PiCk iT uP sLoWw   
06:42am 23/04/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Christina Milian Ft. Fabolous - Dip It Lowwww
was goOd? I'm tired righ now n I'm not goin to school today ...dont really feel like it anyway so wateva..

I can't wait till my birthday, na seriously tho. . I'm dyin to be 18 already . . I think I'm gonna have a big partii wid all my homegirls n shit but I'm still not sure if I'm gonna do that or hit up a club. . fuckin Dax is an idiot n a half he's fuckin mad retarded and after all this time, I actually got to see how he really is and he's madd immature .. I can't take this kid seriously but you kno wat I'm not gettin bac wid him eva again...I'll still talk to him but me and him is done .. He juss aint ready for me

Yesterday I was chillin wid Juan, Mari, Kimberly, and Jorge... I was laughin so much that they thought I was fucked up or suttin (they kno I dont smoke tho, so they was like 'WTF?!') Jorge is funny to me tho, I dunno suttin about him makes me laugh .. I think it's tha way he speaks... Him and Dax copy off each otha and wen I said somethin that Dax had told me tha otha nite, Jorge was like 'Heyyy, he got that from me !! Why is he jockin me and my brother?!' lol I was dyin tho . . . then we drove them to nite school n I went home around 6..

Before that I was chillin wid my ex K-otix and his homeboys Kashid, Bardia, and some nigga (Skimmy, some shit; I don't remember) . . I was supposed to call this modelin agency back but I dunno, I guess I'll call them today...If I actually get enlisted, I have to go to Jerzee...ehh wateva I guess... I have a meeting/interview today wid someone that works in Hunter College ( The college I'm going to !! :] ) My father knos her husband ... I dunno wat we're supposed to be talkin about but I guess I'm lookin forward to that later on today...

My hair came out so pretty straight... and my sista did it to!! Came out madd nice...I have a pic of it on meetspot that I took wid Juan's fone.... oOo yesterday before I met up wid anybody I went to go eat wid Sean...Sharisse introduced him to me cuz he saw my pic on Sharisse's fone n thought I was cute...He is adorable.. at least I think so.. lol

There's some freshmen kid that I'm definitely feelin !! whooo lol that's funny tho that nigga's gonna get madd hype that he's talkin to a senior but he is so adorable... I would definitely bag himmmmmm lol I actually saw him leavin wen I came back to the school from chillin wid Sean and so I went up to him n started talkin to him... He told me his name..I'm not gonna say it yet but I'll get bac to that ;) ... He's supposed to be gettin on tha football team so thas wassup... then I met up wid Bardia (which reminds me a lot of that kid, they kinda look alike)...

iite well I dunno wat else to write except that I'mma go to Juan's barbeque which is gonna pop off in his crib tomoro (He lives in SI) . . I dunno I might bring my sista...maybe her and her homegirl Rossanna...

iite I'm out


p.s. I love this song =]
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
CONVOS   
07:38pm 18/04/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: argh. . nothing
Lost In Ariz0na: trying to do some hw
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: yea ok
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: if u were tryin to do hw u wouldnt be online
Lost In Ariz0na: lol
Lost In Ariz0na: dont believe me
Lost In Ariz0na: ill talk i dont care
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lol
Lost In Ariz0na: im about to stop doing hw cuz its killing my shit
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: killin wat shit
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: your sperm count
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: how could doin hw kill your shit
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol
Lost In Ariz0na: wtffff
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lol for real
Lost In Ariz0na: It's a figure of speechj
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: and wat would that figure of speech translate to in english?
Lost In Ariz0na: almost the same thing
Lost In Ariz0na: lol
Lost In Ariz0na: killing my _________-
Lost In Ariz0na: anything else
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: so wat is doin your hw killin?
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: your "trips" to arizona
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: no more frequent flyer miles?
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol
Lost In Ariz0na: yoooo why are you so crazYYY
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: cuz homework doesnt count as frequent flyers lol
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: am i really that crazy?
Lost In Ariz0na: :-\
Lost In Ariz0na: Yes.
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: you have to think about it tho
Lost In Ariz0na: Something good happened lately>/
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: really how am i crazy
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: im juss very hyper right now and thats not often that happens
Lost In Ariz0na: ur acting different
Lost In Ariz0na: Exactly
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: or am i always hyper?
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: thus, always crazy?
Lost In Ariz0na: only God knows
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: lool
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: i think it was the hi-c i drank
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol Hi C got them next chemicals
Lost In Ariz0na: that get u drunk
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: i dont think they call it "Hi C" for nothin
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
LMFAO   
01:44am 06/04/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: argh. . nothing
jaCkas$`puttin tin fOil shyt up in da mic0wave `
make an expl0sive with that shyt
2mins later: Wayne: WAH CHA DAO?
Cindy: WAT THE FUK WUS THAT . .[breathes loud]
Susan: *crakin up*


