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    Friday, July 11th, 2003
    2:16 pm
    yea...so 80s night last night...someone must have sprayed that axe body spray on me or something...they played a lot of not 80s music lastnight...i wasnt feelin en vogue or any of that shit...so i mainly sat at the bar and made up excuses not to dance...some people that work with ruby and ellen came lastnight...they were stoked...little mikey was sandwiched between girls at most points in the night...sabrina moves out on sunday...im pretty excited about it(as bad as it sounds)...but she makes it easy to not be sad...i dunno...im having a lot of fun hanging out with ellen though...i think she likes hanging out with me too...haha she does...i find out something new about her everyday that absolutely amazes me...i guess someone wanted to make a movie about her dad and some medical discovery he made a few years ago...jeez...but we are talking about taking a road trip to colorado when they are done with summer camp on july 27th or so...patrick said 'hell yeah!'...so i think it would be fun...im gonna be a good student and start on my paper for english today...thats all i have to say...

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: mc5...motor city is burning
    Sunday, July 6th, 2003
    4:03 pm
    yesterday was pretty lazy...i sat around the house all day and didn't do too much...i waited for ellen and ruby to get done with their camp at 8pm and then we went up to kansas city and hung out with bagel, who just got back in town from italy...dave temple and jeff belzeski were there and they were really wasted...the girls had to be back at the dorms by 2am so we left kfc around 1...stopped by mcdonalds and scored up a mcchicken...i fed aj a fry bird-style...we had to pull off the highway so i could piss and 2 sheriffs drove right by and didn't do a thing...thats better...dropped off ruby and ellen and went ome and talked to sabrina for the first time since the 'incident'...shes moving back home this weekend but i think she has forgiven me...i love her a lot and i dont want her to see me as a sleeze ball...we talked until about 4am and she went to bed while i walked to rockwell's and chilled with him and morris since they left for lake owen this morning...me, rockwell and luke bender walked to my mcdougals house around 5am looking for some pot for them to take on the road...he didnt have any so we walked to my house and smoked some leafer...FUCK THAT SHIT!!!...i took a hit that was a bit too much for me and i had to walk outside and puke...i felt like such a pussy...i havent puked since halloween...and i was drinking beer lastnight too...i wasnt even drunk it was just the horrible ass leafer...so thats over with and we bullshit in skulls living room some more while the sun comes up...i went home to eat and fell out around 7am...what a weekend...i think aj may have gotten laid lastnight...i thought i heard a girl talking in his room when i went to bed...dunkle called me around 7:15 and was all hopped up on addorall...he wouldnt shut up...i actually slept until 2 this afternoon, so i was stoked...we watched full metal jacket and now i have to post some shit on the message board for my fiction class...we might go to brentons house later...he talks about a keg and some wacky punch...school tomorrow...back to reality...itchy eyes...later...

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: mc5...starship
    Saturday, July 5th, 2003
    12:33 pm
    Party like in the movies....
    So, after I wrote in here yesterday, we all(me, alex, johnson, nate, mikey, morris, jason, todd, yuri, brandon, luke, kati and casey) skated the park for about 2 hours in the ridiculous heat...it was very fun though...we were the only ones there...it was the 4th of july so liquor stores in kansas weren't open...sarah came through though and drove to missouri and came back with a handle of.........................whiskey!...god damnit...not again...so we get done skating and come back home...william s burroughs's widowed boyfriend, james(who is also yuri zapansic's landlord), had what was probably the best party i have ever been to lastnight...we get there around 10 pm and one of the 4 kegs had already been finished...the pool was filled with half naked to fully naked men and women...there was a 3 foot deep hole dug in the backyard which was filled with water/mud...mud wrestling...and these people were not shy either...at one point, there were about 15 people in the pit...most of whom had lost their clothes...next to the mud wrestling pit was a mini ramp(which had claimed the face of a drunk biker earlier)...next to the mini ramp was a trampoline...there was a live band playing...4 kegs...a jungle style swimming pool and hot tub...sooo many cool people...it was a hell of a time...the girls from 80s night were there too(ruby and ellen)...they are camp counselors from tennessee that are going to be here for 3 more weeks in the dorms...they helped me with my whiskey...as did rockwell and james...so people start to leave around 3am...aj(my ride) had left a long time ago and morris and quin disappeared too...but luckily, jason passed out on the trampoline and there was room for me in nate's car...we ate mcdonalds breakfast and little ben stayed on my couch because he was locked out of his house...i ended up seeing the sun come up again...i got to sleep in my room though...woke up at 11am and couldnt go back to sleep...so here i am...im gonna read some politics and write an intro for brandons interview in be mag...maybe play pool with johnson...

