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Friday, November 18th, 2005
7:11 pm - long update
ok its been a long time since i've updated this, and i made this long damn entry a while ago and then neumann's fucking internet sucks and i have to do it over agian so i'll make it short
-finally turned 21 atlantic city vegas and philly bars didn't know what hit em
-gonna be at neumann til 08 geez...
-living with awesome em to death
-going a year and half with ian hehe
-doing new things like karate and singing
-playing tennis for the first time and playing lacrosse for the last time sad
-join psych club and won spot as secretary!
-taking nursing for the 2nd time and physiology 3rd time
-most of my friends are graduating....i'm really sad about it
-i made new friends too and rekindled old friendships
-i miss my sig ep girls and PRAC alot
-i joined the gym and gonna work on my washboard abs haha
ok thats pretty much the jist of it... eventually i'll elaborate more as the year progress.


current mood: cheerful

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Friday, January 28th, 2005
1:33 am - this year
2005 is starting to suck for me this year. so far nothing good has come of it. All I have done is suffer. When will everything look up??

current mood: listless
current music: The tv cause kel is watchin

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1:33 am - this year
2005 is starting to suck for me this year. so far nothing good has come of it. All I have done is suffer. When will everything look up??

current mood: listless
current music: The tv cause kel is watchin

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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
2:13 am - monthly rewind
ive been increddibly busy in this past month i can't believe that school is starting up agian less than three weeks. i'm throughly excited for it dispite the fact that i will not be playing field hockey, AGAIN!! grrr.. well here is my updates

got back in the world of working yay money money money, so i can feed my horrible addiction to ebay

i bought things at ebay that i can't believe i shouldn't have but seriously that damn website has everything that i thought of, what the hell is macrame?? let me know... i never thought that i would be one of those people that go on that site and buy stuff well i ended up buying two club shirts and a package of hair dye which i'm gonna get tomorrow. ebay does two things for me satifaction and excitement. satifcation that i beat some bitches off of something that they wanted and excitement is when i see a package in the mail with my name on it, its like christmas everytime!

my dad just got back from cali miss him for a bit as for my mom and sis they are coming at the end of the week but the thing is that i'll be *hopefully* out of town to new york with ian for three days i'm really excited to go just me and him. just to get out of jersey for a while with a new scene will do good for us. then when we get back i go down the shore with the fam fam wee..seeing the beach before i go to neumann yay

yesterday was kim/chris/bobby's birthday party was at kims then half the LTC went to shampoo *asian nite* and the others where elsewhere. it was a good time at shampoo, honestly if i heard lean back one more time i was gonna shoot someone

thats it for now.... later court

current mood: mellow
current music: dashboard- vindicated

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Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
1:46 am - Belated birthday update HUMP DAY
yess i'm finally at the cocktease age of 20 whoo hoo! its wierd not to say that im a teen, but no twenty something....whoa its cool tho

quickie update:
thursday: i came back from cali like last thursday, i must say that felt like i in that plane for about 18 hours instead of 4. i missed it here in jerz..only cause of certian person hehe and a certain bbq too
friday: the ltc minus mac n shaya went to some gay bar called bounce...haha indeed was a hilarious time..i want to go back to see the diva's live..woo hoo
sat: BBQ TIME yes it was a great fam fam arrived in there usual order, uncle june, uncle louie, uncle chabo, uncle matt...and somewhere inbetween would be uncle ariel in uncle nibo..then the ltc sig kappers came with thier bfs. the deptford boys came...and of course ian came great time..reintroduced to james's pal phi hes a cool guy but more on that later...drank a lil bit at the house then went to dan's friends house to continue the after yeah chris looked like he was gonna die tiff was drunk dan kept falling i went into mom mode n ian was was a good nite
sun: it was all bout TEXAS HOLD EM poker that day, even i got hooked into it. now i love the game
mon: MY BIRTHDAY!!! woke up to flowers and a birthday card from my rents, went to pt, the spent the whole day with was the most relaxing birthday ever. just walked to boardwalk played at the arcade then laid around on the beach for the remainder of the day. we saw massive dolphins it was awesome. drove home went to his place and relaxed there...he got me the harry potter movie...but thing is my dad got it a week before he was a sweet gesture but i get a new gift from him hehe
tue: once agian texas hold em reared up agian...went to eckard, saw rob n dana there, it was cool seeing them agian...then picked up ian at his place, then headed over to james's proceeded to the bubble tea hut, lost money there...then went to phi pi fo fum's house n played there til 230 then went home..
it was a busy busy week
and it only HUMP day hehe three more days of this week of fun woo!!

current mood: hyper
current music: catalyst: new found glory

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Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
1:08 am - *insert something witty*
well its offical, im going cali but good thing for just a week so i can enjoy my BIRTHDAY at home!!! yay

i need a hair cut a dire one, i just want a trim and just might get some highlighting

memorial day weekend was good, basically hung out with the fam fam all weekend consisting of: the bbq thing played badmittin and stuff, but monday...that was my day with ian. another day of doing nothing and watching movies, relaxing. i won't get to see him until saturday, cause he'll be in school, learning how to mix drinks and serve them cocktail style...oh my honey is gonna be a bartnder, as if i didn't say that before.

ahh i'm bored and my knee hurts, once more i'm sick of this pain.

