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|Thursday, February 10th, 2005|
New Year Event. A bad day which went wrong....
Why does it have to happen everytime during new year? It is supposed to be a happy day for celebration.... Just because of a small matter, it make everyone so upset. including me. even though i didnt cry in front of everyone (crying right now)... the tension in the air is driving me crazy.... i think chalotte is the only one who is playing happily.
My mum and sis just couldnt get along with each other.... THey always quarrelled due to money... my mum is a impaitent person, she always can't wait for anyone to finish doing something. she has to be the one finish it first and you must be on the dot if u say so. or else she will scolded you like hell...
i grew up in this kind of family. i'll been giving way to my mum coz she is my mum... but if one day it got to a dead end, i dont think i can control myself... i could even commit suicide...
i hatemyself for being so pessimism.... *sob*
it really breaking my heart to see my mum and sis not getting along with each other.
actually, i had perdicted that it will happened but in the afternoon, everything went so smoothly, i thought it all right. but i was wrong, it just happened later then i predicted....
i think it's time for me to turn in.
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: nil
|Sunday, April 4th, 2004|
Ha... i'm 20 this year liao...
Celebrate my b'dae for three days... Wow*
02-04-04: Celebrate with my classmates.... WE went to marine square... hmmm... magic wok and eat.... oh! i haven't pay for the food...
i still remember irene and ah jing *drag* me to the toilet... *Haiz* never forget that in my life...
03-04-04: Celebrate with my sec friends. Meimei, xiao jun, lishan susan, huimin. ... oh, and my sis and brother-in-law... We went to ktv... my sis told us to wait at outram park ... Hiaz... the place actually near chinatown mrt station. make us walk so long way... oh... have to say sorry to alex( my brother-in-law) he hurt his toe becoz of me... :(
But we had a great fun that day... sings a lot and enjoy ourselves... We went to lucky chinatown -kster. then staff over there got attitube problem... all very rude... so i didn't give tips... ha... next time don go there... but my sis say the boss very nice... haiz. maybe next time go other k-ster.
04-04-04: Ha... wake up at 8.30am... *tired* First time in my life go to changi aiport...
Recently my dad working at there so he brought my mum, my niece and me go there and had a tour... ha... i took a lot of pictures (of my niece... ha. happy happy....
celebrate my b'dae for three days liao... need to start to work liao... haiz ...