It's a cold, wintery day outside and therefore, I'm sitting inside trying not to freeze. I got a lot accomplished this morning so I'm rather pleased with myself. There are still a few loose ends I need to tie up, but I'll get around to it. Procrastinating is such an unattractive thing, I know.
I was lucky enough to chat with Martin this morning. Sometimes he carries a conversation well, and other times he just gets busy or bored, I guess. ^_^ At any rate, I enjoyed it, though it was brief. I still have such intense feelings for him but when will I let him know? Or will I just keep it all inside and continue to kick myself for saying, "There's always tomorrow - I can tell him then." And just what do I think the end result will be when/if I DO tell him? Will he suddenly be so overcome with happiness that he begs me to fly out to Sweden? Not likely. Will he tell me that he thinks I'm wonderful? Not likely, either. So see, I do have this in the right perspective at least. ;)
I have so many mixed feelings lately about many things. I need a day to just relax and clear my head. I don't see it happening anytime soon.