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June 29th, 2003 | 2:35 am |
So uhm yeah Now that I have read. Matt and Tony are together? Damn never saw THAT coming.
Shows how much can change in less than a month.
Anyways gotta go be moral support! ;-)
CHACHING.
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June 29th, 2003 | 2:21 am |
Wow I died really hardcore huh?
Anyways, wow I guess no one was gonna tell me what happened. Thanks.
[( ooc )]
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May 10th, 2003 | 12:21 am |
Hey. Avril said I should update. Maybe it will be like a chain; Joel has Avril update, Avril has me Update, I have someone update. See? Maybe it will work out! -smiles-
Kristin is mad at me, I think, because I was telling her stuff about David. I told her about how I tried to seduce David -giggles- and she didn't like it, but David was all goody-goody and wouldn't do ANYTHING. Can you believe he denyed THE Benji? Yeah..I know. I was shocked too!
On the subject of my brother and Matt. I don't know. I'm really down about it for some reason. Joel is my brother and I want him to be happy, but for some strange reason I'm really, really jealous! UGH! I love Matt dearly..I just feel akward around both of them now. Joel has always been there for me when I need something and I feel like if He's with Matt he won't be there when I need him. I don't want that to happen. I mean, no matter who I am ever with, I'm always there for Joel no matter what. I'd take a bullet for him and I wouldn't even think twice. I just hope that he can see I'm happy for him but at the same time I'm worried. I just love you so much, Joel, and you know that! I felt like crap last night after reading his update. I just felt like I lost him at that point. I also don't want anything to come between Matt and I because we're buddies!
On to Tonykins. -mwah- I'm falling for Tony - hard and fast. MmMm Yeah baby..hard and fast. Okay [/end dirty mind mode] I keep ramming stuff down his throat...and giving him medicine too -smiles- I hope he's getting better!!!! I want to be around him, but I can't get sick. Not with all these shows we have going on. I'm so happy he's with me though. I haven't seen him in a while, but when we did that benefit acoustic set in Philly he came down from Chi-town just to visit me. Aww how sweet? It was so mushy because after we played a few songs I said some crap to him about how I loved him and that he's my best friend. Hehe. You KNOW you loved it Tony! Then he was in our bus because we had to leave for Charlotte, NC as soon as possible because we had a show there that night, he was catching food in his mouth when he had his head out the window. He's weird, yes, I know.
Uh....Avril made me update so I want to say mad props to her. Wow this one was pretty long. Much love...
BenGAY
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May 8th, 2003 | 11:08 pm |
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Benji is now dead. Thanks.
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May 7th, 2003 | 1:02 am |
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Tony wants me bad.
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May 5th, 2003 | 10:24 pm |
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LOOK! I got my ass up today and I re-did my journal. I got a new icon, too! Go me! It's my birfday! Anyways, where the hell have my brother and Matt been? -sniffs- I smell something fishey goin on. -sighs- I miss them both and I want them to get on!!! LURKERS! I must go stalk Tony and David. If david EVER gets his lazy little bony ass on again! -smiles and winks at David- Could you tell I was updating? Good! I don't know what else to say. I've been talking to Avril alot lately. She's a really kick-ass chick! Don't think stuff about her to you meet her and talk to her damn it! Oh yeah, by the way. FUCK THE GREYHOUND BUS!
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May 1st, 2003 | 11:04 pm |
Hmm, maybe this can turn into a real update? MAYBE!
I'm talking to Avril right now. She's so cool. We're talking about the critics and crap. Damn them for calling us posers. POSERS UNITE! FxCK YEAH! That's so hXc right there. If I were a poser I'd pose all ghetto like Joel, I mean, I LOVE YOU JOEL. -kisses- Hehehe. I'm going to start torturing Matt and Joel because they like each other, well, Joel likes Matt. I have a feeling Matt likes Joel...oooOoOoo bad Benji for saying that. Someone spank me ;-). Hmm, what else, what else. Tony is lurking, I'm so not going to molest you till you stop! That's your punishment! I feel like going somewhere. I'm sitting here in the back of the bus in the internet. I'm not supposed to be. Muahaha but no one knows! I WIN AND YOU LOSE. Okay where the hell is David?? I must find him so I can have his babies. Well I also need to fix my journal because it's ugly and plain. I'm going to go now because...well because I can and because I have little flashing boxes! YAY ME. That wasn't a half-bad update now, was it?
-BenGAY
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May 1st, 2003 | 12:26 am |
I want my brother, mkay? He hasn't been on in forever! -whines-
Where's David?? WHERE IS ANYBODY. I NEED TO BE LOVED!
Matt was on but now he's gone...
I'm sad.
[[ I NEED TO START A STORY LINE WITH SOMEONE. ANY OFfERS???? YES, I KNOW I'M TYPING IN CAPS, BUT I AM BECAUSE..I CAN!!!!! MUAHAHA I'm just sick of my sucky updates.]]
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April 26th, 2003 | 10:05 pm |
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[[ -sigh- Benji is slowly fading. I love talking to you guys on AIM, but I don't really like the journal. It's just not fun. =X I don't want to go away or anything. I just have alot to do and RPGing is takin up way too much time. BLEH I dunno what to do. ]]
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April 22nd, 2003 | 10:33 pm |
Hi
I'm still alive. My journal is boring me. I just like AIM. AIM IS MY LOVER. jk. Anywho...Yeah..me and Joel had a nice little "talk" last night. ;D I love you joelsy-ness. <3
Krissy is off lurking. I hope she's not upset with me. I just really didn't know what to tell her last night. I feel like an asshole sometimes because I seem to brush people off. I'm just not the type of person to really get into someone's emotions and thoughts unless it's Joel's. He just means alot to me okay? k.
DAVID I DON'T KNOW WHY I ROCK BUT YOU ROCK HARDER.
I'm torturing Matt right now. -giggles-
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