Thursday (07/31/08)
Starts: 5:48 PM
Song: Monkey Cage by: MONORAL
Song Info: In my own opinion, with it's catchy chorus and amazing vocals, the song is weird but I like it.

Yo! People, My besty and I will be selling SOMETHING in Yaoi Con. I hope you guys support me and my besty in our endeavours. And speaking of selling. I am selling HEADBANDS/HEADDRESSES AND MODIFIED HATS. I need the okane/moolah/money . So if you are interested:

REPLY IN THIS PAGE.

THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW!

1. 3 Days Reservation Only
2. Payments is through GCASH / CODS or Meet Ups.
3. Shipping shall be shouldered by the buyer. I use Air 21.

* Metro Manila - 80
* Outside Metro Manila - 100

4. Meet ups, Fridays (2PM onwards), Saturdays and Sundays
5. Meet ups: Trinoma (Coffee Bean and Tea Leaves), SM NORTH The BLOCK (Bubble Tea), Eastwood, Libis (Coffee Bean and Tea Leaves), Mega Mall (Bubble Tea)
6. Contact Persons: 09275326578 (SESE) - This is where you send your GCASH too.

Are you interested?

Monday (06/30/08)
Starts: 5:54 PM
Song: Triangular by: Sakamoto Maaya
Song Info: Too high pitched. But the tune is really good. Can't believe this is the OP Theme for Macross Frontier.

It was announced in our team meeting today, that class will resume on July 3. That means, we won't have classes on July 1 to 2 but we are still recquired to go to work. WTF?

They say that they have... HAVE prepared some activities for us to do and it will be beneficial for those who joined the cheerdance competition in our upcoming Sportsfest. Where in I am not going. I'm not really keen into things like that. If they had a relay I would totally join but it wasn't included so yeah. And no, cheerdance? Been there and done that. I am not donning pom-poms thank you very much. I'm still sane enough not to embarrass myself by going ra-ra one big fight yeah!

Anyway, like I was saying, no class on June 1-2 for us but required to go to work which means BOREDOM . Some people will do enjoy that moment of rest and FRREEEEEDDDOOOOMMM~ but not for me. Nuh-uh. Sorry~~~ Well, I guess if the activities they prepared are not that time consuming, I can bring my schoolwork to the office. I'll huddle in one corner and let the geek/nerd in me take over just for an hour or so.

I can't wait for boredom tomorrow and the next day, yay!

Thursday (06/26/08)
Starts: 4:52 PM
Song: Aishiteiru by: mink feat. Ishii Tatsuya
Song Info: OMG, this song made feel like I was in a love story. Gawd, you can here the words I love you in Japanese so many times. IT'S A WONDERFUL AND HEARTFELT LOVE SONG!!

Shopping is one of the activities a girl can do during the weekends. I'm no shopaholic but I do like shopping when I have the moolah and there are good deals . Although, it takes awhile before I buy what I really want.

I usually shop for anything that is gothic, gothic-inspired, lolita, lolita-inspired, victorian, victorian-inspired clothes and japanese-inspired clothes. I don't do mainstream.

May it be conventional shopping or on-line shopping, I don't care how I do it as long I am satisfied.

We all have our favorite stores and I am no different. I shop regularly in these stores or sometimes window shop to know what to buy when the moolah comes in.

Here's my list:

Conventional Shopping:
Clothes (Sometimes accessories)
1. YRYS
2. Genevieve Gozum
3. Maldita
4. Landmark
5. I Love Cocco
6. Greenhills
7. Your local Ukay stores

Shoes
1. Fiorucci
2. Jannylin
3. Rusty Lopez
4. Leaveland / B2 Company
5. Your local Ukay stores

On-line shops
1. Freekiss
2. Cherry Hysteria
3. Purple Doll
4. Japanista

Etc.
Wigs:
1. Mannequin Inc.
2. Lynelle

Tuesday (06/24/08)
Starts: 5:08PM
Song: Accidentally in Love by: Counting Crows
Song Info: I love this song. Very catchy and it's my current LSS. It's LOVE

Yesterday was my birthday. June 23 to be exact. I celebrated it last June 22 when Frank decided to lash out his fury in Metro Manila. Thank goodness some of my guests were able to come and celebrate it with me despite the harsh weather. I love you Frank, you were very nice to me. Yay! NOT! I mean, lights were out, it was almost zero visibility outside because of the rain and yeah floods too.

