today was a day to top all others.....   
06:07pm 10/09/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
music: "bomb" -Bush
I went to art and the boy in my class named Eric, (Who he and his twin brother Evan look like Brandon Boyd from Incubus) sat next to me. He kept asking me silly questions like so what are you wearing to model in on Mon.? and I was like um... clothes duh!... He tried so hard to not be noticably flirty but I dunno, Lisa the girl who sits next to me kept whispering in my ear, "Aaaaaawwww how cute, my are we stuck in middle school?" I couldn't help but laugh, especially he put a stretchy eraser on his nose in the form of a witches nose.
I met Aaron Thrasher on his break and we chilled outside the research center it was pretty fun and when I left and started walking back the parking deck and there was a guy across Univ. Blvd. in scrubs with brown hair...
He was staring at me... it was very strange because I was staring at him without even realizing.
I don't know what it was about me or him that we were staring at but we were definatly staring.
Anyway when I got to the redlight after exiting the parking deck, and Aaron called me and asked me if I had
walked past 2 guys in scrubs and I was like He said something about me staring at him, I said yes and he asked if he could give Brian my number....I thought it was crazy.... what a day..
 
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today was the greatest.......   
09:30pm 08/09/2003
 
mood: amused
music: "let's go all the way" -icp
I had a strange dream about my car and the shire last night...
tim was there and so was wade, johnny and joel were there too!
Oh the insanity!!!!!!!!!!!
If you are truly interested just call and I can tell you about it!
It takes to long to type..... plus that would be one looooooooooooooooong entry!

Today was a day...........
I went to class and the teacher used my artwork as a refrence,
Aaron and I were going to hang but there was a slight change in plans,
so while I was waiting for a call back, I decided to get my tongue peirced...
It was hella cool... Yeah!
So my adrenaline is pumping,

I went to phils's and hung out with "the Wade"and him, we had fun, then I came over to the guys, and will be going walking shortly...There is soooooo much more I could write, but I won't.


and I will break the elf in half, oh yeah!-looooong story...
 
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last night.............   
12:20pm 05/09/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: Happy Hardcore-Techno
Last night was interesting went to a pool party at Heather Turpiney's house for choir, Then I met up with Melani and Aaron at Al's in southside... I still can not believe he has shaved his head... we had a great talk last night I was able to get a few things off my chest, and he as well, I think. I am GLAD we were able to talk. I'll write more later. EM
 
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Ha!.... now there's a sexy beast...lol   
01:35pm 20/08/2003
  The Jackal
The Jackal


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!! tasty....
 
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um...this is odd this is the second time the matrix has shown up on my journal...   
12:02pm 20/08/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: ummmmmmmmmm...none
The Afterlife, V1.0 by silentounce
Name
Favorite Color
Your fateEscaped from Matrix to Zion
Created with quill18's MemeGen!



Hello neo........
 
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Hostile girls at furnace fest...... and a funeral...   
04:23pm 17/08/2003
 
mood: crappy
music: "Novocaine for the Soul"-The Eels
My Aunt Chris died this morning......... I was named after her, Her fight was not in vain... I will make her proud... I miss her, I don't need all this right now.....
my heart is heavy..........We're leaving for Florida on thursday... I don't want to go under these circumstances...
I need something to take my mind off of all this...

Nathan Bowden saves the day... He has been a great friend and has reall y been helping me through all this with my family that's all I'm going to concentrate on right... everything else is on the backburner... I loved being out and amongst my friends, even though it's no my scene but hey, I could make a killing on making their clothes!!!
My oh, how fun it was... throwdowns set kicked ASS!!!!!!! Nathan and I had a blast we haven't been to a show together in a year or so... I ran into my friend Elise and she got in a fight so I had to pry her off this girl, so when the other girl tried to counter attack I just flicked her in her head and the security took her away. During Stretch Armstrong's act I punched a girl in the face cause she was trying to start a fight and um... yeah, well lets just say we didn't fight after that... and I told Nathan and Elise if this same guy jumped of the speaker on us I would not catch him this time...... so I did like said he jumped ... I grabbed his shirt and threw him on the floor at my feet ....It felt good ...(30 mins. timespan has passed) oh screw it... I'll write more later
 
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My, how my days are filled with ...... um...   
10:29pm 29/07/2003
 
mood: blank
music: "all the things she said" -TaTu
This is an e-mail from Becka, yey!!! She loves me!!! This letter has helped me ALOT today... I luv you gurl!!!
She is always there for me...Jacksonville here we come!!!!!!!!!!

