.not another one.   
01:30am 20/04/2004
 
mood: busy
music: Fear Before The March Of Flames - Given To Dreams


so, i seriously cannot seem to shake these weeks of hell off my back. after finally getting through last week, i have this week to get through. it's not quite as bad though. i only have to read 3 rather long and boring chapters for management, study old accounting exams to take at most 2 make-ups on thursday, management test on friday, plus a plethora of linear algebra and stat homework that needs to be done. plus, i register on wednesday for classes that probably won't be open cuz there's only one section available for each one. it's ok...i got through last week, i can get through this one too. these weeks just get old. like tonight, i went to 4.0 and go again to get an accounting project done that's due tomorrow which meant i didn't get to see jennifer again. and even if i do get to see her almost everyday, days like today, when i don't get to see her, just aren't as enjoyable. it's all good though because our 'date-auction date' is this weekend in houston, so much fun and delight will be had on that day. aaaannndd we've only got two more actual weeks of class before dead week so whoop for that. so, overall there's alot of good meshed within all the crappy classes, homework, and exams that keep getting stuffed in my week. so i imagine, as i've said before and still hold to, everything will be fine. well i guess that's about it for me for now for being me at the moment. i could say more but my bed is kinda lonely so i am needed elsewhere. more to come...dun...dun....dun

silly rabbit.


*wink*

![.=.]mJyA_RnRaOmDe[.=.]!		  
   

(.the frailty of words.)
 
.letters.   
06:24am 20/04/2004
 
mood: weird
music: Fear Before... - On the Brightside, She Could Choke
well, it's 6:23 in the morning, i can't sleep a wink at all, and i'm bored. so i have decided to write personal letters to various areas of my life...and random things i see.

dear sleep,
i've heard you're really cool. i missed you today.
with a tear,
jarrod.

dear accounting,
you, i do not like at all.
with no feeling,
jarrod.

dear management test,
i will conquer you. like a lion kills it's prey, i will conquer you.
confident,
JARROD.

dear weekend,
you are going to be fun.
and you will be pleased.
anxious,
jjjarrrroooodd.

dear rap music,
you make mah life krunk. keep da beats bangin'.
yurr 9-5 plus fo' pennies,
j-skrizzle.

dear england,
i miss you. do you miss me?
come back to me.
longing,
jar'rod.

dear apartment,
i don't like you the way you are.
we need to change you.
displeased,
jarrod.

dear desk,
you are too unorganized and disheveled.
i will fix you.
your maker,
jarrod.

dear new 'fear before the march of flames' cd,
you make my ears happy.
a fan,
jarrod.

dear stapler,
you could hurt me.
please don't.
fearful,
j-rod.

dear monday crossword puzzle,
you are finished. now, ascend into heaven.
waving goodbye,
J--R-D.

dear brain,
where are you?
when did i lose you?
have you gone on vacation?
are you gone for good?
wherever you are, come back.
i need you now more than ever.
losing all hope,
j-a-r-r-o-d.


dear reader,
you are the reason i do this.
never stop reading.
never.
ever.
not ever.
never.
no.
thank you,
J.		  
   

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