My friends in the office, Adam, Perry, Jann and Ken came. Ranulf and Mara also came. Mishi and Chepot weren’t able to make it because of the flood. It was okay. I had fun. I had the guests come to my house from the reception in SM North THE BLOCK and we spend chatting there, entertaining ourselves. Thanks guys! I really appreciate it.

Then June 23 came, Frank bid goodbye. Adam treated me a slice of cake from McCafe in McDonalds in Libis. It was a Black Forest and it was made out of dark chocolate. Then I received my birthday cake from the office. Me and my friends gobbled it up as soon it was handed to me. Then when I went home, my aunt bought me a huge brownie cake! You can say I have a cake overload.

A lot of people greeted me. My barkada, new found friends, online buddies, college and high school friends, my family and of course my beloved.

I’m officially 23 now. It’s like yesterday, I was just 20 now 23. Soon 25. Yikes. At 23 I found myself back to studying and in a relationship. Currently, I’m swamped with schoolwork. I have a lot of readings to finish before midterms. I have to finish it all. I have one month to go. Must work double time.

I’m pretty well in the love department. For now. I don’t know in the future but I am praying it will go well.

I decided to cut back on my caffeine intake. Doctors orders or else. Milk tea was my scapegoat when I can’t drink more caffeine.

I cosplayed but didn’t join the competition last Toycon and the feeling was lovely. But yeah, cosplaying is very expensive. I’ll stick to costrip thank you.

At 23, it feels like my life is just beginning.

At 23 I felt like things are just getting busier and busier. And more busier

At 23, at 23, at 23…

I wonder what would it be like when I am 24?

But yeah, you gain a year, you gain a point in maturity, a point in life and a point in experience.

Happy 23rd birthday to me.

Saturday (06/22/08)
Starts: 8:32 PM
Song: Tick Tock by: Cherry Filter
Song Info: This song is quite haunting and dark, something new for Cherry Filter but it suited them very well.

Today, the organization where I am a member (Project Eivah). We had a photoshoot today despite the bad weather. We had the Eivah Personality Photoshoot. We dressed up to our own personality. Here's a roster.

Chepot - Sweet Lolita
Sese (Me) - Mysterious Goth
Piku - Studious Student
Maan - Loveable Hungry
Tere - Evil
Mara - Gamer
Shin - Boyish
Mameh Lalie - Queen Bee
Kang-neechan - Idol Seifuku

The first location was Bahay ng Alumni in UP, though we didn't stay that long because we were chased out because we are hogging the bathroom. Duh. We did tell them we're using the bathroom to put make-up on people. Muntikan pa akong mapa-away. Anyway, we moved to Trinoma to eat and then to Mara's house to continue with the photoshoot. Thanks to Katben our official photographer. Congratulations to Mara and Tere, this is their first organized event for the group.

After the shoot we had a short meeting about things and other stuff. And no I can't tell it here. LOL. You can say the photoshoot was successful.

Wednesday (06/04/08)
Starts: 7:39 PM
Song: OSCA by: Tokyo Jihen
Song Info: I find this song cute and catchy. It's very vogue and stylist. Oh yeah~

A lot of things happened to me for the past week. One of them is getting sick. Terribly. Last Thursday and Friday I was burning up with 39 degree fever. They have to rush me to the emergency because they feared that I caught dengue. It turned out to be a bad case of tonsillitis. Because of that I was prompted to postpone my Friday night out with my friends in the office. Anywa, I was bedridden last weekend. I also had my visit to the OB-Gyne because when I got sick, I had my first day of period. The funny thing is, I always feel sick before getting my period. This episode was worst so far. My OB-Gyne told me that she cannot say what's wrong with me without blood analysis first. So last Sunday, I had my CBC and shits. Gah needles. .

My OB-Gyne told me to cut down on coffee and chocolates to cure my dysmenorrhea. I felt like my world crushing on me. Me cutting back on coffee and chocolates? NOOOOOOO!!!!! .

Thank God for MILK TEA! .

As of now I am still on antibiotics. Bah~

To happier news, PHASE III of our secret mission is COMPLETE!! Yosh! . I can't wait until it's all done. , we will be awesome! Ohohohohohohohohoho~~~ . Right?

