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I have so much to say, but I have no idea where to start. After the VMA's, I went directly home. I didn't want to stay at any after parties for the simple fact that I can't control myself when I drink. I probably would have fucked every guy there 3 times over. I don't know why I get like that. Maybe it's because, now, I can hit on someone and actually succeed. Whereas before, they wouldn't give me the time of day.
I know I go around saying that I haven't changed since I've become famous, but anyone with half a brain knows that, that's definately not true in certain ways. I'm still pretty level-headed and don't let the fame go to my head, but in some ways I'm completely different. I guess mainly with guys. Contrary to what I say, I have fucked every guy in my band, and a few others outside of the band. Sometimes I wish I could just settle down with one person, but I fear that when that happens, I'll still go around hitting on every guy within an earshot. Maybe instead of everyone calling Britney and/or Christina whores, they should start saying that about me. Why? Because it's true. I take my newfound beauty to my advantage and I wish I could stop. I see people like Joel and David, and wish that I could have that. In time, I suppose.
Now that I have made absolutely no sense, I'm ending this...
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| HI KIDS. |
[31 Aug 2003|06:32pm] |
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SP RAWKS KKZ |
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SIMPLE PLAN IZ S00 KUL DAVID RAWKZ0RS |
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HI I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU ALL AND IT SHALL BE IN ALL CAPS ONE DAY I MET THIS GUY HIS NAME IS DAVID DESROSIERS AND SURPRISINGLY I CAN SPELL THAT RIGHT IF ONLY HE COULD SPELL LAVIGNE CORRECTLY AND WELL ANYWAY HE'S A REALLY COOL AND HE REALLY IS SMART HES JUST MORE SO HALF THE TIME ASLEEP AND NOT PAYING ATTENTION THUS COMING OFF AS NOT TOO BRIGHT AND ALL OF YOU SHOULD LOVE HIM AND HOW PRETTY HE IS OK OK GOOD.
AND I HAVE ANOTHER STORY I GOT A 7 YEAR ITCH ITS MULTIPYING I GOT THE CHILLS AND I KINDA FORGOT THE REST I SHOULD GO WATCH GREASE AGAIN CAUSE ITS THE BEST MOVIE EVER I WANTED TO BE DANNY ZUKO WHEN I WAS YOUNGER BECAUSE HE'S JUST REALLY COOL ALL RIGHT AND REALLY RAD. I LIKE THE WORD AND ITS A GREAT CONJUCTION TO A SENTENCE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, CONJUCTION CONJUNTION WHATS YOUR FUNTICION. OOH SCHOOL HOUSE ROCK WAS GREAT TOO, I LIKE HOW THIS IS TAKEING UP SPACE.
UHM I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE BESIDES SIMPLE PLAN DOES NOT SUCK. I SUCK WELL. I MEAN WHAT I'M AVRIL.
hiavril <3 david:-*
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[31 Aug 2003|02:18am] |
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So, I haven't written much in the past week or so... I guess I haven't really found the courage to say what's on my mind...
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But for now
I'll look so longingly
Waiting
For you to want me
For you to need me
For you to notice
Me.
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[19 Aug 2003|02:21am] |
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Stroke 9 - Little Black Backpack |
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Just forget me.
It's that simple.
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[17 Aug 2003|10:36pm] |
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Matchbox Twenty - Unwell |
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I've been staring at this blank box for at least 5 minutes trying to collect my thoughts to make some sort of sense. Honestly I don't think what follows this is going to achieve that. But I will do the best I can.
I don't regret what happened. And I shouldn't have to. Why didn't I stop it? In all honesty, I wanted it to happen. It was something I wanted for a while and I wasn't going to turn down the chance. I don't know what will come of all of this... I've always had some sort of feelings for him, I won't deny that, however if being in his life is going to cause more drama, I'd rather just stay on the back burner.
To lighten things up a bit. I changed my cats name to Pussy. Just because that's fun to say.
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| Oops one liner. |
[17 Aug 2003|03:34pm] |
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So I guess everyone hates me now?
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[16 Aug 2003|12:43pm] |
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So, I have been slacking on the updates. Bad Avril, yes. However, my life is the most uneventful thing right now.
I've been nominated for 2 MTV Awards this year. Best Female Video for "I'm With You" and Best Pop Video for "Sk8er Boi". Remember kids, that's "Skater" with and 8 and "Boy" with an Oi. Hi Joel. I know that Simple Plan was nominated for Best New Artist. They aren't going to win. It's all about 50. I'm kidding, my boys will win. Then Pierre and I can have hot sex to celebrate. Only not really because I wouldn't let him touch me.
What the hell can I talk about. Absolutely nothing. I'm going to go off and hit on people now. Bye!
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[02 Aug 2003|12:08pm] |
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I HAVE NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT.
Why did Evan delete?
Chuck is here, hi!
Where is Pat, I want to tell him how sexy his merchendise is and buy some from him.
I will have a substancial update later, I'm going back to sleep
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[20 Jul 2003|12:41am] |
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So I am on my way to Warped to surprise my dear friends Simple Plan. Joel is also here, but I don't see him much because he's always hiding under David or somewhere. And where are Pat and Jeff? I miss them okay :[
So I should go and hide in Pierre's bunk and scare the shit out of him :D.
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[16 Jul 2003|02:14pm] |
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taking back sunday - bike scene |
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I am Avril.
I like stuff.
You probably hate me.
Yes.
AIM: avril is trippin
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