I wasn't born with enough middle fingers   
06:11pm 19/01/2004
mood: enraged
music: "Dried Up Tied Up And Dead To The World" - Marilyn Manson
Yesterday was shitty as hell... I guess. Icka and Kenny broke up and she was crying all night cuz of it/ the way he was treating her. Diana stayed the night to comfort her and came over again today to comfort her/ help clean up the house. She fucking dropped all of her plans to come do this shit. She didn't have too but she did. And I for one can say I really appreciate her doing that. Why is it whenever she's being self-less that she's treated like shit? Well I fucking hate it and it needs to just fucking stop right now. Well Today was Icak's Mary-Kay party and well I didn't go... And Diana got sic(k). So that sucked ass. I love that girl to death. She's my fucking world. Well anyway I'm out I love you baby.
an update   
12:42am 11/01/2004
mood: depressed
music: Nothing
I know it's been forever since I updated but I'm doing it now. Things have been going alright lately. Well somewhat. Well me and Diana have been doing really good. Work has been ok I'm on the Honor Roll at school. Well I got alot of shit to say. First I'm sick and tired of the shit me and Diana have been getting from my mom and dad. If they took one moment to even talk to me or even her they would see how much this hurts us. If they think cutting us down and making us feel like shit is going to get them anywhere in my life... They're wrong. I mean all she's even done is try to get them to like her. Is it soo hard as to look past what happened over summer? I mean it was our fucking choice to do what we did. She feels like shit from what they did to us. And I'm sick of it all. Secondly to my Diana I know it's hard to be with me but I'm going to try more to stick up for you an support you. And Friday after I take my $75 out for the ticket whatever's leftover we'll go take care of the problem we might have since it didn''t come in December. And from there we'll see what steps we neeed to do, but don't worry everything will be alright and I'll still be by your side. And I also want to thank you for standing by my side whenever I need it. I got sooo much to tell you and show you. I don't know how I can get all my emotions I'm feeling right now into words. But you'll see what thinking has done to me. And I HONESTLY LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE IT'S SELF!!!! Well I'm off to try and put words to my felings.
Forever in my Skin   
10:22pm 03/12/2003
mood: angry
music: "swinging The Dead"- Devil Driver
Well here's my first entry in this peice of shit thingy. I just want to say to everyone that this is my own world in which I grow. Well right now I got to empty something from my self. Which will come son enough
New Journal   
10:44pm 30/11/2003
mood: depressed
This is my new journal