Saturday (05/24/08)
Starts: 9:14 PM
Song: Kingyo no Hako by: Tokyo Jihen
Song Info: A catchy jazz-rock song from the famous jrock band of Shiina Ringo. This is the 3rd song from their album VARIETY.

Yesterday I blogged that Phase I was finished. Now, Phase II was completed. Surely there is no turning back now. Am I making it too mysterious now? Hehehehehehe.

On to other things, I planned watching Indiana Jones however, I am not that piqued to watch it as I was piqued to watch Ironman. Yeah, even if Shia Lebouff is in it and Kate Blanchett. I am more interested in watching Kung-Fu Panda and WANTED. I don't know, kick-ass pandas and sexy Jolie is more appealing to me. LOL.

And yeah, I finished watching DMC Anime today. Well it's only 12 frigging episodes. I wished they made it longer and I wished they had Dante-sama in his Devil Trigger form. Boo hoo no Devil Trigger form Dante. The sadness. Also, I so loath Patty. That frigging good for nothing brat who doesn't know anything but whine. Urgh. I'm planning on buying the anime series of Blade of the Immortal. I love that manga and to see and watch it as an anime is LOVE.

Right now, I gave up on TRC. It's so screwed up its not entertaining anymore -_- I rather indulge myself on xxxHolic. It's more entertaining. Doumeki's and Watanuki's interaction is sooo cute that they are more canon than Watanuki and Himawari. LOL.

Well, that's all for today, until the next update.

Wednesday (05/21/08)
Starts: 7:23 PM
Song: I Can't Break It to My Heart by: Delta Goodrem
Song Info: A hearwrenching song from Delat Goodrem. It touched me soo much that I felt like crying eveytime I hear it.

Note: If I were broken hearted... this will be the song I will be singing out to you.

I Can't Break It to My Heart
Sung by: Delta Goodrem
Listen to the Song?

If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side

See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said

'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart

'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Tuesday (05/20/08)
Starts: 4:25 PM
Song: The Guardian by: Delta Goodrem
Song Info: My newest addiction. This Aussie singer captured me by the beauty of her songs. She's like Carrie Underwood or Kelly Clarkson only much better!

I knew it. As I woke this early morning around 3:00 AM I knew I'm not feeling well but I have this nindo that as long I can stand up and I can still see straight I can work. So I prepared and went to work. As I arrived to work around 4:20 AM, I felt woozy and I had a hard time breathing already. I mentally told myself that I would feel better because I did drink Decolgen before going to work.

I informed Yen our newest TC that if she catches me snoozing its because I don't feel well. I also did inform her that I had trouble breathing because of my cough and the phlegm forming in my lungs. Though I should give myself a tap of praise because I was able to conduct class even if I sounded like I'm whispering in my class because I can't breathe that well. Though one of my students noticed and wished me well. He's such a sweet guy.

Around 7:20 I knew the medicine is not kicking in. I knew that I can't go on. I only have three classes to go (Tuesdays and Thursdays are pretty light, few students) but shit, my breathing has become shallow and I can't speak properly anymore. TC Yen told me that I can file an undertime. It was an emergency undertime. Ken took my 7:50 class and TC Yen had ATC Ames distribute my remaining two classes. I bid farewell to ATC Jin who noticed immediately what's wrong with me. He told me that I don't have problem inhaling but I have problems in exhaling. Seriously, I wonder where his medical knowledge comes from. He should be a doctor. I also bid goodbye to TC Vanj and promised that I would be at work tomorrow. Yes, I will go to work tomorrow.

Going to work tomorrow won't be a problem since, as I got home, I plopped to my bed and dozed off. When I woke up for lunch, I don't feel woozy anymore. I drank Tuseran Forte after eating lunch. Hopefully, it will kick in and I think it is. I will be fit enough to go to work tomorrow but NO strenuous activity after that. Meaning, no side trips. After work, I have to go HOME asap.

I hate getting sick. My salary pays for it T_T

PS: For those who asked me. "Why do I prefer costripping that cosplaying?" Well, I don't like joining cosplay competitions for one. I don't like the idea of getting bashed by other people saying, I don't look good, or I am not pretty enough for the character I'm portraying. Worst they'll comment nasty stuff on the costume. Bah. I don't need the insults. I rather get praised to what I'm doing. Besides I'm not after the mon

Sunday (05/18/08)
Starts: 4:58 PM
Song: None
Song Info: None

Going to Divisoria was a complete waste of time. Mannequin was frigging closed. And we were supposed to buy wigs today. I'm sad and disappointed. We're going back this Friday and on Saturday we're going to Marikina to have the clothes made. Can someone tell me where we can buy wigs in Greenhills? I need your halp people!!!!

