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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004

Subject:what is life but one ling nightmare you never wake up from?
Time:5:38 pm.
Mood:alone.
Music:let me be with you - chobits sound track.
Why am I such a pain? I really feel like I should just go away. Everybody is so mad at me. I hate this, why does this allways happen to me? I guess it both is and isn't my fault about our group starting to break up. I'm not gonna write anymore, I'm making myself depressed. but maybe I enjoy being alone probally why I never let too many people get close to me.

v.v later

feel free to yell at me in my comments, everybody else is...


SteelWings
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Subject:what is life but one ling nightmare you never wake up from?
Time:5:38 pm.
Mood:alone.
Music:let me be with you - chobits sound track.
Why am I such a pain? I really feel like I should just go away. Everybody is so mad at me. I hate this, why does this allways happen to me? I guess it both is and isn't my fault about our group starting to break up. I'm not gonna write anymore, I'm making myself depressed. but maybe I enjoy being alone probally why I never let too many people get close to me.

v.v later

feel free to yell at me in my comments, everybody else is...


SteelWings
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Comments: hold me, confort me.

Wednesday, February 18th, 2004

Subject:random
Time:8:17 pm.
Mood:random.
Music:behind blue eyes.
Like memories held completely in the future
Similar to predicting becoming emotionally attached
Scenery never seen, I remember
It's closer and farther than anything else

____________________________________________________________________

Where is the place I'm going to?
Now a voice is beginning to sing
It's reaching me, leading me...
Raising me to heaven

____________________________________________________________________

Those days, when I slept with a tired face
I dreamed only dreams that would never come true
But now, only my longings continue into tomorrow
I know I can open the door...

____________________________________________________________________

Where is the place I'm going to?
I'll just stay alone in the fog
I will go on a journey to the illusion
I want to return to heaven

____________________________________________________________________

The flowing tears are completely withered
The loneliness that thirsts for blood
Death dances, bringing the scent
Of true love

____________________________________________________________________

To live is to know pain
With the shoes I cast off
Again I beat a path
And set out without doubt

____________________________________________________________________

O light that awakes from darkness
Sheep on the altar
The dream whose screw has stopped
Where is it headed?
Comments: hold me, confort me.

Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Subject:v-day
Time:3:21 pm.
Okay, well I know that I almost never update. (that's cuz i don't think anyone really reads it) well yesterday was v-day.

This is what we planned:

We (Me, Tiffany, Bre-Anne, Kristina, Matt, Mike, Johnny, and mike's friend Alex) were all going to go to the mall at 11am. We were going to meet at the rain forest cafe. shop/DDR /anything/movies. and go home at like 5:30 ish.

WHAT HAPPENED:

Johnny was sopposed to jo to tiffany's to get a ride. HE didn't tell anyone that he was getting a different ride to the mall. Well tiff, meh,and bre-anne were waiting for him at tiff's house until like 10:00. we had to go to miles' base ball practice- and we didn't get to the mall till 1:40 basically we walkeds around / paled games/went to a movie...basically.

Yah I'm going to go now. Johnny keeps IMing me (*he is so annoying now days*)


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Monday, January 19th, 2004

Subject:...
Time:11:26 am.
yah... i love the ice...
Comments: hold me, confort me.

Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Subject:my line of work...aka soul stealing
Time:8:54 am.
Mood:Meow....
Music:"(insert bishi here)'s too sexy".
  • My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Pagan Path Do You Follow?, is Shaman Recommended Sites

  • Comments: hold me, confort me.

    Subject:4 tests first one chibi/ second one Yami
    Time:1:18 am.
    Chibi:

    Miroku
    Miroku is the always turned on sex freak. He may
    not look it, but he's got great stamina and can
    last all night!!! But can you?


    Which InuYasha hottie wants to get into your pants? (girls only please)*NOW WITH PICS*
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    Yami:

    Sesshy
    Sesshomaru may not show much emotion in public, but
    in the bedroom? He's all yours. He seems
    cold, but he's red hot underneath that cold
    exterior.