    Current Mood: groggy
    Current Music: janis joplin...little girl blue
    Friday, July 4th, 2003
    5:49 pm
    my eyes have seen you
    yesterday was gnarly...im going to leave a lot out but here goes...first, aj breaks his collar bone and collapses his lung, so i take him to the hospital and chill with him while, unbenounced to me, people were drinking perhaps a bit too heavily...which, in turn, resulted in luke bender flipping out on his x girlfriend, kati, who came here from colorado with him...then, we go to 80s night and its at least 115 degrees in there...alex is 18 now so him and nate came...they had fun even though they dont drink(wierd)...then, this girl, nikki, who really likes me a lot and is pretty cool but was really drunk decides to transfer ice from her mouth into mine...cool...NO...sabrina sees it and for some reason(alcohol), she completely flips out on me and threatens to beat up nikki(high school)...so im drunk and i dont really want to get yelled at during 80s night so i blow her off like shes completely overreacting...she was...so the club closes and it must have just been the heat release or the abundance of alcohol, but 3 or 4 fights break out in front of the club...people are bleeding and yelling, when all of the sudden, some dude bra shoves veronica, the bartender...i freak out and pin this dude on the sidewalk with my knee in his throat...he was completely wasted and was all apologising and shit...veronica was ok though so i walked home with alex and nate...we get there and johnson is on a rampage...theres like 15 or 20 people outside my apartment and theyre all just in awe of johnson breaking everything and bleeding everywhere...but he finds out about morris and rachna messing around a few weeks ago and threatens morris and morris wants to talk but johnson is too drunk to make sentences...so johnson runs off and rachna chases him...bla bla bla...all the while, sabrina is freaking out on me like i slept with soem girl or something...it wa only an ice cube transfer...so me and rockwell are the only 2 people still in reality so we decide to slam the rest of my kentucky together to catch up...we escape to james' house with morris and quin...we get there and its about 4am...nate, alex, todd, 2 girls that we met at 80s night, kelly beth, nicole and james and some of his buddies are there and i have an hour long conversation with the girls from 80s night about the doors...they were really cool and knew a lot about classic rock...so we hang out at the pool until the sun starts to come up, i leave with morris, rockwell and quin...me and rockwelll wanted mcdonalds breakfast bad!...morris wouldnt stop...we go to morris' apartment and theres people all over passed out...it was just like the movie kids...me and rockwell philosophised and smoked cigarettes outside while the sun came up...luke woke up and bitched some more about kati...i needed food so around 7:30 am, i walked home...my house was a battlefield...sabrina had locked me out of my room(schweet)...i ate some leftovers and strummed my guitar drunkenly while the birds chirped and i finally crawled up to aj's room where i attempted to pass out...NO WAY...sabrina wakes up and comes in there(its about 9am now)...she tries to talk(bitch) some more...im a little bit not in the mood for talking...finally she storms out of aj's room and i think i passed out until aj got home from the hospitalwith his mom...i walked downstairs and attempted to talk to her about aj...he got his bed back and i end up falling asleep on the couch until the sun blares in on me so bad that i wake up at noon or so(i really dont know)...all the people who passed out early make me go to paradise cafe with them...the sun was bright but i had my shades...our food took forever and 2 of the people i was with had to go to the bathroom to vomit while we were waiting...we got back and i took care of my stomach problem with a few hits of the pot weed...they watched old school and everyone is cool with eachother today(except sabrina with me)...im listening to the doors and slowly gaining back some energy...i know i left a lot of events out but my hands hurt...LA WOMAN