COUNTDOWN: 27 days!!!

current mood: restless
current music: borderline -Madonna

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Friday, May 28th, 2004
12:10 pm - late nite rants
where do i begin. well i do have my ups and then i have my DOWNS. they maybe small, but small things do add up to something big.

honestly i think i'm the type of person that people that to walk all over me. maybe i'm a push over cause really i don't speak up or i got my LTC to do my "dirtywork" as mac says. its not that i'm scared its just i'm not that vocal, i normally let things slide and don't worry about it. quite honestly i have never been completely angry. never really blew up at someone. one day i'm going to feel bad for the person that will get my short end of the stick when i blow them up.

i really don't feel like bitching out right now im kinda sleepy

good for fantasia that she won american idol. dammit she broke her shoe and bracelet. she deserved it

alright i'm going to bed cause i'm going to phsyical therapy tomorrow...yay better than saying rehab, might think i'm some sort of drug addict..


current mood: pissed off
current music: any emniem song...esp that "die motha fucka die!"

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Monday, May 24th, 2004
3:36 am - Something i thought of in homage to my CRU
TOP 10 Reasons Why You Ain't in the LTC! SO don't Hate.....should of been friends with us sooner!
1. You dont know what a Katiemac story is
2. Shaking yo ass comes naturally and doesnt require help
3. You can't make it to Durr Drive without getting lost
4. You haven't pass the threshold of the world of WAWA by workin in it
5. You haven't tried international "dishes" if you know what I mean
6. Does Lettuce in YO fayce!? brings back good memories
7. You don't laugh at the misfortunes of any Kway graduate or better yet anyone that deserves it
8. In the h.s. days you ran track at least one time
9. You can never left Tiffs house sober
10. Naturally if your in the LTC you gotta live in the LTA *A-area*
11.You have never stuck with the same people throughout grade school h.s. and still manage to stay close during college and haven't changed but have the best time of your life everytime you get together...cause this is the family you chose and will never lose that...REMEMBER OUR PACT!

for my homies that keep it gangsta!! mac shay tiff phil LTC fo lyfe! and the honorary members...holla

current mood: accomplished
current music: Light Camera Action LTC THeME SONG

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2:58 am - i know no one reads this...but if you SPEAK UP i like to hear comments!! dammit
this weekend was a none of the less a good one considering that my rent came back from sin city broke and filled with bottle opener keychains and ooh place mats......well that was the highlight from thursday nite....friday went to dinner at chili's *don't go there unless you want unsettling gas* then off to tiffers house for a LTC drunk nite...oh you know its good nite when you see old naked people skinny dipping and your hostess drunk of her high ass.....lemme just say tiff you throw the best parties ever!! it was great seeing everyone agian...minus katie cause she went to a concert in PA pics where taken and drinks where drankin....sat was a slow day, my sis and uncle went to a comic convention and i didn't go cause my ass was too tired to get up and function so i stayed home for the rest of the day....

and sunday was a the day to spend with the boyfriend....we wanted to go to south street but we took my knee into consideration and opted to stay at his house...which was a sweltering make even better his roomate and his band where playing...they killed the reason by hoobastank made my ears bleed....and these where the same guys that sounded really good at neumann that one nite...had some chinese food...watched some wild boys and inferno and hung out with john ryan his gf steph lauren some girl i forget her name and a dude that i forgot his too hehe

but yeah on the way home we had this talk about how nuts my parents are bout certain things dating and going out...basically ian hates every aspect of what my dad does to me...which is baby me beyound control...but he can't help it that he a traditonal man and doesn't want to see me get hurt agian but needs to realize that i'm 20 and i'm mature enough to take care of myself and needs to back of just a tad bit and lay off this CURFEW BULLSHIT...its hard for him to loosen up cause really i've been his baby girl other than cassie but i'm the oldest and he can't cope with the idea of his own daughter date even though he played dad in several cases regaurding my female cousins that are older than i and worse case senarios to deal with...but really i'm wise enough not to pull anything like that...i'm just happy enough that they don't discrimminate on who i date....but ian really wants to put up an arguement with them just to prove his point about them letting go....and i would like to point out that he would lose miserably...sorry honey

reason why this topic of discussion came up was that he is going back to ny for a good 2-3 visit his dad and friends and i guess from go to new hampshire to see his mom and sister....and he wanted me to go with him....seriously i would LOVE to do that, but my rents would merely laugh about this idea and say thinking is that we've only been together for about a month now and more of a trust issue on him...and thats not enough for them to think its a good idea to go with cause for the month of june we prolly won't see much of each other or not even at all....cause when he comes back from ny i'm off to cali..unless my knee acts to the idea of not celebrating my birthday with him and the LTC...

like i said previously in my last entry...i really genuinely like ian....i found my match in the sense on who's lazier, more smartass, and i can relate humor with part i know he genuinely likes me for me...cause i'm a major lameass...sometimes he can act like an asshole but he's a guy its expected but he does have his sweetheart moments...he's more or less warming up to PDA's which is fine with me...i'm in no hurry to rush anything....i'm just gonna go with it...hey at least we pass his four week cut off with his previous ex-gfs....haha its a sad achivement but its better than nothing at all

ahh on this note i'm off to bed and my cpm machine...wee 45 degrees down 45 more to go!!


