"the sweet aint the sweet without the sour"   
02:35pm 30/05/2004
mood: thoughtful
music: everytime -britney spears
3 day weekend!! wooo hooo! im so glad its the weekend. i hate school so much right now. its a pain in the ass were writing a stupid reseaerch paper in english and i have to do my ap psych presentation on tuesday blahh. but after thats over its pretty much finals. i never study for finals...i dont need too. finals are a waste of time for people who make deans list and honor roll. we should get exempt from them for having good grades. anyway, last night was chinna's birthday suprise. it was so fun...me and pat blind folded him and made him guess where we were going by making up rhymes. we went to dinner and they sang happy birithday to chinna. i saw vanilla sky last night too. its a really good movie...like, the meaning behind it.
03:59pm 26/05/2004
mood: chipper
music: kiss fm
TodaY wAs BoRiNg..im getting so sick of school. luckily we don't have school monday and i wont be there half the day on thursday cuz i have dance try outs for this one commercial my modeling agency wants to try out for. holy shit im so nervous for that. wish me luck. i better get started on my hw. xoxo
dance all night   
12:07pm 24/05/2004
mood: mellow
music: sheryl crow
prom was friday night and it was A LOT of fun. me and sammi both went with dave and we got so much attention for iit haha. the DJ was aweomse...he played some awesome songs and he played oldies!!!! i love oldies. post prom was fun too. on the way there me and sammi like fell asleep on each other haha then we danced more. we got back to the high school at 4 but we didnt get home til 445. i slept at sammi's house and we stayed up til 6 watching the old gower memory video. it was fun...i had a good time.
anyway, we only have a couple weeks left of school. i cant wait for summer. this has been a crazy school year and very stressful. im so happy summer's almost here. later babes
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04:06pm 21/05/2004
mood: blah
music: norah jones
the ap psych exam was today...im so glad that's over. the multiple choice was so easy but the 2 essay questions were kinda tough. i think i did pretty good on it though. im so tired..theres not much to say so im gonna go...adios
11:39pm 17/05/2004
mood: sleepy
music: mandy moore
today is friday! im sooo glad the weekend is here. i hate school im so sick of it. 24 days left. tonight was fun... i saw sam again after like 2 weeks of not seeing each other so that was nice. i saw christine at yorktown but we didnt talk much. ok im sooo tired im gonna go. night night
have fun reading that...   
06:23pm 15/05/2004
What is your name?:Amy
Are you named after anyone?:my aunt
What's your screename?:babyaims
Would you name a child of yours after you?:no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:jason or jesse
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:michelle
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:no
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:yes...id go by my first and middle name
Your gender::female
If not, do you want to be?:no
Birthdate::november 9
Your age::16
Age you act::16
Age you wish you were::older
Your height::5'9
Eye color::brown/green
Happy with it?:yes
Hair color::blond
Happy with it?:yes
Your living arrangement::i live in my room
Your family::?
Have any pets?:2 cats and 2 dogs
Whats your job?:dont have one
Obsessions?:ashton kutcher
Do you speak another language?:nope
Have a favorite quote?:dreams are the touchstones of our character
Do you have a webpage?:does a journal count?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:i try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yes
Do you have any secrets?:nope
Do you hate yourself?:no
Do you like your handwriting?:yes
Do you have any bad habits?:nope
What is the compliment you get from most people?:i have a nice smile
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:my secret life
What's your biggest fear?:spiders
Can you sing?:a little
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:nope
Are you a loner?:no
What are your #1 priorities in life?:being myself, being respectful
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:yea
Are you a daredevil?:no
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:im too shy
Are you passive or agressive?:passive
Do you have a journal?:yea
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:strength- im a good listener, weakness- im too shy
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:nothing
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:yup but im not saying
Do you think life has been good so far?:yea, but not lately
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:be yourself, live life to the fullest, dont cheat
What do you like the most about your body?:im tall --5'9
And least?:im taller than a lot of guys
Do you think you are good looking?:yea
Are you confident?:yea
What is the fictional character you are most like?:not sure
Are you perceived wrongly?:i dont think so...
Do You...
Do drugs?:never
Read the newspaper?:no
Go to church?:i used to
Talk to strangers who IM you?:nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?:yup
Take walks in the rain?:yup
Talk to people even though you hate them?:yea
Like to drive fast?:nope and i get a lot of shit about it too
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:yeah
Hurt yourself?:no
Been out of the country?:london, paris, mexico, and cancun
Eaten something that made other people sick?:no
Been in love?:no..
Done drugs?:nope
Gone skinny dipping?:with a few friends at sammi's lake house
Had a medical emergency?:no but ive had stitches
Had surgery?:no