To Tere: I also need your help!!!

Plus a friend of mine informed me that..... errrr.... my only reaction to that message is this: PUTANG-INA!!!! NOOOOOO~~~~~ POTA!! I SHALL DEDICATE MY TIME TO THIS FUCKING COSPLAY!!! TO THE NTH LEVEL NA TO!

Monday (05/12/08)
Starts: 4:54 PM
Song: Everlasting by: KOKIA
Song Info: Ethereal. Simply beautiful.

Dear my fellow women,

Someone asked me "Why do we women need money too much?" Indeed, a question that placed me in a hot seat. Why indeed? Is it because of security? If you are going to ask me then probably yes. I need money to survive like any human being out there. However, I do not need too much of it. I know my place when it comes to money. I earn my money hard and I splurge like no tomorrow.

This question arise because of certain women who marry guys who are filthy rich. In short, they marry these guys not for their personality but for their pockets. I will be blunt and straight. I don't like those kind of women. They leave a bad after taste. I know, we wanted to be secure but are we that desperate to actually low ourselves to that? I find it shameful and to be the truth I don't want to labelled a money stealer or we Filipinos call it "mukhang pera."

The sad reality of this, this is actually true. There are women who will forsake true and pure unadulterated love for the love of money. They will love a man who rolls in money but when the money runs out, they bail out. How tragic. Do you know what I call these kind of women? I call them trash, cheap and pitiful.

My fellow women, this is a short letter for you women out there to say that money indeed makes the world go around but it can never, ever buy you the happiness that you really want. You may be rolling in riches but you will be empty and void.

Sincerely,

A fellow woman, female, girl.

Sunday (05/11/08)
Starts: 5:10 PM
Song: Feel Like Dancin by: GLOBE
Song Info: Nostalgia. Oh yes, how I remember this song along with Pizzacato Five.

Yesterday was the Ongaku Interrupted. Isora, Oria and Undyingfenix were with me in the event. It was the love~~ It was Isora's and Oria's first time to attend an Ongaku Society Event. I'm glad that I managed to persuade them come on. Too bad Uke and seedsop wasn't able to come. It's tradition for us to be together on an OS event. Anyway, we had a good view of the stage and we had good seats. The beer and iced tea was love. I heart free drinks.

The bands were awesome!!! Kudos to PPF Allstars for playing the hit dance song from Pizzacato Five. To Cab Story for Closure, it's one of my favorite songs from LUNA SEA <3. To Progeny for playing for Sunday Morning. To 3 Day Trial for playing my all time favorite song from Hungry Young Poets Torpe.

Too bad we didn't win any prize but it was worth it. I finally got the petticoat I ordered from FreeKiss. It's love, love, love.

I guess. I'll let the photos speak to you guys. Take note: I'm in the red wig ^_^

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PS: I have to change the sheets of the beds inside (there are two beds, one is for my ate Jack) the room and I had it cleaned and "sanitized".

Monday (04/28/08)
Starts: 7:06 PM
Song: MUSIC by: Angela Aki
Song Info: This upbeat, catchy, piano-filled song compels me a lot. Angela Aki's singing voice always catapult me to into an MTV-trance like and makes me wanna dream day all day long.

For the past few days, things were a blur and totally random in my life right now. I felt like I'm in a twilight zone. Most of the time, I find myself spacing in front of Nox Ciferus. Just staring... spacing... out. I feel like a zombie right now.

Let start the randomness shall we?

Of Family and Responsibilities:

It's very depressing. Yep. I feel like this as the moment regarding family -> . As for the responsibilities, it's not that much of a burden as before but the constant nagging is what pisses me off to no end. Pif.

Of Work

Something I'm enjoying right now. I'm getting around the office and I officially had a group of what I could call FRIENDS. I am proud to say that most of my friends inside the office are guys. There's my Spanish-American friend who is a gothic metal fan as I am and shares the same family name as I have. We even call each other brother and sister. His name is Ken. Then there's Adam and Marvin my co-otaku friends. Then there's Perry, whom I call schoolmate because we both went to the same HS. My girl pals Jasmin, Glad and Em. Then there's my Panda otou-sama Jin and TC Vanj. Yen-san is also included into that. As for MBA? Wait... whose MBA again? Oh I quote Perry "You mean the dickhead?" Looks like I'm not the only one who notices how an asshole he is.

