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Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[26 Dec 2003|10:35pm]
[ mood | missing Bae ]
[ music | Superstitions of the Sky ]

i dont know if im going to make anymore entrys in here. i do not believe that one person reads this so i dont know what the point of updating is. well anyways christmas was nice today was not. but i love Bae and thats really all that matters to me anymore. so goodbye for now kids

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[21 Dec 2003|12:57pm]
[ mood | miss Bae ]
[ music | neil perry ]

hey kids, i know probably not one person reads this anymore but ill still continue to write in it. Last night the Patriots won! thats 13 - 2 now! yesterday i finally got out of the house, it was so nice. Well ive got nothing else to say. todays my brothers 19th birthday and there are 4 days until christmas. tomorrow is school, i havent been there in forever. but yeah im done ramboling ill talk to you kids later.

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[19 Dec 2003|07:56am]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | the locust ]

I have not updated in a while for two reasons.
1- Blurty wasnt working last weekend
2- ive been sick

yep ive been home sick all week. Ive done absolutely nothing. I miss Bae! she really helped me out this week though knowing that she cares about me makes me super happy. there are only 6 days until Christmas, which is nice, but also i havent gone christmas shopping yet because im a naughty boy. so hopefully someone will bring me to the mall or something this weekend so i can get people presents. well im off to go take a shower because i am so damn dirty. bye bye

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[12 Dec 2003|03:18pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Ed Gein ]

Fuck! Why are fucking parents so fucking not cool. What the fuck honestly they make me feel like they dont want me here then they get pissed when i bring that up. Fuck you mom. I fucking give up, maybe ill leave here forever. Actually nevermind that, Im going to stay right the fuck here and be a fucking dick. Fucking bitch better start treating my like im her son and start fucking listening to me!

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[09 Dec 2003|06:17pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | The Number Twelve Looks Like You ]

Today was an alright day. Shop was alright except for the bastard who stole the god damn rose from Mr. Mansfield now we get to deal with fucking Kett tomorrow. Well anyways when i got home the lovely miss Bae called, it was oh so wonderful. Everytime she calls it makes me happy! The new Paris Hilton show is on tonight! Ive been waiting for this since last week it looks like its going to be so funny. Anyways thats it for today. bye bye kids

Oh yeah for the kids with friendster add our band Hentai: the email is inthenervouslight@hotmail.com

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another lovely phone conversation! [08 Dec 2003|07:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Hot Cross ]

Oh man three hour conversations with the lovely miss Bae are so wonderful. They just make me feel like the world is perfect and nothing is wrong its so lovely. The feeling that i get through out the whole conversation is unexplainable but let me tell you it is defintely the most wonderful feeling ive ever had. I Love You so much Bae!

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[08 Dec 2003|06:34am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Hot Cross ]

well this weekend was one hell of a lot of work. It was insane and now i sit here monday with a sore body. Anyways yeah i worked a lot this weekend and now its Monday and i have a 2 hour delay. All I can think about is her!
She is wonderful. Just thinking about her is just quite amazing. The love that we have truly is unreal, its like something that you can only dream about. Its like something that you sit there and think and think and its just amazing. She is someone that i just sit there and think and think and it makes me smile just knowing how wonderful she is. The day that i met her was just like the greatest day of my life i sat there thinking wow this is girl truly is amazing and now its been a couple of months and its like oh my god im so much in love with her and its so awesome. She can turn my worst day into my best day just by talking to me. The things she says just can make you go from like crying your eyes out to having the biggest smile you could possibly ever have. Reading this you all probably think this isnt true or this is only something that you wish you had. You all probably think it just another normal crush or maybe you think there really is no person out there that is that wonderful. But let me tell you there is a girl out there like that and she really does change my worst days into my best days. Her name is Bae. I Love You so much Bae!

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lovely phone conservations [05 Dec 2003|07:29pm]
[ mood | in love ]
[ music | armor for sleep ]

im super smily right now. Want to know why, ill tell you why. I am so super happy because of a veryvery wonderful person that i love oh so much. She truly makes me super happy. She called today and totaly made my night and she is so amazing. Im sorry love that the whole thing happened but dont worry just pretend that nothing happened because its all good now. well love i look forward to talking to you again. I Love You so much Bae! bye bye kids

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fuck the subject [02 Dec 2003|06:32pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Civeta Dei ]

Dont feel bad Bae. really its not like i own you or something, i hope that you have much fun and are really happy, thats how i want you to be. I just want you to know that ill be here no matter what happens just waiting for you. I will always be here for you. well i dont know what to say anymore. i love you!

