.what have i become?.   
12:53am 09/04/2004
 
mood: giggly
music: Dead Poetic - Vanus Empty


BAM SUCKA! that's right folks. jarrod now comes equipped with another hole in his head. he is now ready to kick some ass. ok, maybe not. but you gotta admit, it's pretty freakin' cool. we actually had like a piercing party tonight that all started with jennifer and lauren wanting to get a piercing. so i went with them to look. as they were getting theirs done, i was thinking real hard about doing it. and, i eventually gave in to my inner rebel and went ahead with it. it didn't really hurt like getting a cut or scraping a knee...it was just uncomfortable, but tolerable. lauren got her cartilage pierced on her ear and jennifer got an eyebrow piercing also (and, in my opinion, she looks gewd). but, i am really happy i did it, after wanting to do it for awhile and always finding excuses not to. i needed a fun night before this weekend, which is gonna suck. don't get me wrong...going home is great. however, this is my list: read math. study math. read econ. read more econ. copy econ notes. study econ. read acct. study acct. plus all my little inane 'to do' items. freakin' insane. i have just gotten so far behind it's quite unbelievable. but i have no one to blame but myself, which sucks. i've just been having the hardest time waking up in the mornings. and it's not cuz i'm going to bed real late. ever since jennifer's internet broke, which also sucks, i haven't been staying up until 3 and 4 in the morning. not that i don't enjoy those times, cuz i do. but the point is, i have been missing alot of class, mainly on monday, wednesday and friday. i've missed so much that i'm really sick of not going to class and everything that i have missed is just piling up. so much so that it's starting to bite me in the ass. hopefully, this weekend i can get back on some sort of track to prepare myself for the hell that is next week. i guess that's life for you. well, i think i'm done ranting. i actually had something important on my mind to post about but i've gone on too long already. just remind me, and i'll lay it all out for you later, j-rizzle style. but for now, it's about that time to throw the deuce and say take......luck. take luck and care. take care of the luck. good luck taking care of the luck that you might have. if you have luck, take it and care for it. take luck care of and it....

yeah, i stole that last part. but that doesn't mean it's not funny.
stop staring at me.


J to tha Rod.
 
   

(2 broken hearts | .the frailty of words.)