lol courtesy of Sue ^^
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
dAyuMm...   
02:12am 05/04/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: argh. . nothing
fucken late . . .but im not tired... I went to that partii last night an it was bumpin... i chilled wid my homegirls n shit n at tha end i chilled wid dax . . .i didnt go home last night cuz of a few things . .I regret it in a way now because this can bring drama for me in the future. . God Forbid it, I know He's on my side, but I did do wrong by my parents n now I feel bad. . .

I hope I see Dax soon cuz I need to talk to him about a lot of shit. . .he's workin tomoro but he betta call me . .

if he doesn't wateva, afta all this drama n heartache, guys don't mean much to me. .

that's kind of a subjective statement but you know what, it happens.


$kEtChY
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
10:49pm 01/04/2004
  http://www.stud.ntnu.no/~alexann/






holla lol
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
They love in the hood I'm like the Ice Cream Truck . .   
07:18pm 30/03/2004
 
mood: drained
was hood peepz? gonna make disz short cuz im about to get in the shower..
might be goin wid dax to wisconsin for a week n a half but i dont think its gonna happen cuz, once again, im havin second thoughts about that nigga. . i was on tha fone wid him for about 3 hours yesterday juss talkin about madd shit n i suggested that l break up wid him until he comes bac to new york . . he told me no that he wants to be wid me but i think im gonna do it . . im gonna talk to him about it tonight n then see wat happens . .he says he's gonna call me from ova thea tho [[ last time he went he called me everyday so i kno that boy be missin me ;P ]] .. yea so i feel that maybe we shud break up n get back wen he comes bac to new york . .not that i dont trust him [[ well, sorta ]] but i wanna c how he reacts to it cuz maybe he'll change his mind n tell me that yeah it is betta that we're not togetha . .im not really lookin forward to the party my homegirl's throwin for her birthday this saturday [[ which is gonna be on bay ridge av btwn 4th n 5th aves ]] but if i do go, i kno im wearin p :)

ex called me to blame me [[ well, wateva ]] for the calls he's been gettin and i havent even been callin him.. for that matter even gave his # out to anyone . . i juss dont like it wen people think i be doin ish like that to them . .

im kinda excited now . . . u kno why ??


I got into Hunter !!


I'm lookin forward to tha nursin program im plannin to enroll in .. yay hilary gonna be a nurse soon

I'm gonna be drivin by the end of this year but not by my birthday as planned because i researched n shopped around n the insurance goes up at least 2 g's because i'm high-risk. . .n my parents are gonna be payin for my college n all . .

iite i got shit to do


im out muahh !!
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
12:33am 29/03/2004
  absence makes the heart grow fonder.






or not :\
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
What Hurts the Most   
02:31am 27/03/2004
 
mood: thoughtful
music: Monica - What Hurts the Most
Boy, it's been a long time
Since the last time I saw you
Feels like nothin' changed
Since we've been together
I must admit that I go crazy 'bout you

And I can see it in your eyes
That there's somethin' you want to say to me
'Cause usually right now
You'd be holdin' on to me
But instead you're tellin me

Things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had has got to be through

(chorus)
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait for me

I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'd always have your heart
I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing you now

I hate that there is someone new
Comin' in and takin' my place
Doin' the things that we used to do
And makin' love to you