    Which InuYasha hottie wants to get into your pants? (girls only please)*NOW WITH PICS*
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    Subject:3 tests first one chibi/ second one Yami
    Time:1:04 am.
    Mood:playful ^.~.
    Music:"(insert bishi here)'s too sexy".
    Chibi:

    Shinji
    Your sexual fantasy is for that special feminine
    male that believes its better to receive than
    give...


    (Contains pictures) Anime character sexual fantasy
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    Yami:

    Spike
    Your sexual fantasy includes a night under the
    stars with Spike Spiegel as his hands grope you
    all over and his booze smelling breath blowing
    in your ear...


    (Contains pictures) Anime character sexual fantasy
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    Subject:2 tests first one chibi/ second one Yami
    Time:12:56 am.
    Chibi:

    HASH(0x86ee8dc)
    You are the elegant and beautiful Princess Lena.
    You are shy and quiet, but can be very
    expressive when you want to be. You long to fit
    in and to find your true love. Many people
    adore you, but you still feel out of place at
    times and need to learn to express how you
    really feel better. Overall you are a wonderful
    person with many great traits, you just need to
    be more expressive and true to yourself.


    Which Shamanic Princess are you?
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    YAMI:

    Tiara2
    You are the fiery yet charming Princess Tiara. You
    have some character flaws, but in the end you
    have a true heart and you are an excellent
    friend to others. Don't let your temper bring
    you down or your need to voice your opinion
    either. Think of others and let them have a
    chance as well. Overall you are a wonderful
    person just longing to be a regular woman in
    society.


    Which Shamanic Princess are you?
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    Subject:tests first one chibi/ second one Yami
    Time:12:52 am.
    CHIBI:

    Chidori
    You Are: Kaname Chidori!
    You are fiery, independant, trustworthy and
    responsible. Girls and boys are intimidated by
    you. However, deep down you have emotional
    fuzzy feelings too. You just rarely show them.
    Guys like Kurtz don't impress you either.
    Whether you admit it or not, you want a guy
    like Sagara.


    What Full Metal Panic Character Are You? (Images!)
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    YAMI:

    Teresa
    You Are: Teresa "Tessa" Tesstarosa!
    You are very smart, but at the same time very young
    emotionally. You are timid and shy, and
    sometimes you can appear fragile and weak.
    However, that can be deceiving. You are
    definately a capable leader and good friend
    despite your nature. People would never suspect
    you were a leader in a special operations
    organization like Mithril.


    What Full Metal Panic Character Are You? (Images!)
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    Friday, January 2nd, 2004

    Subject:waiting for a caring word
    Time:11:50 pm.
    Mood:Yami.
    Music:death at my door.
    My finely edged dream is a knife
    that hurts even me.
    So it's always been
    hidden away
    in the shadow of my heart.

    Before I ask myself
    why I was born,
    I just want to be sure
    of what I want and am living for.

    Instead of praying, instead of moaning about it,
    I want to run, I want to cry out,
    just wandering uncontrollably.
    A terribly fragile premonition alone
    runs in my veins,
    outrunning even fate.
    Edge of the Dark
    In this last place at the very edge,
    I wait for a beginning.

    In my withered heart,
    a darkness where only untamable desire lives on
    was better than
    a boredom I just want to spit out.

    LIttle by little, I noticed
    as I looked up at the empty sky,
    a small, faint light...
    and that alone captivates me.

    Instead of wishing, instead of promising,
    I want to take what I want, I want to search on...
    Prying open this clouded pain.
    Blotting out the past and the future,
    I just want to shoot through the present.
    Jarring my piercing dreams
    Edge of the Dark
    Something is changing
    in the rough wind.

    Everything is all sloppy,
    getting dirty just to live.
    I want to lift up the truth
    that had been once been buried there

    Instead of praying, instead of moaning about it,
    I want to run, I want to cry out,
    so I've wildly broken into a run.
    If I can grab it, if I can search for it,
    then I'll climb unseen walls.
    With my heart pounding so much it seems it's about to explode
    Edge for the Flight
    Can you hear my voice,
    echoing aimlessly?

