| lil taste of KoRn |
[02 Jul 2003|12:06am] |
KORN
GoodGod
You came into my life, without
a single thing
I gave into your ways, which left me with nothing
I've give into smiles, I've fell for all your games
I wish to Mary now, I hadn't let you in
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
Feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my brain
I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me a fucking slave?
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say
You're fucked in everyway
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind...
You stole my life!
Without a sign!
You sucked me dry!
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just
a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind...
You stole my life!
Without a sign!
You sucked me dry!
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| lil taste of KoRn |
[02 Jul 2003|12:06am] |
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Deftones - my own summer |
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KORN
GoodGod
You came into my life, without
a single thing
I gave into your ways, which left me with nothing
I've give into smiles, I've fell for all your games
I wish to Mary now, I hadn't let you in
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
Feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my brain
I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me a fucking slave?
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say
You're fucked in everyway
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind...
You stole my life!
Without a sign!
You sucked me dry!
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
Would you get the fuck out of my face? now?
In the sea of life, you're just
a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind...
You stole my life!
Without a sign!
You sucked me dry!
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| best song ever |
[02 Jul 2003|12:02am] |
TOOL
"Forty-Six & 2"
My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
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| bored! |
[18 Jun 2003|01:37pm] |
Hello all...... Im so bored so i decided to write in this thang! I havent done this in a while n im sry but who cares noone is reading this anywayz but my babi christine marie! Well this past weekend was pretty fun! me and christine went and seen *dumb and dumber er* and it was the gayest fuckign movie i have ever seen in my life! for real tho! Saturday morning i had a baseball game at 10 in the mornin and it was a double header adn it really sucked ass cos we had to be there at 915 adn i havent woken up that early in a long long time! And of course we won both of our games cso we are good like that! our team is 9-2 right now! we are really good! has some of the best baseball players in the state on my team! i play 3rd base and pitch on there! well saturday night me n chrissy went to meridian and rode around north hills almost all night and talkin! it was aight too i reckon i got my truck back finally that day n it was all shiny n shit and it was lookin fine as it could be! so i had to pimp it around for a lil while and had to show my speakaz off a lil bit too! well after that i took chrissy home around 1215 then i went home then talked to her for the rest of the night! =] love you babi...... TUESDAY i had a baseball game and we lost we played juss horrible! i did too! oh well fuck it the team went out to eat at outback strakhouse but i didnt really wanna go so me n chrissy juss went to McDonalds haha thas kind of shitty but fuck it! then we went back tro her house to listen to her lil brother lie and talk shit about dirt bikes for the rest of the nite even tho he didnt know a fucking thang about em! I guess he forgot that i used to ride dirt bikes all the time and i would know wut he was talking about if he wasnt lieing haha! but oh well hes a dumb annoying lil bitch! Well thas about it! I might make another entry this week but i dunno i might not be home much this week cos of Bay Fest! well im out! holla back!
I LOVE YOU CHRISSY MARIE!
!~WiL bEaN~!
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| Hi Dawg!@# |
[12 Jun 2003|10:10pm] |
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Cold - *end of the world* and tOoL - * forty 6 and two* |
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Hi! sup n shit? not a thang over here juss sittin here at my babi dawls house *chrissy MaRiE BlUe*. Im bout to have to go tho n that blows a big fat sack =[ WE were bored so i decided to update my thangy ma jig since i havent done it in forever! I have a fuckign baseball game tomorrow nite AGAIN! hopefully after it we are going to be able to go and see 2 fast 2 furious or DUMB AND DUMBER ER! Then freakin saturday morning at 10 which i got to be there at 915 i have a double header baseball games! there makeup games from all of the rainouts!=[ Oh well ill get over it i think im going to pitch friday nite tho =] oh yeah did i forget to mention july 12th, new orleans, louisiana. House of blues by the french Quarters...... MOTHER FUCKING STAIND AND COLD!!@#$$ Im so psyched for it! i havent seen neither of them in 2 years n it will be fun in teh House of Blues! its so small n such! IMa get crunked up in thur! WEll im bout to head i reckon! ill update sometime later *maybe* if i can remember! so im off to do it wif my babi!@# haha jp chrissy marie*wink wink*
!~ i love christine marie blue 4 alwayz and ever~!
Love alwayz,
WiL aNtHoNy BeAn
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[02 Jun 2003|12:42pm] |
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Deftones - *battle axes* and Cold - *stupid girl* |
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Hey! its been a long long time since i wrote in this lil thangy! My babi Doll Christine Marie updated it and made it all pretty wif *KoRn* stuff! Her journal name is DitzeBrunette! Well nothing has been really goin on in mah life lately! just playing baseball and still loving my babi doll! Right now im trying to find these damn concert tickets for 12 stones in jackson! I dont really like tha band that much but i need to go to a concert cos i havent been to one since Incubus and its been a few months! Im ready for staind, deftones, cold, or some of them bands to come around here again! thas gonna be da shit! oh well! Tomorrow i dont really have any clue wut ima do! Might be going over to my babies house! My damn comp has a vicious virus in it rite now n its fucking everything up on it! And her dad is gonna fix it all for me so ima have to take tha damn thang over there for him to fix it soon! If not my comp gonna juss blow up r some shit! Well sry this wasnt to interesting, but if you dont like it go fuck yourself in the ass! ill prolly update this again tomorrow mAYBE!
!~ I love you christine marie Blue~!
love alwayz,
WiL aNtHoNy BeAn
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[30 Apr 2003|08:40pm] |
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Sup n shit? nottin here juss talkin to my love *christine marie*! i had a good day today! we have exams this week adn we only have to go to the periods that we take em so i left at 9 today cos im exemped out of my 2nd period class which is accounting... =] Im going to see my babies chorus concert tomorrow at some place in Qtown! thata be kool! i miss her so much! I cant belive friday is my last day of high school! its GREAT! im ready to do the senior prank tho its gonna be great and lots of fun! well thas all i gotsa say! I LOVE YAH CHRISSY MARIE!
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[28 Apr 2003|06:14pm] |
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hi! im new at diz cos im bored as fuck! sooooo...... i juss got home a while ago from school.... the day was pretty much boring as usual i slept most of the day..... We janked on my friend cos he took a nasty ass skank to the prom this past weekend n then he hooked up wif her at the prom party n she straight nasty... so we spend most of out school day janking on him pretty bad.... Me n my babi had alot of fun during prom and after it **wink wink** well ima go now! i love yah chrissy marie!
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