21:28PM Thursday, May '03
 
mood: infuriated
music: [Dir en Grey] Ain't Afraid to Die
I've been so out of touch lately, it isn't even funny. I miss being happy. Well, right now I sorta am. A few more weeks and it'll be one year. So, yay! *throws confetti*

--end half-assed attempt at cheer--

On a more depressing, darker note, I hate people. Not all, just certain ones and then the general idiotic populace..Stupid whore. I really can't stand her. It's just...there is this boiling, seething hatred of her in me, and I need to find a way to release it. My solution? Nicotine. So, yeah..I'm sorta back.
 
     

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hide reincarnated   
04:52AM Tuesday, May '03
  ...our cat is a freak. Or hide, take your choice. He was all wet over getting my cigarette earlier, and he's spent the last ten minutes trying to get Dee's beer....o.O He keeps yelling at us 'cos we won't let him have the beer...so he looks everywhere for it. x_O? Pictures later, ish funny...  
     

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02:50AM Friday, May '03
  Yummy pic of Duo and Heero (GW) in a nice position
Wow! You are a Complete fangirl who puts all others
to shame! Keep at it girl! You know which
lemons are the very best, and you reccomend
them on a daily basis. You have read so many
fics, you could teach a actuall yaoi guy a
thing or two....


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Big surprise..nice pic, though...*drool*
 
     

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16:57PM Saturday, April '03
 
mood: weird
music: rustling noises from the many papers in my room....
*weird face* Staying up all night two days in a row is definitely weird. x.O!! I am so tired, but I've had so much damn sugar I dunno if I'll sleep. x.X!!!!! Went to Augusta wif Dee today. That was fun. Went to the mall. Ate at Chili's *yum!* and bought Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets at Borders. *goes to watch* Laaaa I need SLEEP!! Bai bai~

Oh yes, and I have a nice wound on my neck with much thanks to a cuuuute little ragdoll kitten who was rather, ahem, attached? to me. -_-;;
 
     

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21:37PM Wednesday, April '03
  I am SOOOOOO mad right now it isn't even funny. *FUMES* I was scheduled to work Friday, six to close. They moved me to SATURDAY, six to close. After I had made plans. No "Hey, Aru, can you work at such and such a time Saturday?" Just...moved me. So I'm going in tomorrow to fix all that. *Fumes more*  
     

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College...   
02:14AM Sunday, March '03
 
mood: hyper
music: Taizan - Never Mind
sucks. ^^;;

Okay, not really, but sometimes. I just finished registering for my fall semester classes at GSU. *crosses fingers* Hopefully I'll be able to go to UGA in the fall, but if it doesn't work out...

I'm takin' an assload of classes. 20 credit hours. o.x I'm taking: Biology, Geology (again to get rid of that fucking F!), Japanese, World Lit., PolySci, and Health. Yes, we have to take health at GSU. It sucks. I'm sure we're gonna hafta learn all about the birds and the bees, or in my case, bees and bees and birds and birds. XD I'm so bad.

Oh well....off to...do who knows what. *spaaaaaaaazoid dansu*
 
     

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Night to Suns   
22:21PM Friday, March '03
  Y'know...there are times when I feel that some things are just....way beyond help. This is one of those times. Should I wait? See what happens? I mean...really, I'm not a mean person. I really am not. Just...some times I cannot stop myself from blowing up. It builds and builds and builds till I just...explode. Like putting pressure on something boiling. Eventually, the cover goes BOOM!!!! I've had to shelter my feelings ever since my parents got divorced. It was a way of life for me, because my parents got all pissy at each other when I was upset. So...I just...wore a mask. Now..I'm starting to be able to let the mask slide and all of this...ANGER that I have building up, that's been building up for months now...is getting released. Like someone switched the lid to a pressure cooker and there's that nice little release valve. But you have to be careful 'cos what comes out of the valve is really hot. Burning, blistering hot. That's how I feel.


I know it's bad when I'm comparing myself to cookware...

Night to Suns
        Duel Jewel
 
     

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Services May Be Discontinued For Past Due Amounts   
02:26AM Thursday, March '03
 
mood: amused
music: [Master of Mosquiton '99] Power of Love
This was an interesting day. Went to two of my three Japanese classes for the day. I had to skip the last one so I could wash my uniform for work. And eat. Though that didn't stay in my stomach long. x.O Yeah...I threw up about ten minutes before I went to work. >
 
     

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01:43AM Wednesday, March '03
  fuck
your fuck.


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bathory
You are Elizabeth Bathory. (The bloodcountess)
Legend tells us that you, this very rich,
beautiful and high born woman tortured and
murdered some 650 young women and bathed in
their warm blood to keep yourself beautiful.
In some stories, it is said you have drank thier
blood as well. You were a sexual sadist on a
grand scale.
Ah vanity is your downfall. For shame!


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22:12PM Thursday, March '03
 

I am an imaginary number
1i
I don't really exist

_

what number are you?

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Sadness...I don't exist anymore. ;_;
 
     

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21:51PM Wednesday, March '03
  Work work work....seems like right now that's all I do. x.O Oh well. The money's nice. I'd like it if they finally put my raise thru. Damn fuckers. *kick* I'm all set for a nice relaxing weekend.  
     

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Transformers!   
19:00PM Tuesday, March '03
  Dee an' I rented movies. Transformers: The Movie, My Big Fat Greek Wedding, Signs, and The Ring. *_*

We're watching Transformers now. I'm highly amused.
 
     

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23:53PM Monday, March '03
  Well, today was interesting. My stepmother got hit by a car. She's fine and all, a little sore...but still. The driver tried to say she WALKED into the car. Yeah, right. x.O  
     

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o.O?   
02:52AM Monday, March '03
 
mood: confused
music: Firehouse - All She Wrote
Mou....why do all these scary guys wanna meet me at Hot or Not???? Dee says it's cos I look Asian and they all want Asian girlfriends. Dear god, save me!!! ;_____;
 
     

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07:22AM Sunday, March '03
 
mood: awake
music: Luna Sea - Genesis of Mind
I'm on blurty! w007~ I need sleeeeeep...but I can't! Fucking arby's whores, making me close. o.X I can never sleep after I close. >
 
     

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