    ...
    ...
    ...


    jjjj
    Horokeu Usui - HoroHoro is a cheerful shaman from
    the north. You know what they say, the way to a
    man`s heart is through his stomach. That
    definently applies with HoroHoro. Even though
    he eats a lot, he`s very active, so be sure
    keep up with him!


    Which Shaman King Guy is Your Match?
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    Thursday, January 1st, 2004

    Subject: burn you mother fucking kuwabaka dick sucking ass kissing...ect.
    Time:4:57 am.
    A big flame
    You're going to hit a rock in your shiney
    rocketmobile, cause you, and everyone in a 2
    mile radius to die in a horrible flaming car
    crash.


    Cause of Death
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    Subject:dead/dying
    Time:4:47 am.
    Mood:dying on the inside.
    dying
    You are the dying.
    You can't take it anymore. To you the world is just
    too much to handle. You feel like your life is
    falling apart and you are ready to give up.
    Each day is a pain. You do know you can still
    fight, don't you? if you kill your self, don't have
    your stupid friend cry to me
    you are already dead on the inside...


    Are you dead, alive, dying, or what? (pictures!)
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    Subject:that i am?
    Time:4:35 am.
    Death
    You Are Death Itself...The Grim Reaper! You Only
    Live...If Thats What You Call It...To Bring
    Death Among Those Who Must Die!
    I bet you killed all your 'friends
    or at least planning to bring them
    to a slow painful death.
    go you! Kill all the worthless bitches & bastards!
    kill them all, slowly and painfully!


    Are You A Goddess, Demon, Angel, or Death Itself
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    Subject:^^V
    Time:4:30 am.
    Mood:Yami.
    You want to die. Anyway you can die, you will. You
    probably like pointy objects and blood. Lots of
    blood. You and I are alike in many ways. There
    is a possibility that you are a bit fond of
    sacrafices. You arent above self mutilation.
    Heres a tip: Dont slit your wrists. Theres a
    good chanse you wont die from that and the pain
    is horendous. Drug yourself first then slit
    them.


    Are you a Death Addict? (welcome Death into your life like me)
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    Subject:FOXXIE!!!
    Time:4:20 am.
    Kurama
    Kurama, that foxy ghost fox from Yu-Yu-Hakusho is
    your ideal man. He is sensitive and supportive
    of you, plus won't bite your head off while
    you're PMSing. You'll probably be the dominant
    one in the relationship, but never fear! If
    something threatens you Kurama will be there to
    whip some serious tail and dry your tears when
    it's over.


    Aaah! Kawaii! Who is your ideal anime guy?
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    Subject:AMIBOSHI!!
    Time:4:09 am.
  • My #9 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Fushigi Yuugi selector, is Amiboshi

  • Comments: hold me, confort me.

    Wednesday, December 31st, 2003

    Subject:Dressies!
    Time:7:51 pm.
    okay update on the slumberparty!

    We ate japanese style ramen in the traditional japanese bowls. We're watching Samurai X 'trust and betrayal' *sigh* a bitchen love story with blood and gore.
    We're basically playing dress up! we're in Kemono's!!!!!(Yami: your in a sheet you idiot...)

    Fira: HELP MEH!!!!

    Oo;; randomness from fira? Well, uh...(Yami: Will you get your pants on?) NO!!!! (Yami:Oo;;)
    Okay well!
    I chugged 2 bottles of cider, danced around in my panties! (Yami: O_O *bows head in defeat* you and silk...) and I photos, (Yami: in said panties/sheets) THEIR KIMONOS!!! (Yami: yah, and you were also fantising about kurama dipped in chocolate...) don't forget the wipped cream and srtawberries! (Yami: O_O;; and why were you fantising about him?) *slapps yami*

    Fira's randomness:

    If there is anyone out there that even remotely cares, HELP ME GODDESS DAMN IT! They want me to wear a sheet and let them play with my hair... T-T ARIKA GET AWAY FROM MY HAIR! Put the brush DOWN! I said goddess help me and you're not helping, damn it!
    Arikia: Read the lable! 'Goddess of Darkness' I'm not supposed to help people!
    Fira: Grrrr... YOU SHALL PAY FOR THIS EMBARRESMENT!
    Tsu-Tsu: Never mess with the goddesses!
    Fira: I DON'T CARE! DIEEEEEE! *is beating up a Kuwabaka plushie she uses for anger management*
    Random Yami: JOHNNEY YOU KUWABAKA ASS!!! Why does my Hikari hang out with him?
    Arikia: Shut up! More later.
    Comments: hold me, confort me.

