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Blurty for Deadened Glow.
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| Tuesday, November 27th, 2007 |
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| wow! this is still here! i swear i thought i forgot the password, but i didn't. |
| Saturday, July 10th, 2004 |
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i went to the kittie concert last night! it fucking amazing!!! it was at the quest club in minneapolis. i enjoyed every minute of it, it was great. i can't remember all the songs they played, cause some we off their new album ('until the end' out july 27th) and off of 'oracle' their last album. i know that they played 'spit' i love that song too! they also played 'what i've always wanted' me likey that too! i went to the concert with ryan and teresa, i got in for free, cause ryan had like 6 free tickets for being on the roadrunner street team and being a radio persona. ryan got to interview morgan; me and teresa got hang out and watch it. very cool indeed! morgan is very nice, same with mercedes and jen and lisa (new guitarist). i also got a photo with morgan and mercedes, i'll post it when i get it from ryan. the other bands that played were: twelve tribes, candiria, and 36crazyfists (very good live!) i am looking forward to more concerts next month and in september. otep is coming to mpls on august 22 and soulfly on september 2. i can't wait for them, just gotta save about $20 each for both concerts. heh. hoping just i get a job before then. anyhoo, i gotta head off to the lakes now! kat |
| Friday, July 2nd, 2004 |
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the fourth of july is nearly here! i'm gonna go up to fargo and buy some fireworks at the TNT Fireworks truck, because my mother and little brother want the Dakota Series of fireworks....they are the best displays! oh and i invite you to come out to Ottertail Lake, MN on the fourth for food and fireworks and fun. come out and watch stuff get blown up, mainly the rocks that are on my beach and maybe some minnows...lol! plus there's gonna be lots of meat cooking and i know some of you readers out there are big red meat lovers....i like chicken and turkey only. plus there be swimming and tubing and skiing, whee fun! just email me if you want to come: lavender_blind@yahoo.com and i'll give you directions! |
| Monday, June 7th, 2004 |
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| i'm back from my cruise now! yay! i got back at 1 am...i'm still tired and it still feels like i'm on the ship. i'm still swaying back and forth. and i really hate cruise ships now, cause i had a constant tummy ache the whole time, expect when i was on shore. wee fun. i got some gifts for some of my friends. they know who they are. i have some tan, not alot....still pretty white. the water was beautiful there and i have some photos.... eee....want sleep, still spinning. need to go now. |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
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blah blah blah blah blah blah BLAH! hehehe. i don't have anything that interesting to write about. oh yeah, i forgot about this. i'm going on a cruise in the carribbean. i'm leaving on the 29th.....hmmmm, i guess it's alright with me. i get to take lots of photos, i'm happy about that. oh and i'm starting to do astrological charting again. if anyone wants one doen, leave me a comment with your birthdate and birthtime.....it'll most likely take me a couple hours to do. it's always fun to learn about your chart. i've done three so far, and they turned out pretty funny. kat |
| Monday, May 17th, 2004 |
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so yeah, i went to sevendust last night with amanda. twas fun. all the bands played very good sets. i stood in the way back tho, cause there was so many fucking people in the pavillion (nearly 1600, sweet jesus!). yeah, so i would stand in the way back for few minutes and then the heat would come to me and i'd have to leave, my god, it nearly sold out....there were only 24 tickets left. anyhoo, i have this thing where i give pies to bands. i've been baking pies for bands, ever since mudvayne came to fargo way back in april 2003. so, i made four pies (apt 26 didn't show up, but the merch lady got one of them!) and gave them away to the bands. whee! it was fun! cold was first on the list, i gave them an apple pie, i introduced myself and they asked me what kind of apples i put in my pie...braeburn, cause they're sweet and tart. golden delicious fall apart in pies, granny smiths are just too tart for my liking. so yeah, that was fun too. atomship was the second in the list, i gave the an strawberry pie. then i got to hang out with atomship for awhile. amanda was so getting hit on by joey (the lead singer) and stuff. the drummer told me that was one of the best he has had....but his mom's are better. : ) plus he told me that the best apples in put in pies were macintoshs....he had asked me what other kind of pies i made for the other bands. amanda and i got a photo with joey and the drummer, it's cute....i'll post it sometime soon. so sevendust was the last on the list. awww....i got to meet lajon, he's such a sweetheart. he gave me a kiss on the cheek. *super huge smile* and he also told amanda that she was hot. yay! go amanda! lajon is extremely short, well not extremely....he's my height, 5'6", that isn't bad. anyhoo, amanda and i got a photo with him too. it was awesome, cause all three of us are the same height. hehe. amanda and i, then hung out with a member of cold and cold's manager. that was fun, amanda got told she was hot again. hehehe. she was like in a constant blush the whole time after the show. we both got cold's manager's card, so we could email him, just to say hi and stuff. amanda and i got more photos too and all that jazz. it was one the best concerts i have ever been too, and one of the best times i've had in a long time. |
| Wednesday, March 31st, 2004 |
