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okay I am pissed off....like angerified.....I *so* want to fucking get out of this fucking hellhole with fucking people I can't fucking stand...I am tired of taking their ignornant bullshit and I am tired of being treated like a fucking waste...I swear on my fucking grave I WILL get revenge....and pay backs are definately a BEEEEEOTCH.....what the fuck did I ever do to be treated like this? well....welcome...they have awaken the beast....the BITCH that I truly am...and desire to be....they will fucking think that they are living in hell....*smirk*.....fucking bring it assholes....I am sick of this shit...I hope they beat me to a bloody pulp so that way I can fucking let them have everything that has built up inside me for 18 fucking "beautiful" years of my fucking life.........
JUST FUCKING BRING MOTHER FUCKERS......
Jen
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[24 Jul 2003|03:32pm] |
[24 Jul 2003|10:29am]
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_going to the doctor's today to get my TB checked out...how exciting eh? how do you all like my layout for my journal? I have been working hard at it for a couple of days now...I have met some awesome new people this past week and I just wanna say hey hos! *giggles* aight...it will be aight....I promise... hum...I might be going to the punk show thingy at the student union building tonight....I wonder if muh Nate wants to go....even though he doesn't like punk bunches but hey....*shrug* he would be with me *smile* Danabanana is in L.A...she called me from HollyWeird...she said he wanted to come home cuz she missed me bunches...but yet the guys are incredible and bartending school is the shysta....*hugglies to her* mes is proud of you baby! keep up the good bitch work....*grin* and mes misses you bunchies!!!!!
A Little less than a month till school.....
what is taking so long? yet why is it going so fast?
in life no matter what you do I guess you can never win....
*shrug*
Toodles
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[24 Jul 2003|10:15am] |
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_going to the doctor's this morning so they can check out my TB shot and get my papers for Gannon...that way I am all ready to go.... Less than a month until I leave this hellish nightmare minus muh Nate and head off to the big bad college scene of Gannon... it isn't coming soon enough yet...it's coming too fast...*shrug* In life I guess no matter what you just can't win.
<3333
Lovies~
Jen
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[23 Jul 2003|06:44pm] |
You are "Vivica". You've probably been
hurt by a lover, and have someone trying to let
you know that he's never going to change. Don't
stay with him just to be in a relationship.
It's worthless. Listen to your friend. You're a
beautiful person inside, you're probably afraid
to let it show.
Which Jack Off Jill Song Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
hehe...all about me eh?
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[23 Jul 2003|06:40pm] |
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Brain is fried!!! been on the computer way way WAY too long today...*giggles*...I have been on the computer for 6 and a half hours straight today...just updating my journals and making them all pretty-i-fied..and stuffez....well I am gunna go cuz my eyes hurt...and I am lazy ... XD
<33333 you all!
o0oJeno0o
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[23 Jul 2003|03:01pm] |
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Welcome to another boring day in the so called life of me.
Not a whole lot has been going on these few days...Nate's electric was shut off due to the ignorance of his aunt...but we won't go into that long catastrophe....he's been having some ass loads of bad luck lately....he was late for work yesterday...and it's just aweful...I feel *so* bad... but me *loves* him so at least that makes it a little better... :o)
Don't be afraid to post...lol....I don't bite..and if I do I don't bite hard ;o)
Lovies~
<3333 JeniBean
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[21 Jul 2003|11:29pm] |
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Got my shots for college today...how fun eh?
I am *REALLY* sore right now... *sad face* oh well...but hey at least I got to see muh Nate today even though he had a tummy ache...poor boi...Me still loves him though.
I took Daddy out to lunch today...spent the last of my money on him...hehe...he got his blood taken today too...and he had to lay down for it....hehe what a big baby...but I guess that's what happens when you get old and you are a man...
*smile*
Ya gotta love em though, right?
Lovies~
Jenibean
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Hey all :o)
Today has been a rather boring day but yet it was needed....hehe...slept in till about 1:30 in the afternoon which was really cool...and Nate said he has something planned for me ...but then said he couldn't do it....Dissappointed am I...but oh well I will get over it...I am feeling rather sickly right now...I dunno if it's because I am having my period or if it's because i am truly sick *shrugglies* dunno nor do I care...lol....all the shots I am going to get on Tuesday will make it all feel better....I promise :o)
Now if only Vanessa called me or emailed me or something so that way I know if we are rooming together or not....cuz if she doesn't want to I will probably end up rooming with Marlea if that 's okay with her....*sigh* I am a busy busy girl...I might go for a wheeler ride...hehe I am in definate need of it ....
