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hey .. whats really good ? my name is nickicia bka keke .. i am 16 years old . i will turn 17 on december o6th . i am currently a sophomore at cchs . i live in margate florida with my parents and my little brother which is five . i am jamaican white + hispanic . mostly everyone in my family is jamaican ;] i can be rude and bitchy at times it depends on how you treat me .. but i usually get along with everyone around me . i am also a fun and loving person . i always make people laugh or i try too . some people say that im goofy but thats just how i am . i dont smoke drink or have sex .. well i dont do those things on a regular basis ! i am currently in da pimpin mode , doin me and wut i do best ! my best friend is shakia ! she has always been there for me through thick and thin , and i dont noe where i would be without her ? blood dont come noo thicker iLy girL ! basically that's the life of keke !! <333
· 052504 · 08:06p ·
i aiNt qOn bEE uPdaTin oNn heRe iNn a whiLe .. sOO iF yOu waNna taKe mEe oFf yAa liSt dOo wuT yOu dOo ! i`LL hOLLa atCha qiRL ` oNe
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-» i CAN`T UNDERSTAND ?! · 031404 · 05:07p ·
mood depressed
music AaLiYaH ` tHe oNe i gaVe mY <3 tO

-» LaTeLy __ i duNnO whatSz bEen qOin oNn wiTh mEe , buT i bEen fEeLiN veRy aLOne ? itSz haRd tOo expLaiN =/ iT aiNt liKe i dOn`t haVe aNy frendSz oR peOpLe arOuNd mEe .. i juSs fEeL sOo depreSsed ;[ baSicaLLy i dOn`t haVe a bOyfReNd ( sOmeOne tOo shOw mEe sOme aFfeCtiOn ) nD i qOt sOo uSed tOo haviN oNe tHat wHen iM singLe i dOn`t cOpe veRy weLL wHen i dOn`t haVe a maN .. thatSz a baDd thiNg , itSz nOt liKe iMa diE cauSe i dOn`t qOtTa niGga ! buT i waNna nOe whatSz iT liKe tOo bEe iNn lOve , nD haVe * sOmeOne * liKe eveRyOne eLSe !! i mEan iM taLkiN tOo mOsS riqht nOw .. buT i dOn`t qet tOo sEe hiM aS oFteN aS i wOuLd liKe , sOo thatSz haRd ! nD tHe peOpLe tHat i bEe fEeLiN aLwaySz eNd uPp dOin mEe wrOnq iNn tHe eNd ! sOmetimeSz i siT baCc nD wOnder hOw cOuLd sOmeOne juSs fOrqet abOut yOu , nD tReat yOu liKe SHiT , oR liKe yOuR NOT EVEN THERE ?! iF yOu aiNt fiqure ouT bYy nOw whO iM taLkin abOut .. iM taLkin abOut JOHN ( reMemBer hiM ) wEe waS fEeLin eaChOther fOr a whiLe , tHen wEe staRted taLkiN fOr abOut 1-2 mOnthSz ! sOmewheRe dOwn tHe liNe sOmethiNq haPpeNed nD nOw wEe dOn`t eveN taLk =/ itSz bEen aLmOst a mOnth sinCe i aCtuaLLy haD a civiLized cOnverSatiOn wiTh tHe bOy ! itSz aLL sOo saDd hOw sOmethiNq tHat onCe brOuqht yOu jOy , nOw bRinqSz SOO MUCH PAiN ! yO iM baSicaLLy siCkA beiN huRt ALL THE DAMN TiME ! thatSz abOut iT ` unOz


HOW COULD THE ONE i GAVE MY HEART TO ; BREAK MY HEART SO BAD ?
HOW COULD THE ONE WHO MADE ME HAPPY ; MAKE ME FEEL SO SAD ?
WON`T SOMEBODY TELL ME , SO i COULD UNDERSTAND .
iF YOU LOVED ME , HOW COULD YOU HURT ME LiKE THAT ?

HOW COULD THE ONE i GAVE MY WORLD TO ; THROW MY WORLD AWAY ?
HOW COULD THE ONE WHO SAiD i LOVE YOU ; SAY THE THiNGS YOU SAY ?
HOW COULD THE ONE i WAS SO TRUE TO , JUST TELL ME LiES .
HOW COULD THE ONE i GAVE MY HEART TO ; MAKE ME FEEL SO SAD ?

iF YOU LOVED ME , HOW COULD YOU HURT THiS HEART OF MiNE ?

6 want to see my smile

-» FRiENDS CUT · 080203 · 01:14p ·
mood accomplished

blazin_bebii -- i dOn`t even nOe yOu ;/
foreverlovinq -- i qOt yOur reCent jOuRnaL
iluvbrandan -- i diDn`t geT a chanCe tOo geT tOo nOe yOu
_d0rkii_ -- yOu neVer uPdaTe oR cOmMent
perfxcti0n_ -- yOu neVer uPdaTe oR cOmMent [ buT i wiLL rE*aDd yOu ]
xbabii -- i dOn`t nOe yOu ;/
lusciouzxkutie -- yOu deLeated yOur jOurnaL ?

theSe aRe tHe peOpLe tHaT i wOuLd liKe tOo taKe mEe oFf tHeRe FRiENDS LiST A.S.A.P !! iF theRe iS a prObLeM wiTh mA deCiSiOn nD fOr sOme rEasOn i maDe a miStaKe , anD yOu wOuLd liKe yOu bEe rE*aDded fEeL fReE tOo leaVe mEe a cOmMent oNn thiS entRy oR juSs emaiL mEe ! <333

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A C C E S S D E N i E D · 071903 · 05:37p ·


MY LiST iS CLOSED RiGHT NOW , i DON`T EVEN NOE iF iMA RETURN FROM MY BREAK FROM BLURTY . YOU CAN ASK TO BE ADDED . BUT iM NOT SURE THAT YOU`LL BE ADDED <3

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