3:46PM - SOMETHING HAPPEN IN MY HEART (PART 1 & 2)
Me love LSG... me love him so much... me going crazy.. me nomu nomu nomu chua hey..
OMG... I am officially crazy of Lee Seung Gi right now.. right this minute..
His smile OMG so sweet... when he smile.. the sun rise ... hik hik.. GAHHHHH
His face totally change when he smile.. he has this somewhat clown smile... so wide
and curvey.....
Na nomu nomu nomu nomu sarang hey....
Guess what? I'm blogging again. Well this time it will not entirely be
about Rain. Reading my old stuff make me cringe. OH MY GOAT, I am
such a fangirl Gah… urghh… puking rite now. How can I be so obsessed?
Urghh… I am too old to be acting that way. Anyone reading my blog would
think I am a teenager… sheesh…
Err.. today I am so upset… (read my previous post). I wonder why he still can
Upset me… I am too old for this.
Oh … Today I made “semprit” again… I followed exactly the recipe and yet
…
I wasted a lot of dough this year. Made “semprit” 3 times – one recipe I
Took from the internet and the other two were my mom’s. I seriously dun know
What went wrong… my cookies look great from the top but if you turn it,
the bottom part is “lompong” as in “hollow”. The dough stuck to the pan and one
Third of the cookies remain on the baking pan. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…
Twice it came out that way…. I could not removed the cookies at all even though
I greased the baking pan. It stuck to the pan likes it was glued by “Gam gajah”.
That the reason for the “lompongness” ..there go my effort… Anyway it’s edible.
I’m all in the Hari Raya Mood… dun feel like working at all… If only I can go back now..
BTW – This year – No baju raya for me…. No money meh…
Err.. This is it… until … err… I dun know.. err forever???
See ya
PS – Excuse the grammar… excuse the vocab…. I am in learning stage.
Last time I love soompi sooo much until I felt I could not live without
visiting soompi in one day. Bi’s thread use to be my heaven. The place to
Discuss to joke and sometime to let out my frustration. Ppl use to understand
me, we were frenly, anything positive or negative can be discuss without someone
saying.. “let’s move on” well not at least after we had discuss the matter like a few pages.
Those were the days. Now it has to be all good stuff or ppl will start asking you to
move on even though the discussion has just started.
Where is all the old Bier? Do they move on or still lurking but hate to
post, (like me?). What’s the point of discussing when ppl request you to move on
when you only posted like 2 comments.
Yeah Rain is stupid for cancelling the pres con at last minute. He was stupid and why do
we have to make up excuses for him. He was wrong, he should be sorry. I feel like kicking
his assh.. How can he get away every time. Why do we keep on forgiving him?
Why should we understand him? Why every time he did anything wrong we came up
with such lame excuses like “Oh.. he’s just human, he’s not perfect” “It’s not his
problem.. it’s JTune’s”… Come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .. what does J in JTune stands for?
J = Ji Hun or Jung Ji Hun …..
Seriously I hate him at this moment.
I hope fans would no be so blind…
*Edit* - Who ever report me.. why not come forward.. don't be a coward...
I am not going to eat you..!!
| You Are Lightning |
 Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing |
When I read ppl account - meeting him - It remind me of my personal encounter with him.
I clearly remember. It's dark. We were walking in a park after his concert. Me a few frens and one of them
was stoney (an old bier).
We joked, thinking out loud - what if we saw him… what if.. What would we do … and suddenly we see a
figure surrounded by a few men (3 men), They were walking toward us. One of them look like Uri jihoon.
Wearing a hat and sleeveless shirt. The neck cut kinda tattered, white in color. Tall and he look really
like jihun. When they came closer, and guess what?? - It was Jihun.. OMG - I feel like fainting rite on the spot.
Suddenly we can't move, no one make any sound.Jihun look wet, he just showered (I think). Hair still wet.
He had this grim expression. He looked tired but fresh.
