mood //	tired
music //	ayu

02.18.04 [22:12]   // dream //   Curtis wants me to take AP Chemistry. o_o

I don't have much time, so I'll ramble quickly and then suffle & boogie outta here.


The thing at Kitty's house Friday night was pretty cool.. turned out we all stayed over for a sleepover. We stayed up until 4 AM.. lmao. We played Cranium for forever, and it was like 1:30 when we finally decided to watch the movie, so consequently it ended up being pretty late when we finally got to bed. And I was awake again by 7:45 AM, so I didn't get much sleep. ^_^;; Amusingly enough, I felt more perky than I do on schooldays, when I've usually had about six hours of sleep. A convo with my mom went like..

MOM: What time did you guys get to bed?
ME: We were in bed at 3:30 AM, which meant it was 4 by the time we were asleep.
MOM: ...You can't possibly have been up that late! You look too awake!

But I swear, I was.

I did fine, until I went to yoga. Nothing like a good meditation session to make you realize your body's pretty fatigued after all. >_>

But hey, it was worth it. I actually did something fun that involved socializing, and other human beings! I don't think I've had a sleepover for two years! At least not at somebody else's house. Maybe at mine. *can't remember*

Although a convo with Kitty Monday morning went like...

KITTY: So was everything alright over the weekend? You were pretty quiet when you were over at my house.
ME: ...That's because you guys were talking so much that you didn't give me a chance to say much o__o;
KITTY: LOL! Sorry! You're supposed to interrupt us, or we'll just keep on talking!


Other than that, I spent the weekend downloading mp3's. That was literally my weekend. I have been so fed up with everything. muse_winters and a couple of others' reactions to the MS-G.net problems with Endore and everything have really gotten me fed up with the web, and making web sites. I'm not getting any fun out of the things I used to love to do. Like I've mentioned, even journalling often feels like a chore or a duty. So, I just didn't do anything productive at all. Or at least, not productive for others. I burned six JPop CD's and made CD case inserts for all my CD copies. That's productive for me, and benefits me because of my love for music, but it really doesn't benefit anyone else. But whatever. Right now, I'm done with doing everything for everyone else and just getting stepped on.


Oh yes, and Monday morning I went to yoga class again. I can't go on weeknights because of driver's ed, and Saturday morning I have UIL, so it was very convenient that Monday was a holiday so I could take that morning class. And, I graduated my current level of yoga. <3 *feels accomplished*


Yesterday & today have been alright. Yesterday was just plain boring, and the schoolday just dragged on and on. Driver's ed is a pointless waste of two hours of my life every night now that I have my permit. All we do is sit and answer chapter review questions out of the textbook and then take a test over it the next day, which everyone fails because the tests are over the whole chapter and we never even have time to read all of it. And we watch videos which, I swear, were all made in the 70's and 80's. On top of which, THE PEOPLE IN THAT CLASS ARE SO STUPID. The girls are all ditzy blondes, and about half of them play softball. The guys are almost all stoners, and/or they're jocks that run track and play football. Like, yesterday, this girl, Brittany, gave the guy that sits next to me, Steve, her markers, and he took the caps off and waved them in front of his nose and kept sniffing them.

"This one smells like orange dimetap." "This one smells like car grease."

NO, I am NOT kidding.


Today was better in some ways and worse in some ways. For some reason, I felt better, though a few things that happened weren't all that grand. For one thing, we had ABBIT today, which stands for "All A's and B's Because I Try" (yes, gay). It involves getting to sit in the cafeteria while being fed a soda and a cookie, and one of the principals gives a 3-minute speech about how "talented" and "organized" we are, and then we are forced to sit there and entertain ourselves for the rest of the period. Everyone who made All A's got out of second period, and everyone who made All A's and no more than two B's got out of third. Which is stupid, because it's like they were punishing me for making all A's.. I was forced to miss study hall, whereas if I'd made a B, I would've gotten to miss stupid Mrs. Garner's class. >:///

It was fun enough because I sat with Court, Susan K., Tara, Stalker Sean, and Sean's brother Brandon, and we had a lot of fun. We made a pyramid out of our six coke cans, and when Susan accidentally knocked it over, Sean shrieked louder than all the girls. :)) We made fun of him a lot for that. Anyway, the bad part was, of course Curtis was there... and so was Kathleen. And they were walking together, and just HAPPENED to pick the table RIGHT ACROSS from where I was sitting to sit together, so I got the perfect view of Kathleen leaning all over him and crap. Thankfully, I managed to only look twice. I told myself I wasn't going to sit there and look at them and torture myself. It was the bravest thing I did all day.

The rest of the day was the same old. We had a quiz in Physics, and a test in Pre-Cal, but they were both easy. Driver's ed sucked and was boring, as usual.


Now I have to get offline so I can burn another CD, take a shower, do yoga, and go to bed.

Namaste.

3 spread their wings and soared   //   space out and learn to fly

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