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

half day yay! [02 Dec 2003|12:43pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | Circle Takes the Square ]

today was a half day. Yes so I am sitting here doing nothing so i though id write in this thing. Hmmm well so far ive eaten and ive put together christmas decorations for the mother hmmm seems like fun doesnt it? Well anyways last night my love called me and it totally made my night wonderful. thank you love. hmmm well im off to go put together more christmas decorations fun stuff huh. Who wants to help?

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[01 Dec 2003|03:37pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | The Number Twelve Looks Like You ]

Today school was pretty boring. Yeah all i thought about was my love. She is wonderful! Yes then Shad thought hed be funny and write Mayhem all over the back fo my shirt. Haha Fuck Mayhem! hmm well soon im off to the dentist we all know how lovely that is. Hmm tomorrow is a half day i dont know what the hell thats all about but yeah whatever.

Hmmm well yes ive been thinking about how lovely Bae is. Seriously she is quite wonderful, we can talk about pretty much anything ever. Its so lovely! I miss her very much, i just want her to be happy and i know shes sad now and its no fun. I hope you get better love! love you.

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

The Number Twelve Looks Like You show! yay [30 Nov 2003|12:01am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Backstabbers Inc. ]

Well i just got home from the show at the marque which was pretty good. It started off with Terminally Your Aborted Ghost, they were rather lame but whatever. Then The Number Twelve, they did a good job conseidering Justin was not able to make it. When they played Civeta Dei all i could think about it my love. Then this great band called Psyopus played, there singer was intense he was bleeding all over the place. Then Ion Dissonance came on and they were quite amazing as well, i liked them a lot. Then finally i got to see Bacstabbers Inc, man where they great, but my god they use as much equipment as a nu-metal band. Well anyways kids im off to bed ill talk to you later. bye bye

I missed her once again. It would have been great to have had her with me!

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look at my beautiful journal [29 Nov 2003|02:48pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Ed Gein ]

Bae made my journal oh so beautiful once again. Thank You love. Bae is wonderful!

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hmm [28 Nov 2003|04:30pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Circle Takes the Square ]

today wasnt such a great day. After yesterdays great day talking to her today wasnt as great i miss her very mcuh. I hope shes not mad at me or sad or anything i want her to be happy.
Well Im hoping tomorrow goes better than today, it should with The Number Twelve and Backstabbers INC> show that should be fun. You should all come out and support. Its at the Marque tomorrow night at like 6 30 and i think its like 10 but its probably 7. ok well ill talk to you all later bye bye

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

hmmm awesome [27 Nov 2003|08:21pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Circle Takes the Square ]

Well today was probably the best thanksgiving ever pretty much because i have talked to my love a good amount today. She totally made my day, and now i sit here and listen to Circle Takes the Square and talk to her again. Wow it is so amazing! just if you knew how amazing it is.

Well today I ate a bunch at home, did a little skating and took a little nap. Then I get woken up to go to my aunts house where i eat a bunch more. yep that was my day.

The highlight of my day was written above. Yes thats right talking to the one I Love makes me so happy, it even made this the best thanksgiving ever!

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[27 Nov 2003|12:26pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Born Against ]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING everybody!
Bae is wonderful and I love her!

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

the lovely Pg.99 [26 Nov 2003|07:12pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Modest Mouse ]

well i was just reading and i came across this and it amazes me so yeah im putting it in here :

2)what personal experiences influenced ur playing, and how pg 99 evolved for document to document?

