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~* Diana Leigh *~'s Journal
hmm wow i think i'm turning into a bigger loser than anyone else in the world haha, i just had kinda a bad night but there have been some good things latlely too...
I played in that benefit hockey game and it was absolutely hillarious and just an ultimate blast, i wish we would do it like 10 times a year. I dont' think i've had that much fun in such a long time, and all of us girls, even if we weren't the closest of friends, acted like it and yea...it was just great. The best part is, we actually did it for a good reason, good stuff!
I hate chemistry, ya it's boring as hell...what made me think of that? umm me and burton were just talking about how bad it sucks, and how we cant' pay attention and mr. k puts us to sleep, grrr i hate it with a passion. And the fact that it's 6th hour makes it suck even more!!
hmm what else is there to say...Festival was amazing, i had so much fun, so that's too weekends in a row i did something that put a permanent smile on my face. It was my first driving road trip so that was kind of exciting too...me and Ally rocked out the slow music all the way home haha and we sung our hearts out. My voice was very very gone on monday morning.
I can not wait till homecoming!! at first kyle couldn't go because of a hockey game, but they got it changed so he can go now! yeahh.....diana is very excited mmmhmmm...but i think i'm heading out, i have a pink dress!! sorry that was random. Catch ya'll later. HUGS AND KISSES
Current mood:
creative.Current music: nothing.
Oh my gosh! I haven't writte in such a long. With all the hustle and bustle of school starting i just haven't had the time. There are a few things i should update you on.
1. I finished all that gay AP homework and i am so happy about it. No more Jane Eyre for me. Word of warning to anyone who is forced to read that book at any time in your life...BOOK ON TAPE! Reading it just put me to sleep like no other and it was just such a slow book. And do not ever choose to read it if you do happen to have the choice.
2. Everything is A Ok with me and kyle, if anyone cares...Our one year anniversary is Friday yikes! I wonder if we'll do anything special haha well i guess i have 4 more days to wonder about it.
3. I now know who Allyson's ben is haha, thanks to her showing me him in the yearbook, now everytime she talks about him i can have some idea who the heck he is.
4. I'm going to now break for kittens across America who have been subject to vehicular abuse HAHAHA. Ask me sometime and i'll tell ya why, or ask Allyson because she'd know too.
5. I hate my classes this year real bad and i have only gone through the first week. I don't have too many people in my classes and i really hate my lunch too, it sucks big time. And they are all hard. He's my schedule: computer 2, Pre calc, German 3, Adv. Bio, Ap Lang and Comp, Chemistry. So i really really have my work cut out for me here.
6. All i do with my life is hang out with the exact same people haha. This whole weekend I saw all of the same people, but i love it. These guys/girls are so much fun. Here's who i chilled with this weekend, keep it mind that i hung out with them Friday Saturday and Sunday night haha. Kelly, i hung out with her Monday afternoon and Thursday a bit but here's the rest...Lindsay, ben, paul, kyle, kyle, cj, jeff, becca, kaitlin, whitney....Ok so i wasn't with all of them everyday but i did see Lindsay, ben, Paulie, and Kyle C on Friday Saturday and Sunday. But, i loved every second of it. The question is no longer, "do you wanna do something tonight?" It's always "what are we doing tonight?" haha. And i chilled with Allyson one night too at fitz's.
Well im out! Dont' forget to ask Ally about the kitten haha. Goodnight ya'll
Current mood:
drunk.Current music: Bad Boys 2 soundtrack...shake ya tailfeather all the way..
nothing is happening in my life haha, just wanted everyone to know that
No, i was not drinking if that's what you were thinking! I'm just winding down from a weekend i believe was well deserved haha, i pretty much told you all about it already but i want to give the low down on what happened between me and my wonderful boyfriend.
