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Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
3:58 pm	PISSED OFF It's really starting to piss me off how everybody just now suddenly developed this love for "Finding Nemo". It's funny. Nobody our age talked about it or liked it until i made my journal a nemo journal, Now everyobdy wants to do it. Ugh. be original. And just so u know, i'm changing my journal back to a "Finding Nemo" journal and all u ppl who made one can get over it. xoxoxoxo. -I LOVE NEMO! Nemo was in my journal first , just remember that when u ssee certain other ppl with it in theirs. And i don't give a shit if othe rppl love the movie b/c it's not like i care, but it's the fact that ppl are constantly stealing my shit! If i didn't make a finding nemo journal, half of you morons wouldn't have made one either. It's not a matter of me not wanting You to like finding nemo, it's a matter of you doing it just to piss me off. SO I HOPE YOU LIKE MY JOURNAL! you guys suck, can't you think of anything on your own? - next time u have a great idea for ur journal remind me to steal it from you. thanks. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: GROW UP YOU LOSER
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
2:30 pm	Quizes What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while flirting and accompanied by the come-hither look.You're either an attention hog or way too insecure to not be in the spotlight at all times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn to be regular,ya perv. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Your sign of frustration is....Swearing!!!! To you, swearing is the perfect solution to everything. The more frustrated you become, the more you swear. You have a very large vocabulary range! What sign of frustration are you? brought to you by Quizilla You're ELEGANT sexy! You have a tasteful style, that not only draws attention to you, but gives you respect. Your style is more graceful than that of others. What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!] brought to you by Quizilla You're a lollipop!! Your known for your coolness, for you are a trend setter. You're a natural leader, and are good under pressure. People often seek you out for advice, for you have great insight. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Monday, December 22nd, 2003
7:34 pm	103 fever, Josh and whatever hmm. christmas is in 3 days, i'm not even excited... i feel like shit, i'm sick all over again only this time it's even worse. my whole body hurts so bad and i can't move and it hurts when i cough and i keep sneezing and i cant' breathe and i feel hot and clammy at the same time and i have goose bumps and all i wanan do is go to sleep but i can't b/c i can't breathe and i can't get comfortable..and i'm hot , then i'm cold and i have a 103 fever... OMFG I'M SO ANNOYEDDD... ahhh... Hmm.... Chelsea is going to Maryland for like a week, i'll miss her... alot.. I don't think me and Josh are friends anymore, but let it be known that i am NOT obsessed with him and the stupid dumbass that told him that needs to mind her own business. If she was really my friend she wouldn't be runnin' her mouth behind my back. although i'm not surprised. Nonetheless, i don't think he wants anything to do with me anymore. whatever dude. people change really fast and i wasted alot of time on some of them. thats about it. those are the only major updates right now... Pray for me to get better! i prolly won't write in here till after Christmas so i hope all of you have a VERY merry christmas :o) xoxo`manda Current Mood: groggy Current Music: i love you. bye bye.