current mood: loved
current music: "the reason" the real hoobastank

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Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
10:36 am - i got worse case of cabin fever!!
yeah well i was supposed to go out with ian today but he ended up taking one too many yeagershots to the head last nite with his bro and the poor baby woke up with a killer hangover and pukin around....funny cause i didn't do that and i had the same problem...but mine was from a damn painkiller...fucking soo nauseated and WANTED to puke but thank god didn't....i was bored out of my mind agian...i was looking forward to hang with him but oh well....he had some party thing going on at his house...whatever...he wouldn't dare think twice of doing something really stupid other than drink..i know by reading this shows a little insecurity but i trust him enough that he's mature enough....HOPEFULLY we get to be together tomorrow...or else hell to pay

saw the real world today....must say i'm likin robin now more than i did frankie....frankie is a lil whiny bitch and robin is a drunk bitch, a funny one i must say.....and i'm going to be the follower of peoples that want to be of the "real world" like i seriously do... i got that minority thing going for me so i know i can somewhat snag that role cause the whole pure demure thing and me i COULD pull that off...but if you know me well enough then you know that i'm nothing like that at all...hehe

my rents are at vegas...lucky them...shit if it wheren't for my knee i could be out else where rather than being at home all the time...sometimes i wish it was my left leg not my right so i can drive at least....dammit

oh well i'm getting tired...and its thunder and lighting AGAIN!!!! great....hopefully i can get some sleep rather than going to bed at 3 am like i did last nite cause i do not want to pop a pain killer and wind up screwing myself over in the morning...guh


current mood: lethargic
current music: the sounds of mother nature PMSing

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Sunday, May 16th, 2004
8:51 am - i hate my BRACE!!!
i want to let be known now when you fuck up your sucks in the long run!! i hate it soo much right now, cause i don't like the fact that i can't drive and i cant do much SUCKS... i'm sick of sitting aound the house doing NOTHING...all hell i want to fuckin work agian...luckily for me that i'm going to see the doc...hopefully i can rehab it hella quick so i can walk again!


speaking of neumann...
the graduation was yesterday...i didn't see it but after he graudated ian picked me up for dinner and to meet his whole entire family...they are the nicest people i've met....i like them alot very down-to-earth and outgoing are they related to him?!?! just kidding
i'm really happy that things are working out with us, he makes me real happy....and its due time too...he's gotten me flowers when he 1st came to see me i thought it was the sweetset thing....its crazy cause the more i'm with him the more i like him....i can't wait for what summer brings and all for the best! ::happy dance::

my thing is "just go with it"

my LTC is almost back in full effect i'm excited for this family to be back together agian...i miss them

helter skelter is on...gonna watch it

later kiddies PEACyE court

current mood: grumpy
current music: Roses- Outkast

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Sunday, May 9th, 2004
10:20 am - my ass hurts from sitting in bed.....TMI i know
stolen from someone's livejournal

1. Who did you last get angry with? hmm....i haven't gotten angry with anyone since i've been drugged up lately
2. What is your weapon of choice? poison
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yes. even if joking i would
4. How about of the same sex? if they deserve it
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? prolly mom
6. What is your pet peeve? people touching my feet/toes i HATE IT and fake friends
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? nowadays i let i go....unless its has a deep effect on me

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? brush my teeth...haha yeah sometimes being crippled sucks but gum always does the trick
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up ? some late-evening hour. 3 or 4.. i think.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: i think i gotten everyone i needed to
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? i'm crippled i can't
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yes they are really entertaining
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? the last lax game i played in before tearin my knee up
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? 0 cause now i wake up when nature calls!

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? starbucks mocha cappachinos
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? white
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? WCU 3 gallons of jungle juice...fuck yeah bitches
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? i got some pills from GNC
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? kinda but i mean who doesn't?!
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? i love sweets esp cotton candy...and i like the spicy ole!
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? umm??? no

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? fully naked? not to many
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? umm....i cover up well hehe
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? if something gross is hanging off it or something that should be there yeah...otherwise no
4. Have you "done it"? what the hell?? done what?
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? lips and hands ooh ooh eyes
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nope
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? yes...

1. How many credit cards do you own? 2 but i'm good with it
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? vicki's and wet seal
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? shopping spree, boooze, pay off debts to parents/school, a car, and TRAVEL EVERYWHERE!!!!!
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich so i can work my way up to famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? i'll figure out a way to have fun dammit
6. Have you ever stolen anything? im a kelptomaniac.....but don't tell the officals
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? one too many

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? playin lax behind my rents back and not getting caught...*despite injury*
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? graduating high school and making it to college
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? being happy with the choices i've made and repaying my parents for all the things they have done for me....and of course be filthy rich
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? i'm acutally happy to come that close
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yeah welcome to life
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? my nutrition final
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? not taking as much pain killers today

