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| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 | | 5:33 pm |
< Had a little talk with Mom >
Okay my latest news.
my mom had a talk w/ me.
we talked about these things.
* School
(going after a certification in Computer Graphics)
* Cooking dinner
(once a day out of the week)
* Work, having income
(need 2 work on speaking up to my boss)
* Keeping records of expensive
(gas for the car) | | Saturday, January 3rd, 2004 | | 8:57 pm |
I sometimes really don't like to write about a lot of things.
but its the closest communction that i feel that i can talk through my thoughts and ideas.
youall know what i am talking about? | | 6:56 pm |
i used to be in love.
i used to be in love.
we were just like to doves.
flying swiftly through the sky.
(personally):
i have been in love for many of times. i feel though somtimes being in love can be all just a lie. being able to spend time with the person you will enjoy and being able to help her out though tough times. i sometimes i tend to feel that we are here to help everyone not just one person. | | 6:44 pm |
Who Do U Believe In?
yo.
who do you believe in?
do u like 2 listen 2 your lies?
do u like 2 listen 2 all your face friends?
do u like 2 listen 2 the demons inside u?
- where do u get all your hopes?
- where do u put in all your heart?
all these people will lose ur interst once they don't take care of ya.
who do u beleive in?
dose your heart lies?
dose your face show who u are?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
sighs
can you tell me?
who do you believe in?
i bet you are still lost. | | 6:33 pm |
No Retreats for me!
i wanna stand my ground, i ain't retreating cause i ain't a runner.
------------------------------ No Retreat ---by Dilated PEoples --------------
Stand my ground dig in with both feet
No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
Stand my ground dig in with both feet
No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
Stand my ground dig in with both feet
No surrender no turning no cheat no retreat
Stand my ground dig in with both feet
"No surrender and no retreat"
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | 6:20 pm |
what should i post? ummmm my friend j_rose posts more than me. http://www.geocities.com/dbleswordfighter/check it out, its sweet. --------------------------2Pac - Thugz Masion---------------------------------- ----------
S***, tired of gettin shot at
Tired of gettin chased by the police and arrested
Niggaz need a spot where WE can kick it
A spot where WE belong, that's just for us
N****z ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Y'knahmean? Where do n***z go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug n***a
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
... at thug mansion
[Verse One: 2Pac]
A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick s***
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion
[Chorus: J. Phoenix] + (Nas)
Every corner, every city
There's a place where life's a little busy
Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
Every hour, cause it's all good
Leave all the stress from the world outside
Every wrong done will be alright (I wanna go)
Nothin but peace (I wanna go) love (I wanna go n***a)
And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion
[Verse Two: Nas]
A place where death doesn't reside, just thugs who collide
Not to start beef but spark trees, no cops rollin by
No policemen, no homicide, no chalk on the streets
No reason, for nobody's momma to cry
See I'm a good guy, I'm tryin to stick around for my daughter
But if I should die, I know all of my albums support her
This whole year's been crazy, asked the Holy Spirit to save me
Only difference from me and Ossie Davis, gray hair maybe
Cause I feel like my eyes saw too much sufferin
I'm just twenty-some-odd years, I done lost my mother
And I cried tears of joy, I know she smiles on her boy
I dream of you more, my love goes to Afeni Shakur
Cause like Ann Jones, she raised a ghetto king in a war
And just for that alone she shouldn't feel no pain no more
Cause one day we'll all be together, sippin heavnly champagne
What angels saw, with golden wings in thug's mansion
[Chorus] w/o Nas
[Verse Three: 2Pac]
Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
Drippin peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sittin there kickin it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquor that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
When Miles Davis cuttin lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion
[Chorus]
Current Mood: okay | | 1:15 am |
My Goals for the 2004
* thinking *
4 me. these r some of the goals i would like 2 see;
* stay close 2 GOD
(by reading the bible more)
(by with more of heart praying)
* have true friendships between my brothers and sisters
* keep my focus on college
(complete and acheive good grades for the 2004 Spring)
thinks there are more, but i don't know how to describe them | | Friday, January 2nd, 2004 | | 7:07 pm |
@ Tee Pt 2
1.) Using band names, spell out your first name:
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- T- Tangerine Dream
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- O- OutKast
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- R- Ruff Ryders
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Y- Yolanda Admas
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
--------------------------------------------------------------------------- nope, should i have one?
3) What song makes you cry?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lonestar "Already There"
4) What song makes you happy?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Michael Jackson "Thriller"
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- anything
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who?