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: the doors...yes, the river knows
    Sunday, June 29th, 2003
    5:46 pm
    Cowgirl in the Sand
    HA! Everyone got back in town last night instead of Monday...Surprise! I'm sitting at Alex's house and in walks Mike Bailey, Morris, Noonie, Bruce and AJ...And I wasn't drunk yet...But, in celebration, I showed AJ how I can drink a whole liter of Whiskey...I blacked out around...I don't know what time, but I've been hearing stories all day about shit I was doing last night...I'm sure it was fun...It was wierd to wake up with other people in the apartment...It was cool though...talked to AJ this morning for a couple hours...they are definately glad to be back...I guess some skeezy girls called my phone last night, asking me to come over to their house...I wouldn't be here today if I would have gone with them...thank god...Sabrina said that I got home last night around 4 am and came into my room being really loud and then went into the bathroom and turned up The Cure really fucking loud...I wonder what I did in there...But today, I bought AJ some Yello Sub, then watched the 50/50 video and some of the footage they got out in Cali...the footage was bad ass and we still have until September to hammer out some more...then I went to Morris' and we got high and played horse at the frat house court acroos the street from him...i lost...Now I'm home and no one is here...Shower and read...

    Current Music: Neil Young...Down by the River
    Saturday, June 28th, 2003
    6:29 pm
    The days that shake...
    What good is a book without a reader...I just woke up and I feel great...refreshed like the soil after the rain...before I passed out, I tried to play basketball with AJ neighbor...it was really hot outside and I was slightly hallucinating but we called it good after he won the first game and I won the second...I still got it...I had a weird drream about Nathan carving KFC into the mirror in my parents' bathroom...I was pissed but he said sorry so I didn't bother...what makes us do what we do?...I don't know and I really don't care...TV pisses me off...How fucked up, as a nation, are we that we need to know how much Jennifer Lopez's fucking wardrobe...And yesterday, I almost shit myself when a "breaking story' came flashing across the screen, interrupting Fucking Survivor to tell us that some poor people's roof caved in on their home...they weren't even home!...who gives a fucking shit...how does the fact that I know that enhance my life?...in no way whatsoever...the news dude was going on and on about "Well, we're not quite sure yet whether they will be able to return home this evening, as the roof took out the gas meter. You see, the home's stove and heat comes from gas power, and if the meter is gone, they won't be able to cook warm food or have heat in their home."

    IT"S FUCKING 96 DEGREES OUTSIDE!!!! WHY THE FUCK DOES ANYONE NEED TO KNOW ABOUT HIS ANYWAY???????????? FUCK! What I think is that the media and most other higher-influence persona in this country never did enough drugs growing up. Because I feel like the only fucking non-clueless person in the world sometimes...which is the full reason that my fingers are so callussed...a minor....

    Current Mood: irritated
    Current Music: Bright Eyes...I watched you taking off
    6:29 pm
    The days that shake...
    What good is a book without a reader...I just woke up and I feel great...refreshed like the soil after the rain...before I passed out, I tried to play basketball with AJ neighbor...it was really hot outside and I was slightly hallucinating but we called it good after he won the first game and I won the second...I still got it...I had a weird drream about Nathan carving KFC into the mirror in my parents' bathroom...I was pissed but he said sorry so I didn't bother...what makes us do what we do?...I don't know and I really don't care...TV pisses me off...How fucked up, as a nation, are we that we need to know how much Jennifer Lopez's fucking wardrobe...And yesterday, I almost shit myself when a "breaking story' came flashing across the screen, interrupting Fucking Survivor to tell us that some poor people's roof caved in on their home...they weren't even home!...who gives a fucking shit...how does the fact that I know that enhance my life?...in no way whatsoever...the news dude was going on and on about "Well, we're not quite sure yet whether they will be able to return home this evening, as the roof took out the gas meter. You see, the home's stove and heat comes from gas power, and if the meter is gone, they won't be able to cook warm food or have heat in their home."

    IT"S FUCKING 96 DEGREES OUTSIDE!!!! WHY THE FUCK DOES ANYONE NEED TO KNOW ABOUT HIS ANYWAY???????????? FUCK! What I think is that the media and most other higher-influence persona in this country never did enough drugs growing up. Because I feel like the only fucking non-clueless person in the world sometimes...which is the full reason that my fingers are so callussed...a minor....