    Subject:slumber party 2
    Time:2:40 pm.
    Fira: Gotta transfer files! We're back!
    Arikia: Hi! guess what? WE GOT POCKY & our drinks!
    Fira: Sugar-rush and alcohol! Battle Royale, Rurouni Kenshin -
    Arikia: Blood, gore, bitchen deaths!
    Tsu-tsu: *reading a anime insider mag.* kenshin is history...
    Arikia: Hao's pants! *glomp*
    Fira: it's just a poaster...
    Arikia: i know...sadly...
    Tsu-tsu: why is she still in yami-chibi mode with all the chocolate chips around here?
    Fira: she's not in yami chibi mode! she's in yami chibi on a sugar rush mode!
    Arikia (in yami form): I AM THE KILLER OF LOVE!!!
    Arikia: (poofs into chibi yami): and the world should fear me!
    Fira: -.-;; no more sugar for the next hour. Be glad its only that long...
    Arikia: now lady fira why would you take away my sugar? Do you WANT me to pull my sicle out?
    Fira: I couldn't care less. Your sicle will end up locked up just like my alter-egos and the other sicles I've had to take away from you.
    Arikia: Well i didn't bring them anyways...
    Fira: Good... because I've already confiscated the other weapons you brought to this party.
    Arikia: ...*sulking in yami-chibi form* you went through my bag?
    Fira: you're the one that always puts all you weapons in the same bag.
    Arikia: *perks up* so you didn't go through all my bags?
    Fira: No, I just confiscated them all.
    Arikia: TSU-TSU!!!!!
    Tsu-Tsu: *still reading the magazine* stop it... ooohhhhhhh....
    Arikia chibi: *crying* ...can...*sniff*...I have them ...*sniff* back? *best helpless chibi face*
    Fira: Mmmm... lemme think...No.
    Arikia chibi: puh-lease?
    Fira: No.
    Arikia chibi: *going yami* bu-
    Fira: No.
    Yami Arikia chibi: aww, come on?
    Fira: No.
    Yami Arikia Chibi: The chibi face works so well on everybody else...
    Fira: What, am I the one person that can resist the chibi?
    Yami Arikia Chibi: *nod* but i still have Kurama! ...only i have to share...i hate sharing...
    Fira: So? He doesn't scare me. Neither does Hiei.
    Chibi Arikia: (no longer yami): Sessy?
    Fira: Nope.
    Arikia Chibi: TSU - TSU! SHE'S BEING MEAN TO THE CHIBI!!!!!
    Tsu-Tsu: Don't be mean to the chibi!
    Fira: I'm not! She's bringing bishies into this!
    Arikia: We're off to make pocky!
    Comments: hold me, confort me.

    Subject:slumber party
    Time:10:49 am.
    Mood:chibi.
    Music:one piece sounddtrack- #4.
    Arikia: Hi! *obviously in chibi form* Hi! I'm at a slumber party and my friend's are going to type too!
    Tsi-tsu:I like pie! All hail the holy pie! And Hao's pants, muhahahahaha.
    Arikia: HAO'S PANTS!! *Glomp*
    Fira: -.-;; can I go back to sleep now?
    Arikia & Tsu-tsu: NO!
    Arikia: your scary in your sleep...
    Tsu-Tsu: Moo.
    Fira: okay... then can I have an alcoholic drink?
    Arikia: SHARE! ...V.V (superdrink ^^v)
    Fira: we ran outta SUPERDRINK last night....
    Tsu-tsu: SHOPPING!

    (I'll update after shopping) ^^v later
    Comments: hold me, confort me.

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