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Blurty for Supposed former infatuation junkie.
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| Monday, January 3rd, 2005 |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
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Heres this years resolutions that i had decided to make , mostly on a beer mat with rachel doing the same in the polar central new years eve. Since then some have been broken. 1- Stop Smoking as its disgusting although ultimately satisfying (of course its all in the mind) was smoking as it reached midnight so thought i would try again next month. 2- Drink Less could actually stick with that one 3- Be nicer am being so to most people 4- Swear less fuck that till next year 5- Go to church I endured Church during the christmas period. Will attend confession over the next few weeks. 6- Save some money not so far 7- Avoid watching so much daytime tv when im in. (except murder she wrote and father dowling) ...and perhaps Doctors. May also have to watch escape to the country. Other than that of course. Gah. 8- Return or burn remaining items of all ex boyfriends property. working on that one 9- Eat more ryvita and jog every single day am eating more ryvita at least 10- Make an effort to be less stubborn and or sarcastic yeah ok then 11- Be the most amazing girlfriend Of course i am 12- Remember not to bother making resolutions next year as all are ultimately broken. 13- No drugs! hmm |
| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005 |
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Have deleted the old journal , im not sure why , guess it just seemed irrelevant. Christmas was quite good , as was new year . Mark has forced me to update this diary but i don't really know what to say , infact i have alot to say but don't want to. Confirmation for all those who thought it was a rumour , tom and i are engaged. So i just be the happiest woman on the planet and all that ?. Last night his bad side came out for a while before my night shift.and im paying for it now. Whats weird as before i would get really upset but now im actually used to it. Guess he's no worse than i can be. This all sounds depressing , what right do i have to feel low when there is actually a huge tragedy unfolding on the planet. marks taking me out tonight with ab and charlei which should be very good. Have charleis west end tickets for her although she knows about it so someones in trouble , grrr. saying that i could of told her the other night. what else? still going to uni in september . Ireland am unsure about . Really have to be off as mark is heading towards my underwear drawer. |
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Blurty for Supposed former infatuation junkie.
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