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Friday, December 19th, 2003
8:07 pm	ugh i am so sick of everybody's bullshit. i HATE feeling the way i feel... i like somebody. but i'm supposed to like somebody else and i don't and it's not good. and then there's the other person that i love to death but i just don't see it working out .... and i duno what to do. anyways, this week was good . My finals were really easy surprisingly. i'm sick of being a bitch, i'm going to be nice now. I gotta go. bye. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: freaky friday
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
11:04 am	wOah, it's been a while =] i havn't updated in SO long.... and way too much went on to go over it all.... my birthday was deC. 1... that was like 2 weeks ago ... umm i didn't really get alot of presents but people like my chelsea made it a memorable day =] Lets see..... alot happend .... umm... i had a party on the 12th, it was pretty shitty to begin w/ then when the liquor showed up it was fun as fuck. we ended up moving it over to chelsea's place and there was alot of people and we drank and had fun and it was off the hook my nizzle... uhh yea. you shoulda been there, and for all of you losers who said it was lame and left, i feel bad for you, we had an awsome time =] anywho, now i'm sicker than a dog, i think i got the flu, and i'm at home, about to go to the school to get my work... call me later if ya want.. xoxo`manda Current Mood: cold Current Music: watchin lifetime
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
3:50 pm	My bIrThDaY MmMk! well i had a great birthday (on Dec. 1) it was awsome =], here's a list of what i got! 1) a gold ring wtih a blue topaz and 10 diamonds in it! - from my parents (i picked it out though, from Gordon Jewlers) 2) new shoes - from grandma 3) aerOpOstale sweatshirt, really cute, it's like, fleece =] -mom bought it for me 4) "FINDING NEMO"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Uncle John 5) 5 new thongs - Grandma 6) 4 shirts - myself hehe And also Chelsea brought me 2 balloons and flowers to school =] And a bag with a shit load of finding nemo stuff in it too! haha =] i love chelsea She's goin out w/ Tim now... sO cute, so cute. =] haha and David Pender got me roses too... yea.. well anywho, then i came home from school on Monday (which was my birthday) and there was a cake and pretty flowers here on the table for me too =] so that was pretty nice , hehe =] ANYWHO! I get my braces off on FRIDAY!, i'm SOOOO excited Ima be SOO HOTT! haha love ya'll Current Mood: sore Current Music: and i'm NOT tryin'a be your man,P I M P bones in my body
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Friday, November 28th, 2003
9:41 pm	My birthday is on monday! COMMENT
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
8:37 am	In Orlando till' Sunday* Yea well I'm in Orlando. Fun stuff right thurr* We came a little early cuz of some stuff that happend with my parents. But yea, so we've been here since about Monday night and we're staying till sunday. That's almost a full week with the family. YIKES! But i get alot of presents cuz my birthday is monday =] . i better get alot of em. hehe. Well there isn't really that much to say... hmm lol =] Maybe i'll work on my layout for this thing since i have absoloutly nothing to do. I swear, everybody wakes up so early here and the house echo's SO bad. It sounds like they're having a party at 5 am. Jesus. So we're all up at the crack of dawn sitting around and doing nothing. And isn't it amazing that everybody shuts the hell up after i'm awake. Damn. But yea, lemme go do sumthin' constructive . Love ya. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Everybody is laughing and it's pissing me off!
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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
8:05 pm	long survey cuz i'm bored SURVEY: ANGER 1. who did you last get angry with? Jessica Braunies 2. what is your weapon of choice? i'm not that mad, damn. 3. would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yeah 4. how about of the same sex? if they were weaker than me 5. who was the last person who got really angry at you? Chelsea - that was a while ago 6. what is your pet peeve? when people poke me! I can't stand it! 7. do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? it depends on what they did. SL0TH 1. what is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? eat 3 meals 2. what is the latest you've ever woken up? like 3 pm 3. name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Marina 4. what is the last lame excuse you made? i can't go because i have to babysit - aka: you suck. 5. have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? definetly not 6. when was the last time you got a good workout? thursdsay in the dance show 7. how many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? zero, it's saturday GLUTTONY 1. what is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? pina colada with strawberry in the glass, yummy 2. meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? dark! 3. what is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? - throwing up and passing out. enuf said. 4. have you ever used a professional diet company? no, maybe i shoujdl though 5. do you have an issue with your weight? yes definetly, i'm a fat ass 6. do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? spicy =) 7. have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? .... uhh no not realy.. that's odd LUST 1. how