Ran away from home?:no
Played strip poker?:yep
Gotten beaten up?:no
Beaten someone up?:no
Been picked on?:yup...i wasnt cool enough
Been on stage?:yes
Slept outdoors?:yup and im never doing it again
Thought about suicide?:no
Pulled an all nighter?:no, latest ive stayed up is 4am
If yes, what is your record?:4am
Gone one day without food?:no
Talked on the phone all night?:yep...sam, karen, sammi, christine, kirk...the list goes on
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yup
Slept all day?:only until 1
Killed someone?:no
Made out with a stranger?:no
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Thought you're going crazy?:no
Kissed the same sex?:aha yeah
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no besides that ^
Been betrayed?:ive felt like it but no
Had a dream that came true?:prince charming dreams
Broken the law?:yeah, stupid things that i regret doing
Met a famous person?:thomas caine
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:no
On purpose?:no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:yeah all the time when i was younger
Stolen anything?:...clothes from my sister
Been on radio/tv?:both...i played a friend of Martha Moxly in her documentary and me and my friends got on kiss in like 8th grade
Been in a mosh-pit?:no
Had a nervous breakdown?:no
Bungee jumped?:no way
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yea
Belive in life on other planets?:yeah, theres no way in a universe this huge that we are the only living beings
Love at first sight?:yes because i believe in fate
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yes
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:no
Do you wish on stars?:i would but u cant see stars in chicago
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:to a certain extent
Do you think God has a gender?:yes
Do you believe in organized religion?:yea
Where do you think we go when we die?:heaven
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yea
Who is your best friend?:karen, sammi, and christine
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:karen
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:trust ur instincts
Your favourite inside joke?:dont have favorites
Thing you're picked on most about?:i dont drive fast enough for a lot of people and i wont give in to peer pressure
Who's your longest known friend?:karens
Shyest?:i dont have shy friends
Funniest?:chinna, pierce, and mike
Sweetest?:chinna and erica
Closest?:karen, sammi, christine
Friends you miss being close to the most?:none because the ones im not close to anymore are bitches
Last person you talked to online?:dan
Who do you talk to most online?:sam, kirk, sammi, christine, and chinna
Who are you on the phone with most?:karen, sam, christine
Who do you trust most?:my mom
Who listens to your problems?:karen
Who do you fight most with?:christine haha
Who's the nicest?:all of them
Who's the most outgoing?:danielle and christine
Who's the best singer?:nina
Who's on your shit-list?:people i hate
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:aha never thought of it
Who's your second family?:karen
Do you always feel understood?:no
Who's the loudest friend?:danielle and kelly
Do you trust others easily?:no
Who's house were you last at?:erica's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::sam
Do your friends know you?:somewhat
Friend that lives farthest away::karen--nashville
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:if i have a broken heart or a relationship ends in a bad way
What do you find romantic?:a walk on the beach in the moonlight holding hands
Turn-on?:funny, smart, nice, muscles, good smile, tall
Turn-off?:bad attitude
First kiss?:7th grade
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:a bit annoyed and confused
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:either is fine
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:no because then it wouldnt be as special
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yup
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i hope so
What is best about the opposite sex?:knowing that u have a shoulder to cry on
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:they can be complete assholes
What's the last present someone gave you?:a car :-D
Are you in love?:not yet
Do you consider your significant other hot?:yup
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:i dont know..
You wanted to kill?:mr kimpton
That you laughed at?:pierce
That laughed at you?:mike while calling me a stupid blond
That turned you on?:sam wrapping his arm around me
You went shopping with?:my sister and grandma
That broke your heart?:no one
To disappoint you?:sammi
To ask you out?:sam <3
To make you cry?:people in general
To brighten up your day?:dave and dan
That you thought about?:karen and her friends in tn
You saw a movie with?:sam
You talked to on the phone?:sam!
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:dan
You saw?:danielle
You lost?:my dog ..::tear::..
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:no
Will it be with your significant other?:
Or some random person?:
What are you wearing right now?:pink sweats and a blue tank topp
Body part you're touching right now::leg..?
What are you worried about right now?:going to school tomorrow
What book are you reading?:lord of the flies...some stupid english book
What's on your mousepad?:tennis balls
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::tired, pissed, sad, sick, moody
Are you bored?:yes
Are you tired?:yes
Are you talking to anyone online?:dan
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:content
Are you listening to music?:yea...black eyed peas hey mama