    Current Mood: irritated
    Current Music: Bright Eyes...I watched you taking off
    3:36 pm
    summertime...and the living's easy
    The book of ruckusness was updated last night...people were crystal stick fighting and fighting by other means...i ran out of whiskey early and scammed a few free beers...some girl asked me if i was in high school...everyone just woke up...i have yet to sleep...fuck it...like whiskey, sleeping is for girls...so I'm gonna go pass out...

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Current Music: huh...
    Friday, June 27th, 2003
    5:16 pm
    80s night...free drinks and drunk girls...the girls there are always so damn wasted...but so is everyone...the bartender gave me like 4 free shots of whiskey from the last of the bottle...kentucky gentleman, and they charge 3 dollars a shot when the whole bottle costs 7 bucks...fuck that. everyone gets back from cali on moday and maybe then, i wont be the only person in my apartment all day...im going skating in a few minutes...about time...we might go to springfield tomorrow...that would be rad...going skating...bye

    Current Mood: dirty
    Current Music: depeche mode...enjoy the silence
    Thursday, June 26th, 2003
    3:59 pm
    Understoked...
    I think Nathan's black-balling me. He says he can't get off work Saturday but I think they're leaving to Chicago without me. They better hope not. But I'm a little pissed to say the least. I was gonna meet Megan and we were going to jam to 80s tunes. Now she doesn't have a walking buddy. Sorry Megan. A bus could take me if I wanted to spend 88 bucks on a round trip ticket. That's sort of cheap, I guess, but not when it would have been free if someone drove. But I'll fucking live. Quit being such a pussy, Taylor. Tonight's 80s night and Brenton Wheeler's coming down for it since he's 18. Last night was whiskey Wednesday and me and Johnson each killed a pint of the shittiest Kentucky we could find. So, I ended up sleeping until 2.30 instead of walking in the heat, uphill to class. It's nicer out today than it has been. Rollerblade? Hope so. Don't have much else to say so yea.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: my guitar gently weeping
    Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
    6:32 pm
    shakeitup!!!
    Woke up. Got out of bed. Dragged a comb across my head. Found my way downstars and drank a cup...
    I came into a force of the day in rainy tops. Stayed in my dream and made a dash for the washer, washed that shit and jumped the next train to the flats. Flatted it up and L+4ed it up for a bit. Met the CCC and lost my dream from before. It got stuck to the inside of my chest and could be back later. The Rach freaked out on Johansen on my phone last night. Dyke. Rockwell's rad. I hope I get to go to Chicago.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: ...........Pat Benatar...Love is a Battlefield
    Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
    2:49 pm
    Expanding my Mind...sorta
    So, I'm gonna smoke a doobie by myself in my room...I don't always smoke alone really but I just feel like wondering today. The magic in this small space has lost most of its appeal and maybe a doobie will reignite the fire. I'm glad I don't have a girlfriend or a job.

    There are 2 completely opposite things that occupy my being during most days...reading/reflecting and just playing my guitar. These activities produce opposite results and feelings in my brain and I think that's the best thing a person could do. Reading forces me to open up to myself and my interpretation of the world around me. And when I'm playing my guitar alone in my room, it feels like it's just me and him in a closet of seclusion. I don't think, I don't talk, I don't even fucking breathe sometimes. Rock and roll is heaven to me.

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Current Music: The Who...I can see for miles
    1:32 pm
    I woke up in my bed and felt like my lungs were caving in...I should stop smoking blunts right before I go to sleep. I walked to class and about 100 yards into it, I thought to myself, "I think I should have put deodorant on my balls." The humidity here in Kansas makes my sunglasses fog up even when they're in my air-conditioned apartment. Miserable. I've never kept a diary before and I don't really feel like I need to purgate anything. I'm a real calm dude and the most pissed off I have been since I can remember was when I got a shitty haircut. And that lasted for about 4 hours. But since I have no job and I'm taking summer school while everyone else is out of town, I guess I'll explicate my days for you, the unnamed audience.

    After I read Conrad's 'Heart of Darkness' for class tomorrow, I think I will stay inside and play my guitar a lot, maybe eat some food, and definately have some drinks when my friends get off work. Megan is hotttt with 4 t's.

    Current Mood: hot
    Current Music: Duran Duran...Come Undone
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