First Entry, Life update
My life is very strange. It feels like my life is a car teetering on the edge of the grand canyon, and a slight breeze blowing either way would just make the car go tumbling down the side of the cliff, mangling the car the whole way down.
I just broke up with my girlfriend of four years. Since then I have really lived the single life, dating, making out with random chicks, drinking most nights of the week. My Ex (Christa) still wanted to be my friend, and I feel the same. As a matter of fact the two of us are going to Ocean City together. But last night I started feeling very strange, and I went to her house at 2am...we cried in each other's arms then made love until daybreak.
Meanwhile, there's this other gorgeous girl I've been dating, named Rachael, and she's so awesome. We're certainly not serious, but the fact is that Christa is really jealous, and although breaking up was originally her idea months ago, I think she wants me back very bad. So I completely toyed with her emotions by making love with her last night. I wish I was 17, with the perfect girl. I miss that girl so goddamn much it makes me want to vomit.