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Finals Week [14 Dec 2003|10:28pm] Hey all...sorry I haven't updated in forever...so busy am I!!!! Well I got my tattoo.....I am officially in my fraternity....I get to go home on Friday for a month or whatever.....get to see my best friend who is coming home for christmas....and I have the most awesome friends in the world.... Guys sorry I haven't been commenting....but I just reformatted my computer and I have been really busy with college junk...but on that note....I do love you all and I have not forgotten about a single one of you..... I love you all Love Always <<33 Jeni

Please pray [24 Sep 2003|11:57am] [ mood | hopeful ] This is probably one of the only public messages I will post on my journal because I feel that everyone should know this and Steve needs your help... I come to you for help and guidence... my friend Steve is in the Pittsburgh hospital with cancer of the lymph noids...he is not doing so well... no matter how much you are religious or how much you aren't I ask for your help in praying for him..He's is 18 and his dream is to come back to Gannon..those were his last words the last time he was awake enough to talk... so please shine the glory of God upon him and his family and friends...pray for a miracle and pray for the wellness and let God's glory shine upon his soul and heal his wounds.... please...if anything just do it for him... We all know I am not too much of a religious person but I ask of you to pray for Steve regardless if whether you like me, don't like me or don't even know who the heck I am....but please...pray for him and his family,friends, and his doctors.. Thank you. <333 Always Jen

[31 Jul 2003|05:31pm] [ mood | sad ] Starting today....all the people who are reading this outside of the blurty community and are not on my friends list...*sad face* are no longer permitted to read my journal....from here on out only the people on my friends list can read and enjoy my entertaining life.. If you want me to add you to my friends list....do comment otherwise....It was fun.. btw...if you are in the blurty community and are in my friends list but still can't read my entries.....try to sign in first! *muah* <333 Forever Yours Jen

1Gone Mad :+: [31 Jul 2003|05:08pm] You're The King of Town You are extremely self absorbed. You think you are the most important person alive, but in reality not even your friends can stand being around you most of the time. You could probably stand to lose a few pounds, and stop eating so much. Which Homestar Runner Character Am I? lol..... I *love* being me

Sleepy land sounds pretty darn good right now!!! [31 Jul 2003|01:33am] [ mood | drained ] Well everyone went to bed...lol...no more entertainment...*sad face* oh well...that's what happens when you tell your boi that you will call him to wake him up for work at 4 am...and decide to just say up all night and morning so that way you don't have to fall into a deep sleep and then feel bad for not waking up in time....awe nuts....I left my cellie on....it's prolly dead by now...*runs to her purse and finds her cellie* YAY it's not dead!!! that's totally rad...!!! anywho...yeah...saved it! Niki is going to the hospital for treatments...poor girl....me loves you bunches!!! Anyhow...off to bed! Me loves bunches! Lovies~ <3 Jen

[30 Jul 2003|11:08pm] [ mood | loved ] Hey all...*giggles* Today was fun...stayed home till about about 4ish....then called Missa and we headed to Wally's World...and walked around....got a nasty head ache and what not...and then we went to the mall....it was awesome that I got to spend time with her...I missed her *so* much!!! poor Danielle would have had a fit...cuz ya know....shopping was *our* thing...oh well...Nate finally caught up with us at the mall and took us both out for dinner at No. 1 Buffet....a.k.a....kick ass chinese!!!! Rawr!!! Then we went to Wegman's and I stole his cellie and he hunted me down for like ever in the store....finally he caught up with Missa and I in the douche asile!!!! lol then we decided to go to the park.....I saw a couple of bitches staring at me so naturally I stuck my tongue out at them and then laughed....I got out of the car...and Nate picked me up over the fence...and then we went for a walk in the park...hand in hand....Missa walking a long...it was just a really nice night.....and to top it off... I had the chance to talk to Erin Wood..... Erin I just want you to know that I heart you... Well I am going to go now....People are actually entertaining me for once...!!! Lovies to all!!!~~~ <33 Always your Jen

[30 Jul 2003|12:48am] My life is rated NC-17. What is your life rated?

1Gone Mad :+: [30 Jul 2003|12:26am] [ mood | sleepy ] today was a full fledged boring as hell day...hopefully Curt and I will do something together tomorrow...but we have to do stuff before 5 cuz I think he has plans....*shrug* finally! I get to hang out with friends!!! I wrote a poem today....it's called Undone...it's a very dark poem.....Idunno if I should post it on here or not....hum....tell me what you all think...should I or shouldn't I? I think I am going to go and grab a soda....real quick like... naw....I won't...cuz it's late at night and I am already fat enough....*shrug* but ya know...okay okay...I am NOT fat....I am just chubby...which is *so* incredibly cute that it's great! trying to think positive here! Andrew gave me an erotic stories site link dealy!!!! THANKS ANDREW!!! I dunno...I think I am going to go and pee now...and then brush my teeth and go to bed Curt wants to do something in the morning Lovies~ <3333333 Jen

