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    Sunday, January 4th, 2004
    5:33 pm
    < Had a little talk with Mom >
    Okay my latest news.

    my mom had a talk w/ me.

    we talked about these things.

    * School
    (going after a certification in Computer Graphics)

    * Cooking dinner
    (once a day out of the week)

    * Work, having income
    (need 2 work on speaking up to my boss)

    * Keeping records of expensive
    (gas for the car)
    Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
    8:57 pm
    I sometimes really don't like to write about a lot of things.

    but its the closest communction that i feel that i can talk through my thoughts and ideas.

    youall know what i am talking about?
    6:56 pm
    i used to be in love.
    i used to be in love.
    we were just like to doves.
    flying swiftly through the sky.

    (personally):
    i have been in love for many of times. i feel though somtimes being in love can be all just a lie. being able to spend time with the person you will enjoy and being able to help her out though tough times. i sometimes i tend to feel that we are here to help everyone not just one person.
    6:44 pm
    Who Do U Believe In?
    yo.

    who do you believe in?
    do u like 2 listen 2 your lies?
    do u like 2 listen 2 all your face friends?
    do u like 2 listen 2 the demons inside u?

    - where do u get all your hopes?
    - where do u put in all your heart?
    all these people will lose ur interst once they don't take care of ya.

    who do u beleive in?
    dose your heart lies?
    dose your face show who u are?

    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
    sighs

    can you tell me?
    who do you believe in?

    i bet you are still lost.
    6:33 pm
    No Retreats for me!
    i wanna stand my ground, i ain't retreating cause i ain't a runner.

    ------------------------------ No Retreat ---by Dilated PEoples --------------

    Stand my ground dig in with both feet
    No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
    Stand my ground dig in with both feet
    No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
    Stand my ground dig in with both feet
    No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
    Stand my ground dig in with both feet
    "No surrender and no retreat"
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    6:20 pm
    what should i post?
    ummmm my friend j_rose posts more than me.

    http://www.geocities.com/dbleswordfighter/

    check it out, its sweet.

    --------------------------2Pac - Thugz Masion--------------------------------------------

    S***, tired of gettin shot at
    Tired of gettin chased by the police and arrested
    Niggaz need a spot where WE can kick it
    A spot where WE belong, that's just for us
    N****z ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
    Y'knahmean? Where do n***z go when we die?
    Ain't no heaven for a thug n***a
    That's why we go to thug mansion
    That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
    ... at thug mansion

    [Verse One: 2Pac]
    A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
    So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
    I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
    But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
    No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
    Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
    Picture me inside the misery of poverty
    No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
    Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
    Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
    We found a family spot to kick it
    Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick s***
    A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
    We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
    And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
    I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

    [Chorus: J. Phoenix] + (Nas)
    Every corner, every city
    There's a place where life's a little busy
    Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
    Every hour, cause it's all good
    Leave all the stress from the world outside
    Every wrong done will be alright (I wanna go)
    Nothin but peace (I wanna go) love (I wanna go n***a)
    And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion

    [Verse Two: Nas]
    A place where death doesn't reside, just thugs who collide
    Not to start beef but spark trees, no cops rollin by
    No policemen, no homicide, no chalk on the streets
    No reason, for nobody's momma to cry
    See I'm a good guy, I'm tryin to stick around for my daughter
    But if I should die, I know all of my albums support her
    This whole year's been crazy, asked the Holy Spirit to save me
    Only difference from me and Ossie Davis, gray hair maybe
    Cause I feel like my eyes saw too much sufferin
    I'm just twenty-some-odd years, I done lost my mother
    And I cried tears of joy, I know she smiles on her boy
    I dream of you more, my love goes to Afeni Shakur
    Cause like Ann Jones, she raised a ghetto king in a war
    And just for that alone she shouldn't feel no pain no more
    Cause one day we'll all be together, sippin heavnly champagne
    What angels saw, with golden wings in thug's mansion

    [Chorus] w/o Nas

    [Verse Three: 2Pac]
    Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good
    Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
    Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
    Drippin peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
    Then some lady named Billie Holiday
    Sang sittin there kickin it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
    Little LaTasha sho' grown
    Tell the lady in the liquor that she's forgiven, so come home
    Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
    When Miles Davis cuttin lose with the band
    Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
    that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
    Picture a place that they exist, together
    There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
    So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin
    Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion

    [Chorus]

    Current Mood: okay
    1:15 am
    My Goals for the 2004
    * thinking *

    4 me. these r some of the goals i would like 2 see;

    * stay close 2 GOD
    (by reading the bible more)
    (by with more of heart praying)

    * have true friendships between my brothers and sisters

    * keep my focus on college
    (complete and acheive good grades for the 2004 Spring)

    thinks there are more, but i don't know how to describe them
    Friday, January 2nd, 2004
    7:07 pm
    @ Tee Pt 2
    1.) Using band names, spell out your first name:
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- T- Tangerine Dream
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- O- OutKast
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- R- Ruff Ryders
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Y- Yolanda Admas

    2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------- nope, should i have one?