He passed us and we can't move. Everyone just stood in awe. It's me that "woke" up. "Hey girl that is Jihun"
"Let's ask for his autograph". Everyone kinda reluctant.. Coz Jihun look really mad/angry/irritated and busy.
I told them I dun care, I will ask him.. If he say no.. So what???? The most it could to me is that I will hate him.
That's all. They said.. That the reason they don't want to approach him.
So I ran after him. Catch him and his "body guard" (I presume) tried to stop me and Jihun said "it's Okay" and
he gave me his tired smile. I feel bad but I didn't care. It's a chance of a lifetime. I ask him. "Can I take a photo
with you??" He smiled tiredly and say OK. By then my frens - esp Stoney were already running toward me.
I had a camera with me. Pass it to stoney and asked her to snap my pic with Bi.
I can see that Stoney was jealous. Bi was at my side. I tried to put my hand around his waist and I can feel
that he didn't like it. So I remove my hand. I can smell him, his aftershave. It was not too strong. The smell
came on and off. Sometime you can smell him sometime not. I see that he just shaved. He was tall.
Right after I removed my hand, Jihun felt my dissapointment and he put his hand around my shoulder.
I swear, I cannot remember how to breathe, I have to start counting - one breathe in, two breathe out.. Three. …. Etc etc
I wish I could freeze the moment..
He was impatient. I guess he really tired and want to get away. Stoney was fidgetting with the camera.
Saying she doesn't know which button to push… I knew it……. I knew it.. It was too good to be true. I knew
something like this would happen. I knew Stoney was jealous…. Then people start to notice him. His
body guard usher him away.
No, there was no picture taken - because Stoney purposely did that. I ran over to her. I quarelled.
I said things I didn't really mean. I was really mad. Stoney went away, the other follow her and left me.
I was alone, it was getting really dark. I try to find my way back to the hotel. I cried, nearly sobbed.
How can my fren do this to me. How can they leave me all alone in a foreign country.
I continue walking, try to find my way then I saw a man coming toward me. He was one of the bodygaurd.
he pass me a note and just walk away.
I read the note, my hand was trembling. My whole body was shaking. OMG… the note says :
Jihun wants to meet you, he feel sorry for what happen just now. You can take photo with him
go to this restaurant at hotel XZY - 8.30 pm … today.
I look at my watch and it was already 8.15 - OMG - this is not happening to me again… No.. How can I find the
hotel?? I ran and ran, tears start streaming down my cheek. I kept thinking GOD.. You can't let this happen
to me… No.. You cannot give me something and just snatch it away from me.. NOOOO … this is not fair…
not for a second time.
I think God listened to my prayer and as I almost given up hope.. I saw the light… it's that hotel…
it's not 8.30 yet. I can make it.. Yes yes yes….. I went to the reception, asked for the restaurant
and they brought me there….
The first thing I saw as I entered the restaurant was Jihun black leather jaket and his wet hair.
He look so fresh. He was not tired at all. He had this sweet smile on his face. I can't believe it…
then I saw JYP. They let me sit infront of him. I can still remember his accent. He can speak
english ( a little). The first thing I told him was - You got to go to this one site. We have people
talking about you. We discussed a lot about you… infact I wrote down soompi address on the
napkin.
And rite after that.. Slowly… I feel like I'm losing everything…. Everything becoming blury…
Nooooooooooooooooo,,,,,, not yet…… NOOOOO…. This cannot happen to me.. Noooo
god… just a few more minutes…. Nooo.. I can't wake up now…
Then - heard somebody snoring beside me…. This is not happening… I knew rite from the start
everything was just a dream… but I tot I could have a closure…
God… if you only let me have another 10 more minutes… I would end up in his bedroom. Just
a few more minutes… coz I can feel that Bi slowly melting … wahaha…. Coz I was really good looking
in my dream. I have the perfect body…………………………
:lol: ……………. Girlssss… don't kill me .. It was reall… really realll to me. I keep this memory forever.
I keep the smell forever with me…
Dani Said -
Bi connecting people............ better than NOKIA..
I say ....
Get connected.... Go Bi....
