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PVT Ambrosch, Christof's Journal
yay...my mouthpiece is here and i love it...its not the greatest thing in the world but i like it...it sounds nice and it helps my upper register come out a little more. oh well...i will still use my other 7c for concerts, depending on the song.
Current mood:
chipper.Current music: Rafeal Mendez - The Mexican Hat Dance (heh...all tongued).
it is 100% official...i am not going to iraq for those of you who were worried...thanks for the support anyways. i just hope that it doesnt stop ;) im sure it wont...see ya'll later.
ps: ask me for a recording of the current song if you want it...i was in this group and sang this song...its good...we have many other songs too...just ask and you shall recieve.
Current mood:
cheerful.Current music: Troy Troubadours - Glory Be To God.
man...i dont know...what am i? i have no clue. i really wanna take time off from school and go active duty national guard for a while. like do recruiting or go to iraq or something. i just wanna serve. what good is my uniform doing any one, including myself, just hanging in my closet. yeah, im in the army...what the hell have i done!? oh yeah, i went to basic but got sent home early because i was sick...what an accomplishment. i just dont know. but if i left, too many people here would miss me...but i dont know if that is enough to keep me here...i just dont know...i just dont know...
Current mood:
confused.Current music: Allison Krauss - Tonight I'll Be Lonely.
tonight is St. Nick's night everyone...do something nice for someone, anonymously, tonight or tomorrow. and let this night last for everyday and every night because life is way too short to wait once a year to do something nice for someone.
Current mood:
full.Current music: Tommy Tutone - 867-5309/Jenny.
well, the weekend is almost over and what a weekend it was. i got to spend time with my parents, two my good friends, and my sister. got to eat some good food and sleep in a nice bed. ahhh. lots of stress has been relieved. also, my drill date has been moved so now i can perform in both orchestra concerts on wednesday...oh yeah, come and see them. they will be ok i guess. december 8 at 7 pm and 8 pm...two different concerts. i play in both. oh well. just looking into a car that i really like that is for sale. its a desoto...an oldie too. i think its a 1952 but im not sure yet. i really want it. we know the guy who owns it and we emailed him to find out how much he wants for it...we'll see. oh well. sooo...time to go do something. see yall later.
Current mood:
hungry.Current music: Josh Groban - Mi Mancherai (Il Postino).
http://www.trumpetstuff.com/images/Arturo/JF_duel1.ram
http://www.trumpetstuff.com/images/Arturo/JF_duel2.ram
Arturo Sandoval and Jon Faddis are freaking insane! but they have to be the coolest poop on the face of the earth!
Current mood:
amused.Current music: high trumpet stuff.
...not monty python. sorry. though i do have a craving to watch that now. just wanted to say how tired i am before going to my 8 am class. I HATE TUESDAYS AND THURSDAYS! but oh well. see ya.
Current mood:
tired.Current music: none...its too dang early...not really....
as i sit here, i reallize that i have so many good friends. i never reallized it. i mean, not only at home, but here at college too. and its because of who i am, and nothing else. if for some reason, i do ever get deployed, i will miss everyone greatly. last night i did a lot of thinking. about my life and stuff. i am always afraid of being alone. in fact, that is my greatest fear. but, then i reallize, that i am not alone. i mean yeah, i dont have a girlfriend, but i dont think that matters. there is always somewhere for me. no matter where i go, there is always someone there that i can talk to. and there is always people that want to talk to me, and i feel fine about listening. well, im gonna take a nap. maybe someday, my head will be back to a "normal" balance. in fact, i know it will. its called christmas vacation! ttyl.
Current mood:
content.Current music: She Daisy - Come Home Soon.
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of these verses, well they, they got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is, what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
man, this is so weird and confusing to me...i dont know why. im always good with giving other people advice but it never works on me. i wish there was something i could do. i wish that i didnt have to make the ifrst move. i dont know. i really like her...a lot. sometimes i dont think she knows how much. her face, her hair, her smile, her laugh...and most importantly, her eyes. i love those eyes...i could look at them for hours...but it wouldnt be the same if they werent hers. i dont know what it is about her, but there is something. i just hope and pray that everything works out...i guess i would even say that i would do anything for her...but gosh darn it, im so nervous. i cant do anything...im ust too nervous. well, maybe sleep shall cure me of this dreaded problem. but hopefully, will not cause me to forget this wonderful person, this person who fills my thoughts both day and night, the one who makes me feel like no other can feel like. the one who calls herself...jena.
night all...
...*sigh*...
Current mood:
confused.Current music: Martina McBride - How Far.