many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? like 4 2. how many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? like 4 3. have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yeah 4. what is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? chest and stomach and arms 5. have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nahhh =] i do the propositioning... haha just kidding 6. have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no i'm not a whore 7. is love at first sight really lust? yea, all love is lust. love bites ass GREED 1. how many credit cards do you own? just my ATM card, it doubles as a debet card 2. what's your guilty pleasure store? express 3. if you had $1 million, what would you do with it? hott car, nice house, lotsa clothes and SHOES 4. would you rather be rich, or famous? famous ... famous people have money so yea. 5. would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? if there was a hot guy who worked there too 6. have you ever stolen anything? HAHAHAHA. maybe . 7. how many MP3s are on your hard drive? only like 20 PRIDE 1. what one thing have you done that you're most proud of? got 3 A's and a B on an interim 2. what one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? i danced really good on thursday. 3. what thing would you like to accomplish in your life? find true love and be beautiful all over 4. do you get annoyed by coming in second place? OMG YES 5. have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? .... whhhhat? 6. have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Tests. yea, yea yea yea. 7. what did you do today that you're proud of? i didn't eat alot and i drank alot of water ENVY 1. what item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? chelsea's wardrobe and tan and legs and.. UGH i just wish i was chelsea. 2. who would you want to go on "trading spaces" with? chelsea haha =] 3. if you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? chelsea. lol just kidding, i'd be mariah carey 4. have you ever been cheated on? I'm sure i have, nobody wants to admit it though 5. have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? ... nose, stomach. legs. yea. 6. what inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? confidence 7. do you wish you'd come up with this survey? no, whoever did had a lot of time on their hands. 8. finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? A L C O H O L [my name is]: amanda [in the morning i am]: tired? [all i need is]: alcohol, chelsea and Josh. [love is]: hurtful [im afraid of]: losing my best friend // being ugly and fat [i dream about]: finding love -H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . . [pictured your crush naked?]: sure? lol [actually seen ur crush naked]: only one [been in love]: yes [cried when someone died]: lucky for me, the only thing i've lost was my doggy and yes i cried for a logn tme. [lied]: yeah, everyone does -W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [coke or pepsi]: pepsi [flowers or candy]: flowers, roses. red ones witih long stems. [tall or short]: tall -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do u notice first?: teeth and eyes and then body [last person u slow danced with]: josh crump [worst question to ask]: ...... weather or not ur a virgin. It doesn't matter unless all you want is a piece. -W H O- [makes u laugh the most?]: chelsea [makes you smile]: chelsea, josh and jamie [gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: i can't say =/ [do you have a crush on?]: i'm attracted to a few people at the time [has a crush on u?]: probably nobody, ugh [easiest to talk to]: chelsea, she's the BEST advice giver -D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: uhh no [save aol/aim conversations]: yea, even tho i never even look at them again [wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: fuck all that -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [cried because of someone saying something to you]: yeah [fallen for your best friend]: no but i fell for sumone then they became my best friend , does that count? [been rejected]: yea =[ [rejected someone]: yeah [Done something u regret]: ... lotsa mistakes ... -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: my mommy [hugged]: chelsea [you instant messaged]: chelsea [you laughed with]: my daddy -D O .Y O U- [color your hair]: hellll no [ever get off the damn computer] yeah [habla espanol]: yea =] a lil bit. un poquito. or sumthing. -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [smoke cigarettes]: yucky [obsessive]: about some things [could u live without the computer?]: definetly not [how many people are on ur buddylist?]: 200 [what's your favorite food?]: CRAB LEGS [whats ur favorite fruit?]: strawberrys, the passion fruit. [drink alchohol?]: ... "my name is amanda, and i am an alcoholic" ... [like watching sunrises or sunset]: yea =] it's purrrdy [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emontional [trust others way too easily?]: no way, it takes alot to get my trust. -N U M B E R- of times i have had my heart broken?: mmm..alot =/ of hearts i have broken?: None i hope! i'm sure there was at least one, i can think of but i'm not sure of girls i have kissed?: only chelsea and ONLY on the cheek of drugs taken illegally?: none of tight friends?: ... tight as in what ?, cool? tight vagina? or l ike , tight as in close? i mean, what the fuck. of cd's owned?: alot Current Mood: bored Current Music: there goes my life... there goes my future my everything.