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? anyone's functioning right leg right cousin's jo's intelliegnce
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? hmm famous wise mariah carey
3. If you could be anyone else in the world who would you be? hmm....nikki hilton
4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? just my stomach...i want flat abs but i got a kegger of a tummy! damn booze
5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? common sense and more intelligence
6. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? not really.
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? lust. teeheehee. :)

current mood: hot
current music: i dont' wanna be a player no more rmx incubus w. big pun

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Saturday, May 8th, 2004
1:07 am - i hate this type of pain
agh....i just my surgery done yesterday.....for those that don't know i tore my ACL and fucked up my minsucus, it shifted from my left side to the right and overlapped i don't know how i did it....but yeah it was aweful.....when i woke up i had the most horrendous pain ever shooting down my leg and then had the wicked chills...i think the nurses got sick of me complaining so they knocked me out with some morphine....i didn't get to go home til 12ish cause they wouldn't let me leave til i had to use the ever since i got home i can't stop...yea its sick but its like drinkin beer soo much you broke the seal and pee constantly

school's over i'm happy about it but i'm gonna miss the people that ive met that are graduating or not coming back.....this has been the best year ever...good times with my laxers, my roomates, and old friends from last year...and i even got a new boyfriend out of it too...yay! he makes me happy so i'm glad for that
i'm kinda scurred bout my grades...esp in physiology lec and lab....i know i did well in the rest of my classes but this will make me shit the bricks if i don't

ahh sucks that i can't completely enjoy summer but EVERYONE FEEL FREE TO VISIT ME i love to see people
ok drugs are kickin in so i'm gonna go...and brux is comin by with rita's with my name on it woot woot!!

later kids

current mood: exhausted
current music: what the hook gon be??

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Sunday, April 25th, 2004
1:42 am - ahh late nite chats
i come to realize when i type in this thing its a sad excuse of me not being able to do anything why? thats right i finally had it coming to me....after oh lets say since jan 19 til now i have been playing lax behind my parents back and now the karma has reared its ugly head and put upon me a fucked up knee....yeah
last regular season game vs smacculata and i fucked up my right knee tryin to score (fyi i scored for the 1st time in my whole was glorious) and ihad people that i complained to to watch and they got a show alright...sad thing is that i;m out til next year.....i hope its nothing drastice like surgury if it does then my summer is fucked...and right notw im missin out getting wasted with my lax girls down the shore....they are the sweetest things,,.,,,they scrificed a 8 sun tan just for me thanks hell of a year!
yeah i got two more weekds of school and this happends....acutally good and bad came out of it, i met a really awesome guy too bad he's graduating soon...and i coulding finish out my lax season...grrr

i just got some news that some chick that will remain pregnant!?! i couldnt believe it i was laughing so much that i had tears coming down my face...yah good ol k-ay borads if ya can't go far in life get knocked up...

alright i'm getting sleepy screw waiting for the phone call....he'll call tomorrow and i get to see him too hehehe

nite kids

current mood: sleepy
current music: all maroon 5 songs

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
1:04 am - okay i'm really killing time AND for you to know me better
001. What is your name? Courtney
002. Spell your name backwards: yentruoc
003. Date of birth: 6/28/84
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: cancer bitch
006. Nicknames: court
007. Occupation? student, international spy, and something at the hospital
008. Height: 5'5"??
009. Weight: i'll have to kill you after i tell you
010. Hair color: black with a hint of gold in the end
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? center city, philly
013. Where do you reside now? in the motha fuckin boro yo... or livin it up in aston
014. Age: 19
015. Screen names: aznhoniB epiphpnay crazaznchik
016. E-mail addy: nah really its not
017. What does your screen name stand for?azn= asian honi=honey B=its a play on word with Bee but it also stands for my last name
018. What is your blurty name? aznhoniB
019. What does your blurty name stand for? look at question 17
020. Pets: i have none i used to have fish when i was lil bit i over fed it and blew up
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? there was no candles in no cake
022. Piercing? ears one on left and two on right
023. Tattoo's? nope
024. Shoe size: ranges to 6-8
025. Righty or lefty? righto
026. Wearing: neumann lax hoodie and capri pants
027. Hearing: constant clickin of keyboards in the library
028. Feeling: sleepy and drugged up (not literally)
029. Eating/drinking: nada damn thing no food or drink in the library

~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? THE LTC all of em and my SIG KAPPERS
031. Loudest? tiff and cris
032. Nicest? wait where nice? haha
033. Bitchiest? all of them..haha..
034. Life of the party? ME and SMURF hehe
035. Jock? ME
036. Prep? MACCHO and SMURF and BRUX
037. Rebel? lately i think its tiffers
038. Cutest? awww all my girls are cuties
039. Best friend of the same sex? katie shaya tiff amy(homegirls) cris shelley smurf steph KT mego and mex(neu girls)
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? caramel delight and chocolate twist and pinsan James and Nerd
041. Most popular? not quite sure everyone is popular in there respectful area i assume
042. Rudest? well if we can say bluntest it would be maccho and shaya
043. Most shy? none of my friends are shy!!
044. Dumbest? we all have our moments when where dumb
045. Smartest? shaya
046. Weirdest? i think everyone else is wierd too
047. Has the best hair? oh hands down ME!!
048. Best personality? i love everyones personalities, if they didn't i wouldn't be friends with them
049. Most talented? i have not a clue
050. Most ghetto? tiffers
051. Most spoiled? hmmm...
052. Drama queen? who isn't??
053. Pain in the ass? all of them
054. Funniest? all of them
055. Best advice giver? all of them it take advice from all of them
056. Druggie? haha me mego and mex
057. Most likely to join a cult? tiff
058.Have you lost touch in a close friend recently? sadly yes
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? maccho shaya tiff
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? about 200

