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Okay, as far as I know, Micah is still with Valcor. And and, he's going to Wild Waves with her, as well as Lillian and Kirby, and Mike Duke (as soon as he can find a date, haha.) Sucks.
Hmm... buuuut, in Driver's Ed today, I overheard Micah talking with Mike. Now I have no idea what they were talking about since I came in the convo in somewhere damn near the middle and he was like "...yeah, this just isn't working out for me.." as if he was repeating what he had previously said to someone. I highly doubt that he was reiterating the news of him and Valcor breaking up, but hey, you never know.
He touched my arm my way inside the door of Driver's Ed, then he proceeded to throw his potato salad lid at me.
I got Enjoy Incubus the other day when I went to the mall with Jen. It sucked because I was at Hot Topic and I saw an Incubus shirt, but I had no money, and yeah. My mom was the one who bought Enjor Incubus for me though. And it was at Sam Goody (still at Strike 2), and it was the Cascade Mall. I still need to get When Incubus Attacks Vol. 1 (umlikey since only a certain amount was released), and String Quartet Tribute to Incubus.
My sister ordered me that Johnny Knoxville shirt from hottopic.com. How sweet. It'll arrive in 4 days. She got the special delivery shit, so... yeah.
I really want to dye my hair, or at least get some highlights in it.
Hollee got her hair cut. It looks really cute.
Well, thanks to Driver's Ed, it looks like I won't be doing anything this summer. The fucker runs me all the way to the end of July. Shit. I don't even have any time to work out so that I can lose all the weight I had hoped I would lose this summer. Oh well, I haven't been eating, so at least I'll lose SOME weight. It's around 6pm, and I haven't even ate anything today. I'm so proud of myself. Yay for anorexia! :) Haha... uhhmm... just kidding. heh heh *cough*
It smells like my mom is cooking bacon. Shit.
Ok, nevermind, she's making potato soup. There's bacon in that, so you see what I was getting at. Mehh..
Okay, for real now. I seriously need to think about this. Do I really like Micah? Or am I just still trippin of him? I have no idea. I don't think I really like him. I'm just lonely, that's all. And he was the last person I dated, therefore he was the last person that I truly had those feelings about, so... maybe I don't really like him. Or maybe I do. I don't know. I think I'd know for sure if I liked him if he wasn't dating that bitch that he doesn't even like. Well, I don't know about that. I mean, yeah, sure, there IS the possibility that he actually likes his girlfriend, but I don't know. From what I gather, I don't even know if he even likes his girlfriend. I mean, from what Mackenzie has been telling me, and all the semi-flirting that has been going on, I just don't know. Does he even dig her at all?
Oooh, I can't remember if I've said anything about the last time I talked to Bryan... but ahhh, he was so sweet. Yeah, I'll just leave it at that. I love him.
I need a man. Blah...
You know what a good thing to wonder is?... How long exactly does Micah go inbetween girlfriends being single? That's a mind-boggler. I mean, think about it. I started dating him like, what, 2 weeks after he kicked Lillian to the curb? And then Valcor... that was like, a month after me. Crazyness. I bet he's never gone more than 2 months in between girlfriends. (oooh, that sounded kinky.)
If you re-arrange the "PINK" Victoria's Secret perfume bottle boxes, you can spell "KINKI." I discovered that. It'd be better if there was a "Y" though. Oh well... I don't know where the "Y" would come in though. Fuck, I'm retarded.
My parents haven't really been getting along the past couple of days. Maybe my mom is started to see what I've been seeing all these years. NOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, MOM?!?!?! How can I show respect to someone I despise? Geez.
I have a permit now. Hahaha... bow down to me, fool.
I love the new Matchbox 20 song. Ooooh, which reminds me, I think I should be a Music Video Director when I grow up. That would be a good job for me. I have a way with establishing story lines for videos. There are 3 good ones that I've come up with; Incubus-"Crowded Elevator", TLC-"I Miss You So Much", Matchbox 20-"Unwell".
I really like the video-idea that I've come up with for "I Miss You So Much." Okay, it starts out with a normal close-up performance seen with a girl (the singer) sitting against the wheel of a car. That's all you can see. It's dark, she's crying, and looks all scruffy and rugged. Those shots of the performance are the ones that are put into the rest of the video. The story of the video is the girl and her boyfriend are having fun at the guy's house, blah-de-blah-de-blah. Then, it shows a week later, still at the house. They're fighting, and she storms out, and leaves his place and gets into her car and starts to drive home. Performance shots still being put inbetween the frames of the video. Halfway home, she's crying up a storms, and sees a picture of her and her man that she'd placed on her dashboard. She comes to her senses, and decides to turn around. She trys to call him on her way back, but he's not answering. He'd left his house and is on his way to meet her at her house. She does a U-y, while still on the phone. It's dark, and raining, and she hits another car in a head-on-collision. The next thing she knows, she wakes up in the back of an ambulance, recognizes the other car and she runs out while police and paramedics try to keep her calm. They've put her boyfriend on a stretcher, and they zip up the body-bag. She's killed her boyfriend on her way of reconciling with him. She goes to her car, and sits against one of the wheels, and sings the rest of the song. That's where viewers go "ohhh, that's why she was leaning against the car at the beginning..." That kinda shit. Sad video, yes I know, but it'd get me a VMA. I want to make videos that I KNOW people will talk about. That video I know would get some talk on the street. Anyways... cool video, huh!?
I don't want to go into full detail about the other 2, but let's just say for "Crowded Elevator", it consists of two business people (Brandon Boyd and a model of his choice) all suited up, and there is nothing but sexual tension between the two, but they can't get it on because there are 11 other people on the elevator, and so all the making out scenes that you'd see are just in his head. Yeah. And "Unwell" is just about a girl being pregnant. 'Nuff said.
Omigod, I am such a loser. I'm planning Music Videos for fuck's sake. Oh well, I could really make a living on that.
"Hey Cassie, what do you want to be when you're older?" "I want to be a music video director, how bout you?"
That sounds so gay. Geezus.
(As if "Geezus" weren't gay enough...)
Hmmm... I should make "Are You Happy Now?" one of my screen names one of these days. I'm not a big fan of the song, but I'd like to know that about Micah. I doubt he's actually happy in his realtionship, so yeah.
Wow... this "potato soup" sure tastes interesting... O_o
I thought there'd actaully be POTATO pieces in it, not left-over hashbrown from this morning...ughh
I wonder if the RIAA will find me and sue me for downloading music.
I don't download MUSIC though... I download VIDEOS!... heh heh... not music. Derr...
Hmmm.. okay, this is boring me. I'm going to go in my room and sit on my bed and stare at the wall.
Baa!!
xoxo Cassie xoxo
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