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Michael Jackson
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Voltron
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Optimus Prime
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bruce Lee
8) First album you ever bought?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Micheal Jackson "Thriller", just ask my dad
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Whole New World, from Alladin, my first girlfriend, who i loved dearly
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT:
---------------------------------------------------------------- 5'7
HAIR COLOR:
-------------------------------------------------------- Black
SKIN COLOR:
--------------------------------------------------------- Yellow
EYE COLOR:
---------------------------------------------------------- Brown
PIERCINGS:
----------------------------------------------------------- no, should i get one?
TATTOOS:
------------------------------------------------------------- no, should i get one?
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?:
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Black
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?:
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ghetto B" by Naugty by Nature
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sandwich i made
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *shrugs*
HOW ARE YOU?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i guess i can be better
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- nope, i answered this in the first part
HAVE A BAD HABIT?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yeah
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sure, depends though
LIKE TO DRIVE?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yup
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW:
------------------------------------------------------------- 2 many 2 name
CONDITIONER:
------------------------------------------------------------- what is that?
BOOK:
------------------------------------------------------------- B I B L E
MAGAZINE:
------------------------------------------------------------- Vibe, Wizard
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK:
------------------------------------------------------------- Coke
ALCOHOLIC DRINK:
------------------------------------------------------------- Black or Tan, Smiroff Ice
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND:
------------------------------------------------------------- watch cartoons
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER:
------------------------------------------------------------- 2 man 2 name
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes i did
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:
------------------------------------------------------------- this was in part one
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL:
------------------------------------------------------------- yeah
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY:
------------------------------------------------------------- nope, i don't go in those
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:
------------------------------------------------------------- yup
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE:
------------------------------------------------------------- yup, played sick too
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes used to do stage crew
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND:
------------------------------------------------------------- heck no
GIRLFRIEND:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes
SEXUALITY:
------------------------------------------------------------- straight
CHILDREN:
------------------------------------------------------------- nope
CURRENT CRUSH:
-------------------------------------------------------------
BEEN IN LOVE?:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes, haven't you
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes, planty of times
BEEN HURT?:
------------------------------------------------------------- yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET
-------------------------------------------------------------
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS:
-------------------------------------------------------------
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB:
------------------------------------------------------------- yup
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
------------------------------------------------------------- nothing
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:
------------------------------------------------------------- black
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:
------------------------------------------------------------- don't know
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?:
------------------------------------------------------------- @ random maybe get a bunch of friends to do random things
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?:
------------------------------------------------------------- last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?:
------------------------------------------------------------- what is a real letter?
YOU GOT E-MAIL:
------------------------------------------------------------- sure
THING YOU PURCHASED:
------------------------------------------------------------- ordered pizza
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:
------------------------------------------------------------- Everyone Love Rayomnd
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER:
------------------------------------------------------------- Elf, is the last movie i saw
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION:
------------------------------------------------------------- killing is a sin
TEENAGE SMOKING:
------------------------------------------------------------- i been there
SPICE GIRLS:
------------------------------------------------------------- sure, love them.
DREAMS:
------------------------------------------------------------- have them, but what about them? | | 6:38 pm |
About Me! asian_tee
Name:------------------------------------------------------------------Tee ( just call me)
Birthplace:----------------------------------------------------------- Durham, NC
Current Loc:-------------------------------------------------------- Southern Cali
Eye Color:----------------------------------------------------------- Brown
Hair Color:----------------------------------------------------------- Black
Birthday:------------------------------------------------------------- Feb 25th
Righty / Lefty:---------------------------------------------------- Rigth
Zodiac Sign:------------------------------------------------------- Pieces
Situation 2 - Describe
Your heritage:------------------------------------------------------ Asian, Chinese
The clothes u wore 2day:------------------------------------ Sweatpants, Tshirt, socks
Your weaknesses:----------------------------------------------- Cheesecake
Your fears:----------------------------------------------------------- rejection
Your perfect pizza:----------------------------------------------- any type
Goal U'd like 2 achieve:-------------------------------------- Enter the gates of heaven!
Situation 3 - Discuss
Ur most overused phrase/_expression on AiM:--------------- :-P
Ur best physical feature:------------------------------------------------- My heart
Ur bedtime:--------------------------------------------------------------------- what is bedtime?