*Me and Kyle started "taking a break" on i think Wednesday night. It wasn't a big deal, we didn't break up or anything...hell no...but we were just going to not hang out for a little bit and see what happened. Well he had that hockey tournament this weekend and of course i was at every single game (even the one at 8 o'clock saturday morning) On Friday night after the game we exchanged some conversation but not a whole lot. Then on Saturday, we decided we were going to have a bonfire out at lindsay's cottage. It was Me, Kyle, Brad, Lindsay, Jeff Olsen, Cj, Paulie, Benny B, my cousin Chelsea, Kaitlin, and Jimmy K. We were sitting on like opposite sides of the fire and just hanging out w/ everyone else like the best friends we all are. Yet, as the night wore on people moved chairs and walked around and after a while Kyle was right next to me haha. We were there for about 15-20 minutes, and then he just looked at me, grabbed my hand, and was like "hey, come here" So as everyone was watching (you have to understand CJ i guess to understand the craziness of that) He pulled me over to his chair and sat me right on his lap haha. It was sooo cute, Kait and Linds both gave me this look and I was just smiling ear to ear. I just knew things would be ok at that moment, i could tell just by the way his arms were around me. He had to go so i walked him to his car, and i told him how i was sorda confused because of the whole "break" thing but we didn't talk besides that...we just sorda umm...didn't talk HAHA! (you can catch my drift). Lindsay told me how right after we left to the cars, Kaitlin looked at her and said "so you think it's over" haha and then Jeff, Cj, Lindsay, and Kait held a conversation about us. How great, i don't even wanna know what was said. Well then on Sunday we talked like regular and today he came over and we watched a movie and just did stuff like normal. Cept it was different this time, i feel more strongly for him right now than i ever have. I really didn't think that it was possible. When he had to leave i said "see ya later" and he said "when" and i said "whenever you want" and he said "i'll call you in the morning" hehe.*
Ok i honestly feel like i just wrote a really really cheezy short story. Wait a minute, there's the story of my life. It's a big fat cheezy short story. But i wouldn't change this aspect of it for anything.
Bye
Current mood:
loved.Current music: do people honestly always listen to music???.
I had one of the best weekends ever!! This weekend was just a lot of fun, but first i have to mention something that's been on my mind. I also have had shitty service at la senoritas in Gaylord AND petoskey, so aimers and kelly...you are not the only ones haha. In gaylord once, we were there for basketball, we waited litteraly 2 hours for our food and when we got it...it wasn't even ours haha they got our orders mixed up w/ another group i guess. Terrible stuff, but i'm pretty sure we got our food free so it may have been worth it hehe. Anywho...I love kyle haha there's my weekend. I got to watch a lot of hockey this weekend too and i love hockey, well watching it at least. They played really well too...they got 4th outa 8 and the teams were really good. It was just a blast to watch. We saw some of the other teams get in fights and that was way fun too haha. Even the parents were gettin' into it. One mom was calling this kid a "pussy" and yes...i indeed hate that word. I also got to lay in the sun a lot this weekend cause we were having a family campout and ya...but i had to sleep in a tent one night haha but it was ok cause i was soooo tired from the night before. Me whitney Kaitlin and Lindsay decided to stay awake all night and well...we did it. We stayed up the whole night and then went to the hockey game at 8 the next morning. I got 1 hour of sleep all of yesterday haha ya i was pretty messed up. We watched "the shining", "blue collar comedy tour" and listned to an hour of mitch hedburg hahahahaha who is really really funny. Well, out for now
bye
Current mood:
awake.Current music: nadda.
WHO IS BEN?? I'm reading your soap opera life go down and i don't even know the characters haha. Is he from here? How'd you meet? What does he look like? What's his last name? I wanna know the works man! I had an ultimately shitty few days...really bad! I mean crawl in a hole and hide from the world bad! I think i'll just cut off my arms and legs so that i have an excuse not to leave my house...whatdya think??
I'm in a red light, it's something i learned from the speaker i went to, he is really smart. I could connect w/ exactly everything he was saying and i'm just now realizing that. I have to make some changes, but i don't know what those changes should be. It seems like everything that is wrong is 100% out of my control. I can't control being in love w/ kyle...cause i undoubtly am...And i can't control taking off my braces, i can't control school starting, i can't control other people...So i honestly do not know what to do. It really sucks, i feel so powerless.