like i said, when you are young and you know things are hard, be it.. no matter how petty they look when you are older. you need to do something. i started playing punk music because it moved me. it made me feel like i was doing something that everyone around me who didnt approve.. could not touch. it was certainly a defiant thing. there was no trend. "punk" as we know it today did not exist when i was 15. it was not cool to be playing it. i remember if me and my friends saw anyone in the area who had a dead kennedys shirt on wed go up to them and introduce ourselves and be like, whoa.. are you into punk rock !? we were excited and we wanted to know everyone who liked the same stuff we were into because that usually meant we could get along. people didnt wear shit like that back then, it wasnt all that common when i started playing music. nirvana had just exploded so kids were really into the grunge thing, which was way fucking cool. because.. it seemed real. for once.. it was ok not to wash yr hair and where clothes that werent designer and had holes all in them. because of bands like nirvana/mudhoney/dinosaurjr it was ok back then, it let the losers just be losers. i wasnt bothered too much. but in my town no one was playing punk before we started playing it. so we had to do it from scratch. we didnt know indepedant music existed like i know it exists today. we didnt know about basment shows when we put on our first basement show. we didnt know things like this where going on. we created our own enviroment then. i think that thats what it was all about. doing things for yr self out of defiance of a "mass society" who told you that you would never do anything. these days, punk has been co-opted by the mainstream. there was no hot topic back then capitalizing on things from our youth. stores like that are geared towards the apathetic/uncaring youth. hot topic is just as bad as the gap or victoria secret ever was.. at first i wanted to think it was cool, but i realize that these are now the same people who would be doing the whole banana republic thing if looking goth wasnt excepted like it is today, because of how the mainstream has made it ok. after enough sneers from fashioned goths you begin to think that they are just like everyone else., same kinda candy.. different flavor. bands like... blood brothers, poison the well, and the locust arent the same my heros from 1993/94. they may be turning some heads, but the feeling isnt the same. for some reason, its all about being accepted... because if the mainstream can sell thousands of locust records, there certainly there must be a place up there for me and my band., but it doesnt work like that. you must fit the mold still. i would love to see if people liked the locust (in the mainstream and underground) if they didnt project the image they do. for some reason, people think that they have something to say and they dont. or maybe its because they dont have anything to say and thats why it works. i have no clue honestly. i just dont see the locust wearing hoodies/beanies/and plaid shirts being as popular as they are. the music is good.. just fine by me... but definately not "accessible". however what is accessible and makes it ok to like the locust is that they are cute and dress so well. i reject that still. sure, its hard going to borders these days and seeing everyone of yr friends bands on some glossy one page feature and thinking gee it would be cool if this were my band.. but i just have to remind myself the music is the last thing on anyones mind in the mainsteam. its about the bottomline and thats money. period. honestly, i should have just stuck with playing soccer. it seems more defiant than punk rock today. sorry, about our documents. its like anyone grows.. things change. you dont always hang out with the same group you did ten years ago. if music isnt always changing for me...than i have no business doing it. im happy that pg99's records dont all sound the same. they suck. but.. atleast theres some organic nature to it, that made it feel like it was growing.

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[26 Nov 2003|01:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | The kodan armada ]

Today was a half day! Ive done nothing at all and im tired. Im super happy though because im talking to the one i love so much! Oh man tomorrow is Thanksgiving! yes i dont know what to say. Happy Thanksgiving to everyone.
Yes Im going to talk about the lovely miss Bae now. She is so wonderful and I am talking to her now. She makes me so happy. Yes she is a very wonderful person. I care so much about her. I Love her!

Their Love Is A Floating Ghost

[23 Nov 2003|10:59am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The Number Twelve Looks Like You ]

I have not updated in a long time. I have nothing all too important to say. Im kind of down today, yes i miss her once again, very very much. I cant get her out of my mind.

Well this weekend has been kind of bad. Yes it has it started out like every other weekend. Friday night in the mall, Fucking gay haters trying to make fun of us what fucking pussies. They make fun of us and then start running. Shows how "metal" that pussy is. Yeah anyway that was no fun. Then Saturday was spent at Jons boring as hell, it was supposed to be the best day of my life and it turned out horribly. Then later on in the day we went to Caseys which was not too bad but i couldnt deal with it. I was beginning to feel like crap. Now today I get to do my Metal Fab. paper. Whatever man im done complaining, its not you guys problems.


I really do miss her very much! I need to talk to her.

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[17 Nov 2003|08:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Superstitions of the Sky ]

Well the past two days have been so blah, they have just been boring as all hell. Well lets start with yesterday. Hmmm yesterday was an alright day I guess the best part was talking to her the whole day. Well I also went to Newbury Comics which was alright but defintely does not compare to talking to her for an entire day. Yeah then, I experienced what it feels like to die slowly haha, yeah i felt pretty shitty.
Well today has been nothing but crappy. I havent got to talk to her at all today and I miss her. Yes and today school just didnt seem to want to end it was such a long boring ass day. Then when I got home I made a mix cd which was a highlight of the day, Yes I enjoy it very much. But yeah the past two days have been hell. I'm tired so I am off to bed I will talk to you kids later. bye bye

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