And oh, what am I supposed to do
It's killin' me 'cause I want you
And you should have known my love was true
And there's no one else in this world for me but you


But things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had has got to be through

(chorus)

I know that I'm the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah
I really, really wish that I could be happy for you
There's just one thing I need you to do
Don't you touch her like you used to touch me
Don't you love her like you really need me
Don't you love her like you used to love me

(chorus)

What hurts the most is letting go, it makes me feel so tired
Just to let you know I love you so, I love you so
What hurts the most is letting go, im tryin to let you go
Just to let you know I love you so, I love you so
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
waS goOd . . . STILL sickkk   
01:35am 27/03/2004
 
mood: happy
music: Mobb Deep - Got It Twisted ---- ma fuckin songgg
yea I'm gettin betta thoO... babii boO Dax juss hit me up real quick.. he chillin wid his homeboys so I told him to be good n call me wen he was free lata on.. yea me n him are kinda back togetha again... thas wassup righ? yea thas my lil Hondurian nigga... even tho he be wylin

but who said wylin was bad??


I was cruisin thru Dekalb n Sunset today wid Mari, Eve n Chris [[ hehe ;P ]] ... bought a few things, seen a few heads... ahem a few knuckles heads....

anyway, I put more pics ma meetspot thing n a lot of ma DOL homegirls like dat shit now lol...they hooked n now Mari wants to get me hooked to Migente... i aint givin in lol ... yet..

my toes are baby p!nk righ now =] adorable.



SkEtChY
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
sTiLL siCk..   
01:25am 26/03/2004
 
mood: sick
music: Usher - Let It Burn
I was sick this whole fuckin week already...havent been eatin much eitha but its all good im gonna get betta God Willing...

the song that I'm listenin to gives a real thrashin to my heart cuz it's for real.... people don't realize you not supposed to let a diamond go...tha pain wont leave me for a long time word is born but imma have to deal like i been dealin

i dont like COCKBLOCKERS


dont hate on me cuz im doin me


I wasnt tryin to see jah like dat wat the fuck he aint even all that anyway


besides that I'm chillen....very very very tired tho... not from school or work but from bein sick (I called in sick tha whole week for school n Wednesday for work)

on April 3rd.... let it be known.... George, my homeboy from FDR, is havin a birthday partii... I already kno wat I'm gonna wear an it's gonna be FLYYYYY =] all I have ta say is that I look mMm MmM good in pink .... especially if it's Victoria Secret : pink <---- lol nah I'm juss playin

I'm hopin just to have fun that evenin, no dumb shit... I haven't been to a party in a while eitha soO..wateva



im out... tired... n Juan is supposed to pick me up tomoro so we cud cheq Yvon n how her tattoo is goin on [[ she gettin a tattoo tomoro ]]



HOW FUCKIN HYPE AM I ?!?! VERYYY CUZ MOBB DEEP IS COMIN OUT WID A NEW ALBUM!!



oOoh yeah....u kno I gotta leave ya wid one


(( muah <33 ))
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
ehh wateva   
05:57pm 21/03/2004
  u kno wat... i'll write this lata



 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
11:06am 20/03/2004
  There Comes a Time in Your Life
When You realize Who doesn`t matter,
Who Never Did, and Who Always WILL...
Unfortunately Sometimes You realize it Too Late....





p.s. Lyla's 1st birthday today...then Brett's
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
aS fiNgEr - LiCkiN gOoD aS KFC   
10:52pm 18/03/2004
 
mood: hmmm....
music: Ivy Queen - Papi, Te Quiero
elem: come ova then
elem: ill make u not bored
elem: lol


ew lol EDIT 11.5.2007! LOL




Dalylah's birthday party is still on for Saturday so that's wat I'm lookin forward too in tha day... my homegirl Brett's birthday party at night?? not sure about that yet tho but iite

imma take my braids out prob Saturday night I guess cuz my shits are still neat!! ill holla bac wid some pics as soon as this dumb ass boyfriend of Mari's sends tha pics