Hey girl,
I was thinking about you at work all day. I hope everything is going well for you. When will you know if you'll be able to get out here this Saturday? I'll love to have you out here. I'll send Shawn over to the guys' house, or to Rico's, and the two of us can hang here. We can watch movies and eat popcorn and ice cream. Or I can take you out to Fuji's. My treat. Their sushi is awesome. Or whatever we feel like doing. Just let me know. You can call me any time. You know that. I love you girl. Keep smiling. :D

~Bex


This was very touching to me, she is my best friend, always.
 
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life and the things like it...   
11:42pm 22/07/2003
 
mood: amused
music: "My Girlfriend's Girlfriend"-Type O Negative
All I know is................yeah...I'm am excited


whatever........

All I know is I haven't cut myself in 3 months !!!!!!!!!!

This is a new record!!!! Go me!!! I'm soooo proud!!!
 
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Friday   
01:04am 18/07/2003
 
mood: in a hurry
music: none
..yey!~!~it is 1:00 a clock in the morning and mandi fell asleep w/o taking me ho0o0ome.. oh well ill just live here.. just move in...... kindal wont mind sharing a room im sure.....ooohhhhhh... i cant wait till tomorrow its aaron and emma day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do you hear that aaron I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW.. KINDAL LOVES BILLY MARTIN SO MUCH AND SHES THE ONE TYPING RIGHT NOW B/C EMMA TOO TIRED AND BILLY IS SO FINE IM ABOUT TO PEE IN MY SHORTS EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW LOWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **fans self** uuuuhhhhhhh... any way back to EmMa* i love you aaron good night! i love you all.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT HOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- Kindal *&* Emma BEST FARMERS FOREVER~!~!!~!


p.s nO NeW TaXeS!~!~!~!~!
 
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*sniff, tear!!!   
09:45pm 14/07/2003
 
mood: anxious
music: "I Shot the Sherrif" - Eric Clapton
Today my Grandma and Aunt left........ I cried for a while... But I'm okay, we had a blast!!!! I love them very much and miss them greatly already. Aaron helped me type my paper for english, I love him!!!! I'm tired... I miss you all!!!!
 
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04:01pm 07/07/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: "Voodoo" -ICP

See what drug you are.


Weeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllll, okay....... man, high school was a blast, but um, yeah...........anywayz.
 
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ummm........................... right...   
02:24pm 03/07/2003
 
mood: anxious
music: "Get Me Off" - Basement Jaxx
um.... life's okay.....
......school sucks.............
...aaron and I are wonderful......... hehehe i love me boo!!!!
.............. my grandma is coming down from canada today with my great aunt edna...
.......i can't wait..............
.............. had some guy at the gas station, ask me if he could come over to talk to me...............
............... i told him i was married and my wife probably wouldn't like that very much............
............. i need sleep.............. i passed first aid.....
............ okay,who needs cpr???............
...............anyone???....that's my life in a nutshell...........
......... at least for now....................
. ..... thank you very much, come again.................
 
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where is neo when ya need um'..........   
08:53pm 27/06/2003
 
mood: amused
music: self-esteem-the offspring
Happy Deathday!
Your name:azia-rayne
You will die on:Thursday, October 31, 2074
You will die of:Deleted from the Matrix
Username:
Created by Quill
 
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Tomorrow is.............dun-dun-dah!!!!!   
08:27pm 27/06/2003
 
mood: excited
music: Party Hard -Andrew w. sucks

MY BIRTHDAY.........................YEE_HAW!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
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Just a little survey for that ace........   
01:28am 23/06/2003
 
mood: amused
music: "More Human Than Human"-White Zombie
azia_rayne
Magic Number15
JobGalactic Ruler
PersonalityAggressive
TemperamentCool And Calm
SexualPredator
Likely To WinNoble Peace Prize
Me - In A WordDevious
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack




It's amazing what a name can tell a person... lol.... This doesn't sound like me at all does it???
 