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Friday, November 21st, 2003
9:28 pm	SORE SORE SOREEEEEEEEEE Well =] i'm very happy to say that the dance show was GREAT! we did SO awsome and i'm SO proud of all my Tech 1 girls =] But on the downside... -- >> I AM SO SORE! OMFG! Listen to this kinda bull`hocky ; i have to stand up and walk around every 5 minutes b/c every inch of my body is sore. when i stand up after being seated for a while, my legs can't hold me up and i literally collapse. . It's Like, my muscles cramp up and go to sleep or sumthing. Every inch of my body hurts. My arms, the front of my thighs, the muscles under ur butt, my shoulders, my knees, my everything is killing me and even touching it hurts. StOrY tImE: today in spanish, we watched a movie and i didn't get up and walk around in the middle of class and i shoujld have and i didn't and i fell asleep and when the bell rang and i got up outta my seat, i wanted to cry, because my legs literally couldn't hold me up, i fell back in my chair. I think all this is because of the rigorous dances we've been practicing and then the 2 shows, running back and forth , changing, tensing up and dancing full out. it was awsome though! I met Chelsea's daddy today =] he moved down here from Maryland. He's really cool! We went out to Joy Luck and DAMN we ate that place out! -->> not like that you pervs. But then we went to Wally World and shopped for groceries then i came home =] Me and Katie started working on our dance, we're making a ballet, if ya'll wana see it talk to me and i'll let u know where and when we're performing it. =] pretty much my week. i'm gona get up and walk around now so i don't get a disease or something, i'm taking new pictures tonight =] xoxox~ manDa! comment for me please Current Mood: sore Current Music: this is not, a black and white world...*
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Friday, November 14th, 2003
7:42 pm	yizzay! -l0l- tonight ... well it was fun. =] my mommy is outta town w/ lil' Allifer so my daddy wanted to take me out to dinner! yay! =] He goes to work all night tonight, leaves at 10. I'l be here alone! ahh. We went to Port Orange Steak House and got 2 full racks of ribs, we only ate one though so , lucky me, i got to bring home a rack of ribs on the motorcycle. i didn't know it was possible. it hurt. Then we went to the mall and looked at pretty rings for my birthday and we found one, it's GORGEOUS. it's like 140 dollars but that's okay =] it's realy pretty. i'm glad i'm getting it. i love it =]. It'll be ready on wednesday (they had to resize it and what not). Well i got to rent Finding Nemo because like, yea. i was gona be bored chillin here all alone doing nothing so i rented a movie =] [ plans of jamie coming over are in the making ] . =] Okay well yea. i'm gona go now. bye. GOD SOME PEOPLE REALLY KNOW HOW TO PISS YOU OFF WHEN YOU'RE IN A GOOD MOOD DON'T THEY ! Current Mood: was happy, now I'm pissed! UGH Current Music: `at the cOpa, cOpacaBana.The hOttest spOt nOrth of havannah*
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Monday, November 10th, 2003
4:58 pm	Amanda's to do // to "get" list * well i have alot on my plate right about now. It's monday, i have multiple things i need to do by Friday, and my chances of getting all of them done aren't lookin' so hot. 1) read a WHOLE BOOK, it's 3 inches thick you guys. :-/ PLUS write a paper on it 2) write an essay in my application for the Academy of Law and Government 3) get my grade back up to a B in History. ahh -- too much for fuckin one person, for real, yikes. Now, As some of you may know, i enrolled myself into Atlantic High Schools WONDERFUL dance class =] we're putting on a show on November 20thl.. yep, that would be next Thursday for you non- observant people out there =]... i need to get the following things for the show, if you have any of them that i could borrow PLEASE let me know! 1) black eyeliner 2) some form of red lipstick and some form of red lipliner 3) white or a very pale // pastel color eyeshadow 4) black mascara , some good stuff. -- that'll cost me all of like 20 bucks that i definetly don't have. i better see some familer faces at the show, you assholes. =] awwie, my Favorite teacher (Mr. Ossler) gave me back my recomendation today and it was so nice! He said sumthin along the lines of " "i' think mandy would be a wonderul addition to our academy. she has the entusiasm and (sumthin but i can't remember) that not very many student have theese days. i think it woudl be good to give her the chance to prove herself as well. " awwie. it was so nice =] but yea, i'm bored and hot an di'm finna go take a shower b/c i stink . xOxO`manderz Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Oh what a feelin', what a wonderful emotion.