Of Being an Otaku

I am still the YAOI GODDESS. Period. I'm starting to watch animes again. I just hope I won't slack off again. Yeaaahhh riiiiggggghhhhhtttt. By the way who have watched Darker than Black and Ghost Hound? I'm so fucking curious. Just finished watching the Season 1 of Code Geass. What can I say about Lelouch? THIS -> . I'm officially scared of him. HE.IS.NOT.HUMAN!

Oh yeah, Uke and I are planning a HUGE costrip for Toycon 2008. Watch out for it.

OF FRIENDS

Getting strong and getting larger. YOSH! Long live ROEN and Project Eivah and Long live to my OTAKU friends out there!!! .

OF TOTALLY RANDOM

I need coffee. I need chocolates. I want a Mrs. Fields chocolate cookies. I want smut. I want a sex life. I want May 10 to come sooner so that I can costrip this Russian-inspired jrock attire. I want to love the wall. Bye.

Monday (04/14/08)
Starts: 4:57 PM
Song: Let it Beat by: AAA
Song Info: Poppish, rockish, fun, fun but it doesn't really match what I currently feel like now.

The heat is really unbelievable torturous for the past few days. It was fucking hot inside the office today. As if being MONDAY is not enough! Is this some kind of a punishment? Because if it is then oh hell yeah, what a way to punish me. Not only that, my students seemed to be having the Monday Blues and were having their own effing issues. Curse you damn heat! Weirdly enough, it was raining outside. Yes it was raining! YES! At last right? Rain means a cooler weather. All right. So maybe I won't get fried as I go out from the office.

Sure enough, it was a bit cooler but fuck the humidity nearly totalled me! What's the effing point right? *shakes head*

So what's the point of this rant? It's an excuse for me to say I FUCKING HATE MONDAYS!!! SOMEBODY JUST RIPPED IT OFF THE CALENDAR PLEASE!!!!

Saturday (04/12/08)
Starts: 7:54 PM
Song: To be Near You by: Viktoria
Song Info: It's an old OPM song. I'm dedicating this song to someone.
I snagged this from Uchihayukiko's LJ
TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your
computer?
- The recent photoshoot with Seme-sama.

Q. How many televisions you have in
your house?
- Two. One in the living room, the other inside my room. Both has cable.

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
- Right-handed, though I was told once, I'm supposed to be left-handed.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed
from your body?
- *shakes head*

Q. What is the last heavy item you
lifted?
- My bag because I always bring Nox Ciferus wherever I go.

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
- Yup, during HS, I fainted due to low blood sugar

BULLSHITOLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want
to know the day you were going to die?
- yes, for the reason I would be able to do things I haven't done yet like molest Gackt.

Q. If you could change your name, what
would you change it to?
- It would be GUINEVERE or Nacht.

Q. What color do you think looks best
on you?
- Black. No pink please, though red looks hot on me too

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food
item?
- When I was small and innocent.

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same
sex for $100?
- Anytime baby.

Q. Would you allow one of your little
fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
- Do you want me to cut yours?

Q. Would you never blog again for
$50,000
- *raises eyebrow*

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine
for $250,000?
- Dude, wtf?!

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of
hot sauce for $1000?
- Why not?

Q. Would you, without fear of
punishment, take a human life for
$1,000,000?
- For a human life for that price? I bid higher.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
- None at the moment

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good
movie?
- Napoleon what?

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in
your house?
- Wood. All wood. My house is made out of wood. I'm allergic to carpets.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- Stand. Showers are sexy, if only we have a bathtub, then lying would be smexy.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you
own?
- Three?

LASTOLOGY

Q: Last person who texted you?
- John (seedsop)

Q: Last person who called u?
- .....

Q: Person you hugged?
- Ryunaito (Louie)

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
- 13

Q: Season?
- Rainy season (minus the flood and typhoons)

Q: Color?
- Black, red and white

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
- Yes, very. It even bring tears to my eyes if I think about it too much.

Q: Mood?
- Serious

Q: Listening to?
- Sappy music that can make you cry

Q: Watching?
- Awhile ago? Entrapment and Lady in the Water

Q: Worrying about?
- So far, none.