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sleep......goooood..........zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ   
01:07am 23/06/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: "7 Nation Army"-White Stripes
Wanna hear about my day?
Here goes nothing........

Um, woke up...................
Got dressed................
went to church...........
Went to Embrokens' show.............
Went to Al's...............
went to Luka's................
Went to see DAD.................
Went to THE WADE's.........had stooopid fun.....
went to melani's................
went to my house..................
went to Aaron's....................
proceeded to bed..............

My, oh my, what a busy day..................
had fun need sleep ...........
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
poor Aaron bug is already conked out............
I'm jealous................
Goodnight...................
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
 
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Hey guys check this out and respond to it for me k?   
01:48pm 14/06/2003
 
mood: amused
music: tee hee he... I'm listening to nothing...
Please take a moment to fill this out guys...
am i..
- am i cute?
- am i crazy?
- am i lovable?
- am i funny?
- am i annoying?
- am i psycho?
- am i daring?
- am i a good person?

would you..
- would you hug me?
- would you miss me if i was gone?
- would you kiss me?
- would you make out with me?
- would you listen to my problems?
- would you be a good friend?
- would you be my best friend?

would you ever..
- would you ever go out with me?
- would you ever do it again if you already have?
- would you ever marry me if you could?
- would you ever ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
- would you ever make out with me in a cemetery?
- would you ever make out with me in the rain?
- would you ever snuggle with me?

how well do you know me..
- when is my birthday?
- who is my best friend?
- who do i love?
- favorite color?
- favorite animal?
- favorite song/songs?
- favorite music groups?
- what song would you dedicate to me?

if you could..
- if you could give me a new name, it would be?
- if you could do one thing with me, it would be?
- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?
- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

just a few questions..
- what do you love about me?
- what do you hate about me?
- what is my best quality?
- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
- what is your honest opinion about me?
- what would you do if i sang out of tune?
- what song reminds you of me?
- do i remind you of any characters on tv?
- have you ever had a dream about me?
- do you think i'm a virgin?
- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am?
- am i huggable?
- if you could give me anything, what would it be?
- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?

personal..
- am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, ect.?
- do you ever think about me offline?
- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?
- do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
- when we first met, what were your thoughts?
- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them?
- what are my faults?
- what are my strengths?
- do you wish we were closer?
- why aren't we closer?
 
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Sleepless.........   
01:26pm 14/06/2003
 
mood: enthralled
music: "A Gothic Romance" -Cradle of Filth
Oh to be with you........
Just to touch your face........
To kiss your lips of blood red rose........
And feel the warmth of your embrace........
Your skin of milky, porceline silk sustanance......
Yours eyes as calm as oceans, on a stormy night.........
I burn, the fire so alive my heart sings, a cry for all to hear.......
When we share every moment, whether it be pain or only tears........
My happiness I hope to share with you, for many more years...............
What night has taken from me, shall be returned in mornings light...........
My Knight in shining armor, back once again to share in my delight............

I love you..............Forever and Always You!
 
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updatinggggggggggggggggggggggg..... in a vase...that's right...   
03:09am 14/06/2003
 
mood: tired
music: "wanna be a kennedy" -kill hannah
My how my life is so intrigueing-sp(it's 3am who cares how ya spell it) right now... one year ago on the 19th my best friend Josh Jones died in a car accident, last night I almost lost his mom whom I have become quite close with throughout this whole ordeal... she has stomach cancer... her name is Carla Jones... for those of you who believe pray for her, please, she has pneamonia, and she is in MICU at Princton.

Aaron has been so great to me through this, I don't know how I would be without him right now... I love him so much, I just can't put it into words.... I'll write more later.... WORD! -EM
 
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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!   
01:04pm 06/06/2003
 
mood: energetic
music: Cupid in my head
I found the boots of my dreams..........and get this I'm ordering them today!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHH I am soooooo excited!!!! They are black patton leather 5 buckle 5 in. platform boots!!! I am excited!!!! More news later.....
 
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