    3) What song makes you cry?
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lonestar "Already There"

    4) What song makes you happy?
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Michael Jackson "Thriller"

    5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- anything

    6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who?

    7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Michael Jackson
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Voltron
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Optimus Prime
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bruce Lee

    8) First album you ever bought?
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Micheal Jackson "Thriller", just ask my dad

    9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
    -------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Whole New World, from Alladin, my first girlfriend, who i loved dearly

    a p p e a r a n c e
    HEIGHT:
    ---------------------------------------------------------------- 5'7
    HAIR COLOR:
    -------------------------------------------------------- Black
    SKIN COLOR:
    --------------------------------------------------------- Yellow
    EYE COLOR:
    ---------------------------------------------------------- Brown
    PIERCINGS:
    ----------------------------------------------------------- no, should i get one?
    TATTOOS:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- no, should i get one?

    r i g h t n o w
    WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?:
    ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Black
    WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?:
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ghetto B" by Naugty by Nature
    WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sandwich i made
    WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *shrugs*
    HOW ARE YOU?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i guess i can be better

    d o y o u
    GET MOTION SICKNESS?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- nope, i answered this in the first part
    HAVE A BAD HABIT?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yeah
    GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sure, depends though
    LIKE TO DRIVE?
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yup

    f a v o r i t e s
    TV SHOW:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- 2 many 2 name
    CONDITIONER:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- what is that?
    BOOK:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- B I B L E
    MAGAZINE:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- Vibe, Wizard
    NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- Coke
    ALCOHOLIC DRINK:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- Black or Tan, Smiroff Ice
    THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- watch cartoons
    BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- 2 man 2 name

    h a v e y o u
    BROKEN THE LAW:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
    RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
    SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
    EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- this was in part one
    MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yeah
    EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- nope, i don't go in those
    USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yup
    SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yup, played sick too
    FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes
    BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes used to do stage crew
    LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes

    l o v e
    BOYFRIEND:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- heck no
    GIRLFRIEND:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes
    SEXUALITY:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- straight
    CHILDREN:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- nope
    CURRENT CRUSH:
    -------------------------------------------------------------
    BEEN IN LOVE?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes, haven't you
    HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes, planty of times
    BEEN HURT?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yes
    YOUR GREATEST REGRET
    -------------------------------------------------------------
    GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS:
    -------------------------------------------------------------

    r a n d o m
    DO YOU HAVE A JOB:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- yup
    YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- nothing
    IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- black
    WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- don't know
    WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- @ random maybe get a bunch of friends to do random things

    w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
    TIME YOU CRIED?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- last night
    YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- what is a real letter?
    YOU GOT E-MAIL:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- sure
    THING YOU PURCHASED:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- ordered pizza
    TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- Everyone Love Rayomnd
    MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- Elf, is the last movie i saw

    y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
    ABORTION:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- killing is a sin
    TEENAGE SMOKING:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- i been there
    SPICE GIRLS:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- sure, love them.
    DREAMS:
    ------------------------------------------------------------- have them, but what about them?
    6:38 pm
    About Me! asian_tee
    Name:------------------------------------------------------------------Tee ( just call me)
    Birthplace:----------------------------------------------------------- Durham, NC
    Current Loc:-------------------------------------------------------- Southern Cali
    Eye Color:----------------------------------------------------------- Brown
    Hair Color:----------------------------------------------------------- Black
    Birthday:------------------------------------------------------------- Feb 25th
    Righty / Lefty:---------------------------------------------------- Rigth
    Zodiac Sign:------------------------------------------------------- Pieces

    Situation 2 - Describe
    Your heritage:------------------------------------------------------ Asian, Chinese
    The clothes u wore 2day:------------------------------------ Sweatpants, Tshirt, socks
    Your weaknesses:----------------------------------------------- Cheesecake
    Your fears:----------------------------------------------------------- rejection
    Your perfect pizza:----------------------------------------------- any type
    Goal U'd like 2 achieve:-------------------------------------- Enter the gates of heaven!