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
9:02 am	Ocean walk 8-] last night me n chel went to ocean walkto talk around and hang out.. omfg.. we went to bubba gumps and they had theese REALLY good frozen drinks... it was a pina colada but there was strawberry in it.. loike strawberry around the inside of the glass.. OMFG SOOO GOOD! =] It's definetly MY new favorite drink. anywas, we saw Josh, Mike, Tommy, Matt, Taylor... a whole bunch of pepole there... we hung out w/ them at like 7:30 and then again at like 9:10 and we chilled w/ them till we left... that was pretty much it... we had lotsa fun but i gotta go to work today =[ and i miss mah baby dannnn! ahh anywho, i'm out! xoxo`mandy Current Mood: bouncy
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Thursday, November 6th, 2003
7:25 pm	yea well whatever. luck you gets to read about the dramatic life of fucking lucky me. :-/ Please read the whole thing if you're gonna read it at all. it's interesting if ya ask me. I'm SO depressed. Alot of less than interesting shit is going on and even though it's less than interesting, i'm gonna type about it anyways. Everything is going to shit. it's so bad. All theese really big problems and really big stuff that's going on is stresin me out to the point that i just wanna cry but i don't ... and now all the LITTLE problems are making me tear up. I mean... all the big problems just want to come out but i won't let em' and so little things, little dinky things are making me tear up right on the spot. i duno what to do. everybody else is having their own problems and nobody wants to help me with mine, not even my two best friends. i called chelsea today but nobody answerd. i hope she didn't fall off the face of the earth. i'm so sick of drama it's unbeliveable. There's this one girl in my spanish class, i think her name is Amanda somthin' or other... i duno... but she's a bitch. She has like fat legs and she's disgusting . Nappy hair, ugly, squinty eyes, you know the type. She's always giving me dirty looks for NO REASON, i mean, i dont' even fucking know her. When i'm standing up she's just staring at me.. ane she's fuckgin ugly and i just want her to stop staring at me because sometimes i get worried that i'll catch whatever disease she has that makes her so fugly! UGH. ANYWAYS today, i had to pee really bad and Mr. Rich said i couldnt' go b/c of the stupid 20 minute rule... so then he was talkin about rain and drinking water (b/c me and rich play and joke around all the time) and he was doin it b/c i had to pee and like he was tryin to make it worse and i was lke "Mr. RICH THAT IS SO MEAN STOP IT! blah blah bah" and this BITCh actually had the nerve to start MOCKING ME! UGH, fuckign FAT BITCH. UGH, she was like "Like Oh My God - Mr Rich. that is SOOOO mean" and she did it like WAY exaggerated and she's the only one who sounded like an idiot and i almost turned around and told the fat ugly bitch to SHUT THE FUCK UP but i didn't b/c if i did that, there woulda been a fight. no kidding ... ugh, i hate fucking peopel like that, i'm SO nice to everybody and then people have to pull shit like that. If she does it again i'm gona say somethin to her. Watch her ass get BEAT! OH LOOK ONE GOOD THING!... i did manage to get a 99 on my geometry test. who the hell could ever fathome that? - whoo hoo, Passing Grade in Geometry HERE I COME! ::rolls eyes:: when's the last time i told you how much i hated my bus driver? That Bitch. I do nothing but try to be a good student and BAM i'm stuck up front with her fat ass all year. I didn't even do anything. And we got fuckin ' criminals who sit in the back but yet, sweet Amanda is stuck in the front with the frog lady who yells "railroad" in a scratchy voice every morning. I fuckign hate her. Today , Heather wanted me to sit in the back with her so i asked if i could and she was like "No" . i mena, what the fuck. people who got arrested for hitting the bus moniter are allowed to sit where they want but i'm not? how fucked up is all that mess. What a bitch! It was one of those little things that made me wanna cry.. just because i was so fuckign annoyed PLUS all the big stuff is built up. She was like "NO" and it was like a stab in the heart, i seriously almost cried b/c of it. i swear to Christ if my lil' sister doesn't stop being so cool, i'm gonna have to give her a cool award. So went and got ice cream ... i'm fat now. And when we came home my it was akward b/c my parents aren't doin so hot, so they aren't talking and ugh, my sister was liek "dad i love you" and he's like "mmhmm" and i jut put an away message up and went to my room and cried. it was so horrible. i cried for my sister, i cried for myself. i cried to let out all the anger and frustration and pain i'm feeling at this time in my life. i feel somewhat better now... i duno. it's just shitty. i've already typed way to much. i'll let ya'll get back to your pointless lives. have fun. xoxo. -manda Current Mood: depressed Current Music: no sorry bye
