and paintball. It's July 23 - 25th ( All this information was given me provided by my friend Chris G. )

Murder By Death is playing soon June 6th and 7th I think either at Maxwell's and/or the Knitting Factory I havn't found out yet for sure ... I'm to lazy to get the real info.

MY CHEMCIAL ROMANCE JUNE 11th. Nothing more needs to be said.

OTHER news I need to work more. Unlike how I thought I wasn't going to have any free time at all. I have more free time than I need. Things suck for the cash flow but they're better than before. Credit cards are evil. If there's something 20 dollars I think "hrm it's not THAT much" than I realized I said that last week about something else which was 20 dollars and the week before that ... and so on. DUR.

This post was long. I think I'll end it. UPDATE LATER.

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Things that go boom [20 May 2004|02:01pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | At the Drive In ]

What time is it ? I just woke-up. The other day was cool I had much fun, than I went by my friend Jeff's house and we actually drew something together. We were drawing. YES. We did something where we both drew a sketch and than inked one anothers drawings to see which style is more awesome. I don't know why I came to update. I think I was going to post some cool website or something.

http://www.ramenbowl.com - This is a really awesome website with a extremely awesome layout. If you don't have a fast connection I advise you not to click on the link. If you do click away it's awesome. It has some anime related news as well as some wallpapers.

http://www.ninjarage.com/ - JUST CLICK THIS. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME ART STYLE !!!

http://www5.big.or.jp/~low/_kurover/ - This is a One Piece fan art website. His/Her style of drawing is pretty cool, very ... pixelated which is awesome.

http://www.jibifaak.com/sexy/ - Just check this link out I don't even want to explain it. All you need to know is that these paintings are amazing to the MAXXX ... thats right max with three X's

I think thats all I have that people can check out. No wait I lied I do have more but I'll save that for another day. In news though gas prices have reached $2.00 here in New Jersey for regular. REGULAR. WTF?! It seems like I won't be driving around a lot this summer. I just hope that the prices go down or something. Other than that I have nothing to talk about. Oh fuck I never got those books I wanted last night. "Dayyyymmmnn." Hah.

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H.I.M. to My Chemical Romance ( THEY'RE SO FUCKING GOOD ! ) [17 May 2004|01:02am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance ]

So today I went to the Starland Ballroom and saw the swedish rrrrrrock band H.I.M. The show was pretty awesome, the lead singer grew a small mustache and beard and looks like Johnny Depp which was cool. Charles sang to me a full song and held me tight ( as gay as that sounds it was awesome ). My friend Chris finally wore girl pants and his ass is so flat it's so funny. While we were there I tried to buy 3 My Chemical Romance tickets ( 1 for me , chris , and anna ) but I didn't have even any money for myself so chris spotted me for my ticket. I'm sorry anna if you still need some way of getting a ticket I'll help you out.

BUT SPEAKING OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. YOU CAN HEAR 3 NEW FUCKING SPECTACULAR FUCKING AWESOME SONGS RIGHT HERE !!! http://www.bandbuilder.com/mychemicalromanceplayer/index.php?ref_code=D51764

I fucking love them so much. Their new single/video is titled "I'm Not Okay ( I Promise )" fucking great. As usual lyrics of explosive teen angst fucking scream in your face. June 11th can not come any sooner. "Helena" might be the misfits cover, I havn't give it a listen yet. And "Thank You for the Vemon" is just rock your fist in peoples faces. URGH I want to kick things over and say a big "Fuck you" to everything and move somewhere. I think in 3 years I want to move to Boston with Jeff. Yeah if I got nothing going I'll move to Boston fuck it, I have nothing going for me right now. Soooooo long goodnight.

Thank You for the Poison - My Chemical Romance
"Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your posin,
and give me all your pills,
and give me all your hopeless hearts that make me ill,
your running after something that you'll never kill ,
but if this is what you want than fire at will !"

I can't wait urgh. I'm so pumped. I wished I finished my soup today instead of running out the door becuase I thought we were gonna be late. I need to shower and sleep. Work tomorrow from 12 - 6. I had a really good tuna sandwhich after the concert. I dunno why I needed to say that but it was really good. Like godly good.

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, you wear me out !!! ( I promise ! )

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It's cold in my room [12 May 2004|02:14pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Something thats making noise ... ]

This morning I woke-up and for some reason my teeth started to chatter and I was getting angry for no reason. Than like five mintues later I was like "Why is it so cold outsid ..." Than I noticed the air conditioner was on. Well anyways thunder storms have been popping up left and right since the past week. I just heard some more now.