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yea
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? plenty
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have you kissed? i dunnno i'm a kissing bandit!
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? respectwise my grandma and mom but lesbo wise hell no
066. How many people have you dated? acutally go on a date hmm....7
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? personality humor looks smarts and non cheating
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks and style
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? preppy/jock
070. Do you have a bf/gf? no
071. If so where did you meet them? i didn't yet
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? i don't know
073. Do you have a crush right now? yes
074. If so who is it? fuck off i'm not saying
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
076. Do you remember your first love? yes
077. Who is the first person you kissed? mark tucker ahh...mark
078. Do you believe in fate? definately have you seen serendipity?
079. Do you believe in soul mates? ahh wouldn't go that far
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? nah

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? not quite sure right now
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? hmm...S Club 7 but its catchy songs i swear!
123. What's the best CD you own? all my no doubt collection and john mayer and maroon 5
124. What song do you absolutely hate? you got it bad - usher
125.Do you sing in the shower? fuck yea!!
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? none

~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: you make me sick
128. Aerosmith: dude looks like a lady!!
129. Madonna: don't cry for me argentina
130. Korn: freak on a leash
131. Backstreet Boys: i don't know what he's to make you cry but i'll be there to make you smile..
132. The Beatles: hey jude
133. Sublime: every day i love her just a little bit more, she loves me the same
134. J.Lo: look at the rocks that i got i'm just jenny from the block
135. *Nsync: its tearin up my heart when i'm with you but when we are apart i feel it too..
136. Limp Bizkit: i did it all for the nookie (yeah) the nookie (yeah) so you can take that cookie and stick it up your (yeah)
137. Britney Spears: taste of your lips i'm on a ride...(or all over me)
138. Creed: can you take me higher
139. Enrique Iglesias: baliamos! then the rhythm takes you over...
140. Good Charlotte: girls don't like boys girls like cars and money
141. Christina Aguilera: i'm a genie in a bottle baby
142. Eminem: they don't even know the name of my band
143. New Found Glory: "'m cracked from my head down to my spine, ready to self destruct at any time
144. Kelly Clarkston: what is this feeling taking over...
145. Kelly Osbourne: papa dont preach i'm in trouble deep
146. Mandy Moore: i'm missing you like candy...
147. Eve: who's that girl??
148. Aaliyah: rock the boat rock the boat
149. Nelly: i'm gettin pages out of new jersey from COURTNEY B tellin me a party up in NYC
150. Alicia Keys: but you don' t know my name
151. Incubus: take me to outer space

152. Color: yellow orange red and pink
153. Food: chicken fries genos cheesesteak potato of any kind roasted peppers
154. Song: too many
155. Show: south park simpsons friends ER
156. School subject: ethics
157. Band/singer: no dobut john mayer jay-z maroon 5
158. Animal: penguin and puffers
159. Outfit: hoodie sweats or capri sweats
160. Radio station: q102 y100 hot 965
161. Movie: donnie darko, super troopers, boondock saints, bend it like beckham
162. Pair of shoes: sandals esp my adidas
163. Cartoon: anime
164. Actor: hmm johnny depp, josh harnett brad pitt yummers
165. Actress: sandra bullock
166. Potato chip: bbq and salt and pepper
167. Drink: acme brand of clearly canadian
168. Alcholic drink: parrot bay with amp
169. Holiday: new years
170. Perfume/cologne: pleasure by estee lauder or clinque
171. Pizza topping: mushroom
172. Jello flavor: cherry or lime
173. Lunch meat: turkey
174. Board game: twister monopoly cranium
175. Video game: tony hawk pro skater the sims
176. Website:
177. Book: party girls and along came a spider
178. Computer game: the sims
179. Number: 8
180. Cereal: honey nut cheeios or golden grahams
181. Comedian: robin williams dave chapelle and that hispanic dude on comic live MARGERET CHO!
182. Dessert: TIRAMISU!!! carvel icecream cake or anything with chocolate
183. Disney character: Eeyore i love that purple donkey!!
184. Clothing store: any where with cheap prices AE Pac Sun AF Forever 21
185. Pastime: lax drink sleep
186. Teacher: father jude he is a crazy fucker and so is roe
187. Childhood toy: my little pony, popples, cabbage patch kids, my rainbow brite dolls barbie
188. Carnival game/ride: roller coasters..bumper cars and water rides
189. Candy bar: KIT KATS and peanut M&M's
190. Magazine: Cosmo Star and sometime i read cigar aficidano or however you spell it
191. Salad dressing: french oo la la haha
192. Thing to do on the weekend: drink and blaze
193. Hot drink: green tea
194. Season: birthday no school bull shit around and beach time yeah!
195. Sport to watch: lax any hockey and bball
196. Person to talk to online: anyone that isn't boring