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life's a bitch~   
02:09pm 15/05/2004
mood: pissed off
music: haunted- evanescense
i hate being a teenager i fucking hate it. theres so much drama n shit going on in my life right now and i cant handle any of it cuz it makes me so upset. i wanna be 3 years old again. i wish i lived in a dream. then everythiung would be perfect and i wouldnt have to deal with school n everything else thats upsetting me. this whole school year has sucked majorly. and i HATE south...none of my teachers can teach and some of the people at my school are the biggest assholes ive ever met. south is the worst school EVER. im not even gonna talk about my horrible day at school today...it was so bad i came home early. i cant wait til next weekend. im going to tennessee and staying with karen. whenever im with her and her friends things are soo much better. i cant wait to go down there its gonna be so awesome. well that makes me feel a little better but i really need to let my anger out

my countdown:
tennessee: 8 days
prom: 15 days
summer: 27 days
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1000 miles....   
03:52pm 04/05/2004
mood: calm
music: jason mraz
wow i havent updated this in a looong time...its been such a crazy year...sooo much drama. im not gonna go into a lot of detail about that but i will say that some my friends have cleaned up a lot from earlier in the year which is good cuz it was bothering me and a lot of people sooo much. things are so much better these days...im becoming so much closer with a lot of my friends. i dont think im transfering to mount assisi anymore because its so expensive ...i remember mentioning that in here a while ago.
anyway, the variety show ended last week and it was soooooooooo much fun, except some people had to be complete assholes about it and tell all of us that the show sucked..all because they were jealous they didnt make it. me, erica, nina, mike, and liz played the song California (The OC theme song), it was awesome. we decided to keep the band together except we changed it around a little. liz quit cuz shes going to college so im taking over for keyboards and back up vocals. francine is joinging and playing bass...its gonna be a lot of fun. ok im gonna go study for the AP psych exam comin up...xoxo
01:42pm 26/12/2003
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12:17pm 30/11/2003
mood: amused
06:54pm 18/11/2003
Fight Club!

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me against the music   
03:04pm 16/11/2003
mood: ditzy
music: britney
im up against the speaker, tryin' to take on the music
its like a competition, me against the beat
i wanna get in the zone i wanna get in the zone
if u really wanna battle, saddle up and get ur rhythm
tryin' to hit it, chic-a-taa
in a minute im a take a you on, im a take a you on
11:01am 11/11/2003
  you should have a cd: NOW, That's What I Call Poetry. good stuff Alex  
10:37am 11/11/2003
mood: optimistic
music: madonna and britney
alex that is an AWESOME poem...i love it!! when are u coming to visit me?!?! i miss you and i love u :-)
10:23pm 10/11/2003
  monkeys are cute

The Phalacy   
01:03pm 10/11/2003
mood: indifferent
music: the Gooseman
we all sit here expecting, accepting the hand that fate will deal us
too busy neglecting feelings of freedom that define the real us
fate seals us inside of this monotenous routine
so monsterous that our true essence cannot be seen
and to break free it does seem its all but impossible
but in the distance a light gleams bringin hope thats unstopable
the light, a spark, to pierce the dark, to liberate all you humans
deliberately spttin in the face of all who tried to screw them
to consume them, consumerism and all this shit mass media
telling me what i should believe and buy, i ask do we look free to ya?
more like a slaved race, bound by the ideals of generations
sometimes we all are too far gone to go claim liberation
then this is the message i send to you, reject your civilization
escape and let your mind be free and witness your salvation
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04:49pm 07/11/2003
mood: loved
:-) chinna i love sharing a journal with u :-) u always make me feel so much better :-) i love u!!

<3 amy
04:48pm 07/11/2003
  :-) chinna i love sharing a journal with u :-) u always make me feel so much better :-) i love u!!

<3 amy
08:44pm 06/11/2003
mood: thankful
music: third eye blind- never let you go
there once was a girl named amy, if someone was in love she was to blamey, the other girls were jealous so they called her lamey. one day she found a boy who was brown, and he knew she's the talk of the town. he was enchanted by her very sound, not because he thought they should fool around, but because she cast a glow that could astound; she never let him be downed. these rhymes may not be profound, but the four words he said to her the two bound; "I love you, Amy"