HoLLa bAcC pA
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
waS gOoD pEePz   
10:48pm 17/03/2004
 
mood: tired
music: **yawn
wassup ya'll... I'm tired so I'mma make this short for now...didnt get home till 730 since the time I got out of school...went to chill wid Marisella [[ MI BITCHHHHHHHH ]] , her man Danny, and his brother Dave.... lol at first everyone was shy and all...David is kinda shy but we was talkin n shit an he's wassup u kno...we went to they computer n they was fuckin wid they migente page...mari is dyin to make me wun so i guess ill let her do it juss as long as she hoOk it up!! yea so while they was fuckin wid tha codes n shit AOL fucked up for like tha 4th time lol n since tha beginnin I been tellin them ta take fliqz wid they webcam.... werd so we hooked it up n took HELLA FLIQZ .... there came a point wear all of us were in tha pic and we were tryin to fit all in that tha light that we put on top of tha computer monitor fell n broke! it cut my face n tha glass n powder got all over some of our pants [[ not mine tho but i was the only one that got cut ]] i got cut in my prettii face lol na im good tho... iite so wen i get them from danny, I'll add them fliqz cuz they are hottt... an if mari makes me a migente page ill put tha link on hea...oOo n one funny thing is that people call Dave Sketch... LOL n people call me Sketch, Sketchy but that's mad weird how we called tha same thing...I took his trucker hat todaii to wear in tha pics [[ it says sketch ]] n now I'm keepin it!! :P


besides that I'm tired n I'm started to get sickkkkk of Starbucks lol


Happy St. Patricks' Day !!

stay up..




I've realized that long after I'm gone, things will continue to grow, the sun will rise and set as it does, and lost love may never be found again....


$kEtCh
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
11:38pm 16/03/2004
  McDonalds Ebonics


Not exactly wat I'm tryin to say wen I call its slogan liberal lol



muah :: SkEtCh
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
11:08pm 16/03/2004
  i dont know why you crying like a bitch talking shit like a snitch,
if you really didn't care you wouldnt want to share,
telling everyone just how you feel.
Fuck what i did, was your fault how fuck the presents i threw all that shit out,
Fuck all the crying it didnt mean jack,
well geuss what yo, fuck you right back,

you thought you could really make me moan,
I had better sex all alone, i had to turn to your friends,
now you want me to come back you must be smoking crack,
im going else where and that a fact!
Fuck all those nights i moaned real loud, i faked it,
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back well geuss what your sex was wacked!
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
   
06:31pm 16/03/2004
 
music: Lil' Flip - Game Over
chris from tha partii called me juss now!? how that nigga had a coogi sweata n hat n that hot ass shit...i'll ^^date wid some piCz lata on cuz that party was wassup tho...n so was he :oP

dalylah's birthday party is this weekend so thas wassup toO

thank goodness Jesse dont call me anymore I was about to get a restrainin order on his @$$...fucken stalken ass... and on top of it fucken stupid ass Vadim calls him from my fone in tha mornin w/o me knowin so he thinks I wanted to talk to him...

imma flip this bitch from my school very soon for runnin her mouth

besides that im lookin forward to lyla's party this weekend everybody should be thea =] holla
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
MORALITY ISSUE HERE?!?   
06:04pm 16/03/2004
 
mood: tipsy
music: ERBODY IN THIS BITCH GETTIN TIPSY
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: so get him piss drunk for me tomoro
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: then we could take advantage of him
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: u no manipulate him
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: LOL
Lost In Ariz0na: Lolllllll
Lost In Ariz0na: If this was Full House, Danny would have talked to us by now and said that manipulatiing people is wrong
Lost In Ariz0na: Lol i dont know. i was watching Full House so that show is stuck in my head now
BaBy GrL 2 EnVi: LMFAOOOOOOOOO
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
Riz's Prediction #743   
02:32pm 16/03/2004
 
mood: numb
music: ehh
Riz0ne FTP: Yeah i see ur point
Riz0ne FTP: But on snowy days, ANYTHING can happen
Riz0ne FTP: Dont ask where that came from
Riz0ne FTP: lol
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)

 
If I Ain't Got You   
03:10pm 15/03/2004
 
music: Alicia Keys
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power (yeah)
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you


Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

(2x)
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
 
     

(rUn Ya gaMe)