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? grey
198. What color are your bedroom walls? at home pale green at school white
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yeayer
200. If so of what? no doubt korn rent and soon my beer sex or drugs one
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? at home no school yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? at all times more than 3
203. What do you normally sleep in? t-shirt and pajama pants
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: just sweats
205. What size bed do you have? a small one
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? agian a small one at school and a futon at home
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: it was like the dawn of the dead scene
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? two but for now its just one
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? depends how tired i am
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nah
214. Do you snore? nope
215. How about drool? heh...sometimes...only when i'm sick
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? who doesn't
217. What color is the carpet in your room? its a nasty color of orange and at school there is no carpet
218. What's under your bed? at home nothing, school too much shit

~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: depends
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: ooh both!
225. Coffee/tea: tea
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: both
228. Britney/Christina: i dunno....
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: fuck that COOPER SHARP!!
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world, holla
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: backstreet
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: CHICK FIL A
235. Sweet/sour: always sweet
236. Punk/emo: punk
237. Hot/cold: hot
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: spring
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: read
242. CD's/tapes: atracks
243. Dvd's/vhs: bootlegs
244. Old/new: old school bitch
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246. Pink/red: BOTH
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: color but i want one of those western pics done
248. Meat/vegetables: meat rowl
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese rice!!
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials they are soo addicting but i like beer commericals
251. Scary movies/comedies: i like to go HAHA not AHHH
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: i would like to wear bikini
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals all the way liberate the toes!!!!!
254. Dogs/cats: boo boo kitty fuck
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
256. Water/land: land ho
257. Sugar/spice: thats me!
258. Black/white: both i don't discrimminate
259. ribbons/bows: ribbons they can be turned into bows so smart so smart
260. Chicken/beef: chicken love it
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white color is tacky
262. Cars/trucks: cars..pimp my ride
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Bond James Bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: umm chips
265. Hip/hop: hip hop you don;t stop
266. Passionate kiss/peck: hardcore
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: niether
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub...yessssss
269. Picture frames/photo albums: frames
270. Pens/pencils: pens

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: white rapper
272. Virgins: are cool
273. God: mighty mighty
274. The Osbournes: sharon gets on my nerves so does kelly and ozzy like eclairs....i like the show tho
275. Reality TV: haha it has its moments
276. J.Lo: big booty ho
277. Religion: umm...good
278. Emo music: i don't have a problem with it
279. Valentine's Day: booshit
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: when did she come back?
281. Homosexuals: whatever tickles your pickle, they deserve equal rights, let them get married
282. Abortion: i don't condone it but no
283. Inter-racial relationships: i had plenty of them its all good
284. Murder: that hurts a lil bit
285. Death: will happen no matter what but i don't like it
286. Obesity: fatty girls next step up
287. Pre-marital sex: umm suree
288. Terrorism: make love not war
289. Pornography: good stuff
290. Fortune tellers: creepy broads esp in the boardwalk
291. Threesomes: uhh...
292. Prostitution: haha whores that get paid to be laid...if it makes the money go ahead
293. Politics: yuk
294. Country music: not my area but i apprecaiate it
295. George W. Bush: sucks at speeches
296. Cloning: think about that if there was two of you....well two of me....bad idea
297. Britney's boobs: umm boobs that i don't have
298. Gas prices in America: too high

~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: Black
300. Tiffany: TIFFERS!!!
301. Ben: Rush
302. Maria: this girl that was here last year...haha funny girl
304. Nicole: KIDMAN
305. Amy: Brux
306. Adam: ADAM!!!
307. Richard: I'm NOT a crook
308. Justin: cry me a river
309. Arnold: i'll be back
310. Tom: Jones!!!
311. Melissa: etherage
312. Charlotte: Web
313. Harold: creepy security gaurd
314. John: SIGS
315. Joel: Viejo
316. Vanessa: shelly's roomate
317. Michelle: MY CHELLE and COD
318. Kevin: Tallerico don't ask why i'm popin out k-way kids
319. Brent: for once a blank
320. Jake: the snake
321. Billy: Pick
322. Sarah: jessica parker
323. Natalie: Lutz
324. Christy: interesting name
325. Nick: lax nick
326. Linda: blair that chick from the poltergist
327. Taylor: jacobs
328. Jordan: michael
329. Jamie: Tompson i miss him
330. Adrian: my pinsan