Q: Wearing?
- Ripped shorts, my MC PE shirt

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
- living room to sleep (again)

Q: What can you not wait to do?
- read gay porn

Q: Do you smile often?
- yes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
- Very.

Thursday (04/10/08)
Starts: 3:04 PM
Song: Slap that Naughty Body: Anna Tsuchiya
Song Info: Sexy, sexy, LOL song. LOVE IT!

Change is constant. I think everybody knows it, it is just not everybody is adamant to it. Things change, people change and so on. I have come in terms to change since my college days. I might be one of the few who happens to like change, as long it is for the better. Right now, things are changing for me.

1. I have a new spanking new job. My schedule was fucking fantabulous. I'm in the morning shift. I start at 5:00 AM and I end at 2PM. Though, fuck hell, the heat outside after shift is fucking unbearable I have to stay in a coffee shop to let the heat pass away.

2. I have a new spanking laptop. It's a 12 inch ACER Apsire 2920. Now I can use the computer and the internet (as long there is wi-fi) anywhere!!!! It's small and compact. I love it. I'm currently busy transferrinf my files from Koishiro to my laptop that I named Nox Ciferus. Yes I named my laptop Nox Ciferus.

3. I'm going back to studying. By May, I'll be enrolling and I'll be taking my Educational units via Open University. I'm taking my educ courses through the Distance Learning Program of Philippinew Women's University.

4. I'm officially handling the family monetary fund right now. It's a huge responsibility. My parents left me in charge of budgeting the money they send us through on-line banking. I budget for food and other stuff.

5. I had a hair cut and dyed my oh-so-boring hair . I love the color of my hair now and even it is short, it is still curly (though no pronounced) but very well loved.

So far, those were the changes that happened to me for that past 1 month. Right now, I'm enjoying my new lifestyle. I am here in Coffee Bean and Tea Leaves in Eastwood Libis, (I work in IBM Plaza), using the wi-fi, blogging using my Nox Ciferus and many other things. Thank goodness I have a laptop to entertain me as I wait for the heat to wane down because fuck, it's so hot outside, I feel like an egg being fried!!!

PS: I can't wait for MAY 10!!!!

Sunday (04/06/08)
Starts: 9:13 PM
Song: What a Feeling by: Namie Amuro
Song Info: Ohohohohoho.... My favorite song in Namie-chan's new single <3

I went to Ozine Fest 2008 today. I costripped as this gothic/dominatrix girl wearing a top hat . Some people thought I was lolita that day and I was like -> No, I am not lolita. I lack the laces people. Just because I wore a top hat it means... I am Lolita. NO!

I went with Konami and Pero. Konami costripped in her Kigahen Gumi attire but she changed the design a bit. We met Rina there costripping as Melo. It was fun. We were camwhored as usual. Isora was with us too <3

I am so happy that I was able to meet THE SMUT EPMRESS MUSHROOM already!!! It was LOVE . Will was also there. I was glomped by him .

I also met up with Jimmy-sempai who enjoyed the cosplay. There were cool cosplayers at Ozine. FOR THE WIN ang galing!!! . Here are the FTW moments

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Ahhh yes, I cannot express how fun the day was. I totally enjoyed it. It was not jampacked and man... the cosplay didn't suck. The bands were great, kudos to Ongaku Society! . I can't wait for MAY 10!!! I'm going glamour people~~ . Until next costrip .

Saturday (03/29/08)
Starts: 5:32 PM
Song: Beautiful World by: Utada Hikaru
Song Info: I love this song from Hikaru's new album HEART STATION. I wish she would make songs like this. Very beautiful.

