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she's lost in coma, where it's beautiful,
intoxicated from the deep sleep...
do you wonder what it's like,
living in a permanent imagination?
sleeping to escape reality...
but you like it like that
Statscdydc
name: afton michelle k.
aliases: ashre, nara, elysia
called: afty, nara, moon, ashy, ming
age: is just a number
place: the middle of nowhere
birth: gouda, holland
date: july thirteenth
sign: cancer (the crab)
ethnic: 50% dutch, 25% indo, 25% chin
height: five foot eleven
weight: proud +/- 125 lbs.
hair: brown; red & gold streaks
eyes: brown; green specks
skin: usually pretty pale
Contactluhdyld
e-mail: ashre@moonshadow-garden.net
aol im: lunar eclipse148; Pyrefly tears
msn im: lilpenguinhugs@hotmail
yahoo: penguinbaby3013
a view into the heart
a view into the mind
a view into the soul
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| mood // | cynical | | music // | "getsuyou no asa" |
02.19.04 [22:07] // dream // "There's never a day that I have to remember you because I never for a moment forgot you."
You know what? I give up on math. GIVE UP. I give up on ever trying to do good in Pre-Cal, because every time my grades are starting to go back up and I finally start to think I'm doing better, of course, I just have to COMPLETELY FUCK UP AGAIN, proving that maybe I'm just fucking stupid after all. I am reconsidering taking Calculus next year, because, you know what? PRE-CALCULUS CAN GO TO HELL.
*/end rant*
In other news, I am tired of UIL practices. But, after Saturday, I may (and probably will) get kicked off the science team, and I've already been kicked off Ready Writing for Saturday. I don't know if I'll be allowed to do it at the competition in March. I signed up for Math and Calculator, but.. I kind of regret it.
GARR, I just want Saturday morning over & done with so I don't have to worry about UIL for a while and can finally do some FUN stuff, something mildly entertaining.
Like writing. I haven't really done that in a while.
AND I WANT DRIVER'S ED OVER WITH. ^%@#&@%#& I swear, being in that class.. every day that I am forced to be around those IDIOTS, my IQ drops another 5 points.
I am so serious!! Here's some conversation fragments from tonight:
"'Field' is spelled F-E-I-L-D, right?"
"You know why Asian people have slanted eyes? Because where they come from it's like, midnight when it's noon over here."
LAUREN: "That's racist!"
STEVE: "...against WHO?"
LAUREN: "Against girls!"
EVERYONE ELSE IN UNISON: "That's SEXISM!!"
LAUREN: "Same thing!!"
Yeah. Does anybody else garner the impression that these people never really graduated Kindergarten?!
-.- Jesus..
In other news, Maaya Sakamoto is god(dess), and I rock because I am getting one of her CD's. No, not a copy, a real one. *HAPPY* And I am also getting the Xenosaga soundtrack. *V. HAPPY* That is going to be awesome; it has 45 tracks on it. o___o *can't wait* I just hope it won't make me urgently crave to play that game again, because I won't have time until driver's ed is over.
JUST ONE MORE WEEK. AND TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. NO DRIVER'S ED. HURRAH. <333
Though I have my first actual driving lesson on Sunday morning, 10-12 PM. That will be interesting, seeing as how I've never sat in the driver's seat of a car before.
I swear, the Texas government is crazy for letting people like me on the road, but hey, that's their problem.
I have been drowning in college mail; apparently everyone and their dog got ahold of my PSAT score and is now sending me mail. I just find it amusing; I would say I've gotten mail from at least 15 different states now. M.I.T. SENT ME MAIL. AND SO DID BROWN, AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL. *temporarily has self-esteem again*
Don't mind me. I know I'm rambling like a crazy person. I'm just happy tomorrow is Friday. Although it's report card day and that always sucks because *coughSOMEPEOPLEcough* are never contented with anything I do. (Parents, too, can go to hell right now.)
God, PLEASE just let me have a good weekend for once..
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