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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003

Subject:le week end
Time:12:38 pm.
Mood:cheerful.
Music:old school n'sync.
heck yeah, fudge!! i had a great weekend. friday i hung out with savannah, brittany, some of brittany's friends and steve-o for a little while. we had a few shots and brittany's boyfriend got all mad because she took 1 shot. (he's a recovering alcoholic). we were going to go to rocky horror, but since he freaked out we didn't. he's a bitch. it was hilarious. he kept driving off and squealing his tires. it was really immature. he needed to calm the fuck down, quoted steve-o. then savannah and steve-o went to her house and i didn't want to so i went and hung out with casey and kristen for a little while. we talked alot about guys and stuff like that to kill time while we watched their teacher's house. suprisingly, it was fun. then saturday, i went out to eat and then went to see radio with brittany. it was soo good. it was funny and sad and all the things in a great movie. today, i went to church and joked around with austin about how the cowboys are going to lose today (touchy subject), but he's a good sport and just giggles and tells me to shut up. later i'm going to a play with casey, kristen, brittany, savannah, and a few other people probably. it should be fun. my friend james is great. i think i might like him a little. he called me friday out of the blue. he was like "i stole hillary's phone and decided to call you". he's so cute. the other day he told me to stop complaining that i didn't have a boyfriend because i could have one i just didn't try hard enough. and on thursday he was being kinda touchy. i didn't mind though. everyone thinks he likes me. i kinda hope he does because i kinda do too. oh well, i guess it will work out.
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003

Subject:trevor
Time:9:13 pm.
Mood:relieved.
well, austin is talking to jessica. how dumb is that? she's so fucking annoying. she talks all the time and thinks she is better than everyone else. he could do better. well, i guess to help me get over that i've been hanging on trevor alot. i love trevor. he's so cute. i love to make him blush. i ask him awkward questions and he just giggles and turns bright red. it is hilarious. i like trevor. more than i should. it used to be a joke (us together), but when i actually sit down and think about it, i really do kinda like him. he's really nice. i just wish he wasn't so shy. i think that james would be perfect. but he is one of my good friends and who i talk to about stuff so i could never even think about that. he's great though. he cracks me up and leaves an ache in my side. i guess trevor will suit me for now. . . he'll have to. i hope he's up for the challenge.
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Monday, October 27th, 2003

Subject:high 5s for everyone
Time:8:15 pm.
Mood:excited.
Music:j.lo.
i'm so excited!! and i just can't hide it!!
i'm so excited about halloween! i am doing something with the guy i like and then i am going with my best friend to see Rocky Horror and we are going to dress up! i'm going to be magenta. i am going to fluff up my hair and buy a maids uniform. i get to wear fishnets! i'm so excited. Savi is going to be columbia, b.fur is going to be janet, and steve-o is going to be brad! we're going to have so much fun. it starts at 12. i think b.fur will probably drive so i don't have to worry about that. it is so perfect. everything seems to fit and i don't have to blow anyone off and i get to do everything i want. plus, my mom is going out of town and i'll be home by myself. she is totally cool though and she is excited about RHPS too. she used to do stuff like that when she was in high school, which is cool. yay for me. high fives for everyone!!!
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003

Subject:over it
Time:8:52 pm.
Mood:tired.
Music:the postal service.
over it, ha thats a joke . . .
he asked me if he could come over today
but i'm a stubborn bitch and said no because i'm still mad about the past
and even though i know it is the past i still wonder
i sat by knowing that she would hurt him, and she did
why did i expect anything different?
she wasn't good enough for him
i think i am and he is realizing it
he knows he messed up and he knows me well enough to know how i will, and am, responding to the situation
she doesn't want him, and i do, but i know that before he blew me off and now i am going to show him
im not going to let him see my heart break everytime i see him and i'm not going to let him see that i still care
and i am going to play like i am over it
hopefully he won't give me that look and smile at me with that grin
i'll be okay if he doesn't
hell, who am i kidding?
i <3 him and i can't get over it
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