| Tears from eyes worn cold and sad |
[15 Feb 2004|08:54pm] |
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Wow this sucks
The only good thing is I finallly got my tutor.
But other than that everything sucks.
Everyone seemd to be mad at me.
I will have to deal with it .
Valentines day sucked as much as i thought it would.
yea
so blah
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| Tears from eyes worn cold and sad |
[15 Feb 2004|08:54pm] |
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Wow this sucks
The only good thing is I finallly got my tutor.
But other than that everything sucks.
Everyone seemd to be mad at me.
I will have to deal with it .
Valentines day sucked as much as i thought it would.
yea
so blah
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| kisskiss |
[24 Jan 2004|10:50pm] |
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I went to the mall today with my mom and amy.
It was fun.
Guess what!
:: shutters in disgust:: Valentines day is comming T_T
One of the worst days of the whole intire year
Because for those with a loved one they get to waste 10 to 20 dollars on a gift to prove to someone they love them but come on you don't need a gift to prove you love someone THATS WHAT ENGAGMENTS ARE FOR!
And for those with out a loved one it is just another day to make you deeply depressed and think wow I am I unloveable or something because you know what I seem to be alone on such a lame-ass day.
thanks for listening to my ranting.
Now I am going to continue to be jealous of everyone who is inlove and is loved back.
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| Hello there the angel of my nightmare |
[23 Jan 2004|10:18pm] |
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Well being home schooled is pretty cool.
Good thing my heart is a black hole or I would be having some serious problems with it.
Amy is hanging out with Bill.
I am so jealous of them they are so happy together.
They never fight they never get mad at each other and they take everyday as a blessing.
They know they will never seriously be apart so they live every day eager for the next.
Bill is really nice though I like him, he deserves Amy.
But in a way I don't like him because I know once Amy graduates she'll leave me.
She will go live with Bill and AFI.
And Amy I love her lots nothing could ever make me hate her.
But then I get so jealous of her because she can just be happy.
And then I hate myself because I am the reason I am alone.
I'm sorry I wasn't everything you ever hoped for.
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| tick tock staci's a clock |
[08 Jan 2004|06:49pm] |
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well I have had a shitty week If I do say so
Zac dumped me what a great guy I should return the favor but how?
Oh wellll I will get over it =)
any who I am going crazy how about you?
woo hooo
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