    Situation 3 - Discuss
    Ur most overused phrase/_expression on AiM:--------------- :-P
    Ur best physical feature:------------------------------------------------- My heart
    Ur bedtime:--------------------------------------------------------------------- what is bedtime?
    Ur greatest accomplishment:------------------------------------------ Baptizm
    Ur most missed memory:------------------------------------------------- being inlove

    Situation 4 - I like
    Pepsi / Coke:---------------------------------------------------- Pepsi
    McDonald's / Burger King:-------------------------------- BK, Double Whopper
    Single / group dates:----------------------------------------- what is a date?
    Adidas / Nike:--------------------------------------------------- Vans
    Lipton Ice Tea / Nestea:----------------------------------- N/a
    Chocolate / vanilla:------------------------------------------- Chocolate
    Cappuccino / coffee:---------------------------------------- N/a

    Situation 5 - Do you
    Smoke:--------------------------------------------------------------- Nope
    Sing well:------------------------------------------------------------ only if i have lyrcis
    Take a shower everyday:----------------------------------- sometimes twice a day
    Cuss:------------------------------------------------------------------ when i get angry
    Do you think you've been in love:---------------------- no
    Want to go to college:---------------------------------------- am in college
    Like high skool:-------------------------------------------------- sure
    Want to get married:------------------------------------------- yes
    Believe in yourself:---------------------------------------------- not really
    Get motion sickness:------------------------------------------- nope
    Think you're attractive:---------------------------------------- nope
    Think you're a health freak:--------------------------------- nope
    Get along with your parents:-------------------------------- depends
    Like thunderstorms:--------------------------------------------- Yeah if i can stay inside
    Play an instrument:---------------------------------------------- used to play paino

    Situation 6 - In the past month have you
    Drank alcohol:--------------------------------------------------- yeah
    Smoked:------------------------------------------------------------ no
    Done a drug:----------------------------------------------------- no
    Had Sex:----------------------------------------------------------- no
    Made Out:--------------------------------------------------------- sadly yes, but it was a mistake
    Gone on a date:------------------------------------------------ nope
    Gone to the mall:----------------------------------------------- yes
    Been on stage:-------------------------------------------------- nope
    Been dumped:--------------------------------------------------- no
    Gone skating:---------------------------------------------------- no
    Made homemade cookies---------------------------------- no
    Gone skinny dipping:----------------------------------------- no
    Dyed your hair:--------------------------------------------------- no
    Stole anything:--------------------------------------------------- no

    Situation 7 - Have you ever
    Played a game that required removal of clothing:------------------ yes
    Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:---------------------------------- no
    Been caught "doing something":------------------------------------------- lol, yes
    Got Into A Fight:--------------------------------------------------------------------- Yup
    Shoplifted:------------------------------------------------------------------------------ not recently

    Situation 8 - The future
    Age you hope to be married:----------------------------------------------- *Shrugs*
    Numbers and Names of Children:--------------------------------------- *Shrugs*
    Describe your Dream Wedding------------------------------------------ *Shrugs*
    How do you want to die:---------------------------------------------------- lots of pain and than peaceful
    Where you want to go to college:-------------------------------------- Cal Poly
    What do you want to be when you grow up:--------------------- Aircraft Poilet

    Situation 9 - Opposite Sex
    Best eye color:--------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best hair color:--------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Short or long hair:----------------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best height:-------------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best weight:------------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best articles of clothing:------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best first date location:--------------------------------*Shrugs*
    Best first kiss location:---------------------------------*Shrugs*

    Situation 10 - Number of
    Number of girls i have kissed in my life:-------------------------------------- 7
    Number of girls i have made out with:---------------------------------------- 4
    Number of times you appeared in the newspaper:--------------------- 1
    Number of things in my past that I regret:----------------------------------- 10,000,000

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Soundtrack - Top Gun - 07 - Heaven in Your Eyes - Loverboy
    4:13 pm
    AfterNap
    i went to take a nap, and i still not very happy.

    what is wrong with me?

    i feel like im nobody anymore.

    my mom is still out and about.

    my car is still no start.

    Current Mood: blah
    11:46 am
    - listens to Nelly Furtado "Turn Off Da Lights

    im so bored.

    some1 help me out of my boredum!
    11:29 am
    Listens to "You Want This" by Janet Jackson
    11:16 am
    listens to " What They Really Want" by DMX
    11:11 am
    GRRR @ stupid pop up ads....

    major struggle...

    go away porn pop up ads....

    most of the internet is porn....

    SICKyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

    Current Mood: angry
    11:08 am
    :P
    11:08 am
    :P
    11:07 am
    listens to "We Didn't start da Fire" by Billy Joel
    Thursday, January 1st, 2004
    7:06 pm
    okay....

    im getting bored watching the 115the Rose Parade.

    i demand to see my other local showings

    Current Mood: annoyed
    2:16 pm
    listens to Linkin Park - Reanimation - 14 - Rnw@y
    2:08 pm
    im stuck here with nobody @ home, o well.
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