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| 06:42am 23/04/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: Christina Milian Ft. Fabolous - Dip It Lowwww
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was goOd? I'm tired righ now n I'm not goin to school today ...dont really feel like it anyway so wateva..
I can't wait till my birthday, na seriously tho. . I'm dyin to be 18 already . . I think I'm gonna have a big partii wid all my homegirls n shit but I'm still not sure if I'm gonna do that or hit up a club. . fuckin Dax is an idiot n a half he's fuckin mad retarded and after all this time, I actually got to see how he really is and he's madd immature .. I can't take this kid seriously but you kno wat I'm not gettin bac wid him eva again...I'll still talk to him but me and him is done .. He juss aint ready for me
Yesterday I was chillin wid Juan, Mari, Kimberly, and Jorge... I was laughin so much that they thought I was fucked up or suttin (they kno I dont smoke tho, so they was like 'WTF?!') Jorge is funny to me tho, I dunno suttin about him makes me laugh .. I think it's tha way he speaks... Him and Dax copy off each otha and wen I said somethin that Dax had told me tha otha nite, Jorge was like 'Heyyy, he got that from me !! Why is he jockin me and my brother?!' lol I was dyin tho . . . then we drove them to nite school n I went home around 6..
Before that I was chillin wid my ex K-otix and his homeboys Kashid, Bardia, and some nigga (Skimmy, some shit; I don't remember) . . I was supposed to call this modelin agency back but I dunno, I guess I'll call them today...If I actually get enlisted, I have to go to Jerzee...ehh wateva I guess... I have a meeting/interview today wid someone that works in Hunter College ( The college I'm going to !! :] ) My father knos her husband ... I dunno wat we're supposed to be talkin about but I guess I'm lookin forward to that later on today...
My hair came out so pretty straight... and my sista did it to!! Came out madd nice...I have a pic of it on meetspot that I took wid Juan's fone.... oOo yesterday before I met up wid anybody I went to go eat wid Sean...Sharisse introduced him to me cuz he saw my pic on Sharisse's fone n thought I was cute...He is adorable.. at least I think so.. lol
There's some freshmen kid that I'm definitely feelin !! whooo lol that's funny tho that nigga's gonna get madd hype that he's talkin to a senior but he is so adorable... I would definitely bag himmmmmm lol I actually saw him leavin wen I came back to the school from chillin wid Sean and so I went up to him n started talkin to him... He told me his name..I'm not gonna say it yet but I'll get bac to that ;) ... He's supposed to be gettin on tha football team so thas wassup... then I met up wid Bardia (which reminds me a lot of that kid, they kinda look alike)...
iite well I dunno wat else to write except that I'mma go to Juan's barbeque which is gonna pop off in his crib tomoro (He lives in SI) . . I dunno I might bring my sista...maybe her and her homegirl Rossanna...
iite I'm out
p.s. I love this song =] |
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| 07:38pm 18/04/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: argh. . nothing
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Lost In Ariz0na: trying to do some hw BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: yea ok BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: if u were tryin to do hw u wouldnt be online Lost In Ariz0na: lol Lost In Ariz0na: dont believe me Lost In Ariz0na: ill talk i dont care BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lol Lost In Ariz0na: im about to stop doing hw cuz its killing my shit BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: killin wat shit BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: your sperm count BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: how could doin hw kill your shit Lost In Ariz0na: Lol Lost In Ariz0na: wtffff BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lol for real Lost In Ariz0na: It's a figure of speechj BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: and wat would that figure of speech translate to in english? Lost In Ariz0na: almost the same thing Lost In Ariz0na: lol Lost In Ariz0na: killing my _________- Lost In Ariz0na: anything else BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: so wat is doin your hw killin? BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: your "trips" to arizona BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: no more frequent flyer miles? Lost In Ariz0na: Lol Lost In Ariz0na: yoooo why are you so crazYYY BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: cuz homework