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yes
332. Been on a diet? yes
333. Been to a foreign country? yes
334. Broken a bone? nah
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? a penny
336. Swear at a teacher? prolly
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? nah dude
338. Got in a fight? plenty and i win all the time
339. Dated a teacher? haha nope i'm not pacey
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? close but no
341. Thought about killing your enemy? i have no enemy but i would like to kill several people
342. Gone skinny dipping? nah
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? yeah but known them from school
344. Told a little white lie? no white lies COMPLETE BULLSHIT
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yes
346. Stolen anything? if you know me well enough you know that i'm a kelpto
347. Miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? of course
348. Been on tv? when we play home movies yes i'm on tv
349. Been on the radio? nah
350. Been in a mosh pit? yes
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friends? well not best but yeah
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? eh...
354. Decieved somebody close to you? yeah
355. Broken the law? yeah
356. Been to a rodeo? i go to cowtown i'll consistue as my cowtown rodeo
357. Been on a talk show? nah
358. Been on a game show? nah my gma has
359. Been on an airplane? fo sho
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? sat in one
361. Came close to dying? last nite i thought i did
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? i would never do that...that is the most lowest thing that person can do
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yeah
364. Terrorized a babysitter? i was a good child
365. Made a mud pie? yah! i was talkin about that the other nite
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? just falling
367. Snuck out of the house at night? i snuck in the house
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? normally its the other people's name i remember mine
369. Had an eating disorder? nah
370. Felt like you didn't belong? plenty
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? all the time
372. Smoked? haha fuck yea
373. Done drugs? heh yes
374. Been arrested? too cute to get arrested
375. Had your tonsils removed? nah
376. Gone to camp? nah i wanted to tho
377. Won a bet? yes
378. Written a love letter? i have
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yeah i have...but apparentely doesn't work both ways
380. Written a love poem? yes
381. Kissed in the rain? in the snow
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? what are you wearing lol hahaha
384. Faked an orgasm? hahaha are you kidding me?!?!
385. Stolen a kiss? yes plenty
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no and if they did our friendship would be over
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? not with the one i love
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? i gotten out of two i'm good
390. Done jail time? nah
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yeah where i work i have to
392. Won a trophy? yah
393. Thrown up in public? i threw up all around neumann on day
394. Bowled a perfect game? i played my best game yesterday!!
395. Failed/got held back? held back
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? in grade school yeah
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? nah
398. Taken ballet lessons? yes
399. Attempted suicide? haha thought about it but realize i love life
400. Cut yourself? by accident

~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? omg yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? yes
404. Did you play Simon? i sucked at that game
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? fuckin yea
406. Did you wet the bed? prolly
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no maybe out my window
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? nope
409. Were you shy? yes
410. Were you spoiled? heck yea
411. Were you abused? if i got beat i deserved it
412. Did you go to the circus? yes
413. Did you go to the zoo? my school is a zoo
414. Were you in a car accident? a minor one
415. Did you build snowmen? yah
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yeah i was a whiny bitch
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? yeah i was the geek of the family
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? fuck yea
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yea!!!
420. Were you afraid of the dark? still am
421. Did you have slumber parties? oh yeah
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? i had posters and tapes
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? haha once or twice
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? the fairy and santa wasn't big one the bunny

425. Do you believe in aliens? there out there
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: my purse a mouse and tower
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yes
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? that would be awesome
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? romantic action comedy
430. What would your movie star name be? my name
431. Do you play any sports? Field hockey and lax
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? all scary movies are a scary to me
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? gothkica paycheck haha sike
434.the dumbest movie you have seen? josie and the pussycats
435. Do you drive? yes
436. What is your dream car? one that works
437. Do you think your good looking? i have my good days
438. Do others think you are good looking? sometimes
439. Would you ever sky dive? yes
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nah
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 8
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? LOVE THEM
443. Do you believe in God? yes
444. Do you believe in Satan? yeah after seeing south park i think he is a flaming homo haha get it?! haha
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell? most likely
447. Do you own a pooltable? nah
448. Do you have a pool? nah
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yah
450. Do you like chocolate? FUCKIN YEA
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? umm trees and flowers
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? i dunno
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yea
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? my army girl outfit i was hot
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? my water gun
456. What is your weakness? your mom
457. Name something you can't get enough of: music and beer being around friends and family
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: crazy asian hyper funny
459. How many kids do you want to have? not sure
460. Future daughters names: dunno
461. Future sons names: dunno
462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep when i'm old
463. How do you release stress? drink or play lax
464. Are you a trendy person? sometimes
465. Are you an artisitic person? i think so
466. Are you a realistic person? occasionally
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope not at all
468. Are you a strong person? yeah
469. Are you a strong willed person? depends
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? brux
471. Who is the last person to IM you? MEGO
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? with a passion
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes
474. Are you a good story teller? sometimes
475. What do you believe is your best quality? my charm and wit
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles
478. Do you do yoga? nope
479. Do you have your own credit card? yah
480. Lets say you win the lotto: i won
481. Do you have a check book? yah
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? i look pissed
483. Do you tan easily? i'm naturally tan succas
484. What color is your hair naturally? black
485. How many fillings do you have? too many
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 2
487. Worst feeling in the world? getting your heart broken and puking
488. Best feeling in the world? the feeling you get right after you puke being drunk
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? i drank it
490. Last thing you downloaded? porn haha no the ike cd
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you? that am a funny and cool person to hang with..i guess...
493. Are you a likeable person? i think so i like me
494. Do you need therapy? nah
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? nope
496. What the best way to be proposed to? romantically and publicly
497. What kind of movie would you star in? wasn't this asked already?
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? it be cool if they did
499. When are you moving? out of the dorm in may
500. What?s your favorite phrase? holler...

wow that killed two hours of my life here at the library...yay

current mood: amused
current music: i believe in a thing called love - the darkness

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Friday, February 13th, 2004
10:58 am - whos the train wreck?
once agian thristy thursday hit agian...but the thing that sucks about it was that the 5-oh came busted up the party....i think by then i was tanked....but i'm not going to into detail with that
sometime this week i saw "miracle" with joel and amy....joel hooked us up with some stuff and drank that on the way there....the movie was great...esp when you have about 4 assholish people including myself and brux commentating the whole movie....hehe
got a new job.....hopefully this won't interfer with lax i hope not....i pray to god.....
ahh will be a interesting day....
gotta go home and spend time with the fam fam cause its been two weeks i miss em...the lil one got her braces on....and i'm poor so i need money......haha
this weekend i will be sober.....thank god....i really gotta stop....

hello i'm courtney and i'm an alcoholic

current mood: drained
current music: i believe in the thing called love....

