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Sights and the S-O-U-N-D-S [01 Oct 2003|12:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Jason Mraz::The Remedy (session@AOL) ]

Awesome night last night!
Rooney was soooooooooooooo good! it was better than the last show! I was on the Taylor side this time..oh, so much better! Matt has a furry new pal sleeping on his face and he looks like a serial killer! (joking, don't be a offended)! Ned got nakkit! seriously! Robert did a lot of Andrew W.K.-ish moves, but it was all good! they played Every song from the album and TWO NEW SONGS!!! Which are now my favorite Rooney songs! They were totally awesome!

The Sounds were totally kick ass! I completely understand why all the mags and press are going nuts over them! They rock! They've got a cool new wave-y vibe with some seriously rockin' tunes! catchy singable, danceable! and the lead singer is fucking amazing! She has christma you wouldn't believe! She's like all the great front men of our time, but she's a WOMAN! I was really afraid that they would overshadow rooney and in some aspects they did, but Rooney is still one of my most favorite and beloved bands and i almost forgot about the Sounds when Robert, Ned, Louie, Taylor and Matt appeared, the sounds who?
wonderful night!
glad it went off, without a hitch! I'll have pix soon!! tons of fun that will be!!


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"Here's $5, THAT'S MY BITCH RIGHT THERE"~J. Woodmansee [22 Sep 2003|09:52pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | New Found glory::My Friends Over You ]

so where do I start!
I know I keep saying I'm gonna stop thinking about Patrick and talking about him. But I can't believe I ever liked that guy. Such a fucking prick. but anyways...I've got the biggest crush on Jason. aaaaahhhh, it's beginning to drive me crazy. I hate that. I mean having a crush means you have unfair, unrealistic views on someone. That it won't ever work cause you like them too much. but maybe that's wrong.
Jason is a seriously awesome sweet guy. And I'm beginning to fall hard.

what else? I'm in love with Good Charlotte. I mean my newest celebrity crush is def, Benji Madden!! funny how beginning to like a band and suddenly i like guys with tats and i want some of my own...haha

well i'll keep you posted on could work...I could just go for him...we'll see

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spreadin' rooney love!! [10 Sep 2003|05:34pm]

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la dee da [05 Sep 2003|10:21am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | come dig me out::Kelly Osbourne ]

what's crackin'?
not much going on with me...i have a new website...
it's pretty neat, it's got my cool lyric art!!!
i watched the vma's last week, pretty good show, plenty of opportunity to yell at the tv. and luaugh and make up celebrities personalities. good charlotte getting pissed that Coldplay won was the best! it's still hilarious. JT with his "cooler than bubblegum" thing...i have one thing to say mr. timberlake..."WHAT?!?"
i don't know what i'm saying...i'm just bored...see ya

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I don't ever wanna be like you [31 Aug 2003|03:06pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Motivation Proclimation::Good Charlotte ]

tired as fuck man...I worked 9 hours yesterday and it took me FORever to get home, this bus/trolley crap is getting so old. I can't keep doing this, but nowhere locally will hire me and i need the money to get a car so i don't have to commute so far to get money...UNDERSTAND, BIATCH.
what's been happening? not alot. Patrick got his braces off...oh eee. Who gives a fuck? I've been tired a lot lately, lotsa of work, but the hours are dwindling my friend. i got 13 hours next week, thanks early close! fuck 4 hour shifts, they are hardly worth it. it takes me four hours to get there. I need another job, and a car, or maybe just to make lead or get in at Interaction Photo. I'd be happy making lead...$8.35 an hour, not too shabby.
I'm gonna see rooney sooney and PP too!! So excited can't wait!! Sept. 30 and Nov. 25 make your calendars!!!!

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weird quiz [27 Aug 2003|01:58pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Don't wanna stop::GC ]

the alex quiz.

Which Stupid Phantom Planet Quiz are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
you're frederico!

Which Alex Greenwald Are You?
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crush alex
You are "I have a crush on you" Alex. Go
follow that special someone around and admire
them from afar.

Which Alex Greenwald Are You?
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heehee so me!

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YAY! [27 Aug 2003|01:54pm]
[ mood | the same as a before ]
[ music | Waldorf Worldwide::GC ]

You are Jason Schwartzman.
You are Jason Schwartzman.

Which Phantom Planet wonderboy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

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ooh hoo hoo check me out! [27 Aug 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Little Things::Good Charlotte ]

Do the Panic
Do the Panic

which Phantom Planet song are you?
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coo! huh?

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"Your phone is so tiny!"~J. Woodmansee [25 Aug 2003|09:48am]
Well I'm about to head off to work...I'm kinda tired, Last nite I worked til 10:30, but didn't get home til 11:30 and ate and stuff and went to bed well after midnight...only to wake at 6:30 and be at work at 10:30am...blah!
Jason was so sweet last nite...he was completely ready to drive a hell of a long way out of his way to take me home...secretly i wished mom and dad had forgotten and Jason could have driven me home, but I know that he had to be at work early and I didn't want to dot that to him...still, sucha sweetie, cute...i've got a big time crush! god, it sucks

meantime...I need to learn to drive...I need a car!! Screw the fucking kills me!
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Beach Bumette! [19 Aug 2003|11:05pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Simply Because::Rooney ]

Hello, Hello, Hello!!!!!!
I had a good day! Work was good, short, no problems! Hung out, saw Jason, was mean to Patrick, without meaning to be, but whatever.
Went to the beach with Esther, Lisa, Beth and Nick!! and Esther's friend, Brenda! Fun fun fun, nothing like a nice chill out on the beach with your buds...Poor Jase couldn't come. Abby, his girlfriend is back and he says she's all he didn't show up. Hopefully we can catch up on Friday...if he's working...hopefully.
Not much else to say..later
what oh what wiill i do with myself with TWO days off!!!

