hip hip hooray!

yeah.. its done..

you can hear Four new songs @ www.myspace.com/aurorabandindie

there are 18 tracks..
these are them

1. Jars, Guns, And Bulldogs
2. Karma Police (Radiohead Cover)
3. Bedroom Religion
4. Tumbleweed
5. Vagrant Walk
6. Scene, Scene Baby!!
7. Sometimes Even Ignoring It Doesn't Make It Better
8. Carasel
9. Gypsy Song
10. It's Getting Old
11. June
!2. Here Comes Your Man (Pixies Cover)
13. Hypocondriact
14. Valium
15. Pretend You Don't Remember Growing Up
16. On A Plain (Nirvana Cover)
17.
18. This Mass Is Getting Critical


ill put up more info later..
or ask and ill tell

Biggie biggie Biggie
cant you see
sometimes your words just hypnotize me
and i just love your flashy ways
guess thats they're broke and you're so paid

All the batty on the floor
dislocated human lore
breaking face of guided error
crumble

Alot of strange things are going on.

1. The Owner of a big grocery store chain in new york, called Budwey's, whose store i have been picketing outside of for two weeks... Son, tried to run me over yesterday.
2. The Union whom i was picketing for, is going to hire me and justin lawyers to sue them.
3. Kelly bought me a suit.. like.. and all out suit.. and man.. i look... quite sexily respectable in it. I must post pictures sometime.
4. The suit is for court.


um.. there is more stuff i could say..
im not...
love you guys..
bye.


&rew

I think it's humorous yet disgusting, that everyone falls threw the filter.
There is no common ground for which we go by.
There is no common enemy.
We are not fighting the good fight.

I think someday I'll forget that I did so little when I could have done so much, and that I did so much when I had so little.

Happy Birthday Justin.
Nosotros Somos Dioses My Brother

i got fucking arrested today

i dont even feel like talking about it right now...

well.. i have to say.. one of the most exciting and best learning experiences that occupies alot of my time now.. is homebrewing alcohol..
every sunday at the birdhouse (my house).. is brew day..
right now.. in the house...
i have 5 gallons of blueberry stout brewing (which would be kinda like guiness.. except flavored with blueberries..
its already been bottled and should be done in a week..

I also have.. 5 gallons of cherry ale.. which i think is going to be fucking amazing..
and it should be done with its first stage fermentation next thursday..
which is when i shall siphon it out of the carboy and into the bottles..
then it has to sit in the bottles for two weeks before its done.. building up carbonation..

then.. i have 5 gallons of mountain ash berry apple wine/champagne brewing..
which wine takes the longest to finish..
in about two weeks.. we have to rake it.. which is where you transfer it from one carboy to another.. and filter out all the sediment in it.. then about a month after we rake it.. we have to bottle and cork it..
then it sits in bottles for about a month.. and bam.. its done..
its awesome too.. a bright ass orange color..
never seen anything like it..

very soon.. like tomorrow.. i am brewing some wheat beer.. and next week i think im going to get some pumpkins (if they are in season yet which they should be close) and make some pumpkin pie beer.. which i hear is fucking awesome..

other things we have in the house right now.. that i didnt make are:
5 gallons of elderberry wine.. which is done.. and is amazing
10 gallons of grape wine.. which wont be done for another month..
endless amounts of kill you.. which only takes three days to make.. and gets to 20%.. but its terrible tasting..
5 gallons of hard apple cider (which is almost done.. and taste so fucking good its not even funny)

and then tomorrow..
at brew day..
darwin is making mugwort beer.. which is a hallucenigenic herb.. so when its done.. we'll have beer that makes you trip..
alex and sam are making apple wine.. to freeze and take the alcohol out.. so we'd have apple juice.. and apple jack.. which is like.. apple vodka..
and rich and carrie are making pear wine..

GOD I LOVE IT

ill jump off the fire escape before i hurt anyone again

can you tell me why im still breathing..
why i still wake up every morning
why i cringe at the sunlight

can you believe what they told me?

can you believe what i learned?

can you tell me what it was all for.
can you tell me anything other than the things ive always heard.

i dont think you can.
i dont think you even know where to begin.

throw your money away kids.
its going to rot your souls.

splatter your minds.

eventually god will prove us all wrong.
eventually nature will win.

i dont think i even know where to begin.

you wont know what im talking about in the morning.
you wont wake up thinking about me.
you might not even wake up.

id still kiss your cold jaw and hope for a smile.


oh my gray sun
why do you hang so low.