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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
11:07 am - holy cow what a fun filled weekend!
so i tried to stay away from alcohol and liting it up.... but like keeps coming back yea gross analogy but for like three days straight thurs fri sat i drank like it was my job... rather than going to the mts with the lax girls i ended up going to west chester with cristina and steph that place is like my third home i love it there...
thursday is offically thristy well to me and smurf... her friend ashley came so did wink and papi went to shelleys and drank ourselves and i alone got lit..good times
then friday only was supposed to be a small get together turned out to be a big party...mike his friend frank cris and myself did a power hour...i forgot to mention we basically binged on pixie stixs and beer for the whole weekend bascially....yummy that got me fucked up cause i think i drank about 3 or 4 cans of miller in a shot with a combo of pixie stix..good shit...then i wandered up to i forget the room but basically the boys..pearlman kyle brad spencer don RP and motha russia where lit up so i joined them afterwards when to some sorority house and lit up over there honestly i was about to pass out luckly i think spencer took me back to mikes and i passed out there
sat same thing happend....ooh cris and i wanted to fight these two broads asian...uh no i'm the only ASIAN to be in the house unless that asian is a male...and the other is white...bascially they don't know how to share the beer pong table...bitches anyways met some new guys al chris jason and a girl that goes to my school julia...when everyone left mike pearlman and me did a mini power hour then i ended up playin a few rounds of beer pong with jim kyle and don which by the way jim and i won....then bonging the rest of the beers left over finally...watched a lil xmen then went to bed...
sunday was a relaxed day....did no drinking but had to help pj with his car that is dead *god bless his truck* then went to best buy...bought virgin suicides great movie can't' wait to watch it other than that great weekend

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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
11:06 am - should i call or no??
well to let you know the basketball team won...and the boys where ugly on the other team lol thats soo mean...but there where middle school cheerleaders...scared me half near to death cause they where throwing each other up in the almost fell..a part of me wanted to laugh and the other wanted to scream and help them guess who lost that one lol

all is well within the drama everything is resolved...i guess things work out better when you just don't care...sike i did care but not to the point where i have to say something..

seriously the damn neumann food is killing me! like i can't win...i've been telling people this around me i've seen the damn bathroom than i see my roomates and i have 5 of them...yeah its not a pretty sight
ok gotta eat lunch then class then more torture....weee

current mood: sick
current music: my stomach gurgling

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11:00 am - i gave up on alcohol....sad story
this was orginally for a monday post so here it is
friday nite hung out with the LTC saw the butterfly effect w. ashton kucther or whatever the fuck you spell his name....i really think it was a good movie...afterall it did scare the shit out of neck still hurts from using tiffers as a guard from the movie then hung out at dan's for a lil bit.....his streetway was so icey the icecapades could of done a show was ridiculus..chilled there for about 2 hours or so...i guess i got home around 3ish hehe
sat hung out with brux we went to porkey's cause hot shots was hella crowded....we should of done bowling cause i really sucked at it.....well i'm not saying that i should be the best but comeon scratching on the break is really pathetic....
sun superbowl....yay for the Patriots won....but it didn't make up for the worst commercials and halftime really blew balls bad this year....i didn't it was going to be that bad until 1. pdiddy had to pretend he was jameriquai 2. kid rock was there 3. the played old school shit and 4. janet just had to show her boob MTV you really out did yourself on that one...assholes
going to the bball game to cheer the boys on...or just watch some hot players on the otherside...haha just kidding...

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Friday, January 30th, 2004
3:40 am - thirsty thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow i'm really really drunk right now...its amazing that i'm capable of typing and thinking straight while being drunk...went to shelley vanessa and kelly's house tonite and got majorly hella trashed.....this is my first neumann party since halloween.... i went with eric wink and party girl linsey.....good times i met some of the people i've seen at school but haven't personally met that was cool...honestly i think i'm going to die tomorrow for lax practice cause i really can't function at all.......whew.......i have a test tomorrow and i'm going to study for it i did study before i left........but i hope its enough for me to get a passing grade tomorrow..........well i'm going to study sommor and i will re post this cause i'll prolly forget what the hell i did.........
the people i met:
J, kat., ian *not buttcheeks*, wez, heather, kelley, meghan *agaian*, RYAN!!!, bobby, and shit i forget...some guy

oh oh oh cris bought me an 8 ball...the lil shit never lies..the 8 ball not cris i wuv her!! thanks honey

current mood: jubilant
current music: TIPSY!!!!!!!!!!!

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