Bye
Current mood:
pessimistic.Current music: "where is the love" By black eyes peas and JT.
It appears that today is August 6th, only 19 more days until we have to go to school. Sadness takes over....hmmm. I had an ortho appointment today and i have another one tomorrow...poopy stuff it is. I hate the orthodontist w/ an undying hatred. Oh and Amy, I made sure i checked in like 4 times haha and i made it really obvious and bratty for ya.
The sports talker guy was really good. At least what he had to say was, it got kinda boring after a while but I've had worst experienes in my lifetime. I just realized how boring my life really is, it's so boring i have nothing to say right now
bye
Current mood:
blah.Current music: "Mr.s Brown you have a lovely daughter...".
wow another boring day in Diana history. I went to the salon today got my eyebrows waxed (ouch) Then came home, washed my car, and did nothing...ooh fun fun fun. There are bugs infesting my computer screen right now and it's quite frighting. Tomorrow i am going to listen to a motivational sports talker guy...2, 3 hour sessions... though i'll probably only go to the first sessions, cause 6 hours is a really really long time in my eyes. Wow i'm sorry but i have nothing to say, cause my life is a complete and total bore.
I thought of something to say...I HATE ALPENA SCHOOLS!! and i can not emphasize that more. This year our spring break is combined w/ Easter break and good friday and it's only one week long. Yet we still don't get out until June 10th, which in Alpena times means June 12th or 13th. Could that be any more ridiculous. Since we're not in school our whole lives already, lets take away a whole break , what's 7 more days in a classroom right??? well it's a lot to me, and a lot to many other students. So the Warners can kiss my butt!!
Goodnight
ps. this picture of Kayla is from 8th grade, Mr. Mochelius (the art teacher) wanted his chair back...you can see him pulling it away in the background, but Kayla wouldn't get off...It was really really funny! You had to be there maybe haha. But anyway...here's the pic
Current mood:
amused.Current music: Jack Johnson.
Could this day be any nastier?? I'm not enjoying the rainy, no sun, yuckiness of it all. It's really annoying. Today I did nothing, never even left my dang house, i had the boringest day. I was supposed to do something at CJ's I guess but that must have fell through because nobody ever gave me a call. I've been waiting for the phone to ring all day. Hoping it be Kyle. I'm going to get a makeover tomorrow haha. My brother's g/f jessie is going to take me to the salon she works at and give me highlights and wax my eyebrows...OUCH! I'm not really looking forward to that all too much. AHHH I'M SOOO BORED. Waiting is the hardest thing in the whole wide world. I need to get a life, the past week i've only left my house like twice...ya it's pretty darn sad. Well i'll write more tonight if i do something worthy of telling ya'll. TTFN (ta ta for now, straight from Mr. Fitz)
Current mood:
contemplative.Current music: watching me, myself, and irene...and listening to it haha.
I just got home from Jacob's fire and boy do i ever smell...absolutely terrible haha. I hate the smell of campfire on my clothes, my skin, and especially on my hair. Hmm the events of today...well i woke up pretty late and sat around my house doing nothing and finally at around 3:30 i rolled into the shower. Then me and Lindsay went out to Jacob's and he took me and her, Don and Mike on the boat. Don and Mike first went tubing and then went wakeboarding. Don had never done it before, but he's a natural man haha he did really good. Then we went back and a bunch of people came over and we had a camp fire. It was good fun (besides the smell) On the way home though Don and Mike got pulled over (i call it the "being near diana syndrom", the cops are hardcore attracted to anyone around me) They told me and Lindsay they went to jail and stuff but they were just lying haha it was mean because we got really scared. They didn't even get a ticket i guess but umm they still have to go to court. What happened was some guy called them in for wreckless driving, cause they were being dumbbutts and swerving all over the road and stuff...you know stupid boys. Well Lindsay still thinks they're staying the nigth in jail but they stopped by me and told me they were just kidding. It's funny, but mean. That's about my whole day...Talk to ya'll tomorrow. KISS KISS
Current mood:
amused.Current music: The General.