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
8:35 am	it's been a while =] WOW! it's been quite some time since i updated in this little bitch =] . Nothing really exciting has happend that i should write about? Alot of shit happend in my personal life but nothin really that big or whatever, and that stuff is non of ur business unless you're special and you probably aren't =] if you wanna know IM me. Lets see, last week it was good i got 2 A's a B and a C on my report card... a fucking C... what the hell, it was in Geometry , i hate that class! i BUST ASS and i make a fucking C.... that like fucked up my whole GPA... and i was pissed about the B too b/c it SHOULD have been an A ... and that just ain't right.. b/c the teacher promised me that if i got an A on the final i'd get an A in his class and fucking, i got an A on the final so why do i have a B in the class... fucking asshole ! GRRR! oh well, next time, straight A's.. i promise lol =] umm lets see.. Don't have a homecoming date as of right now b/c Mr.Cool decided we weren't going without telling me? So now i'm tryin' to get my best friend Josh to come with me but he's cool and i doubt he will ... b/c he's cool... yea. Anyways. Hung out with Colin, Chris (Burnes?) and Tony... that was kinda interesting... Got fucked up last night (alcohol) . ... went to breakfast this morning and i'm gonna go to work today tooo.. .b/c i have to make money b/c .. yea. i might be the one supporting my lil' sister and my mom. that goes along w/ the personal stuff though so i'm stopping right there. umm... lets see... Next week is homecoming week ... HELL YEA MAN! ROFL! it's gona be a fuckin great time =] Monday: Tacky Day - damn ya'll will be CRACKIN UP at my outfit Tuesday : Twin Day... all i can say , is Me, Chelsea... ya'll are in for a seroius surprise , lmao, u know us! Wednesday: Decade Day... i garuntee like almost nobody will be doing what me and Chel are doin! Thursday: Spirit Day, also The Homecoming Carnival.. i'll be the most spirited person there =] Friday: Celebrity Day - :-/ dunno what i'm gona do for this day... For those of you who aren't gonna get to see me all dressed up theese day's, DON'T YOU WORRY! I'm taking alot of pictures =] , So i'll scan em and you'll get em, i promise =] . I'll be at Chelsea's on Monday Night, Tuesday Night, and Thursay Night b/c we have to help eachother get ready for the days... so if you need me you'll ahve to call my cell . 386`383`6825.... yea. so yea. i'm out. xoxo `mandy Current Mood: cranky Current Music: SpongeBob (allie's watchin it)
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Friday, October 17th, 2003
4:28 pm	HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS! Hell yeaaahhhh! Chelsea and me are just sittin here waiting to go to Hallowen Horror Nights! FUCKKKING YEAA MAN! I'm SOOOO Excited! ahhh! :-D last night Colin and his friend Chris came over to Chelsea's at like 11 and they stayed till like 11:45ish then left... anyways, this is another long weekend, we didn't go to school today and that was fun for sure... me and chelsea slept in till like 1:20 and then i made her a "dippy-egg" ... haha.. and we ate and chilled at her house and then came home to my place at like 4.. We're gona start gettin ready at like 5:15 (we're leavin at 6:15) but we dont' wanan be sittin here doing nothing for 30 minutes b/c thats gay, i hate getting ready to go sumwhere and then having like an hour to wait lol it's so ghetto! so we're gona get ready at the last minute! hehe... it's exciting. ... well we gota like 30 minutes to kill before we can get ready so we're gona watch cartoons till then =] xoxo`mandy n Chel Current Mood: crazy Current Music: watchin "Rocket Power"
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Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