doesnt count as frequent flyers lol BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: am i really that crazy? Lost In Ariz0na: :-\ Lost In Ariz0na: Yes. BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: you have to think about it tho Lost In Ariz0na: Something good happened lately>/ BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: really how am i crazy BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: im juss very hyper right now and thats not often that happens Lost In Ariz0na: ur acting different Lost In Ariz0na: Exactly BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: or am i always hyper? Lost In Ariz0na: Lol BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: thus, always crazy? Lost In Ariz0na: only God knows BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lool BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: i think it was the hi-c i drank Lost In Ariz0na: Lol Hi C got them next chemicals Lost In Ariz0na: that get u drunk BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: i dont think they call it "Hi C" for nothin Lost In Ariz0na: Lol |
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| LMFAO |
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| 01:44am 06/04/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: argh. . nothing
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jaCkas$`puttin tin fOil shyt up in da mic0wave ` make an expl0sive with that shyt 2mins later: Wayne: WAH CHA DAO? Cindy: WAT THE FUK WUS THAT . .[breathes loud] Susan: *crakin up*
lol courtesy of Sue ^^ |
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| dAyuMm... |
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| 02:12am 05/04/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: argh. . nothing
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fucken late . . .but im not tired... I went to that partii last night an it was bumpin... i chilled wid my homegirls n shit n at tha end i chilled wid dax . . .i didnt go home last night cuz of a few things . .I regret it in a way now because this can bring drama for me in the future. . God Forbid it, I know He's on my side, but I did do wrong by my parents n now I feel bad. . .
I hope I see Dax soon cuz I need to talk to him about a lot of shit. . .he's workin tomoro but he betta call me . .
if he doesn't wateva, afta all this drama n heartache, guys don't mean much to me. .
that's kind of a subjective statement but you know what, it happens.
$kEtChY |
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| They love in the hood I'm like the Ice Cream Truck . . |
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| 07:18pm 30/03/2004 |
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mood:  drained
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was hood peepz? gonna make disz short cuz im about to get in the shower.. might be goin wid dax to wisconsin for a week n a half but i dont think its gonna happen cuz, once again, im havin second thoughts about that nigga. . i was on tha fone wid him for about 3 hours yesterday juss talkin about madd shit n i suggested that l break up wid him until he comes bac to new york . . he told me no that he wants to be wid me but i think im gonna do it . . im gonna talk to him about it tonight n then see wat happens . .he says he's gonna call me from ova thea tho [[ last time he went he called me everyday so i kno that boy be missin me ;P ]] .. yea so i feel that maybe we shud break up n get back wen he comes bac to new york . .not that i dont trust him [[ well, sorta ]] but i wanna c how he reacts to it cuz maybe he'll change his mind n tell me that yeah it is betta that we're not togetha . .im not really lookin forward to the party my homegirl's throwin for her birthday this saturday [[ which is gonna be on bay ridge av btwn 4th n 5th aves ]] but if i do go, i kno im wearin p :)
ex called me to blame me [[ well, wateva ]] for the calls he's been gettin and i havent even been callin him.. for that matter even gave his # out to anyone . . i juss dont like it wen people think i be doin ish like that to them . .
im kinda excited now . . . u kno why ??
I got into Hunter !!
I'm lookin forward to tha nursin program im plannin to enroll in .. yay hilary gonna be a nurse soon
I'm gonna be drivin by the end of this year but not by my birthday as planned because i researched n shopped around n the insurance goes up at least 2 g's because i'm high-risk. . .n my parents are gonna be payin for my college n all . .
iite i got shit to do
im out muahh !! |
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| 12:33am 29/03/2004 |
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absence makes the heart grow fonder.