[29 Jul 2003|06:11pm] heh it figures eh? You represent... playfulness. Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy doing, but you're mostly just about having fun. You're into partying, and it's seems that people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy their's. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla

[28 Jul 2003|03:16am] [ mood | sleepy ] the stars were crystal clear tonight...nothing but a perfect ending to an enjoyable night/day..all except for getting sick..and sleeping for 4 hours....but hey...in the end...it was all worth it... *smiles* specially that tickle war that Nate and I had...fun stuff...fun stuff....anyhow since it is in fact quite early in the morning and I need to get up and work I shall be heading off to sleepy land...so goodnite all.... lovies~ <333 Jen

[27 Jul 2003|01:44am] You Are a Like Eyes! Sly, mysterious, and very sexy. You have a deep stare and lure people in with your gaze. Anyone would be lucky to get with you. Why? Because your big on doing things all the way... And making sure the pleasure is distributed evenly. And if not fifty/ fifty, your lover will get even more. You're sweet, kind, and love to be a tease at times. Congrats! You've got it all. What Body Part Are You Most Like? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Uncommonly attractive vivacious impulsive demanding does not care for criticism ambitious intelligent talented likes to play with its fate can be egoistic very reliable and trust-worthy faithful and prudent lover sometimes brains rule over heart but takes partnership very serious.

[26 Jul 2003|09:48pm] Your score is 31/50 what does that mean? Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

[26 Jul 2003|09:28pm] My personality is rated 31.What is yours?quiz by midgetfarm.com

[26 Jul 2003|08:06pm] [ mood | accomplished ] Okies!!!! Majorly serious updating potential....Viewer discretion is advised... Hey all...sorry about all of my recent posts...actually all of my posts for that matter... X-D they all are just REALLY REALLY REALLY short....and there isn't a whole lot of meat to it...so here it goes.... this entry is all about me...and my life...so if I bore you...I am sorry...oh by the way... EAT MY ASS WITH A FUCKING RUBBER SPOON....!!!! Obviously you wouldn't be reading my journal unless you were like totally in love with me...okay...j/k....we will keep it as a mere...friend to friend caring type thing.. Rawr!!! Oh yes about me...and my life... My name is Jeniffer Marie Leach and I live in a small hick town in the most boring state in the world which would be Pennsylvania...My birthday is November 22 of the year of 1984..which means I am 18 biatch and it also means I was born on Thanksgiving!!.. I live with my 21 year old asshole of a piece of shat of a well you get the pic... brother whom everyone seriously thinks is gay but hehe my parents tell me all the time how he's never going to get anywhere in life...due to the fear of being on his own...*gasp* oh yeah...and I live with my mom and dad... pretty normal family you might think...but that's what all of the outsiders would say... but I will tell you a secret.... "DON'T JUDGE ANYTHING BY THE WAY IT LOOKS....CUZ IF YOU DO...YOU ARE FUCKED...and you will mostly be REALLY dissapointed... *sad face*" I just graduated from the biggest shit hole in the world, Eisenhower High School...literally..the halls smelt of cow shat almost every morning...yay fun...I was a pretty cool kid at good ole' EHS...I had my moments..but ya know...who doesn't? With out them life would be WAY too boring..and everyone would kill themselves...I never really was accepted to just one group...all bunch of groups dubbed me as their own just for the prime fact that I was involved with any club and sport known to man that fat people could join...and still look quite suave doing so...I am/was a quad letterman...with 2 varsity jackets...don't believe me? well isn't that too fucking bad?! I took voice lessons ever since I was in 3rd grade but quit the summer of my senior year..it just wasn't my cup of tea...instead I study with myself...yup that's right...my own voice lessons....ROCK!!!! \m/ I was in marching band....*looks around at one smart quote" One time at band camp..."* yeah FUCK YOU ALL...I WAS A BAND FAG DAMN IT... but don't knock it till you fucking try it hos!!! Marching band was the shat....I had the power of all the groups I was in...I even told the band director to go and fuck himself right infront of the whole band...and I didn't even get in trouble...*shifty eyes* well maybe I did get in a little trouble...but not enough to refrain me from doing it again...I was the Best Percussionist from my school and I am so proud ..I totally kicked the guys' asses...*waaaaacha!!!* and I also met a bunch of the greatest people I have ever known in the history of highschool...but that's all done and over with...*sigh* but even though I am glad it is all over I would give anything to be a senior/junior in highschool...I just didn't really realize how great and easy we had it...with our mommies and daddies helping us wipe our asses so we could all be lazy fucks...*shrug* but that's the past... Oh yeah...August 24th I leave for one of the most exciting/horrid experiences I will ever encounter in the whole history of my life I am going to be leaving for college.... at Gannon University... in Erie PA I would be scared...but why should I? I already have tons upon TONS of new friends..which totally rock my lolipop...!!! even though I am leaving behind my best friend...but he will survive...in the meantime...I dunno if I will.. Anywho........if you wanna know more about my past life...do request...I just thought I would give you a taste of who I am... and what I am about...but yet you all have yet to know me.. for the first time in my life I am letting people get to know me... congrats!! wanna fuckin' cookie cuz I am sure you are smiling inside... ;oP anyhow.... i <33333333333333333 you all... <3 Always Jen