6:33 am	haha =] What Makes You Sexy? by eva71 Name/NickName Gender Sexy Body Part Is Everything Special Talents Are Looking Innocent Created with quill18's MemeGen! haha =] everything...hehe
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Monday, October 13th, 2003
6:12 am	MaJoR update! weeeeeeeekend! Well well well, it's been a while! time to hear the wonderful ramblings of wonderful me about my WONDERFUL life! i had the B E S T weekend ever on the face of...ever.. yea... ahha =] cuz we had Friday off so it was like really fun =] okay well i'll just write in a day by day form ... starting wiiiiiiith.... Thursday . Well i went to school. Which was gay b/c i was tired like all damn day long . Was supposed to go to the Football game with Chelsea but then my mom was being a SUPER big winner and we didnt' end up going... i ended up walking my happy hind to Chelsea's house and staying there over night... Brandon and *COLIN* came over for like 5 minutes lol.. Brando was wasted... ouch... anywho, It was pretty un-eventful because like i went there at about 5 and we went to bed at about 11... mooooovin' along to Friday No ScHoOl! yay... so we didn't go to school becuz we had off . And that was really fun because like i needed to catch up on some sleep. and i did... me and chel slept in till 11 :-D so that was fun hehe... and then we got up and we did her Chores which was HOMO GAY because like chores suck? lol and then we went to the beach at like 1, my mom brought us ... we walked to the Main Street Pier (aka , the boardwalk - i duno why the fuck i called it the pier LMAO) anyways, we ate at Bubba Gumps (me and Chelsea) and DAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYUMMM all the waiters there are H O T T! ... so we ate there and then we left and what not and walked back to chelsea's house.. and that was retarded b/c we didin't much do anything lol... wejust like hung out and i stayed at her house again and made plans for saturday night... we went to bed kinda early ... saturday and sundaywoke up at 10, went to work... It was gay ... then (talking about the plans we made) i went home, took a shower and got dressed, went to Chelsea's house and we went to Checkers (the bar/club thing not the fast food place) and we did Kareoke and Rob and Carol got SOOOo drunk... Colin came and saww me there =] it amde me smile and he looked good as usual. lol... so we went back home at like 12 b/c it was kinda a drag... we drank A L O T !!!!!!!! At least i did... b/c Carol and Rob sed we coudl drink and like.. wooooowwwwww i drank too much. like seroiusly for real. b/c i was doing kareoke at chelsea's house w/ her parents and her at like 1 am and i was drunk but then i just kept on drinking b/c i'm a stupid fucking alcoholic ... so me and Chelsea went outside and chilled ... on her porch.. and she talked on the phone like all nite while i sat there and got wasted. wow. lmao. . . i went to bed at like 3 b/c she was jsut talking on the phone... and i had to get up this morning for work so yea... but after laying in bed for like 5 minutes i realizd that my stomach WASN'T agreeing with me and i was going to barf... so io made a run for Chelsea's bathroom and like ... ew.... i threw up, i actually drank to the point of throwing up again.. i swear i'll never let that happen again.. wow.. it's horrible... but then i layed down and passssssed outttttttttt! i didn't wake up again till 10:30 this morning... what the fuck... and i only woke up b/c Chelsea's stupid dog came and jumped on me and that was gay. but i was SOOOOOOO hung over... when i stood up this morning i thought i was going to throw up and i had a super headache... wow. So i was nautious all day plus i didn't get enough sleep so i felt like SHIT at work, lucky for me my boss takes godo care of jme when i tell him i'm still ripped up from the night before. but i had a great time... I wasn't even at home for more than an hour this weekend rofl.... wow So now i'm gona go to bed b/c life sucks and i really want this: i need someone who wants me. i need to feel loved and i need someone to talk to. i need someone to share my love with and be with. i want someone to hold and to kiss and to be mine. i just feel so lonely and empty... i need someone to make my life worthwhile. and i can't find it OUCH. xoxo Amanda Current Music: i gotta gotta get up, get up...