or not :\ |
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| What Hurts the Most |
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| 02:31am 27/03/2004 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: Monica - What Hurts the Most
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Boy, it's been a long time Since the last time I saw you Feels like nothin' changed Since we've been together I must admit that I go crazy 'bout you
And I can see it in your eyes That there's somethin' you want to say to me 'Cause usually right now You'd be holdin' on to me But instead you're tellin me
Things have changed, they're not the same And recently you found someone that you Decided to dedicate your whole life to And what we had has got to be through
(chorus) And baby, what hurts the most is letting go I just want you to know that I love you so I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down And I thought for sure you'd always wait for me
I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand Silly of me I thought I'd always have your heart I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing you now
I hate that there is someone new Comin' in and takin' my place Doin' the things that we used to do And makin' love to you
And oh, what am I supposed to do It's killin' me 'cause I want you And you should have known my love was true And there's no one else in this world for me but you
But things have changed, they're not the same And recently you found someone that you Decided to dedicate your whole life to And what we had has got to be through
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I know that I'm the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah I really, really wish that I could be happy for you There's just one thing I need you to do Don't you touch her like you used to touch me Don't you love her like you really need me Don't you love her like you used to love me
(chorus)
What hurts the most is letting go, it makes me feel so tired Just to let you know I love you so, I love you so What hurts the most is letting go, im tryin to let you go Just to let you know I love you so, I love you so |
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| waS goOd . . . STILL sickkk |
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| 01:35am 27/03/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: Mobb Deep - Got It Twisted ---- ma fuckin songgg
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yea I'm gettin betta thoO... babii boO Dax juss hit me up real quick.. he chillin wid his homeboys so I told him to be good n call me wen he was free lata on.. yea me n him are kinda back togetha again... thas wassup righ? yea thas my lil Hondurian nigga... even tho he be wylin
but who said wylin was bad??
I was cruisin thru Dekalb n Sunset today wid Mari, Eve n Chris [[ hehe ;P ]] ... bought a few things, seen a few heads... ahem a few knuckles heads....
anyway, I put more pics ma meetspot thing n a lot of ma DOL homegirls like dat shit now lol...they hooked n now Mari wants to get me hooked to Migente... i aint givin in lol ... yet..
my toes are baby p!nk righ now =] adorable.
SkEtChY |
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| sTiLL siCk.. |
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| 01:25am 26/03/2004 |
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mood:  sick music: Usher - Let It Burn
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I was sick this whole fuckin week already...havent been eatin much eitha but its all good im gonna get betta God Willing...
the song that I'm listenin to gives a real thrashin to my heart cuz it's for real.... people don't realize you not supposed to let a diamond go...tha pain wont leave me for a long time word is born but imma have to deal like i been dealin
i dont like COCKBLOCKERS
dont hate on me cuz im doin me
I wasnt tryin to see jah like dat wat the fuck he aint even all that anyway
besides that I'm chillen....very very very tired tho... not from school or work but from bein sick (I called in sick tha whole week for school n Wednesday for work)
on April 3rd.... let it be known.... George, my homeboy from FDR, is havin a birthday partii... I already kno wat I'm gonna wear an it's gonna be FLYYYYY =] all I have ta say is that I look mMm MmM good in pink .... especially if it's Victoria Secret : pink <---- lol nah I'm juss playin
I'm hopin just to have fun that evenin, no dumb shit... I haven't been to a party in a while eitha soO..wateva
im out... tired... n Juan is supposed to pick me up tomoro so we cud cheq Yvon n how her tattoo is goin on [[ she gettin a tattoo tomoro ]]
HOW FUCKIN HYPE AM I ?!?! VERYYY CUZ MOBB DEEP IS COMIN OUT WID A NEW ALBUM!!
oOoh yeah....u kno I gotta leave ya wid one
(( muah <33 )) |
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| ehh wateva |
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| 05:57pm 21/03/2004 |
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u kno wat... i'll write this lata
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| 11:06am 20/03/2004 |
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There Comes a Time in Your Life When You realize Who doesn`t matter, Who Never Did, and Who Always WILL... Unfortunately Sometimes You realize it Too Late....