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i'm sick of having this cough.....it will not go away and now my throat hurts too....my cough is fucking annoying. i cough so much sometimes that i almost throw up. it's scary. one reason why i might have had this cough since february, might be i smoke up every once and awhile or/and i have too many friends that smoke ciggies....some even smoke every 5 minutes (you know who you are). bah! i need to take a break from going to fargo to see my friends, cause i still have my cough because of them!!!! ah!! my friends are evil! hehehehe....nah, i still love them all. i know that i'll be taking a break from pot for awhile. *sigh* one of my friends is having a few troubles going on right. i hope she still realises that i will be always be here for her and to help her out. the cause of her trouble needs to stop being so bull-headed. |
| Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004 |
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 I'm a Fire Spirit  Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet. What Is Your True Aura Colour? brought to you by Quizilla  DRAGON You're a dragon! You are mysterious and possess wisdom as ancient as the universe itself. Though you have a sense of loyalty, your only true loyalty is to yourself, and your motives are rarely known to those around you. You enjoy learning and teaching as well as scorching a few peasants in your spare time. Congratulations! Dragons have much myth and mystery surrounding them, but you make it a reality! What pagan familiar are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality. |
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i feel so happy this week (even though it's only begun) and it's not because of my paxil. it's because....i got to finally snuggle with someone that i never thought possible. hehe, he is actually a really nice guy, once you get to know him. it took me a year to warm up to him, just he just fucking scared me. normally my flirting techinique consists of scritching the guy's hair....(ooooo i love short hair now)....and the eye thing (don't know how explain it). the big one is 'tickle or be tickled to death' gets them everytime, unless the guy isn't ticklish....then that's a problem for me, good thing i'm not really ticklish.....only just on and behind my knee (strange huh?) anyhoo, back to the snuggling. mmmmmm, i think i really like him, i don't know about him tho. well, hmmm...ah yes, so i tickled him, hehehe....then we snuggled on the couch for a few. and fianlly it was sleepy time for him, i thought i was just gonna leave then, but took me by the hand and off we wnet to his room (no sex, you sick minded perverts!), we just slept for about six hours. he couldn't stop touching me everywhere *drools*, i just feel loved hehehe, he's not a bad kisser either, just how i like it short and simple little kisses. he looks really cute when he is sleeping too, got meself a picture of that! and he's a leo! that's another good thing for me! |
| Friday, February 6th, 2004 |
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i'm so depressed, well not depressed....just sad that i can't go anywhere this weekend. which i had gotten off for work, so i come to fargo on saturday for the winter carnivale and go to the life of agony show in minneapolis on sunday....got to get rid of the other ticket now...=(. at least on the brighter side of life, my parents and older brother will be gone for the weekend in minneapolis, so that leaves me with the house and the dogs and my little brother who will most likely be at friends' houses playing dnd and magic. do you think i should raid their liquor cabinet? there's alot of good expensive shit in there. i'd get warm and toasty by myself. do really have any good friends to invite over and share the stuff, most of them live far away....like in fargo or minot. gosh, i'm really not feeling up to doing anything now. |
| Sunday, February 1st, 2004 |
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Necktie Suicide don't misunderestimate us feed us like pigs from the trophs of your ignorance. how autonomous are we with you hands on our strings making us dance to the beat of your propaganda. moving the blind fold off of our eyes the golden calf bringing us to the slaughter, leaving us to die in your red sea you're killing our children, killing the children yet we idolize you? you try to give us all away you can't keep the truth from our eyes ripping your hands of their pride and their arrogance, watching you wallow in self pity bringing the voice back to all of the voiceless, it's so much harder when we are one. your ignorance is not innocence and everything you say is just words used as fodder. i'll cast the first stone, i'll cast the first stone I can see through all the words you speek to me, it's blasphemy the web of lies you weave is just the trail of your deciet with everyone you take from me, and everything you hate in me with everyone you take from me, and everything you hate in me you try to take it all away, you try to take it all away you try to give us all away, you can't keep the truth from our eyes. |
| Thursday, January 29th, 2004 |
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oh my goddess, i just had the best orgasm! i have so much nrg today, i even wasted some of it on andrew, but i still got more from him. making out is fun! i think i like to give head now, andrew was basically the first guy that i'd given head to. and i think he'll be the last. he is perfect! mmmmmm *drool* course i don't know if he knows that, he knows that i like him a lot. i wonder if i should make a lust spell, there's nothing wrong with it, in fact it's very good. just don't let it get out of control. *le sigh* i really really like him. hmmmm, my boobs are still perky. kat |
| Friday, January 23rd, 2004 |