Later Alls~
*muah*
Lovies and Dovies~
Jenibean
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[15 Jul 2003|05:18pm] |
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[14 Jul 2003|01:35am] |
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I thought I would update my journal real quick like before I headed off to sleepy-dream-land....hum...didn't get to see my boi tonight *sad face* but that's okay it will just make seeing him that much better :o) I *can't* wait till Friday and Saturday...hopefully Nate will be able to spend the night and what not cuz he has sumptin' planned for us....I am *so* excited!!!!
Meow times fifty billion gazillion!!!!
anywho...I am cold and tired and my sweetheart is in bed....in sleepy-dream-land so I guess I will join him....if only we were in the same bed *sigh* oh well..
nuh-nights to you all....
Lovies and Dovies
Jenibean
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Just poking my head in and saying hi!!!!
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hey all!!! Good news!!! I am getting back to being my old self again...yay!!!! you know..the cool lovable and less dramatic Jen...the Jen that doesn't take everything so "seriously"....I explained this to Nate this morning when I called him and he was shocked that I wasn't mad at him because he was supposed to call me....and didn't...lol....he's like..."Um...you sound happy...Are you okay? Are you sure you aren't mad?"....and I told him I wasn't mad at all...not even upset and I giggled...he tries really hard...and sometimes I make things seem impossible...so I am truly tired of being difficult and complex and I really want people to start to get to know me...and who I really am...inside and out... *excited* on a lighter note....I almost got pulled over by a cop today....I pulled out of the Wendy's parking lot and I screeched my tires only to my surprise of a cop going in the opposite direction as myself.....welll that cop just turned around and flashed his lights....lol....but thank God to the idiotic driving of people who live in Warren.....there was a huge traffic jam and I kept on getting further and further away,,,,lol...so finally he gave up and turned his lights off....hehehe
The Incredible Jen Escapes AGAIN!!!!!
Mwahhahahaha
yeah! Beat that!
Anyhow I am going to go...
I love you all
Specially Nate
Lovies and Dovies,
JeniBean
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okay....first I want to apologize to everyone for swearing horribly on my last entry...that was *so* not cool of me! and Secondly I want to apologize to my Nathan....I now know that you truly do love me...Thank you for taking me out to dinner....it was *so* incredibly sweet...it means *so* much to me...no one has ever done that for me before...and I thank you....I am sorry I ever doubted you...will you ever forgive me?
I love you.
Lovies and Dovies~
Jen
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hey all...
*sad face* *tear*
I am feeling sick....*sigh* and I am once again depressed....When will this episode of darkness and gloom ever end? I feel *so* under appreciated....*cries* why can't anyone just love me for who I am and not what I buy them or how much money I have?
I am done being nice...I am tired of being treated like crap..and I am tired of being used and such....if it comes down to it...I will die being single and lonely...Fuck this...
I am tired of being not appreciated...call me ungrateful...or selfish or whatever...but I am *soooo* fucking tired of being treated like I don't fucking count
FUCK ALL OF YOU.
Jen
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[06 Jul 2003|02:37am] |
Goodnight my sweetest Nate...I love you with everything I have...
Loves~
your Baby
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Looks like no body tis be online...*sigh* actually I didn't have a horrible time at the parade cuz I got to spend it with some one I truly adore and love *smiles* yeah yeah...that's right! *wonders* hum...maybe I should take my futon and put it in the bed position...maybe..but that's work I would have to do..lol am talking to Joyce right now...hehe...we be talkin' bout Chris...hehe...right...the poor guy is so lost...oh well...I still think Joyce should give Bill a chance...they would make a cute couple..anyhow...
yeah....
I am *so* excited Dan!!!! We are going to school soon...but then again it saddens me too...I have to leave muh Nate.....*biggest sad face in the world* *tear*
*sigh*
Anyhow I suppose...it's late...and I am talking with Nate...
Laters all...
BTW Dan...you are *so* my new bestest friend too...*giggles* Don't worry...we can do our hair and nails together!!!! ;o)
Love.Peace.Rock.Goodnight.
Nate's Baby
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