[26 Jul 2003|06:10pm] *sigh* In need of food..... I am *so* bored and this really sucks.....so much for Nate wanting to do something...I still can't fucking believe that shit... and I am depressed as fuck too...maybe I should just go and die some where...it's not like someone would know... I just wish someone cared about me 24/7/365....but apparently that is something that is totally impossible....but whatever......I am tired of feeling lonely...even when I do have a boyfriend.

[26 Jul 2003|05:39pm] I love you Do I hate you? brought to you by Quizilla

[25 Jul 2003|02:55pm] [ mood | disappointed ] well I am a little better today than I was yesterday...but I am confused...and somewhat hurt...okay hurt A lot....get this.... Nate was going to take Riggie,Chrissy and Justin and I out tonight....but everyone blew him off....so Nate has decided to blow me off....wtf?...just whatever... he was all like....well I can blow them off tomorrow if you just wanna spend time with me and blah blah blah,,,,you are more important to me cuz you're my best friend....and blah blah blah....now he decides that I am not good enough or something...and he tells me he just thinks that he will visit his grandpa....I hate to tell him but I FUCKING LEAVE FOR COLLEGE IN LESS THAN A MONTH...and he "so called" "wants to spend every free second with me...." well fuck that....cuz you lied.... *tears rolling down my cheeks* Am I really that worthless? or annoying or dumb or ugly? well I hope so....cuz it will make you hate me a lot easier. <3333 Jen

[25 Jul 2003|12:22am] You are Jasmine! You love your pets and strive to be a great person. Although sometimes you might come off as a snob that is just because you're very picky about who you trust. You're very seductive and guys are attracted to you because of it. You're geniune beauty and courage are something that will get you far in life. You're awesome! Which Disney Princess Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

1Gone Mad :+: [24 Jul 2003|11:58pm] [ mood | calm ] Heart attack - I'm surprised you didn't feel the bacon grease clogging your arteries! The extra pounds didn't help those scary moments at work when your boss asked to "speak" with you... the sweat dripped down your forhead and into the soft folds beneath your third chin. Then... BAM!!! Heart attack #4 is the winning ticket! You're dead! What will be your cause of death? brought to you by Quizilla well my mother did always call me fat.... bitch..... <3333 Jen I just wanna say thanks to Dana....you are the most amazing girl in the whole entire world...and I find it so incredibly cool that you are here for me even though you don't know me very well....it feels good to know that at least some one cares....and I would say that it's nice to know that someone understands too...but what we both have been through is just wrong...If I were to have a hero...I would pick you...cuz you are the shat! And I heart you to pieces and then some!!!! Thank you for being my friend.

[24 Jul 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | angry ] Convo..between Vanessa and I....it explains a little why I am pissed.... xPidyPwincessx:see I feel like I wanna fucking take something sharp and put it through my ear and then mash my own fucking brains out...cuz I can't take it any more xPidyPwincessx: but I am not going to do that ...cuz then they would win xPidyPwincessx: and fuck them DrummerCrazy2003: aww poor baby xPidyPwincessx: sorry...I feel really bad cuz I am like venting and shit on you xPidyPwincessx: sowwy xPidyPwincessx: *hugglies* xPidyPwincessx: I just needed to talk to someone DrummerCrazy2003: don't worry about it DrummerCrazy2003: ;-) DrummerCrazy2003: i'm here for you xPidyPwincessx: I am *so* glad you are online xPidyPwincessx: I just *so* wanna scream!!!! DrummerCrazy2003: go ahead DrummerCrazy2003: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DrummerCrazy2003: >:o xPidyPwincessx: then they would come upstairs and beat my ass DrummerCrazy2003: well type it out xPidyPwincessx: but ya know what? I almost fucking care anymore....it's just a matter of seconds that I am going to fucking snap...I have held all my anger in for 18 years of my life....all the way from my dad beating the shit out of me on a daily basis...to my mom calling me fucking fat and asking me if I was fucking jealous of her...and from my brother tormenting the hell out of me xPidyPwincessx: I just don't fucking get it...I really really REALLY fucking don't.....I have ALWAYs taken shit from everyone in my fucking family...and I have never done anything to them xPidyPwincessx: no matter what my brother does....like him putting nair in my hair spray bottle ....to throwing me up against the wall cuz I had the same shirt on....to threatening to kill my dad...he is the fucking Goddess of the house...

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