I'm thinking of dying my hair another color again ? Black ? Brownish red ? ummm ... Black/Blueish ? I dunno I want something cool. I need help on what clothes to like buy or something I'm terrible at shopping for myself. Maybe I could loose a few pounds *pats stomach*.

Vacation , vacation , vacation thats what I need ! Name some places people ... like more than one. I don't know where to go but if I'm not going on vacation this year I'm saving up for a tattoo and to go somewhere BIG within' the next year or ( hopefully not this long ) two. If I go there it will be grandtacular. But yeah ... name places I don't want to work ALL summer long which seems like what I might be doing. So yep yep. I think I'm gonna go shower now *straches head* I feel smelly ... ew. I think a haircut is in need this weekend too. Well going to go.

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ANother day another day another day [11 May 2004|12:07am]
Wow I woke-up late today again. I should start breaking that habit. Today was funny though Chris went to the mall and got his ear pierced ... with girl earrings at Claries !!! What an unmanly man he is. He could've gotten more bang for his buck instead of just getting an earring to fill in another hole and got two of them on one side and just put something in his already pierced ear. *Shurg* It was still was funny. Chris is still awesome.

I need new clothes and such. Mine arn't so "tight" or "dope" anymore.

It's thundering like crazy over here and I have to type with the lights off. I'm not even tired and this feels like I should go to bed or something when it's like this. I can't even draw or read like I was going too.

O man it felt like the lightening was in my room , it made my computer flicker ... I'll update once this is over ...
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Pirates Flags !!! Argggghhhh !!! [06 May 2004|01:59pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | At the Drive In ]

He's something awesome I found out about the pirate flag that hangs the skull and crossbones !

The pirate flag is generally called the "Jolly Roger" and is a symbol of death. There are many theories concerning the origins of the term "Jolly Roger." Some say it comes from the french "Jolie Rouge" or "Red Lovely" possibly referring to blood. Another possibility is that "Roger" was orginally the word "Rogue" meaning a theif or villian. Last bit of information states tat it is also related to "Old Roger" which is a term to describe the devil while you were out on the seas. Arggghh pretty awesome stuff. Well I have to work for about 7 or more hours today. Better start moving. GOnna watch Godzilla at work. Yesterday was shit, I overreacted even later in the night and felt like more shit so today I want to start making more of a diffrerance. I hope I still can.... I need to find some underwear !!! GAh i need to leave work in a half hour !!! Later with more unless facts !

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Seriously ... seriously [05 May 2004|04:34pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | me screaming to whatever music has screaming ]

I was having a fucking good day when I woke-up until all about a hour or more so ago. I seriously fucking can't take life. I fucking hate everything in my exsistance. I fucking complain like this ONLY if it's a matter that gets really serious, and it just gets fucking worse after that. I fucking wish if I was dead for a day it'd be this days of all holy days. There is nothing other than one thing that can make my day any better and it's far from winning the stupid fucking lottery. I don't see it happening anytime soon anyways becuase it's something that I fucked up as wel, just like like Midus's touch. I seriously just want to not be here anymore at all. In this chair, state, time zone, country I'm not sure. I just seriously wish I can punch whatever that just just JUST happened before in the face and flip off everything else and just walk away with nothing on my back. *shakes* Urgh. I need to like go out somewhere, or a vacation. I think I might try to spend the night somewhere. I don't know becuase I never do. I can do things myself becuase thats how I got stronger and keep getting stronger.... urgh, just urgh. I don't know how I think I'm going to get out of this house until I really take all my stuff and go bymyself, I have to get away from shit .No more. Urgh.... blehhhhh

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My Chemical Romance..... [04 May 2004|12:18am]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | The Mars Volta - Take the Viel ]

"Well if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say,
I never want to let you down or have you go, IT'S BETTER OF THIS WAY,
for all the dirty looks, I nevermind the drugs you took, remember when you broke your foot ?
from jumping out the second floor, I'm not okay. I'm not okay, I'm not okay...."

..... wow I need to go write/make some music, make a movie, fight some crime, draw from inspiration, learn new things, start reading more, learn how to do karate, run in the mornings, drink more water, die trying. I'm not okay.

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I'm tireddddd..... [03 May 2004|12:36pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | The Blood Brothers ]

This is what you call a dumb moment:
I came home after having no second period ( one class down .. uhh .. umm .. more to go ! ) and I cam ehome to this box. I was looking at it for awhile trying to remember if I ordered anything, and than I just walked right past it. 20 mintues later I was like "Holy shit didn't I order something!?!" I opening the box and not to my surprise it was the One Piece video game I ordered. So far it's awesome, seems like a cool party game.