Last Thursday, March 27, 2008, I met up with the Teng2 Boys of ROEN and of course other ROEN people like Mishi, Chepot, John and Tere. I am so happy to see all of them again. I am so grateful in seeing Edsel again , Chepot and I wanted a Edsel plushtoy to commemorate him. He is so adorable.
We first met up in Seattles Katips, we drank coffee and talked and talked. Then we decided to drink. We went to Drews and drank... A LOT. I mean it. I was tips even before the night fell. Come on we started drinking at 4 PM. Bad, bad Sese, getting drunk. You don't get drunk! Anyway, it was a very nostalgic event for me. Who would thought a group of girls and boys way back in college , some were in high school would be friends up until now?
My friends for 7 years, I LOVE YOU ALL. Hinding hindi ko kayo ipagpapalit sa kahit ano mang ginto at brilyante sa mundo! Long live ROEN! SOLID!
It's so hard to find friends like these people and frankly, I would never give these people up. They are my most precious and treasured friends. They've seen me in my happiest and in my worst state. Now, Sam and Jer had graduated, Jer going to med school and all; Baluca is still in Ateneo De Naga, some of us working etc. We barely see each other but when we do get together, you could see and feel the strong bond between us.
Ang dami na naming pinagdaanan at magpapatuloy pa rin kami. Hmmm... sino kaya ag unang ikakasal sa grupo? Tere and Carlo? . XD Ahahaha, anyway, more years to us!! For the pictures please CLICK HERE~~
PS: Remember the list of new people in my life? One of them, not MBA turned out to be an OROCAN and a very judgmental person. Tsk tsk. People like this person doesn't deserve my friendship. Period.

Wednesday (03/26/08)
Starts: 5:29 PM
Song: alone again by: Ito Yuna
Song Info: Struck me awed. Period.

New workplace, new work, new people. I shall enumerate these people.

1. Jin: He is our Assistant Team Captain (ATC). He's such a Father hen and cares deeply for the team. He have me a blanket when I was freezing . He took a great concern when I had a minor case of tonsilitis and made sure I took enough rest during the weekend. This morning, he fussed over me when he learned I'm suffering from dysmenorrhea and had the janitor buy me pain killers. He is such a sweet guy. I look up to him as one of the best teachers in the floor. Great guy!

2. Paolo: The very first senior teacher who befriended me. We had a common friend: Nikki (A former co-worker from Ilda). He's an oldschool otaku and hates a certain famous cosplayer, saying that person is such a disgrace to (insert prestigious school here in the Philippines) . He told me I had an aura of a gothic lolita and had this notion to loiter around me and entertain me with witty and comical stories. He is love I tell you .

3. Vanj: Our Team Captain. She's an NBA fanatic and a Dream Theater fan like me. She's a Lit. Major and she rocks. I found her level-headed and a great Team Captain. If Jin is the Father hen, she's the Mother hen and calls us her "children". I admire her greatness~ Oh yeah she rocks too! Wazzah! .

4. Den: The ultimate geisha . He's easy going and everybody just adores him. You can say he's quite a personality.

5. Tita Patty: Vica-chu's mom. She is one of my favorite people in the workplace. She is very caring and she's one of the best teachers in Nyeungyule. Oh the greatness! I love the way she express herself too.

6. Glad: The craziest, coffee-induced friend of mine in the workplace. She's loud, crazy and a babaeng bakla. She would be the death of me someday lol .

7. Jasmin: Ahhh the sweet, sweet Jasmin. She has the innocence that I lack terribly. I find her pretty and for an undergrad, she proved that she can compete with degree-holders like me. You go girl! Fight! .

8. Kalyn: Another nice co-worker. I like her a lot as a person.

9. Gene: Si adik! Cool guy. Period.

10. MBA: Ahhh the bane of my existence right now. .

Tomorrow, I'm meeting some of the TengTeng boys for a get to gether.

Friday (03/21/08)
Starts: 4:20 PM
Song: Beautiful Life by: Utada Hikaru
Song Info: Utada HIkaru outdid herself on this song and on her current album. GREAT SONG!

For the past weeks, my best friend had been lamenting and complaining about her lack of internet, how her job sucks and all. How I saw myself in her though I never said I hated life. I never cursed it. When did I stop hating life for being such a poor loser? Hmmm... I can't remember when but I know, I just stopped hating it.
Life sucks. It bites harshly and all you can do is bite back at it too. Literally, figuratively and technically. If it stuck it's tongue at you then blow a raspberry . I know what it feels to have an unfair life. I think all of us knows that. Even the luckiest of the luckiest can also get unlucky. Good people have their own bad share of karma too. Why? Because we're not perfect. So is LIFE. It's not perfect because if it would be perfect then all of us would be immortal. Don't you agree?
I wanted to see her and cheer her up but time won't permit it. I haven't seen her for weeks. I wish she could just spare at least an hour in her free time to meet up with me and with a couple of friends so that she won't feel miserable at all. All I can ask of her right now, is PLEASE learn how to accept what's thrown at you and not to be so damn cynical about it. You're going to get a year old again. It's time to mature a bit on how you look at things.