FUCK THIS
im going to go drink myself to the bottle of a whiskey bottle.


something vague still lingers in the air.
oh my gray sun.

LSD can make you lose your mind.
It can make you touch parts of your mind you didnt know exsisted.
It can make you think things you didnt know were thinkable.
It can make you try to jump off a fire escape.
It can make you ramble on for hours able kurt cobain, my brother, pissing myself, my dad, and cara.
LSD can touch new worlds.
LSD can rewrite exsistence.

LSD can make you lose your mind.

First..
me and justin
played our first not open mic show..
at 29 custer..
to most of you that means nothing..
ive told some of you how much i love the place.. but yeah
we opened for the opening band.. because it was last minute..
but we both played beautifully..
ladders were drawn..


i still hate life
hahahahahahahhahahhahaha

IVE BEEN CRACKING MYSELF UP TODAY
hahah

sorry..

LOVE YOU PEOPLE
andrew
aaaandrew
ANDREW
@ndrew
Andrew


<3,
&rew






(i can't wait)

{ihavethough}

Let me tell you a few lies.
I'm a stern wall of "I don't care". I've been building this wall for two decades.
It reaches to the sky. I used to be able to throw rocks over the wall.
People shout to me. Try to talk to me. But eventually give up because of the wall.
So I would build more onto this wall. Untill I couldnt even throw rocks over it.
Even still a few people would manage to get around the wall.. and talk.
But I keep building on this wall.
I've added stones tonight. Bricks and mortor.
Eventually the wall will surround me and I'll be trapped by myself.
Let me tell you a few lies.
So I can catch you off guard, and steal everything you know.

Yeah, so last night.. we decided to do "fight club" at the house.

Results:
Darwin is the first person to ever give me a black eye.
I think my big toe was sprained by Space Danish.
(However SD is the toughest guy in the house.. and I made him give up last night.. woot!)
Rich almost scratched my eye out.
Darwins hand made him cry.

All in all.. it was.. nice(chaotic)beautiful(painful)

Oh and screw you.. yes.. first rule of blah blah dont blah blah de blah
I don't care
Sue me


On a different note..
Not for the first time... Me and Justin were asked to have a threesome last night.
I laughingly declined.
(No offense Justin I love you.. I just couldnt stop laughing)



My soul is flaking.

End.

I feel cold and winter isnt even here yet
I feel lonely and I'm still surrounded by people
I feel loved and i dont even know what love is
I feel you
Do you feel me too?

the word love can ruin so much.

why do people use the word love.

its so fucking stupid.

so.. yeah.. me and justin.. are making a demo tape..
it'll have a bunch of songs on it..
written by us..
um..
here are some..

01. Valium
02. It's getting old
03. Vagrant Walk
04. This Mass Is Getting Critical
05. 29 Custer
06. Disguises In Vein(s)
07. Scene, Scene Baby
08. Picture 006
09. If You Insist
10. Sometimes Even Ignoring It Doesn't Make It Better
11. Pretend You Don't Remember Growing Up
12. Jars, Guns, And Bulldogs
13. Frames
14. Donna Rose
15. Gypsy Song
16. God Is Art
17. Carasel
18. One For Each Day
19. Tangled Fiascal (These Are Just Lies)
20. Hypocondriact

If you want a copy of this.. just send me and justin a tape at:

Aurora Kalieda
92 Bird Ave.
Buffalo, NY 14213

it'll just take about an hour or so to copy.. and ill send it back the next day

thanks

love
&rew

I am not a machine.
I am not a machine.

I laugh when no ones looking.

I still pretend I dont exsist.

You still believe me.


Feelings aren't mutual.


And to some degree... I still think I'm gonna own this fucking city.

And to some degree... I still think I'll burn your fucking house down first.


But overall.
I couldn't give two fucks.

I Wanna Be The Little Prince.
I wanna be a flower.

God Is My Machine.

I've got an Angel with shooting stars for eyes.

I've got a Robot that holds my heart.

I've got a Carasel that keeps me spinning.

I've got a Salamander that loves to be held.

All I need to satisfy me:


A kiss on your sweaty neck.

A latenight/early morning picutre to last for years.

You four.

I'm back in buffalo.

Sorry if I missed any of you while i was in jacksonville.

Love,

andrew

ps. yes i miss you.

i hate my life
i hate my world
i hate everything

one day all of this will be gone
one day i wont even know i ever exsisted