So of the whole sleeping factor, summers about to start, I tried to start things off right but, I got a whole two hours ladies and gents. During summer I can rarely sleep becuase I work all day and let out all my excess energy at home. I don't think I can have more than 4 soda's all that caffine keeps me awake, plus it's not good. Right now I don't feel so good. I'm hungry... I don't want to eat anything. I want to draw ... but I can't. I want to do homework ... but it's not the last mintue. Blarg blarg bacon blarg bacon bacon. I don't care anymore about anything. I just need to get a good GPA, or die trying.... well maybe not die more like... sprain my ankle maybe ? Gah I always hated school >___< , but I need to do good. Whateva' ... I got class now. Why is it so cold !?

Update lata' !

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Yeah... [29 Apr 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | AFI - God Called in Sick Today ]

Yeah remember when I was like "ooohhh I'm so cool becuase I'm seeing Murder by Death" ... yeah that didn't happen. O well. I got lemon ice instead. Whatever. Back to work. I dunno.

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Trying to finish food fast ... [29 Apr 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well in result of going to bed late, I woke-up late today, worked on my computers final. Went to school for around 3 ( a hour before the photo lab opens ) to find out no one was there waiting like my teacher told me people would. Anyways I waited there until it was 4. And I didn't get out until around 20 mintues ago. 4 fucking hours in the photo lab. URGH. It was terrible in there. Anyways I think I'm going to go see Murder By Death tonight, or do more work. I wish it was the weekend already the weeks have been getting longer. Next Wednesday and Thursday I have to tough it out and do reports. Hopefully I'll read this and remember that.

Bubba-Ho-Tep ( bruce campbells recent movie ) is coming out this May. I can't wait to get this, a old washed up elvis performer who really thinks he is elvis , and a black man who thinks he is JFK v.s. a mummy in a retirment home. It will be awesome. Samurai Jack DVD May , Last Samurai , and Return of the King comes out as well. Some good stuff in May. Well I think I'm late for the show soooo I need to leave. Update later. See ya ...

YEAH MURDER BY DEATH TONIGHT !

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Sasuke Sasuke Sasuke [28 Apr 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | I dunno ]
[ music | NOTHING ! ]

Well finals for college is this week and thats the reason I havn't been posting so much latly. What is awesome though is that I made a 28 second animation from a Naruto manga for my Intro to Comp. final. Hopefully I can post it or something.

Muder By Death is playing tomorrow and I want to get done with my Photo-final as fast as shit so I can see them, hopefully. Hrm there's lots of news, but I can't stop thinking about making the animation. I'll update sometime soon.

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I think I need a One Piece icon ? [24 Apr 2004|02:51am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Green Day - Nice Guys Finish Last ]


Which One Piece Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net




http://www.sleepymusings.com/don/quiz/

hrm i could post my results like normally for the second test but i got him AGAIN .. which is awesome.
Anyways One Piece is awesome, I'm looking for a video of them playing baseball. I like that character a lot and surprisingly I didn't get anyone else on the tests ... err weird but also very cool. Well thats aboot it, PEOPLE TAKE IT TO SEE WHAT YOU GOT !

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My class's [22 Apr 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

1 Algebra - MW 09:30AM 10:50AM - 3.00
2 Japanese - MW 12:30PM 02:35PM - 3.00
3 Computer Imaging - TH 09:10AM 01:25PM - 3.00
4 2 Dimension Design - T 11:25AM 03:40PM - 3.00
5 History of Animation - F 09:30AM 12:20PM - 3.00

Thats what my class's look like for Fall. I don't want to take history of animtion, but I need a class that could fill in a requirement AND I need to at least make 15 credits just incase japanese is ... stupid hard. Aftewr signing up I totally forgot why I picked those art class's, but it'll come to me sooner or later. Hah.

Well need to shower, today i offically work !! Finally !!

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Umm I'm a little worried [22 Apr 2004|12:21am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Fan buzzzzzzzzzz ]

I have only 9 hours left until i register for new class's and the webadvisor website is down! Eiiii !!! I hope it's up this morning. Anyhoo. Today sucked, things suck, I suck at drawing, One Piece movie number 4 doesn't suck, I'm in a fickle mood, I havn't left the house at all. I hate staying inside. It's like a defect. I can't stand it.

Fuck this, I hate waiting for things to finish downloading, I'm gonna go to the 7-11.

Yep I'm gonna get ice cream or something.

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