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Monday, October 6th, 2003
7:07 pm	who knows Okay well i'm just about reallly mad... b/c.... like.. Josh told Chelsea that he didn't want to go to homecoming w/ her (Lopez's HC) but like it isn't a final thing that they aren't going.. he still has to talk to her about it... so at like 11:30 on Saturday night he called me.. ME... and we talked and i told him that i wanted to go with him if him and Chelsea didn't go because Josh is my best friend and i'm his.. i mean, we know that about eachother we're just really close so i mean, why wouldn't i go with him? His best friend. But NO... fucking cool ass Jessica Lynch asked him before me and them Jamie asked him after me... which pisses me off b/c Jamie even heard me ask him b/c she was in the same room and i feel llike it's just a competition to her.. like.. oh lets see who he takes, me or amanda... ugh, and it pisses me off.. i mean, w/e if he goes w/ Jessica i don't care it's not gona be that big of a deal but if he goes with Jamie i'm going to get realy mad because fucking Jamie should know better than that... !.. UGH... and i even told josh that i don't care but watch him go w/ Jamie just to spite me. I can't belive she even sed she wanted to go w/ him.. w hy the hell would she do that, she just wants to see if SHE can come out on top rather than me... fuck man... ugh! Okay, so anyways... Last night i was really mean to Tim... and i feel really bad! i mean.. ahh, i like him alot and he told Jessica (Braunies) that i was being a bitch to him and i didn't mean to! i'm sorrrrrrrrrrrrry!... ugh anyways... i'm gona go now b/c nothing exicting happend yet... i got a homecoming dress today it's really pretty, it's red and low cut and long... realy pretty dress... but yep... i'm rollin' out now... xoxo`mandy Josh` wow man... wow... ilu like this (__) much right now Jamie... WWWWWHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY UGH! Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: lkasdjf
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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
10:51 am	hehe *B i g - s M i L e S* =] Hey babes! How's it qoin? SuPeR great here! lmao.. i sound like a prep... let me start over... lmao... wuddup ya'll! (thats better) =] Yea well yesterday was super fun =] i went to Jamies house and then we walked over to Tim's.. cuz he lives like right down the street from her... so yea... we watched "Baby Boy" , thats the best movie ever ... but we didn't watch the whole thing... i only watched like a 3rd of it then me and Tim chilled on his bed. It was .. *FUN* . =] and for all of you nosey people, we did kiss... :-* ... it was fucking good... he's a good kisser... people ike him make me wanna fuck right there on the spot. . . wow... anyways... pretend i didnt' say that b/c it was definetly innapropriate.. so yea, then we left his house and we went to family days! i won a lil' thing that sez rebel pride on it.. SOOO CUTE! ... and he was there too, i think he was there b/c he was stalking me, but never mind i'm just kidding... uhh lol... so he kissed me when he left, he's a reaaaaaaaaaaly good kisser... lmao... people like tha tmake me sick for real... lmao... so anyways! i'm gona go now and like.. yea... =] love ya! I gotta work today =[ ughhh BUT TONIGHT I'M GOING TO OCEAN WALK SO CALL THE CELL IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN GOING!? 383`6825 Current Mood: crazy Current Music: i really like what you've dOne tO me*
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