Ur greatest accomplishment:------------------------------------------ Baptizm
Ur most missed memory:------------------------------------------------- being inlove
Situation 4 - I like
Pepsi / Coke:---------------------------------------------------- Pepsi
McDonald's / Burger King:-------------------------------- BK, Double Whopper
Single / group dates:----------------------------------------- what is a date?
Adidas / Nike:--------------------------------------------------- Vans
Lipton Ice Tea / Nestea:----------------------------------- N/a
Chocolate / vanilla:------------------------------------------- Chocolate
Cappuccino / coffee:---------------------------------------- N/a
Situation 5 - Do you
Smoke:--------------------------------------------------------------- Nope
Sing well:------------------------------------------------------------ only if i have lyrcis
Take a shower everyday:----------------------------------- sometimes twice a day
Cuss:------------------------------------------------------------------ when i get angry
Do you think you've been in love:---------------------- no
Want to go to college:---------------------------------------- am in college
Like high skool:-------------------------------------------------- sure
Want to get married:------------------------------------------- yes
Believe in yourself:---------------------------------------------- not really
Get motion sickness:------------------------------------------- nope
Think you're attractive:---------------------------------------- nope
Think you're a health freak:--------------------------------- nope
Get along with your parents:-------------------------------- depends
Like thunderstorms:--------------------------------------------- Yeah if i can stay inside
Play an instrument:---------------------------------------------- used to play paino
Situation 6 - In the past month have you
Drank alcohol:--------------------------------------------------- yeah
Smoked:------------------------------------------------------------ no
Done a drug:----------------------------------------------------- no
Had Sex:----------------------------------------------------------- no
Made Out:--------------------------------------------------------- sadly yes, but it was a mistake
Gone on a date:------------------------------------------------ nope
Gone to the mall:----------------------------------------------- yes
Been on stage:-------------------------------------------------- nope
Been dumped:--------------------------------------------------- no
Gone skating:---------------------------------------------------- no
Made homemade cookies---------------------------------- no
Gone skinny dipping:----------------------------------------- no
Dyed your hair:--------------------------------------------------- no
Stole anything:--------------------------------------------------- no
Situation 7 - Have you ever
Played a game that required removal of clothing:------------------ yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:---------------------------------- no
Been caught "doing something":------------------------------------------- lol, yes
Got Into A Fight:--------------------------------------------------------------------- Yup
Shoplifted:------------------------------------------------------------------------------ not recently
Situation 8 - The future
Age you hope to be married:----------------------------------------------- *Shrugs*
Numbers and Names of Children:--------------------------------------- *Shrugs*
Describe your Dream Wedding------------------------------------------ *Shrugs*
How do you want to die:---------------------------------------------------- lots of pain and than peaceful
Where you want to go to college:-------------------------------------- Cal Poly
What do you want to be when you grow up:--------------------- Aircraft Poilet
Situation 9 - Opposite Sex
Best eye color:--------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best hair color:--------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
Short or long hair:----------------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best height:-------------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best weight:------------------------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best articles of clothing:------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best first date location:--------------------------------*Shrugs*
Best first kiss location:---------------------------------*Shrugs*
Situation 10 - Number of
Number of girls i have kissed in my life:-------------------------------------- 7
Number of girls i have made out with:---------------------------------------- 4
Number of times you appeared in the newspaper:--------------------- 1
Number of things in my past that I regret:----------------------------------- 10,000,000
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Soundtrack - Top Gun - 07 - Heaven in Your Eyes - Loverboy | | 4:13 pm |
AfterNap
i went to take a nap, and i still not very happy.
what is wrong with me?
i feel like im nobody anymore.
my mom is still out and about.
my car is still no start.
Current Mood: blah | | 11:46 am |
- listens to Nelly Furtado "Turn Off Da Lights
im so bored.
some1 help me out of my boredum! | | 11:29 am |
Listens to "You Want This" by Janet Jackson | | 11:16 am |
listens to " What They Really Want" by DMX | | 11:11 am |
GRRR @ stupid pop up ads....
major struggle...
go away porn pop up ads....
most of the internet is porn....
SICKyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Current Mood: angry | | 11:08 am |
:P | | 11:08 am |
:P | | 11:07 am |
listens to "We Didn't start da Fire" by Billy Joel | | Thursday, January 1st, 2004 | | 7:06 pm |
okay....
im getting bored watching the 115the Rose Parade.
i demand to see my other local showings
Current Mood: annoyed | | 2:16 pm |
listens to Linkin Park - Reanimation - 14 - Rnw@y | | 2:08 pm |
im stuck here with nobody @ home, o well. |
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