p.s. Lyla's 1st birthday today...then Brett's |
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| aS fiNgEr - LiCkiN gOoD aS KFC |
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| 10:52pm 18/03/2004 |
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mood: hmmm.... music: Ivy Queen - Papi, Te Quiero
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elem: come ova then elem: ill make u not bored elem: lol
ew lol EDIT 11.5.2007! LOL
Dalylah's birthday party is still on for Saturday so that's wat I'm lookin forward too in tha day... my homegirl Brett's birthday party at night?? not sure about that yet tho but iite
imma take my braids out prob Saturday night I guess cuz my shits are still neat!! ill holla bac wid some pics as soon as this dumb ass boyfriend of Mari's sends tha pics
HoLLa bAcC pA |
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| waS gOoD pEePz |
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| 10:48pm 17/03/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: **yawn
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wassup ya'll... I'm tired so I'mma make this short for now...didnt get home till 730 since the time I got out of school...went to chill wid Marisella [[ MI BITCHHHHHHHH ]] , her man Danny, and his brother Dave.... lol at first everyone was shy and all...David is kinda shy but we was talkin n shit an he's wassup u kno...we went to they computer n they was fuckin wid they migente page...mari is dyin to make me wun so i guess ill let her do it juss as long as she hoOk it up!! yea so while they was fuckin wid tha codes n shit AOL fucked up for like tha 4th time lol n since tha beginnin I been tellin them ta take fliqz wid they webcam.... werd so we hooked it up n took HELLA FLIQZ .... there came a point wear all of us were in tha pic and we were tryin to fit all in that tha light that we put on top of tha computer monitor fell n broke! it cut my face n tha glass n powder got all over some of our pants [[ not mine tho but i was the only one that got cut ]] i got cut in my prettii face lol na im good tho... iite so wen i get them from danny, I'll add them fliqz cuz they are hottt... an if mari makes me a migente page ill put tha link on hea...oOo n one funny thing is that people call Dave Sketch... LOL n people call me Sketch, Sketchy but that's mad weird how we called tha same thing...I took his trucker hat todaii to wear in tha pics [[ it says sketch ]] n now I'm keepin it!! :P
besides that I'm tired n I'm started to get sickkkkk of Starbucks lol
Happy St. Patricks' Day !!
stay up..
I've realized that long after I'm gone, things will continue to grow, the sun will rise and set as it does, and lost love may never be found again....
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| 11:38pm 16/03/2004 |
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McDonalds Ebonics
Not exactly wat I'm tryin to say wen I call its slogan liberal lol
muah :: SkEtCh |
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| 11:08pm 16/03/2004 |
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i dont know why you crying like a bitch talking shit like a snitch, if you really didn't care you wouldnt want to share, telling everyone just how you feel. Fuck what i did, was your fault how fuck the presents i threw all that shit out, Fuck all the crying it didnt mean jack, well geuss what yo, fuck you right back, you thought you could really make me moan, I had better sex all alone, i had to turn to your friends, now you want me to come back you must be smoking crack, im going else where and that a fact! Fuck all those nights i moaned real loud, i faked it, fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back well geuss what your sex was wacked! |
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| 06:31pm 16/03/2004 |
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music: Lil' Flip - Game Over
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chris from tha partii called me juss now!? how that nigga had a coogi sweata n hat n that hot ass shit...i'll ^^date wid some piCz lata on cuz that party was wassup tho...n so was he :oP
dalylah's birthday party is this weekend so thas wassup toO
thank goodness Jesse dont call me anymore I was about to get a restrainin order on his @$$...fucken stalken ass... and on top of it fucken stupid ass Vadim calls him from my fone in tha mornin w/o me knowin so he thinks I wanted to talk to him...
imma flip this bitch from my school very soon for runnin her mouth
besides that im lookin forward to lyla's party this weekend everybody should be thea =] holla |
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| MORALITY ISSUE HERE?!? |
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| 06:04pm 16/03/2004 |
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mood: tipsy music: ERBODY IN THIS BITCH GETTIN TIPSY
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BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: so get him piss drunk for me tomoro BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: then we could take advantage of him BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: u no manipulate him BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: LOL Lost In Ariz0na: Lolllllll Lost In Ariz0na: If this was Full House, Danny would have talked to us by now and said that manipulatiing people is wrong Lost In Ariz0na: Lol i dont know. i was watching Full House so that show is stuck in my head now BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: LMFAOOOOOOOOO |
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| Riz's Prediction #743 |
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| 02:32pm 16/03/2004 |
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mood:  numb music: ehh
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Riz0ne FTP: Yeah i see ur point Riz0ne FTP: But on snowy days, ANYTHING can happen Riz0ne FTP: Dont ask where that came from Riz0ne FTP: lol |
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| If I Ain't Got You |
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| 03:10pm 15/03/2004 |
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Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power (yeah) Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
(2x) Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby |
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