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i got so stoned last night, it was so funny. i was giggling like a little school girl. hehehehe, i left a message on andrew's phone and he was like "what did you smoke?" ah, i think i beginning to actually like like andrew and not just for lust purposes. tho lust is good. andrew and i have been emailing each other back and forth for almost a month, it's great! i have someone to actually email now, well i can email anyone i want to, but we have conversations about the same for a few days and then switch to something else. hehe, i left him a small hickie on his neck, i didn't mean too, but i tend to suck on necks and then bite. mmmmmmmm.....i need to get laid now, dammit! i got a new digital camera for my xmas present, it's cute! it's so small and can take alot of photos. soon, there will be pic of my tattoo! kat |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
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| i got a letter from my friend hams today! it took about 2 weeks to get here. hams is from new zealand, he is my special buddy, i'm trying to get him to come to the states. hehehe, we have plans for each other. |
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there's a local band that i like very much, called necktie suicide. everyone in the band is nice, kinda strange but nice. i like most of the band members, except one. andrew, the bassist. i don't like the way he acts, he has the rock star attitude, seems like a superiority complex, but not that bad. i just can't stand him anymore. it's just sad, people shouldn't act all high and mighty when one is in a rock/metal band. there are people out there that are better than you. he is rude to my friends....sabrina and danielle in particular. he fucked around with them, broke sabrina's pipe, when they told that they didn't want to see him and just be friends, he stopped talking to them completely. i'm sure there's more to it, but he just seems downright rude when that happens. he's even worse when he's high and drunk....i'm not going into what he did, but after that i deleted him from phonebook on my cell and just ignored him, i still do. i only talk to him only when i have pictures to show him (btw, there are some on the necktie website). he thinks i'm scared of him....too funny, if he knew what i really thought of him, maybe he would be scared of me or maybe change the way he acts towards the female species. i told him that i was slightly intidimated by the way he acts sometimes. he irritates me.....i think that's how i feel towards him. i think corey taylor from slipknot is nicer than him. |
| Friday, November 7th, 2003 |
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don't ever give me alcohol well....not on an empty stomach and make sure i'm not in pain. cause i'm an light weight and most likely will sit next to the porcelin goddess for most of the night. oh man, i have a headache....i had two shots of the drink i made up early this year. my friend joel calls it The Pixie Stix, cause it tastes like one. i think it's yummy, but not on an empty stomach. urg, plus my jaw is really painfull. a muscle in my jaw got all cramped up and that mixed with alcohol and a hedache is making me sick. i hope i don't throw up. interesting i make nice tpyos wen i get sime druk.....moosho i got a new guitar! i splurged wen i wnet to hot topic a few weeks ago. got some of my tattoo finished, it hurtz still. back to the goddess of porcelin.... kat mewo meow mew |
| Tuesday, October 28th, 2003 |
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my puppy is laying next to me, chewing on her squeaky toy. that is her last squeaky toy....it is a stuffed squeaky toy frog. all the other ones she had is knocked the stuffing out of them, literally. oh yeah, i saw another skunk walking on the sidewalk when i was driving home a few days ago....i honked at it and it ran away from me. there are strange animals in my car. i spent nearly $165 at Hot Topic last weekend.....got lots of socks, shirts (one for my friend Damien, in auckland), kitty ears, and i was happy enough to get my hot topic fix for the next 6 months. kat |
| Thursday, October 16th, 2003 |
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well, the call was from my friend hams. i guess he forgot about the time difference. don't worry i called him today on my lunch break. yes, i called all the way to wellington, new zealand, no biggie. at least he knows now not to call at 12:30 am his time (thursday).....that equals to 6:30 am my time (wednesday). kat |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 |
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someone called me at 5:30 am this morning....my mom told me this. it was someone from either new zealand or australia and i don't know who it was. it was a guy, but i still have no idea who it could be. i'm sorta scared, that i don't who it is. i know too many guys from either country. tho i know one in new zealand has my home number, but i don't know. ah!! |
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so, i put notes up on my mirror last night to remind me to get my meds and yes boys and girls i did. i feel a little bit better....i took my paxil at 10:30 pm, when i got home from play practice. and i feel so so. play practice ran over about two hours, because a girl in the play decided that she'd try-out for cheerleading.....and yes i dislike cheerleading more than ever now. the director was seriously pissed off....sorta scared me, but i've seen him worse. worse as when he makes people cry. he hasn't done that for awhile. which is good. earlier today, i chatted with an ex of my mine online, that i haven't heard or seen in well over two years...i guess he's back in fargo for grad school. perhaps i should let him know that i'll be in fargo on thursday to begin my gem/rock cutting learning expedition with a friend that runs a rock shop. i still sorta have feelings for him, but i shouldn't let them show. he's a player, likes girls with long red hair (which i have incidently, kinda sucks). but yeah, anyhoo....i have class in 7 hours, but i drank a dr. pepper earlier which makes me even more sleep deprived. *sigh* i'll go to sleep soon, i know i will. and i conclude. kat |
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