:lol: .......... me just bored soompi go bonker tonite.....
I am gonna start my story.. my journey into the world of Rain.. starting from
the day I lay my eyes on him until today...
I met Dani - Freya (German).. on 19th and met Skylar - Jeng (Phillipine) on 5th...
a few Biers among the many I've met in my life because of the person name Rain..
I am grateful for him.. grateful for the thing he brought to my life...
I am gonna start my little diary about my "Rainy day".. people I met (Bier).. the joy, the sorrow,
soompi and everything..
so stay tune... (^_^)v
My sis call... (my nickname among my family is - Ya)..
sis - Ya... something happen to me last nite..
me - err yes???
sis - guess... who did I dream of last nite???
me - er?? who?? Rain??
sis - How I wish it's him.... but nope.. try again.
me - If you don' stop this.. I am gonna hang up.. my boss is looking at me.
sis - Okay okay ... I dreamt of Jerry (F4)...
me - uhh.. okay....
sis - I dreamt of him after all this year... why not before?? you know during the F4 era..
sis - and do you know where were we???
me - No... let me guess... On the bed???
sis - wuuuuyoo .. I am on the bed.. I snuggle to his back. Touching his back.. he was topless
sis - and do you know what I asked him...
me - No
sis - Err.... Jerry.. do you like.. GARLIC????
me - hahahahhahahahhahahhahaha - kahahhahaha ahahha - you dream of him and of all
the question in the world you asked that??
So does he likes garlic??
sis - Jerry said - "Err.. No .. I don't like garlic.. but..."
Me - but what??
sis - Jerry said ... "but my family like garlic"....*with that she hung up the phone*
hehehehe..... So .. there you go - Jerry doesn't like garlic...
I read ppl account of meeting Jihun... I am envy of them.. a little jealous soo...
I made Micheal Wallie..
Am I giving up hope on him?? I'm tired of Bi?? Tired of waiting??? I move on??
I don't know why I have this frustration feeling... I am crazy..
If only I could get to see him.. ahh.. 
The story.........
Lincoln Burrows is on death row for murder of the vice president's brother. He insist he's innocent
and only his brother Micheal Scofield believes him. An engineer who helped design the prison where
Lincoln is being held Micheal takes drastic measures to help his brother. He gets himself arrested and
sent to the same prison so that with his knowledge of the building the two of them can escape together.
However while inside micheal discovers a massive conspiracy that is determined to see Lincoln's sentence
carried out. Breaking out will be more difficult than he thought, but he's still going to try..
I never tot anything could possibily take my mind off Bi... not a second... and
amazing.. now I'm so obsessed with this guy...
I think Bi could learn a thing or two from this guy acting.. I just love the way
he smile.. those cunning smiles.... "I know something you don't know smile"...
"the smug smile"...
God this guy is something..
The gaze.... I can't wait for next season...
Seriously.. I never am attached to any actor (western) and now.. I'm going crazy
over this guy.. intense.. that what I can describe about him..
more to come about Micheal Scofield....
Thank you Rica - He's good looking huh..
Yes .. he is my back up now.. just incase I wanna jump ship..
Cha - wanna strangle me..
Cha - If you drop by my blog - "I can't help it .. love is blind.."
Bi lap you I lap you.........
wahahahhaha........................ I am so happy.. thank GOD...
THANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN KKKKKK GOD ....
Peace.. this is what peace means to me...
Seing his face... I guess no one can stay angry or hurt or sad right...
This is my Adam - a few years ago...taken early in the morning. traces
of drool still on his face...
No one can stay bitter after looking at this pic rite.. 
Today's entry would be..
I am sorry to frens that I may hurt ... the harsh words I may have used
I meant well...
everything I say is for the sake of Bi......
So Feliss, Kim... and whoever that was offended by my post... I am sorry..
:hug:
Before you start - If you wanna read please read till the end.. or you gonna hate me..
if you do not have time.. stop here.. coz this is meant to be read till the end.....
not to create hatred... just heart to heart talk.. coz I really treasure everyone ..
esp people in raintalk
BTW is not just about his andro image it's more than that.. it's about frenship and trust..
