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    Friday, April 4th, 2003
    11:38 am
    Baby syndrome
    I'm writing something in here besides diet stuff because i'm going to transfer it to my journal in bolt later. I just happen to be slighty irked right now. I have noticed lately that many people who I would assume are adults, frequently revert themselves in situations, to what I like to call baby syndrome. Usually it's my dad, last week it was Stephan, and now it's Pierce. Ok I mean being adults you would think that they would choose their battles wisely. Whatever. Yesterday I kept taking sips out of my water bottle in the library and he was getting pissed off. My bad, just a habit, see a water bottle take a sip. It's ok in every other class except that one. So today I'm hassling my brother, he has a bottle of juice and I'm playing with it and I take a sip. Piercfe who was looking over my English research paper looks over just as I'm screwing the cap on and off and he gets all pissed off and asks me to go out into the hallway. There he proceeds to act truly hurt by my "many displays of desrespect". Then he proceeds to give me a detention and on the way in I asked him "well how can I serve the detention if I don't have a lunch period?" He doesn't even look at me and says "well thats between you and mr. mace" Which shows obviously that he really ticked because in any other circumstance he would forbid me to see Mr. Mace because Mr. Mace hates me. So telling me to talk it over with Mace is the equivalent of a death sentence. Pierce gets this teacher stuff together and proceeds to stand by the door at the back of the library and pout. (He was sitting by me and Charles) So thats what i'm talking about when I'm referring to baby symdrome. Adults who can't act like adults and pout like little kids, refuse to talk, blah blah blah. Last week it was Stephan saying that he was never going to talk to Karen again and wouldn't accept her honest and humble apology where she basically said she was shit and groveled at his feet. However Pierces case of Baby syndrome has struck at a rather inconvient time for me. Seeing as that I'm not going to try to resolve his baby syndrome, I fear this may be my one way ticket to a bad letter to the judge, no more newspaper, and of course no letter to the judge about going to take pics for PTG. I'm sure that if I wasn't on probation and I could go on my own free will that pierce wouldn't even give me the camera. And all of this over water bottles. Should I comment on Lisa Robert's terrible behavior every single day and her lack of detentions? I don't understand, but the days almost over and I'm going to get out of here. I have a long night 3-11 and i'm leaving in 5 minutes to go out to eat with my mom and look for a prom dress.
    Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
    10:56 am
    First Day oF the new diet
    The first reason I am keeping this journal is because when I am not on a diet, I am crazy around food! I eat the nastiest things!!! I want to record what I am eating so that I can get healthier and look better for the shows that my band will be playing this summer. Pictures will be taken, websites will be formed, reviews will be given, and I can't look like shit!!!! Not to mention I had this one picture taken and my stomach looked so flabby!! Ugh, iy disgusted me so badly, and now i'm afraid of getting my picture taken. So today I have eaten:

    1 regular rice krispies treat.
    1 Dr. Pepper
    A little bag of pretzels
    Some shock Tarts
    1 bottle of water

    I will probably only eat once more today. My mom and I are going shopping for a dress of all things, we'll probably go to chinese afterwards. When I'm there I'll order iced tea and then I'll eat the white steamed rice and put vegetables on top with sweet and sour sauce. I can pick the chicken and meat out and try my best to drain the sauce. It's not helping that the place is a buffet....... I can manage. And I'm going to buy the dress two sizes small so that I'll have to either diet into it or waste my mothers money. Good plan.
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