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Boys and Girls [19 Aug 2003|10:04am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | That Boy::Sean Lennon, Rufus Wainwright, Robert Schwartzman ]


Well I know I said it before, but I am really over Patrick Shawbell. Whatdid I see in that guy? He's a real asshole. Seriously, he's a cocky jerk. And He may be cute, but I don't want him cause he's a jerk. I don't care what he says to me or if he's gonna come into the store or if he's working. I don't care, there's better guys everywhere SO THERE.

His girlfriend is nice. Sarah, I had lunch with her yesterday and she was soooooooooo nice. I have no ill will towards her and I feel much better.

Now, Jason! God, we all had so much fun yesterday. It could never be recreated, but it was great. He's such a great guy, nice, funny, cute in a little boy way! Tonite were having a little beach party, hope he'll show up! I'm so looking forward to seeing him! I have a big crush. Of course I must remember he has a girlfriend.

alright, that is all! later!


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and again [17 Aug 2003|11:38pm]
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test test [17 Aug 2003|11:36pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Good Charlotte::East Coast Anthem ]

just another test, pay no mind

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Bratdick is right! [15 Aug 2003|10:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Ben Kweller::Wasted and Ready ]

Fuck him!
Why do I care? Why must I still watch him and want him and try to get him to notice me? Why? I mean I know he has a girlfriend. I only end up hurt. I only let him make me feel so fucking invisable and worthless. I do this to myself. I mean he's such an asshole. He doesn't care, why should he? He doesn't know me. He doesn't owe me anything. This is all in my head, ya know. But I don't stop and really I don't want to. I like Liking him even though he is a jerk.
In my head i have this picture of who he is, but he isn't any of those things. He never will be. I won't change him. I'm in love with a fantasy of a man I want. A man that I wish was Patrick. But it isn't. My fantasy man would look like Patrick, but have Jason's personality, and not have a girlfriend...he would want me! But Fantasy isn't reality. Reality is that Patrick is an ass and has a girlfriend and Jason is a sweetheart who has a girlfriend and I am just the lonely girl who works next door and thinks about the both of them all day long. Reasons why I could go over there. Reasons to call. Reasons why Patrick acts like he does to me. I'm a little girl. That's how I feel sometimes. I know that I will think the same naive way about guys until I DO get a boyfriend or a date...I can't help feeling that maybe that won't ever happen. How is it that I can go 19 years without one date? How? Why?
AAAAAHHHH!!!! I'm so sick of thinking about it. I really am. ah, maybe someday soon life will turn around. Life will throw me a curveball. And I'll question why I ever thought this way. I'll question what I ever saw in Patrick Shawbell. What did I see? What DO I see?

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hee hee [12 Aug 2003|09:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Here Today Gone Tomorrow::Rooney ]

I must write down my new nickname for Patrick...first it was FATrick, then BRATrick, now....dum dum dum...Bratdick, hahahahahahahaha

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Nothing, nothingness, blah blah blah! [12 Aug 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Ethan's Song::Jason Schwartzman ]

Nothing going on, I don't even know why I'm writing......................
I'm bored, it's either this or TV and we all know TV is the

Ya know i gotta get back to writing...I really miss it. I think I have a new hero! Chuck Kloisterman! Damn, that boy is my hero! He has such a unique style and a sharp wit and he is just awesomeness! I'm really beginning to work on my magazine, The's gonna be cool, I'm gonna work really hard to make it into something people will actually read!
okay..not much to say my sister is back online and were It's the best!
alright, later

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I'm an Interaction Dork!! [12 Aug 2003|05:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I worked at Interaction Photo today! Oh my God I love it, I could do it all day long!! I like taking pictures the people were cool! AH, awesoemeness!!! I mean I knew I was an Interaction Photo groupie but this is too much! I wish I was working there tomorrow!

so what else is new...not much...i gotta go...dinner beckons

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do any of MY pix work??? [02 Aug 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | The Strokes::Trying your luck ]

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You can smell the crazy on me! [02 Aug 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Phantom Planet::Down in a Second ]

I realized today that i am one crazy mo fo! Fo real! I'm nuts! I get into this mode sometimes where i'm just fucking crazy as hell. I get hyper and goofy and loud, oh god LOUD. I really don't know how it happens, just all at once i'm full of crazy weird energy! At work I am such a freak! I say really weird off the wall stuff. very loudly I think, I think it's so weird. I am also so scattered at work, distracted or something, just clumsy and forgetful...I'm CRAZY, so crazy you can smell it!
I'm so very weird, but it's me and i can't STOP being myself, even if i tried cause no matter what i do, it is and always will be ME, won't it? I mean I couldn't really do something out of character, ya know. Because no matter what i do one day if i do the opposite the next day, i'm still me, i would still be acting like myself. Because what i'm doing would be the way i act, do you understand??? It's very complicated and deep, don't bother understanding, you retard! haha, i called you a retard!

:points and laughs::

see i told you i was crazy!

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Real Men Take Pictures With Otters and other assorted memoribilia [30 Jul 2003|09:26am]
[ mood | cheerful ]


So so so, I think I may finally be over Patrick. Patrick who? He's such a dick to me and it only annoys me so forget him, he's got his boring ass girlfriend anyways. If that's the kinda girl he wants, then that's what he can have.

I, on the other hand, have got significantly larger fish to fry...I've got Jason. He's always so nice to me and always says hi and chats with's great. I have a crush and this time it isn't about shallow looks, it's all about personality. Jason has tons of personality. I find myself looking forward to seeing him. Like tonight when I work...I'm looking forward to seeing Jason! Hmm, it feels nice to have a real crush who's my friend...who gives me the time of day.

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