I said
Lately it's not fun anymore in soompi. I'm there because my love for Bi...
The reason I feel it's not fun anymore is that we can't say out loud our opinion anymore..
I believe in the freedom of speech.. as long as we are not rude or we do not bash anyone
intentionally, I think we are free to say out loud our piece of mind.
Since when it become so wrong to say we hate his clothes? We hate his hairstyles??
It's the same as saying we hate if he's changed his image isn't it??...
The thing that make us unique is that we are individual with our own mind. Do we need to
be blind and be someone else just because we love Bi????
I'm not going to change who I am just to suit my love for Bi. I like what I like and I hate what I hate.
It's as simple as that. I am not a hipocryte...
Whenever we say any negative thing about him.. people start to take it personal. Whenever we speak
out our mind people start saying we like to argue. Everyone is entitle to have own opinion. I'm not forcing
anyone to follow my taste.
I am hurt when people said about going bazooka.... so??? It's my life... why can't I go bazooka..
We should be talking about the artist.. and not the fans. I bet everyone know clearly who in the thread love
him .. like him or tolerate him. We just thinking on his behalf.
Don't try to change our mind.. it's what we feel. We are not trying to change anyone mind about how they
feel. If they like the andro image .. go ahead.. and if there's people that cannot accept it.. let them. Why
say thing such as not a true fans??? (If you happen to read this Sandra.. Im hurt...)
It's not us they are afraid off I guess... I feel like people are trying to force me to accept something I don't
like. Trying to tell that I will like it.. how do they do know I will or not?? .. and I'm making a mistake for
not giving Bi a chance on his andro image. I am not a true fan :( .
It's my mind.
That's the different between speak up ones mind and forcing your opinion on others.
Sometime I wish people would be clear of this, and do not force us not to discuss something that they
think are against Bi's or their opinion. Like saying peace out.. (KIM if you read this.. yes I hate that word :P)
Feel like whenever we state our mind it's like we are trouble maker... don't start a war.. this must be
a peaceful thread.. so anything negative .. just say one time only.. no discussion.. shut up... all must be bright
and shinny only....
and this is the problem... when people associate discussion with war... take it as opinion coz we know
how much everyone loves him..
Everytime when ppl said that I would be put off... because.. come on.. whenever we have a disagreement
in opinion.. people would start thinking we are gonna argue. We are all adult. No one is saying Bi not a good
singer.. Bi is bad.. Bi is rude.. you should not like Bi or things like that...
We merely discussing about something HE SAID.. an image... or his show and we discussed it with love (I think)
No matter what.. we love him. (may be the andro image discussion is a little bit too much.. but if we are open
about it... I guess no one could be hurt.. or just skipp certain post)
Please.... don't tell me you do not see I love him so much...
I feel like I'm the trouble maker and war starter... :( ..
We may have difference in opinion.. but that does not mean we have to be in "war" and have to order peace..
like those who discuss about it is a trouble maker... :(
And if I hate something about him... let me say out my feeling.. just my opinion.. does not mean I am right..
and I believe you can tell if I hate or love him... you can tell from my post..
and if you like something say as many time as you like about it - example his andro image... say a thousand time you love
that image.. but don't try to change anyone mind... respect their opinion no matter how wrong you may think she is..
And the reason I cry....
I feel like I am a troublemaker in the thread... I feel like people hate me.. just because I hate the tot of his andro image..
And when thing like this happen we can never mend the rift rite?? It could never be the same anymore....
rite... there would always be a scar...
and I guess I would always have to remind myself... no.. don't start a war.. keep quiet... only nice thing..
and that I hate...
I wish people would understand me... and I dun mean to go on war with anyone or to argue with anyone..
I'm saying out loud my concern to people that I think would understand and could understand me...
So if you girls cannot understand me..... who else can I turn to???
Peace???
I hate that word.. coz We are never in war at the first place... love you girls... whoever read till here..
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